We all loved Bai Yueguang

Chapter 32 White Moonlight (4)
He used to like it like this, always answering her, "Okay." Anything is fine.

They met at a coffee shop on a certain road.

Dora hurriedly called Zhou Xusheng, "I have something to do, I have to go first." Before Zhou Xusheng could speak, he turned off his phone.

When she arrived at the cafe, Chen Hao was already waiting for her.When he saw her, he smiled, "Dora, long time no see."

She looked at him with complicated emotions.His smile was tired and sophisticated.Yes, she shouldn't have any more expectations, he really is no longer that young Chen Hao.The young Chen Hao grew up and became another person.

It's normal.Everyone grows up and everyone changes.The city will become more crowded and prosperous, the black color will fade, and the flowery and beautiful couple will become pale and gracious.Originally, Dora was too naive. If she looked closely at the mirror, she should have noticed that her once fragile skin had gradually aged, fine lines appeared at the corners of her eyes, and fat began to accumulate around her waist—no matter how inconspicuous it was, It is also change.

She refused to sit down and asked with difficulty, "How do you know Xiao Li?"

Chen Hao was stunned for a moment, "Which Xiao Li?" He frowned slightly, and after a while he seemed to suddenly realize, "Oh, Police Officer Li. Well, I know him, what's the matter?" He snapped on the ignition, lit a cigarette and smoked superior.

Dora stared at him closely, and asked softly word by word, "So, how did my father die?"

Chen Hao glanced at her and said flatly, "It's just like what he said."

"Really?" asked Dora, staring at him unrelentingly.

Chen Hao laughed suddenly, "What's the matter? What kind of answer do you want to get? You just want to be with Zhou Xusheng for the rest of your life, so you hope to get other answers?"

Dora was annoyed by what she said about the central matter, and she insisted on asking almost desperately: "Then why do you give Xiao Li such a favor?"

Chen Hao did not deny it, and explained lightly, "Because he wants to tell the truth. This is the reward."

Dora froze.

Chen Hao stood up and held her arm considerately, "You look bad, are you tired recently? Let's go, I'll take you home."

Dora pursed her lips tightly.

All hope was dashed.

It turned out that the answer was nothing else.She and Zhou Xusheng really can only, can only go here.

In Chen Hao's car, she fell asleep.The sound of fine music has been heard in the ears, and a clean voice is singing softly:

Who can say where the road goes

Where the day flows
Only time... only time...

And who can say if your love grows

As your heart chose
Only time... only time...

Who can say why your heart sighs

As your love flies how your heart sighs,
……

What a familiar melody.It seems that in a certain year and a certain month, I have listened to it and been intoxicated.

She tried her best to open her eyes and searched for the source of the music, and finally found a small crystal ball standing on the front of the car. Following the rhythm of the music, the two figures in the crystal ball slowly rotated, and snowflakes flew all over the sky.

"This is a birthday present from you. Once a classmate went to my house and almost broke it. I got into a fight with him..." Chen Hao said.

Dora smiled wearily, and said softly: "You, you are like this, you fight every now and then..." She moved her body slightly, trying to make herself sit more comfortably.

"I cherish it, just like cherishing the days we spent together day and night..." Chen Hao said.

Such emotional words.But Dora only snored lightly.She fell asleep again.

After an unknown amount of time, Dora woke up suddenly.

He was covered with Chen Hao's coat.The bright starry sky outside the window came into my eyes unexpectedly.The moonlight was cold and clear. It turned out that Chen Hao drove the car up the mountain.

He was standing not far away, the moonlight shrouded him, he was smoking a cigarette silently, looking very lonely.

Dora opened the door and got out of the car and came over to him.He didn't look back at her, just said: "Look, how beautiful the moonlight is."

Dora replied in a wrong way, "Let's go. Go home."

Chen Hao pulled the corner of his mouth slightly, "2 minutes. That's it. Stand by my side and watch the moonlight with me, Dora. That's it."

There was a lot of unspeakable sadness in his voice.

Dora said softly, "Forgive Xusheng, so that you will be happier."

He stared at her, "Do you want to forgive him too?"

She immediately turned her face and said bluntly, "Let's go."

Turn around first.

He threw away the cigarette butt, stamped it out with his foot, and followed her.As long as he stretched out his hand lightly, he could touch her soft hair.

He wants to.but.

She was clearly very close to him, yet she was as far away as the ends of the world.

The car drove straight downstairs to Dora, and Dora opened the door, "I'm leaving."

Chen Hao called her from behind, "Wait a minute." He stepped forward and stared at her, "Stay with me, Dora, I can give up everything."

Dora looked at him and smiled slowly, "No, Chen Hao, you can't. You can't even endure the humiliation that Zhou Xusheng gave you for me."

Chen Hao was shocked.

Duo stretched out her hand and gently stroked his cheek, "What is there to care about when you were young? Is it really for me? No, Chen Hao, you don't love me as much as you imagined. In fact, you want to take revenge on a People, as long as they live well, that's enough."

Chen Hao took her hand, put it to his lips and kissed it gently, "Okay, Dora, I will listen to you. I will live a good life."

Dora smiled and withdrew her hand, "Let's go. It's too late, drive slowly."

He answered her softly, "Okay."

He drove away quickly.

Dora was about to walk into the corridor when suddenly she saw a familiar figure.In the corridor, Zhou Xusheng was leaning slightly against the wall, looking at her calmly.

Her heart suddenly tightened, and she couldn't help clenching her fists.

She took a deep breath, approached, and called out with difficulty, "Huisheng."

In the dark, Zhou Xusheng reached out to caress her face, and asked softly, "Do you love me or him?"

Time seemed to flash back to many years ago, and the young Zhou Xusheng asked her, "Who do you really like? Is it me? Or him?"

She stared at him blankly.

She didn't believe he didn't understand.

But really.Really can only go so far.She was afraid that one day, she would love him too much, and if she left him, she would cry all night, her life would be meaningless from now on, and she would not be able to continue living.

"I see." He said softly.

He turns away.

The figure was gradually engulfed by the night.

He walked so fast that he didn't hear her cry at all.

Fei'er said, "Dora, Candy House has agreed to transfer the shop to us."

Fei'er said, "Dora, today's business is good..."

Fei'er said, "Dora, why do you eat so little?"

Fei'er said, "Dora..."

Dora sighed. "Shut up, dear."

Fei'er persisted and said, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Dora could only answer, "Yes. I am ill."

Fei'er quickly reached out to stroke her forehead, and Dora snapped her hand open, "Leave me alone."

She doesn't want to be alone at home.The room seemed to be filled with the aura left by Zhou Xusheng.

She always stays in the store and does not move, and the customers coming and going make her feel comfortable.

He was also reluctant to eat, and he lost a lot of weight.

Almost a wall between the candy house and the little beautiful feet was knocked down, and a beautiful arched door was placed.The decorator kept beating and knocking, and Fei'er was so busy that his face was radiant.

Whenever asked about this, Dora would always answer, "You can figure it out."

Without him, everything becomes insignificant.

They haven't seen each other for a long time.

Time has never been so long, and every minute and every second is extremely difficult.She doesn't sleep well at night, she always seems to hear the phone ringing in the dimness, and when she wakes up, the first reaction is to grab the phone, but there is nothing.

Always dreaming again.Fragmented.

One day she said to Fei'er, "I want to go on a blind date."

Fei'er looked at her with pity, and said gently: "Go."

What a considerate girl, she can guess what happened, but Dora didn't mention it, she never asked.Dora said she wanted to go on a blind date, so she was busy looking for someone for her.For example, my cousin's classmates, or my cousin's colleagues, or, the relatives of the neighbors...

Fei'er first made a round of screening. They were basically well-off, had stable jobs, and were honest and kind.

Originally, Dora was just saying something in passing, but Fei'er took it seriously, and couldn't bear to obey her, so she went to meet her at the appointed time and place.

They are really good. If they want to get married, they are indeed ideal partners.

But a certain man, Dora thinks that he is still young, but his hairline is too high; another certain man, Dora finds that he has been shaking his feet slightly, from left foot to right foot; another certain man, Dora thinks he is His voice was a bit sissy; another man, Dora saw that he was wearing sports socks in his leather shoes...

She apologized to Feier, "I'm sorry Feier."

Fei'er patted her hand reassuringly, "I understand."

Anyone who has loved will understand.No matter how good it is, it's useless if it's not him.

On Christmas, Xiaomeizu finished work early, and she went to the book city alone, stayed there all day, and finally picked out a bunch of cooking books.A young woman beside her looked at her in amazement, and murmured, "Are you going to learn how to cook a full banquet?"

She smiled and replied, "Yes."

The woman sighed enviously, "If I have a lover, I am willing to help him."

Dora's smile froze on her face.

In the evening, she opened a bottle of wine alone and drank slowly until late at night.

As if falling asleep, I heard it was raining outside the window, and the phone was ringing non-stop.She woke up suddenly, reached for her phone, and found that it was from Zhou Zhou.

what.often.

Her spirits lifted.

"often!"

Zhou Zhou's voice was weak, "Dora...it hurts..."

Dora jumped up, her voice changed with nervousness, "What's wrong with you? Where are you?"

"I'm at home, Dora, it hurts so much..." Zhou Zhouji sobbed softly.

Dora didn't have time to think about it, she grabbed the bag and ran out the door.

The night is so quiet.No one and no cars.The rain continued.

It was only then that she remembered that she should take an umbrella, but she refused to waste time going upstairs again, so she began to trot in the rain. After running for a long time, she finally met a taxi and waved her hand to stop it.The driver was also surprised, probably suspecting that she was a housewife who ran away from home in anger, and kindly reminded her, "It's so late, don't walk around on the street..."

She forced a smile, unable to speak.The heartbeat was extremely violent, as if sensing danger and ominousness.

After finally arriving at Chang's house, I went upstairs and rang the doorbell for a long time before Zhou came to open the door.She was lying on the ground halfway, apparently unable to stand up because of the pain, when she saw Dora, she tried her best to smile gently and called out weakly, "Dora!"

Her face was pale, and there were beads of sweat on her forehead.

Surprised and suspicious, Dora knelt down to support her, and asked in a trembling voice, "What's wrong with you? Where does it hurt?"

The light in the room was not bright enough, and after squatting down, Dora realized that Chang's body was covered in blood.It was bright red and dazzling, and Dora couldn't help being dizzy for a while.

Chang Yi leaned tiredly on her shoulder, unable to speak.Dora took out the phone, her hands were shaking too much, the phone fell to the ground, stained with bright red blood, she held her breath to pick it up, tried to dial 120 calmly, "Hello, someone here is injured, the address is..."

It seemed like a very, very long time, and the ambulance was late to arrive. Dora patted Zhou's face lightly, and kept calling: "Every time, every time..."

Occasionally she would open her eyes, smile very hard at her, and close them again.

Dora didn't care anymore, and called Zhou Xusheng. As soon as the call was connected, she couldn't help crying, "Xusheng..."

Since he was a child, he couldn't watch her cry, and he never could bear to go against her wishes, and when she cried, he quickly raised his hand in surrender.This time, no exception.She was really not sure whether he would come or not.If she broke her heart and angered him, would he care about her?

But here he is.

As soon as he appeared, Dora's tears seemed to be broken, "Life..."

Zhou Xusheng was startled by the scene in front of him. He never expected to see such a scene. He grabbed Dora's hand and asked in a deep voice, "Have you dialed 120 yet?"

Dora nodded with tears in her eyes.

"Don't be afraid." He put his arms around her shoulders and comforted her. "We can't mess with her, wait for the ambulance..." He called Uncle Jiang instead.

The ambulance finally arrived, and the ambulance staff took Zhou Zhouzhou from Dora's hand. Zhou Zhouji woke up with a start, and uttered an unusually clear voice, "Dora!" Then he fell into a coma again.

Dora lay on Zhou Xusheng's chest, crying so hard that she couldn't make a sound.The whole person was almost carried downstairs by Zhou Xusheng.

Uncle Jiang had already started the car, and immediately followed the ambulance as soon as they got into the car.

What a quiet night.

The siren of the ambulance blared across the sky.

Dora asked: "Will she die every time?"

Zhou Xusheng hugged her tightly, resting his chin on her hair, "No." He comforted her.

They stood outside the operating room and waited for a long time.

The hospital is filled with the smell of disinfectant that has been lingering for many years. The door of the operating room next door has just opened, and a loud cry of a baby broke the silence of the room...

The lights in the operating room finally went out, and the doctors and nurses came out one after another. The doctor looked regretful, "I don't know where the patient had the abortion, but it was not done well, so it caused heavy bleeding... Sorry, we have tried our best..."

Sorry, we did our best.Dora had heard this sentence countless times on TV.She raised her head in panic and looked at Zhou Xusheng, "What did the doctor say? What did he mean?"

She clutched his clothes tightly, like a child surrounded by darkness, her eyes full of fear.

Zhou Xusheng felt that his eyes were hot, and he couldn't help but choked up his sobs.

Dora looked at him strangely, and asked softly, "What's the matter with you? Why are you crying. Come out later, let's go home together..."

Zhou Xusheng hugged her tightly and pressed her head into his arms.

She struggled and screamed, as if she had exerted all her strength, a tearing tide of pain rushed in.

Dear every time.My every time.

The situation of the first meeting was as clear as yesterday.Every bit of being with her, they spent the most embarrassing and unforgettable youth time together.They have witnessed each other's most youthful years and delivered the most sincere hearts to each other.

They said they would grow old together.

There was never a moment when Dora hated herself so much. She could have taken the initiative to call Changmei or invite her to go shopping in department stores.

If only she could know.

She burst into tears.

In a blink of an eye, the new year has come and passed.The streets are still full of New Year's festive atmosphere.The loudspeakers in the roadside shops have been chanting tirelessly: "The end of the year clearance, the last three days..."

This is the tenth day of each departure.

Dora felt like a dream.

how is this possible.She seems to be able to touch the skirt of every skirt with a touch of her hand; when she makes a phone call, she can hear her giggling over there, calling her easily, "Dora!"

Zhou Xusheng accompanied her every day, "No matter what, I will never leave you." He solemnly promised.

But she knew how unreliable the promise was.

She once made an appointment with Chang Wu that when they get old, they will live in the same room, listen to music together, make facial masks together, and remember the beautiful youth together.One does laundry and one cooks.Duh, no man has anything to do with it.What are men.

Her eye circles turned red again.

"Who is that man?" she asked.

Zhou Xusheng remained silent.

Dora went to help Changmei clean up the house.Chang's parents cried so much that they nearly fainted, and the two of them returned to Haicheng as soon as Chang's funeral was over. City N was their sad place, and they never wanted to set foot there ever since.

The floor had been cleaned, but everything else was still in disarray.Newspapers, magazines, scarves, slippers, coats...

Cigarettes and lighters are placed on the table.

Dora was taken aback suddenly and turned on the lighter.

(End of this chapter)