sleepless tonight

Chapter 180 I want to live

I didn't care, Shao Siqi must be angry, I then called her and him again, but this time there were only two rings, no answer, Shao Siqi hung up the phone directly.

I was silent for a while, then continued my efforts, and called her for the third time, but this time it showed that she was on the phone.

After hanging up the phone, I was a little puzzled, thinking that it shouldn't be such a coincidence that Shao Siqi answered someone else's call immediately after hanging up my phone?
Could it be that she directly put me on the blacklist?
Later, I called Shao Siqi a few more times. After several hours, I was still on the phone. At this time, I understood that Shao Siqi must have dragged my mobile phone number into the blacklist to cause this kind of situation. Condition.

I sent her a message asking if she had transferred schools.

Even if the number and information are really dragged into the blacklist, they can still be received and viewed.

But Shao Siqi didn't reply to my message until the weekend.

I didn't bother her anymore.

I actually felt some regret in my heart. If I didn't get so angry that day, and still cooperated with Shao Siqi to continue to anger his father, maybe my relationship with her would not be like this. Surely there will still be.

I was thinking about whether what I said to her was too serious. Shao Siqi only dared to eat a few green vegetables when she ate Malatang. I saw her sweating profusely once or twice a day, and the place where she lived was full of fitness equipment. There is a vest line on the waist, and I went to the bar to sing in the bar at the same time as the class, to exercise my voice and various abilities.

All kinds of signs showed that Shao Siqi was very persistent in her dream, but I hit her without hesitation. I seemed to be standing in the position of the scout, and Shao Siqi was standing in my original position.

Comparing her heart to her heart, she dragged me into the blacklist, and it is normal not to reply to my messages.

Sighing, I threw the cigarette butt away, and I walked into Chen Wenjing's school without thinking about it again, and maybe I can only keep some apologies in my heart.

"Are you still used to being a part-time substitute teacher with Teacher Liu?" I met Chen Wenjing, and I asked her.

"It's okay, there's no problem. I had a part-time job before, and it's quick to get started again. It's just that there are more students." Chen Wenjing said, "You have passed subject one, and you are about to prepare for subject two."

"I can take the exam in two days, so there shouldn't be any problem." I nodded.

"Someone is going to jump off the building?!" A few students passed by me and Chen Wenjing, talking on the phone, they should have heard the students on the phone, the voice was very loud.

"Want to go over and take a look?" Chen Wenjing asked me.

"It's nothing to see." I don't like to watch the excitement, especially this kind of thing. I don't think I am a hero. I can save people who jumped from the building. There are teachers, school leaders, and more professional people. In the past, at most, it was just to watch the excitement, and it was impossible to be of any help.

"Then let's learn how to drive." Chen Wenjing nodded and followed me.

"Study pressure in college shouldn't be too much?" I said, although I didn't intend to watch the fun, but this matter weighed on my heart and affected my mood.

"Time is definitely much more free than high school and junior high school. It's all about self-study, and the teacher basically doesn't care. It's easy to get a diploma, but if you want to study well, the pressure is actually quite high." Chen Wenjing said, "Jumping from a building is also a It’s not just about learning, it may be emotional, financial, or other issues.”

"When you die, you have nothing, and you don't even have a chance to regret it." I sighed, because the news became a little depressed, and it hurt the other. "You really shouldn't do things impulsively. It’s tough, but as long as people are alive, they have good hope, and if they die, they really have nothing.”

The crowd in front increased and surrounded a building. Chen Wenjing and I didn't want to join in the fun, but it seemed that the place we passed was the place where someone was going to jump off the building.

Since we passed by, there was no need to deliberately go around, Chen Wenjing and I walked outside the crowd, looked up, my eyes narrowed, and I felt that the figure standing on the top of the building seemed familiar: "That person...that person Is it Ge Xiaolun, Wen Jing, take a look."

I'm not sure if the person on the top of the building is Ge Xiaolun. He is wearing a skirt and is more than ten stories tall. I can't see it very clearly, but his figure is very similar to Ge Xiaolun. Looking at her in a daze, I think she is Ge Xiaolun.

"It seems to be her." Chen Wenjing's complexion also changed suddenly, and she looked up at the figure in the teaching building.

Chen Wenjing looked at it, then suddenly took out her mobile phone to make a call.

When the phone was connected, Chen Wenjing immediately said, "Xiao Lun, where are you now?"

"Xiao Jing, I'm leaving, I can't live anymore." It was Ge Xiaolun's voice.

"Don't be overwhelmed. If you calm down, you can solve anything. Are you on the roof of the 13th teaching building? Don't do stupid things. Come down quickly. If there is anything, we can find a solution together." Chen Wenjing was anxious, and while Looking up from the side of the phone.

The person on the top floor is also on the phone, and she is Ge Xiaolun.

"I can't calm down. I haven't slept well these days. Chen Chen doesn't forgive me, and I can't forgive myself. I can only pay back through death. I really regret it. I shouldn't have done that. I really regret it." I really regret it, Xiao Jing, I really want to live." Ge Xiaolun cried.

"You can live, as long as you do something wrong and correct it, all of us will make mistakes." Chen Wenjing said.

I took out my mobile phone and called Chen Chen. The phone showed that I was on the phone. I immediately sent him a message, and then called him.

"I can't live. My body is already dirty. I want to live too, but I can't. Chen Chen thinks I'm dirty. There's no way I can make up for the mistake I made." Ge Xiaolun said, "Xiao Jing, I really want to live. I really want to survive, the same as before, the three of us eat together, watch movies together, go out to play together, even if Chen Chen is comparing me with you, I definitely won't mind."

"Then you come down, we're going to eat today, go to the movies, and hang out together. Didn't you say that you want to go to Yunnan, and you want to go to Hainan to see the sea? The three of us can go together, and we can book tickets now. "Chen Wenjing persuaded, "Leave tomorrow."

"Yesterday I was in front of the computer all day, looking at the train tickets, thinking about where to go, thinking that maybe I would be fine if I went out for a walk, but I found that I didn't have the intention to go out at all, and my heart It hurts, I don’t want to go on like this anymore, I really want to continue to live, eat delicious food, go to fun places to play, get married in the future, bring children, I can’t, I can’t live.” Ge Xiaolun squatted "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't survive."

Something slipped from Ge Xiaolun's hand, fell to the ground and shattered, the call was cut off, and Ge Xiaolun's cell phone fell down.

"Don't do anything stupid, Chen Chen will come over right away, let's talk about something when he comes." I yelled up.

Ge Xiaolun on the top of the building seemed to hear my voice, she stood up slowly, lowered her head as if looking for someone, but after a while she raised her head again, looking at the distant sky, lost in thought for a long time , and then jumped down with open arms.

My heart was caught at once, Ge Xiaolun fell on the hard concrete floor, his body was twisted, his face was beyond recognition, just looking at it, my whole body was suffocated.

After a while, I walked over slowly, and I saw that there were still tears in the corners of Ge Xiaolun's eyes, with some tears and blood sticking to them.

Chen Chen squeezed in from the crowd, stood in front of Ge Xiaolun, paused for a long time, stared at Ge Xiaolun, then squatted down, held Ge Xiaolun's hand, he reached out to touch Ge Xiaolun's wound, but the wound was scattered , Chen Chen's hand trembled, and he took it back.

The ambulance came, followed by the police. Ge Xiaolun was not revived and died on the spot. Chen Chen made a statement, and Chen Wenjing and I accompanied him out of the police station.

Chen Chen showed the same situation as before Ge Xiaolun, like a walking dead.

"She's taking revenge on me." Chen Chen said.

(End of this chapter)