sleepless tonight

Chapter 203 Why are you so stupid

Logan's expression was as if she was angry, I seemed to see her in high school, I knew that as long as I let her go to sleep, she would never say anything, she would definitely go directly to another bed, and then deal with it. Ignore me and sleep under the blanket.

"I'm not wearing anything." I said to Logan tactfully, without directly telling her to go to another bed.

I never could bear to say no to her.

"What are you afraid of if you are covered with a quilt? Besides, I have seen what I need to see just now. Is it necessary for you to cover up now?" ambiguous.

"I slept for so long, from noon to early morning?" I didn't dare to say what she said, so I changed the topic.

"Yeah." Logan nodded, fiddled with the pillow, seemed not satisfied, then looked up at me, "Lend me your hand, let me lean on it."

I put my hand on the back of Logan's head and let her pillow my arm, like a hug.

"You've been in the room, didn't you go out?" I asked her, my posture was a bit awkward, but I didn't dare to turn around completely, for fear of touching some places.

"No, I've been with you in the room all the time. It took me a lot of effort to get you onto the bed. Don't drink so much alcohol in the future, it's too dangerous." Logan said, "I'm afraid you will vomit , I have been by your side and dare not leave."

"It's okay, I don't drink too much, just get some sleep." I said.

Logan was probably afraid that I would choke my airway if I vomited, so she stayed by my side the whole time.

She finally came out, but spent most of the time with me in the room. The wine is indeed good wine. After waking up, she doesn’t have a headache, and the quality of sleep is very good. Right now, I don’t feel sleepy at all: " Logan, do you want to get up, let's go out together for a while?"

"If you don't want to get up, just lie down like this." Logan said, "It's very comfortable."

I smiled awkwardly, and actually let Logan wake up. I just wanted to avoid the embarrassment of sleeping on the same bed with her, and wanted to get rid of this situation, but I didn't expect Logan not to get up. She seemed to miss me very much. sleep in a bed?
Logan couldn't get up, and I couldn't say much, so I could only continue to lie down silently.

After a while, just when I thought Logan was asleep, she suddenly asked me: "Aren't you going to do something to me?"

"Ah?" I looked at her strangely, wondering if what Logan said meant that.

"When I was taking a shower, the door of the bathroom was left open on purpose, you couldn't have missed it, right?" Tang Wan turned over old accounts.

"I noticed." Logan looked determined, and I dare not deny it.

"Then why don't you come in?" Logan said.

"What are you doing in here, help you take a shower? This is not good." I didn't expect Logan to be so direct. I wanted to avoid talking about this with her as much as possible, but she seemed a little anxious.

"Stop pretending, you must understand." Tang Wan said, she seemed to have made up her mind, she wanted to make it clear to me, "Chen Jin, I changed rooms here on purpose, it's not necessarily that I can't bear to sleep in the same room as someone else, after all I have persisted for so many years in high school, and the reason why I came to find you is because I want to give you."

Without any shyness, Logan looked at me after saying these words, waiting for my answer.

I was a little unbelievable, I felt that happiness came too suddenly, and it was really unimaginable that such an encounter would suddenly happen to me.

"What do you mean by giving it to me?" I was still a little unsure, afraid that I might have misunderstood Logan's meaning.

"I'll give you my body." Logan said bluntly.

It's true, I didn't get it wrong, but I still don't quite understand: "Why, why did you suddenly do this?"

"There is no reason, I want to give you my body, don't you want it a long time ago? When you were in high school, you bought a telescope to look at me, looking at me like that, now I give it to you, don't you want it? "Logan's eyes were burning.

"No, I just don't quite understand it. You didn't even let me hold hands in high school. Why do you suddenly want to give your body to me? Did something happen to you?" In an instant, I thought of a Maybe, Logan is sick, that's why he thought about it.

"Do you know why I didn't let you hold hands in high school?" Tang Yan seemed to be reminded of something, with some resentment.

"Is it because I've gone too far, you treat me as a friend, a boyfriend, but I want to fuck you." I joked, hiding my disappointment in refusing.

Tang Wan's face suddenly turned around, and she looked at me full of resentment: "Don't be smart there, I won't let you hold my hand because you didn't confess to me, you didn't say you like me, you didn't say you love me, You didn't say you want me to be your girlfriend but you want to hold my hand, so I won't let you hold hands."

I was stunned, my IQ seemed to be on the line, and thinking of a possibility, I asked Logan with the mood of wanting to know the truth and being afraid of knowing the truth: "If I asked you to be my girlfriend at that time, would you agree?"

"Yes." Logan said immediately without any hesitation.

My heart was pierced: "I thought you didn't want me to hold hands because you didn't want to be my girlfriend."

"I'm not your girlfriend yet, how can I let you hold hands? Love is a sacred thing. I like to watch you silently when I'm with you in class, and dawdle there deliberately after school, seeing you After I left, I also stood up, went downstairs with you, went to the cafeteria and sat at a table to eat together, put the dishes I didn’t like in your bowl, and ordered food from your bowl, just to see your pet drown my eyes."

"I don't want to go back to the dormitory after the evening self-study. I just want to take a slow walk on campus with you, or go to the supermarket and buy some snacks. Chen Jin, you know, I was originally afraid of the dark, but you let me I like the night, because there are fewer people around at night, as if there are only you and me, and no one can disturb us. This feeling makes me not even want to go back to the dormitory, I just want to walk silently with you It's been going on all night."

Logan's words eroded my heart little by little, reminding me of the bits and pieces of high school, recalling the scenes with her, a strong sense of regret filled my chest, I wish I could give myself a few A big slap.

That time Logan refused to hold my hand, I thought she didn't want to be my girlfriend, I made a decision before holding her hand, if she agreed, I would ask her to be my girlfriend.

But Logan refused, and was very angry, so I didn't say what I said next.

But I seem to have gotten the order of things wrong and thus made things go in the opposite direction and missed something.

All of this is my fault, I feel that I am really a big fool, think about it carefully, it is really like what Logan said, she is not my girlfriend, how can I owe her a hand indiscriminately?
As long as I think about it carefully, there are many regrets that could have been avoided.But there are no ifs in life, and if you miss it, you miss it. No matter how uncomfortable you feel in your heart, you can’t change or redeem those regrets.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault." I felt uncomfortable, but I knew that Tang Wan also felt uncomfortable.

Two people who like each other should be able to be together, but because of some trivial things, they finally planted regrets in their lives.

"I'm angry on purpose. I want you to understand, let you figure out why I'm angry, and I want you to understand that you haven't confessed. But since that time, you will be afraid when you see me, avoid my eyes, eat Although I would still sit at the same table when I was a child, but I no longer have the acquaintances I used to have. When I went to the supermarket, I said I wanted to buy spicy sticks. You used to refuse to let me, but then you blindly accommodated me. Against me, this made me feel unfamiliar." Logan continued, her voice was a little choked, and suddenly she punched me hard, "Why are you so stupid? Why can't you understand the reason for my anger? Why don't you confess to me?"

(End of this chapter)