sleepless tonight

Chapter 209 Love Debt

Tong Wangjun's words made me a little uncomfortable.

Together with us, this word makes people feel as if she and Xu Heng have become a whole, and I am another person.

"Well, it took some time to come here. It's too troublesome to go now. Anyway, I have to leave tomorrow, so I'll go back tomorrow morning." I nodded and found a reason.

"Okay, you can stay if you want, and you don't need to find another place to live. You will sleep in my room later." Tong Wangjun said.

As if being hit by a pie falling from the sky, I suddenly felt that my persistence was not in vain, Tong Wangjun must have changed his mind.But faintly, I felt that something was wrong, because Tong Wangjun's transformation did not have any warning, she suddenly asked me to sleep in her room, which was a bit different from her behavior just now.

I'm a little concerned that I'm making a mistake.

Immediately, my worry became a reality, and Tong Wangjun continued: "It's just that you accompany A Ke and Xiao Le, and I will go to Xu Heng's room to sleep."

If I was struck by lightning, my chest was severely hammered, my body became stiff, and the smile on my face stopped immediately, and the hope that had just been ignited was replaced by disappointment. Did not respond.

"Are you going?" Tong Wangjun glanced at me.

Her words lashed my chest like a whip, lashing the depths of my soul. She was torturing me in this way, making me bear the backlash of not being able to control my lower body.

I know I deserve it.

I originally thought I could bear it. When I was with Tang Wan last night, I had already thought about this situation, even if it was just now that Tong Wangjun accepted Xu Heng's flowers, Xu Heng's ring, and Xu Heng's I also endured the sudden attack of pain when I proposed.

I followed, I thought I could still bear it, but I overestimated myself, the pain seemed to have no upper limit, and I felt the pain again.

The intense pain shook my soul.

"Do you really want to look like this?" I looked at Tong Wangjun and thought she did it on purpose.

"Don't say such inexplicable things." Don Juan told me, her tone seemed to keep a distance from me.

I stretched out my hand to pull her, but Tong Wangjun blocked her: "Don't push her, if you want to live here, go up there, if you don't want to live here, go find your friends, or go outside to find her by yourself. Live in a place, your body is yours, I can't stop you from doing anything, and I have no right to stop you."

Tong Wangjun's words seemed to have something to say, but I couldn't refute it after hearing it.

"I really don't know. I thought you had already agreed with Xu Heng when Tang Wan told me that way last night. I can see that you still can't let me go, right? You don't have to go to Xu Heng on purpose. Go to my room and use this to stimulate me. Do you know that my heart is really hurting right now, I wish I could prick my heart with an awl to make it feel better." I told Tong Wangjun.

"Pay attention to your words, she is my girlfriend now, no, to be precise, my fiancee, these words of yours are inappropriate on this occasion, if you just come to see the children, you want to accompany Ake and Xiao Le, I welcome you very much, and I don't mind, but if your purpose of following is to pester my fiancée, then I don't welcome you." Xu Heng stood beside Tong Wangjun.

I didn't look at Xu Heng, but just looked at Tong Wangjun: "Don't be arrogant, marriage is not a child's play, you should think it over before making a decision, and you can't agree to Xu Heng impulsively just because you are angry with me."

"What do you mean by this? Do you think Tong Wangjun was wronged when she married me? She was wronged when she followed you. You are vacillating between several women. You don't have much ability and want to hug left and right. It's true. A thief is called a thief." Xu Heng pointed at me, "You are really shameful, can you still have some face?"

"He's right, you are indeed a scum." Tong Wangjun suddenly reached out and took Xu Heng's hand, "Let's go up, leave him alone, follow him if he wants to, and go wherever he wants to go if he doesn't want to follow , has nothing to do with me."

Tong Wangjun held Xu Heng's hand, and the two walked to the elevator beside them.

My heart is bleeding.

After hesitating for a while, I still followed, and the moment the elevator door closed, I reached out to block it and got into the elevator.

Tong Wangjun didn't even look at me, but Xu Heng just glanced at me, and the two of them were still holding hands.

I remained silent. I was afraid that if I spoke again, I would irritate Tong Wangjun. My rebuttal would only speed up the development of her and Xu Heng. I dare not do that again.

My heart hurts very much, I don't want to see the picture of Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng getting close, but I can't help but want to follow.

I don't know why, facing Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng's holding hands, and the two of them confirmed their relationship, I really want to escape, because I can't stand seeing such a picture, but I want to see it on the other side In the end, wanting to see Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng together was just the result of Tong Wangjun's angry words.

I know that the possibility of this is very small, but I still can't help but want to follow, and keep following.

The rooms of Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng were next to each other. Xu Heng opened the door and said to Tong Wangjun, "I'll go in first, and you should deal with your own affairs first. I trust you, and I'll wait for you in the room."

"No need, I'll go in with you." Tong Wangjun took out his room card and handed it to me, then entered a room with Xu Heng, and the door closed.

I looked at the closed door and felt so bored that I wanted to punch it.

With a long sigh, I opened the door, hugged Chen Le, and led Chen Ke into the room.

Chen Ke is very good. She took Chen Le to play in the room and helped Chen Le get food. I sat on the bed and looked at the wall in a daze.

"Dad, if you want to smoke, go to the bathroom and turn on the exhaust fan, I don't mind." Chen Ke told me.

I turned to look at her: "A Ke, do you think Dad is better than him?"

"You mean Uncle Xu? He's really nice and caring about mom. He's going to visit mom after work and bring some gifts for Xiao Le and me. You didn't come over on weekends, so Uncle Xu accompanied me. With my mother, I took Xiao Le and I out to play, and he even visited me at school, Uncle Xu is really very kind." Chen Ke said.

My eyes dimmed, I supported my head with both hands, and remained silent.

"But Uncle Xu, no matter how good he is, he is not my father. My father is my father. Dad, did you do something that hurt my mother, so my mother did that. Dad, why did you feel sorry for my mother? You are with your mother Isn't it good to be together? Is there something wrong with my mother? Why can't you forgive her?" Chen Ke ran over and stood in front of me.

"Your mother is not wrong, it's my fault, I'm sorry for her." I looked up at Chen Ke, my eyes were a little sore, recalling every detail of me and Tong Wangjun being together.

I can’t remember a lot of things, I didn’t recall them, but Tong Wangjun gave birth to two daughters for me, I failed to give her a grand wedding, and I called another woman’s name when I was on the bed. Neither did well.

Just for these few things, I can't make up for the guilt I feel towards Tong Wangjun.

I seem to have a lot of love debts that I will never be able to repay.

It makes up for one, but not the other.

"Dad, don't cry. You still have me. Mom doesn't want you. I want you. I will always be with you in the future." Chen Ke hugged me.

"Father, hug me." Chen Le was on the other side of the bed, with his arms outstretched, tiptoeing, asking me to hug him. After crawling twice, he failed to get onto the bed.

I reached out and hugged Chen Le into my arms, and Chen Le arched his head in my arms.

I hugged my two daughters tightly.

When I was bathing my two daughters, my mobile phone was left in the bathroom. It didn't ring, and no one knocked on the door. When I lay down with my two daughters in my arms, Tong Wangjun didn't come over.

I checked the time, it was eight o'clock in the evening.

Tong Wangjun didn't even come over to ask me to have dinner, what the hell are she and Xu Heng doing in the room?
I leaned against the wall and looked for it.

(End of this chapter)