sleepless tonight

Chapter 210 Have You Fulfilled Your Responsibility?
There are no gaps and the walls are smooth.

I turned my head sideways and put my ear against the wall, wanting to hear something, instead of sitting in the room and waiting.Sitting still, I would keep thinking in my mind, imagining the appearance of Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng in the room, imagining what they were doing in the room.

I want to see the conclusion and hear the voice. At this moment, I seem to be catching a rape, but I know that the two of them are next door, but I can't go there.

Because I know that arresting rape is just my feeling. From a legal point of view, what Tong Wangjun does has nothing to do with me.

Whether legal or moral, she did nothing wrong.

"Father, I'm hungry. Let's go to find my mother. Let's have Uncle Xu go down and have dinner with me." Chen Ke suddenly said to me.

"Eat, rice, I want to eat." Chen Le jumped on the bed and clapped his hands in agreement.

"Okay, Dad will dress you, now go and ask Mom to go down to eat together." I dressed Chen Ke and Chen Le, went out, and patted on the door next door.

I heard the sound of someone approaching, but the door didn't open, and Tong Wangjun spoke inside: "Why are you knocking on the door?"

There was a peephole on the door, and she saw me through the peephole, but she didn't open the door, but talked to me through the door.Is it because of inconvenience?Is it because she has no clothes on?Is it because of what she and Xu Huan were doing just now?
The desire in my heart to explore to the end was extinguished immediately. I think it must be because of this reason that Tong Wangjun didn't open the door. If this is the case, then why should I go down to eat with her?
I came to knock on the door just to make sure if something happened to Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng. Now that it has been confirmed, there is no need to see it again.

My wound hurts enough, I don't want to add salt to it.

I didn't answer, turned and left.

"Dad will take you to eat." I said to the two children.

After walking a few steps, the door behind him suddenly opened, and Tong Wangjun went out: "Why did you knock on the door just now, why did you leave without saying anything, where are you taking the two children?"

I looked back and saw that Tong Wangjun was still wearing clothes.

"I took them to dinner, the children are hungry." I said.

Xu Heng appeared at the door, and he put his hand on Tong Wangjun's waist. My pupils shrank, and Tong Wangjun frowned, but I didn't avoid it.

The light in my eyes dimmed again. What does it mean to wear clothes?I can put it on again after taking it off, and I suddenly feel that my behavior is very naive.

I'm really like a fool, knowing that it's done and there's no possibility of change, but I still keep going, grabbing salt and sprinkle it on my wound.

"You guys rest, I'll just take the two children down." My heart was twitching one after another. I didn't want to see the picture of Xu Heng and Tong Wangjun together again, I just wanted to stay away from them.

It might be better that way, and my heart might not hurt so much.

"Just in time, we just got up and are going to eat, let's go together." Xu Heng said.

Just woke up.

I heard these three words very clearly.

Tong Wangjun turned to look at Xu Heng.

Xu Heng smiled: "There are more people, let's come up to rest after dinner."

There is a place to eat in the hotel, and I ate the food in a tasteless way. I watched Xu Heng add food to Tong Wangjun and the two children, and I took the bowl and put the food into my mouth silently.

The dishes are very rich, but I have no appetite at all.

"Don't just eat white rice, eat more dishes, the taste is not bad, I invited this meal, today is a memorable day, it's the anniversary of me and Wang Jun, with a witness like you with me Standing aside, it's really special." Xu Heng took a piece of Coke chicken wings for Tong Wangjun, "You like to eat this, try the Coke chicken wings made by this hotel, and see how it tastes."

I looked up at Tong Wangjun, and suddenly realized that I didn't even know what kind of food Tong Wangjun liked to eat.

I'm really sorry for Tong Wangjun, maybe it's really the most suitable choice for her to follow Xu Heng.

After eating a bowl of white rice, I picked up a few chopsticks of vegetables, and when I came out, I said to Tong Wangjun, "You take the two children up first, and I'll go out for a while."

"Okay." Tong Wangjun didn't even ask me where I was going, why I wanted to go out, but simply replied with one word.

I didn't say anything, I left the hotel alone, the lights outside were bright, everything was very strange, but loneliness was no different.

I lit a cigarette for myself, and walked slowly along the road alone. I wanted to smoke in the room just now, but I controlled it. Now I just want to let the smoke enter my lungs quickly. Even into my heart, let these irritating smoke replace the faint pain.

Unknowingly, I walked to the beach alone. At night, there were many fewer people. The sea water blowing over had a wet fishy smell, which was a little cold and moist. I walked silently to a corner where there was no one, and sat on the beach. Arched legs, looking at the dark sea, smoking a cigarette.

I suddenly had a feeling that I really wanted to be drawn into the dark night with the advancing and retreating sea water.

After smoking the last cigarette, I stood up, stared at the sea, and then walked into the sea step by step, letting the sea water reach my knees, my waist, and finally my head.

I held my breath in the sea water until I could no longer bear it, and when my chest was about to burst, I surfaced, turned around and lay on my back on the sea surface, floating in the sea water, letting the sea water wrap my body, only half of my face was exposed face staring at the sky.

I really wish I could hear someone calling me from the shore, I really wish Tong Wangjun would call me from the shore like last time, as if she would rush into the sea and pull me back.

But no, there was no sound at all, only the sound of rushing sea water.

After a long time, I went ashore, wrung out the water stains on my clothes, and called Tong Wangjun: "I won't go back at night, child, watch."

After saying this, I hung up the phone without waiting for Tong Wangjun's answer, sat on the beach for a while, and then hailed a taxi and went back to the hotel where Yu Lu held her wedding.

I knocked on the door, but there was no one inside, Logan was not there.

I sat on the ground, leaning against the door.

I don't know how long it took, but when I was drowsy, Logan came back: "Why are you sitting outside, when did you come back, why didn't you call me?"

"It's okay." I stood up.

"I went to accompany Yu Lu just now, and I have been chatting with her." Tang Wan took a look and opened the door, "Come in quickly, take off all your clothes."

Tang Wan closed the door and helped me untie my clothes: "What's wrong with you, why are you all wet, did you fall into the water?"

"It's okay." I said.

Logan glanced at me again, and didn't ask any more questions. After scrubbing my body, she said to me, "Go to bed and lie down first, and I'll wash your clothes."

I got into the bed and got into the quilt, curled up, but didn't want to talk, Logan was washing clothes in the bathroom.

Hanging the clothes under the air conditioner, Tang Wan turned on the air conditioner: "It's very late now, and I'll leave early tomorrow morning. Turning on the air conditioner will dry faster."

"Hmm." I replied.

Tang Wan entered the bathroom, there was the sound of rain, after a while, Tang Wan got under my quilt, and hugged me from behind: "Is Tong Wang-jun going to get married?"

"How do you know?" I was a little surprised, could it be that Tang Wan and Tong Wangjun had left contact information and were chatting with each other, so Logan knew?

"It's not difficult to guess. You're completely out of your mind, and you've got your whole body wet, and you don't want to talk. In fact, when you left, I was thinking that you will definitely not come back at night. You should accompany the two Daughter, that's why I've stayed at Yu Lu's place for so long, but I didn't expect you to come back like this, and something must have happened." Tang Wan said, "What else could it be? It can only be that Tong Wangjun agreed to follow me. A proposal from the man she was with."

"Chen Jin, it's over, it's over, you have fulfilled your responsibility to Tong Wangjun, don't make yourself so uncomfortable, you still have me."

I sighed in my heart, have I really fulfilled my responsibility to Tong Wangjun?
I do not think so.

(End of this chapter)