sleepless tonight

Chapter 211
I got drunk at a class reunion and had sex with her. At the request of my parents, Tong Wangjun married me in order to prevent me from going to jail. Tong Wangjun and I got married without dating.

But after I got married, I always had Tang Wan in my heart, and I just used Tong Wangjun as a tool to vent. She gave birth to two daughters for me and endured me for eight years, but I didn't change at all.

The things between a man and a woman don't have to be love at first sight to fall in love. After staying together for a long time, and doing a lot of things between husband and wife, there will be love.

Tong Wangjun gave me the first time and had two children with me. She must have developed feelings for me.

But feelings can't be eaten, she is a motivated person, she can't stand me breaking the jar, doing nothing and still thinking about the behavior of another woman in her heart, so she divorced me.

But even so, Tong Wangjun still didn't make up his mind to get together with another man. It was me, I was the one who got entangled with Tang Wan and Su Ran, and finally pushed Tong Wangjun out step by step, cutting her off. After thinking about it, she will turn to another man.

I think Tong Wangjun's choice of Xu Heng is the second choice. She compromised with life. All of this was caused by me. I failed to give her a perfect ending. I feel ashamed of her.

But at this moment, I can't say anything more, and I don't have the chance to regret it, because Logan gave me the first time, if I go back on it, Logan will definitely be hurt.

One step forward is ashamed of a woman, and one step back is also ashamed of a woman. It is really a dilemma.

It's wrong no matter what you do.

I really think that I am a bad person, a complete bad person, I don’t think about anything, if I don’t think about it, I will be hurt if I hurt, and I won’t feel guilty all the time.But I really can't do it. Tong Wangjun, Tang Wan, and Su Ran are all excellent women. Maybe they have a little problem, but for me, I really have accumulated virtue in my previous life to meet them.

It is precisely because I have self-knowledge that I can do nothing to repay their kindness to me, and I feel very guilty.

It is really difficult to want everyone to be happy and have no regrets.

"Don't think so much, we'll go back soon." Logan hugged me, "I'll be with you from now on."

Early the next morning, Logan and I got up, and Logan was washing the sheets with the water from the bathroom.

"There's no need to clean it, I'll leave right away, and what do these things do." I told her.

"It's not good for people to see, I'd better wash it." There were many marks on the bed, and the waiter hadn't come in to clean it in the past two days. There was a charming smell in the bathroom, and Tang Wan felt embarrassed.

But last night she was very active, teasing my desire, and made me overdraw again.

Tang Wan and I went downstairs together. Zhou Kai, Yu Lu and some of their relatives and friends were also there. There were still six buses and eight wedding cars. When Liu Chuang passed by me, he glanced at me. Instead of taking the same bus with Tang Wan, she walked with Ji Tianze and boarded another bus.

People around may not have noticed what happened in the hotel these two days, but I think Liu Chuang has already noticed that the relationship between Tang Wan and I has become closer, so he didn't lick his face and come over to touch our noses.

This is also a smart one.

I sent a text message to Tong Wangjun: "Take your child back with you, and I will go back in a friend's car."

I texted Tong Wangjun not because I wanted to do anything, or to strike up a conversation with her on purpose, but simply worried about the two children.

Tong Wangjun didn't reply to my text messages. When I was thinking about whether to call her, Volvo drove over and stopped at my feet.

Xu Heng got out of the car: "Just going back together, there are more people and it will be more lively, don't you mind?"

It was because of this reason that Tong Wangjun didn't reply to my text message. Xu Heng drove over directly and wanted to go back with the motorcade.

"The car is yours. When you want to leave and who you want to leave with, that's your freedom. What power do I have to stop you?" I said, seeing Tong Wangjun and two other children with the convoy, I I feel much more at ease, but I always feel that Xu Heng drove here on purpose to go back with the convoy, as if he was giving me eye drops.

The show off of the winner to the loser.

Tong Wangjun was in the car and did not get off. The two children were sitting beside her. I walked over and said a few words to Chen Ke and Chen Le through the car window, and then boarded the bus with Tang Wan.

"Are you okay?" Sitting in the car, Logan asked me.

"It's okay." I shook my head.

"I know you still think about Tong Wangjun in your heart. It's inevitable. After all, you and her have been married for eight years. Although there are some things you don't remember, you two have a child and a bond between you. Seeing her with another man now, she must feel a little uncomfortable, I can understand, and I won't blame you." Sitting by the window, Logan said to me with her head tilted.

"Time will slowly settle these things. My child and I, our child, will occupy your heart. I am confident that you will not be so sad after that."

Logan grabbed my hand, at this moment she was very considerate of me, she wasn't jealous, she didn't mean to blame me in any way.

The car drove, and soon left Sanya, and got on the expressway. After leaving Sanya, the originally sunny weather slowly turned dark, and soon it began to rain.

It rained heavily, accompanied by lightning and thunder.

Water stains crawled down the window like earthworms. Logan leaned on my shoulder. She probably didn't sleep well last night. In this weather, the temperature inside the car is just right for sleeping.But I didn't fall asleep, looking for Volvo in the rain, I was worried about the two children in the car.

I was worried about whether Xu Heng could control the little car in such a day. I was a little worried about the two children being with Xu Heng.

I have read too many news about car accidents on the highway.

I worry.

Without warning, the car suddenly stopped suddenly, and the car turned to the right. My body hit the window and squeezed into Logan's body. Before I could make any movements, the bus hit something with a bang.

Then there should have been a car crashing into the bus from behind, the continuous crashing sound, harsh friction sound, accompanied by lightning and thunder, it just happened so abruptly.

The inside of the car was in a mess, I looked at Logan, and Logan was leaning against the window, the front and rear seats squeezed in: "Are you okay, Xiaowan, are you okay?"

"It hurts, my stomach hurts, it seems like something is pressing on my stomach." Logan said, her face was covered with blood stains from the cracked car window.

I lowered my head and couldn't see anything. Logan and I were squeezed into the small space by the front and back seats. I struggled a bit and tried my best to get out.

I wanted to pull Logan out, but she couldn't help trembling every time she moved, her face turned pale and she cried out in pain.

I tried several times and could only stop.

She was stuck, with the armrest of the seat against her stomach, possibly with broken ribs.

"It's okay, it's okay, don't worry, you'll be fine, you'll be fine if you break a rib." I comforted Logan, even if a rib was really broken in a car accident, as long as you're fine, you're lucky.

What's more, this was a series of car accidents. A large truck was overturned on the highway ahead, and several cars were crushed and deformed.

I casually glanced inside the car, and saw that several people were covered in blood. They didn't move, and they didn't know whether they were dead or alive. Logan and I were still awake. We were lucky that there were no serious injuries.

I looked around for help.

There is a cliff on one side of the highway, the guardrail has been broken, and there is a car hanging on the side. I saw a Volvo, it was raining heavily, and the license plate was not very clear, but my heart was lifted immediately.

I pulled hard on the armrest of Logan's seat, but couldn't move it: "Xiao Wan, listen to me, you wait here, put your hand on the armrest, and I will come over later."

"Where are you going, don't leave me." Logan was very scared, she reached out and grabbed me.

"Don't worry, nothing will happen. I'll come over later." I didn't have time to explain, my eyes were fixed on the Volvo, and my eyes fell on the inside of the bus. Many people with relatively light injuries were spontaneously helping the nearby bystanders. As a trapped person, I broke Logan's hand.

(End of this chapter)