sleepless tonight

Chapter 217 How did it become like this
The same sentence has two endings and two judgments.

Because of what I said before, Zhou Kai vented his grievances on me, blaming me for his crow's mouth, and blaming me for the accidental death of his relatives, while Tong Wangjun apologized to me for not listening to me.

Different endings, different positions, completely opposite views on the same thing.

I seem to have some understanding, no matter what I do, the behavior itself may not be wrong, but if the people I face are different and the ending is not happy, it is wrong.

If nothing like that happened to Logan in this accident, and her uterus was not damaged, maybe the ending would not be like this, and it should be very beautiful.

It's a pity that there are no ifs in life. God doesn't let me be comfortable, so he insists on tossing me.

"Zhou Kai is the man of this wedding. One of his relatives died in the car accident. Before that, I also said that driving such a long distance may not be safe. He blamed me for being crow-mouthed. I shouldn't have said that, otherwise I wouldn't have said that." This happened." I told Tong Wangjun.

Tong Wangjun was silent for a while: "He had a family member who died in a car accident, and he said these things only when he was in a bad mood. Don't take it too seriously."

I nodded, I didn't say these words to let Tong Wangjun comfort me, I'm not that fragile yet, so I won't be heartbroken because of Zhou Kai's one or two words.

Just a casual chat.

"Xiao Le, are you hungry, do you want to eat?" Chen Le's situation made me a little worried. After getting on the train, she still had a timid expression, didn't speak, frowned, and huddled in Tong Wangjun's arms Ken comes out.

I teased her, trying to divert her attention and distract her, but it was useless, she didn't say a word.

"Let Dad hug you." When I got off the train, I opened my hands.

Chen Le wanted me to hug him, but when he got into my arms, just like in Tong Wangjun's arms, he burrowed his head into my chest, shrank his body and didn't say a word.

"Did Xiao Le get sick from being frightened? Should I be sent to the hospital for another check?" I told Tong Wangjun that I was a little worried.

"Let's go back and put the things away. If she still looks like this in two days, I'll take her to the hospital for another look." Tong Wangjun said.

I kissed Chen Le's forehead, hugged her and went back with Tong Wangjun.

"Okay, I'm leaving first, call me if you have anything to do, Xiao Le, please pay more attention." I told Tong Wangjun to prepare to leave.

"It's already so late, you can rest here tonight, don't go back, go back tomorrow morning." Tong Wangjun told me that she wanted to keep me.

"No, I have something else to do." I shook my head and walked out the door.

It was already past 7 o'clock in the evening, and the sky was getting dark. Many companies should be off work at this point, but I still went to Tang Wan's company according to the address Wu Dong gave me.

Logan's company is in a commercial area, I went upstairs, and when I arrived at the door of her company, the door was already closed.

I stood at the door and called Logan first. The number should still be on the blacklist, but no one answered. I sent her a message, one after another, but until the security guards of the building came to patrol, Logan didn't reply to my message.

"What are you doing, what are you doing squatting here?" The security guard looked at me with scrutiny.

"I'll wait for someone." I said.

"It's already 12 o'clock now, and all the overtime workers have left. Who are you waiting for? Hurry up and don't stay here." The security guard waved his hand.

In the sight of the security guards, I entered the elevator, pressed the button on the ground floor, and reached the lobby downstairs. I turned around and walked to the stairs. I climbed up the stairs and reached the floor of Logan Company. I was worried that the security guards were still patrolling inside. I didn't go in, I sat on the stairs and smoked slowly.

When I felt sleepy, I leaned against the wall and stared for a while.

The phone rang suddenly, I quickly took it out, and found that it was Tong Wangjun who sent me a message, asking if I had gone back.

I don't want to chat with her now, so I just replied with two words: "Yes."

He put the phone back in his pocket.

I fell asleep again in a daze, and the phone rang again. Someone called me. I took it out and took a look. It was Su Ran who called me. I connected: "What's wrong, why are you calling me so late?" Telephone?"

"Are you sleeping? I just saw a news that a car accident happened to a couple's convoy on the highway. The situation was serious and there were casualties. I noticed that the couple's names were Zhou Kai and Yu Lu. I remember that these two people seem to be your classmates in high school, are they your friends, do they have the same name and surname, or are they just them?" Su Ran asked me.

"It's either the same name or the same surname, or the two of them did have a car accident, and I was also in the car." I said.

"Are you okay? Are you injured?" Su Ran was deeply worried.

"It's all right, it's just some skin scratches. It's nothing serious. I'm back." I said, "Don't worry too much, go to bed early."

"Are you really okay?" Su Ran asked me, Su Ran still didn't believe it, worried that I was lying to her, "Where are you now?"

"I'm already lying on the bed where I live. I didn't lie to you. I'm really fine. Take a rest. I'm already a little sleepy." I didn't tell the truth, what happened between Tong Wangjun and Logan I don't know how to face Su Ran, I am a little bit at a loss.

I really want to continue to get along with Su Ran like this, but I can't let go of Logan's guilt. If I continue to entangle with Su Ran, will the things that happened to Tong Wangjun and Logan before me be the same? Happen to Su Ran again?
Or did it happen alternately among the three women?

I feel like I'm sitting on a seesaw. If I choose one woman, the other woman will fall, and so on. This situation makes me have to ponder whether there should be a certain distance between me and Su Ran.

I sat by the stairs all night, and it was only after six o'clock when I woke up in a daze. I went to guard the door of Logan's company again, and waited for nearly an hour and a half before someone came to work.

I know the person who came, it was Yang Wendi, I hurried over: "Do you know when Tang Wan will come to work?"

"Brother Chen, why are you here, the smoke on your body is so heavy, how much have you smoked?" Yang Wendi was a little surprised to see me.

"I'm waiting for Logan here, when does she usually come to work?" I kept a little distance from Yang Wendi, fearing that the smoke on my body would smoke her.

"Brother Chen, don't you know? Sister Xiaowan was injured. She was in a car accident and is recuperating now. How could she come to work?" Yang Wenli looked at me strangely, "Sister Xiaowan went to her friend's wedding. I heard that she is still her high school classmate, Brother Chen, you should go there together, don't you know she was injured?"

I was stunned, and suddenly realized that I was such an idiot, that such an oolong could be committed.

I know I cursed myself secretly: "Do you know where she is now?"

"In the hospital, but I don't know exactly which hospital it is, she didn't tell me." Yang Wendi shook his head, "Brother Chen, why don't you come in and sit for a while?"

"No, you're busy, I'll go first." Waiting all night turned out to be like this. I'm a bit of an idiot. Such a simple problem can be made like this. It's impossible for Logan to get hurt so quickly. When I came to the company, I ran over and waited for her. I was so confused.

I am embarrassed to stand at the door of the company again, I went downstairs, but I don't want to leave so soon, I am not reconciled.

Wandering aimlessly in the business district, bought a pack of cigarettes, and walked while smoking, I don’t know why I did this, as if I could meet Logan while walking, or wandering here , Logan will call me.

But this is just my wishful thinking. Logan didn't call me or send me a message.

The cigarettes were exhausted, and the office workers got off work. Unknowingly, I wandered around all morning. I saw Yang Wendi and Liang Fanghong in the crowd. Worried about being seen, I hid. After the crowd dispersed, I went to Tang Wan The door of the company shook.

Still nothing, I finally got on the train back.

After entering the community and going upstairs, just as I was about to open the door, the door next to it suddenly opened, and Su Ran appeared in front of me: "Why are you like this?"

(End of this chapter)