sleepless tonight

Chapter 218 I'm So Good
Su Ran's sudden appearance startled me, I looked at her: "Why are you here?"

"This is my home, what's so strange about me here." Su Ran, she said, looked me up and down, "Did you not sleep all night, your complexion is so bad, and your body smells bad, go wash it Take a bath, and I'll go down and buy you something to eat."

Before I could speak, Su Ran had already run downstairs, her door was open, I paused, pulled out the key of my own door, and entered Su Ran's house.

I was a little puzzled, when Su Ran called me yesterday, she should have been in Wuchang, why did she suddenly appear here now, and she opened the door just after I came back.

Could it be that she has been sitting by the door listening to the movement, knowing that I will come back so she came out to see me?

Or is it just a coincidence?
I sniffed the smell of my clothes. There was a strong smell of smoke, mixed with the smell of sweat. I didn't feel anything before, but now I really feel a little uncomfortable when I come back.

I went into the bathroom, undressed, and showered.

The warm running water washed away the stains on my body, I applied shampoo and shower gel from head to toe, and rinsed my mouth with the water, I felt much more comfortable.

Taking a bath can relieve fatigue.

"I bought you something to eat and I came back. You can eat it right after you take a shower. Don't leave it too long." Su Ran had already returned and told me outside.

I have almost finished washing. I took a look at the clothes on the hanger, picked them up and smelled them, and then put them back. I originally planned to wear these dirty clothes after washing and change them when I returned to my room. .

But now that my body is clean and comfortable, and I wear these dirty clothes again, I feel a little disgusted. After hesitating for a while, I turned my head and shouted to the outside: "Su Ran, can you come Go inside my room and get me a clean set of clothes."

Su Ran walked to the door of the bathroom and knocked on the door: "Give me the key, and I'll get it for you."

I opened a crack in the door and handed the key to Su Ran.

After a while, Su Ran came back with the clothes. When I took them, I found that the underpants were on the top, which was aboveboard. Su Ran didn't shy away from it.

After changing into clean clothes, I immediately felt much refreshed.

"Come here and eat." Su Ran told me that she bought a lot of things and put them on the tea table.

I walked over, sat with her, picked up a bun, and ate it in two or three bites: "Why don't you eat it?"

I am indeed a little hungry. I haven’t eaten much since yesterday. I have been thinking about things in my mind. I am so upset that I don’t feel hungry. But after eating a bun, the feeling of hunger came up all at once. .

"I've already eaten, you can eat." Su Ran looked at me, "Did something happen? You were not at home last night."

I took a sip of soy milk, Su Ran's words made me a little flustered: "You were here last night?"

She asked me like this, she must know that I am not at home, so Su Ran should not be in Wuchang last night, but here.

"After I called you, I was a little worried about you, so I drove over, but no one answered when I knocked on your door. I waited for a while, but you still didn't come back, so I moved a stool and sat at the door waiting for you. Later I was a little scared, so I went into the house and waited near the door." Su Ran said.

I saw Su Ran, there were red threads in her eyes, and her complexion was not very good. She spoke lightly, but I felt that there was a lot of concern in these simple words.

I was a little heartbroken, and even felt a little ashamed. Su Ran cared about me so much, but I lied to her: "I'm sorry, I did not come back last night because of something. You knocked on the door and found out that I was not there. Why didn't you call me and say something?" ? There's no need to wait for me, I'm fine."

"You said you were sleeping at home. If I knocked on the door and you weren't here, I knew you must have something to do, so I didn't call you for fear of affecting you." Su Ran said, "I'm relieved to see that you are fine. .”

Su Ran smiled, she couldn't see that she was angry with me at all.

"Aren't you angry?" I was a little surprised that I lied to Su Ran, but she didn't blame me.

"There's nothing to be angry about. You have your own things to attend to. You can be forgiven for not telling me the truth. Why should I be angry. Everyone has their own secrets and their own things to attend to. Even husband and wife should keep their privacy, this is a normal thing, I won't be angry." Su Ran really didn't care at all.

I suddenly felt a strong sense of regret. It would be great if I knew Su Ran earlier. In that case, I would not hurt Tong Wangjun, nor would I hurt Logan. I would not feel guilty in my heart, let alone What needs to be compensated, as long as you treat Su Ran wholeheartedly.

It's a pity that people are destined to have a lot of helplessness in life, not to mention that no one can say for sure what will happen in the future.

When I was young, I wrote essays about my ideal, which was to be a scientist, an astronaut, and even hope that I could change the education system. At that time, I didn’t feel it was ridiculous, but I was determined, as if these professions only needed to grow up It's as if you can grab it with your hands, it's too ridiculous to think about it now.

The same is true for emotional matters. I always feel that the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge. At that point, I must have a way to deal with it, but in fact I don’t have the ability to deal with it at all.

"Thank you, Su Ran." I said to Su Ran seriously, I don't know what other words I can use to express my feelings for her besides thank you.

"When did you become so polite?" Su Ran smiled, "Hurry up and eat, and go to sleep after eating, your eyes are swollen."

"You too, you also sleep for a while." I nodded.

I finished eating soon, Su Ran bought me a lot of food and put it in the refrigerator.I took the clothes I changed from the bathroom and was about to go back to my room to sleep, when Su Ran suddenly stopped me: "Do you want to sleep with me?"

I froze for a moment, then looked back at her, a little puzzled.

"Don't get me wrong, I don't mean what you think when I say sleep together, I just want to chat and not do other things." Su Ran said.

I hesitated for a while, thinking of the situation of Tang Wan and Tong Wangjun, I finally shook my head: "No need, go to bed by yourself, you should go to bed early."

Su Ran seemed a little strange, she paused with a little shyness and a smile on her face, as if she didn't expect that I would reject her.

I didn't dare to look at her expression, and went out the door before she spoke.

The door was closed, I looked back, closed my eyes, and entered my room.

Sitting on the bed, I casually threw the dirty clothes on the ground, and silently lit a cigarette for myself. I turned my head and looked at the door, and exhaled.I really want to go out and enter Su Ran's house, but I can't, I dare not, I'm afraid Su Ran will encounter the same situation as Tong Wangjun and Tang Wan.

Tong Wangjun and Xu Heng came together, Tang Wan may not have children in the future, the encounter between the two has something to do with me, I don't want Su Ran to encounter such a situation.

I'm really scared.

But just now, Su Ran's eyes and expression kept dangling in front of my eyes, which made my heart tugged, and I felt pain after bursts. Is it really right for me to deliberately keep a distance from her?

I'm not so sure.

I stomped out the cigarette butts, and lay on the bed with all my clothes on. I was obviously tired, but I just couldn't fall asleep. I lay tossed and turned for nearly half an hour. Finally, I picked up my phone and sent Su Ran a message: "Don't think too much, I'm worried about controlling you." I can't help myself, so I have to come out, I'm already lying down, and you should go to bed early."

"Are you deliberately keeping a distance from me?" Su Ran replied a message full of grievances, "Did I do something wrong to annoy you?"

"No, you didn't do anything wrong, you are very good, really, you are beautiful, considerate, have such a good figure, and are such a good person, how could you do anything wrong." I immediately sent a message to Su Ran Looking back, "Don't think too much, this matter has nothing to do with you."

"I'm so nice, why don't you come and sleep with me?" Su Ran seemed to be bewitching me.

(End of this chapter)