sleepless tonight

Chapter 230 Insult to Personality

"Did he say anything to you when he came over that day?" Su Ran asked me again, Su Ran had asked me this question before.

I don't want to tell Su Ran what Qi Jun said, because it's too disgusting, even if it's just some imagination of Qi Jun, but those words alone make people feel disgusting, I shook my head: "Don't ask the specific words, just be careful Enough."

"If you don't tell me, I can guess it. It should be a bad word." Su Ran said, "He looks honest, but in fact he has a very active mind, his eyes are not firm, and he keeps wandering. He is not a good person."

"Don't talk about him. I slapped him. He probably won't come here to make trouble again. As long as your sister doesn't come to pester me again, nothing will happen." I said.

"Xiaomo is not as bad as you said." Su Ran said.

"She's about to rape me, isn't that bad?" I said.

Su Ran turned to look at me. Only then did I realize that I had said something wrong. I had something happened with Su Mo before. Although I told Su Ran about it, I kept some things hidden from Su Ran.

I would love to be honest, but there are some things I just can't talk about.

"Why did Xiaomo rape you, tell me." Su Ran wanted to know.

"What's there to say about this kind of thing, isn't it that she ran over to do some indecent things while I was sleeping." I said vaguely.

"What about you?" Su Ran looked at me.

"I don't do anything. How could I do those things to her? I don't like her at all. Didn't I say it last time? No matter how beautiful she is, it has nothing to do with me. She has a bad temper. The more beautiful she is, the better she is." More annoying." I said.

"My uncle only has one daughter, spoiling her and pampering her, that's why her temper became like this. In fact, Xiao Mo is not that bad, but she is more straightforward in her words and actions." Su Ran defended Su Mo.

"You have already said this once, well, you don't have to say good things for her. I don't have any feelings for her, and I don't want to provoke her. There is no conflict of interest. It's just because she is your sister, so I have nothing to do with her." She just met a few times." I said, "Do you feel a little hot?"

I don't want to talk about Su Mo anymore. The same person will have different judgments in different positions. Su Ran defends Su Mo. What she sees are Su Mo's advantages. Even if there are some shortcomings, she can tolerate them. After all, she is a relative. .

I don't like Su Mo, just because Su Mo doesn't play cards according to common sense, which makes me not used to it, and I don't like it.

In May, although it rained a little, the temperature didn’t drop much. Instead, it made people feel a little stuffy. The windows were closed, and the door was also closed. The quilt was still used in winter, and the eight-pound quilt was pressed on the body. , the portion is generous.

After lying down for a while, my body was very hot.

"A little bit." Su Ran was also a little hot.

"Do you have a thinner quilt in your house?" I asked her.

"No, just this quilt." Su Ran shook her head.

"How about throwing back the covers?" I said.

"No." Su Ran disagreed.

"Why not." I wondered, "Aren't you hot?"

"You're not wearing pants, so you can't lift the quilt." Su Ran looked at me.

"Why didn't I wear pants, I wore pants." I said.

"The underpants are disgusting. Don't lift the quilt. I don't feel well." Su Ran gave a reason.

"No, in my room earlier, I said I would wear long trousers to sleep, but you specifically asked me to take off my trousers and wear shorts to sleep, saying it's okay, why is it changed now, why is it disgusting?" I was surprised, "Besides, it's late at night, and I can't see anything."

"This is my bed, of course not, who knows if you will do anything at night when you lift the quilt." Su Ran said.

I had no choice but to stretch out my feet, cover my belly with a quilt, and cover my underpants, so as to dissipate the heat in this way.

It was very late at night, and I chatted with Su Ran a few more times, and I fell asleep immediately. I felt very hot and sweaty all over my body in a daze, but there was some fragrance and some soft things. It is very comfortable to touch.

I had a sweet dream and something indescribable happened.

I was woken up by Su Ran, to be precise, by her hitting her with a pillow: "Chen Jin, look at what you did."

I opened my eyes in a daze, feeling a little weak in my body, and was inexplicably hit by Su Ran: "What are you doing? Is it dawn? Have you bought breakfast?"

I thought it was Su Ran calling me up to eat.

"It's a good idea. I also want me to buy you breakfast. Get up for me and go back to your own room to sleep." Su Ran stood by the bed and threw the pillow on me.

I looked out the window, the sky was still dim, it should be only five or six o'clock, I don't understand why Su Ran called me up suddenly.

"Stop making trouble, go to sleep quickly, you can still sleep for an hour or two, and I'll see you off when you get up later." I said, I was very tired and my nose was still a little blocked, I just wanted to sleep for a while.

"Get up quickly. I really shouldn't let you sleep here. Look at what you did. You were dishonest even when you were sleeping. Thinking about those things made the quilt all dirty." Su Ran said I took a quilt.

My head suddenly became clear, and I thought of that beautiful dream. I lifted the quilt and looked, there were some stains on it.

It was only then that I remembered the beautiful dream I had when I was sleeping at night. I didn't seem to be able to control myself, and once again soiled Su Ran's bed, and this time I was caught by her, and she was by my side.

But I'm a little puzzled, how did Su Ran find out, she should be still sleeping at this point, how did she find out about this situation?
I glanced at her and found that Su Ran's pajamas were also stained with something.

It's so embarrassing.

"I'm sorry, I'll wash it for you." I got up.

"Go out, you are not allowed to sleep in my bed in the future." Su Ran pushed me out of the room.

After a while, my trousers were also thrown out.

I put on my trousers and sat awkwardly on the sofa.

After a while, Su Ran came out and went into the bathroom. She was taking a shower.

It seemed that he was disgusted with me, and wanted to clean the things on my body. I couldn't hold back my face, and walked to the door of the bathroom: "There's no need to take a shower, you just took a shower last night, and it wasn't dirty, it just got on your clothes and got dirty." Didn't get it on your body, you are an insult to my personality, you know?"

"You are so disgusting, you have no personality." Su Ran said, "Thanks to my trust in you, you did such a thing, can't you stop your mind for a while, no matter it is day or night, you always think about those things, Even sleeping."

"What's the matter? It's normal for people to think about these things at a certain stage when they grow up. This is a sign of maturity. Dreaming is beyond my control, and I don't want to. Who knows it will happen. Besides, have you never thought about it? ?" I asked Su Ran.

"Who would think about those things? Only boring people would think about those things." Su Ran refused to admit it.

"You are already in your twenties. It stands to reason that girls mature earlier than boys and understand these things earlier. Even if you really want me to understand, just say it, it's okay." I said, "You It’s not normal if you don’t want to.”

"I didn't think about it. I'm not as boring as you. Don't put your mind on me. It's just your dirty thoughts. I never think about them." Su Ran said, "I'm not abnormal either. "

"Don't you like men?" I asked her, "No, even if you really have a problem with your orientation, you should still think about it."

The bathroom door opened, and Su Ran stood in front of me, looking at me: "You seem to be in a better mood, yesterday you were depressed, and you feel like you have lost the motivation to live. After sleeping and having a dream, let's refresh ourselves now." Become so nice, did you deliberately look like that yesterday, so as to cause me to worry and let me agree to you sleeping in my room?"

"You let me sleep in your room because you were worried about me?" I asked.

"Otherwise, what do you think it is?" Su Ran said, "The whole room smells of cigarettes. I don't know how many cigarettes I smoked. My body is wet. Who knows if you will suddenly lose your mind and do something stupid."

"How come, I'm sure I won't do stupid things. You don't think I'm going to commit suicide, worry about me, and fear that something will happen to me, so you let me sleep in your room and stay with you, so you can look after me, right? "I think it must be for this reason that Su Ran agrees to sleep in the same bed with her in her room.

"I do have this worry." Su Ran nodded.

"No, I'm sure I won't do that, don't worry," I said, "Life is good, and I don't want to die yet."

Su Ran looked at me: "Then why did you think of jumping off a cliff when Logan said that?"

(End of this chapter)