sleepless tonight

Chapter 229 Beware of him

I took a hot shower and changed clothes. The rain outside was still falling without stopping.

Looking down from the balcony, Su Ran's car was parked downstairs.

"Come over and eat." Su Ran put the midnight snacks on the table.

"Have you finished your work?" I asked her. Only then did I notice that she seemed to be wet too. "Why didn't you bring an umbrella, go and change first."

"Go wash your mouth." Su Ran said suddenly.

"Why? I washed my mouth in the morning." I was a little embarrassed, Su Ran seemed to be saying that my mouth smelled.

"My mouth is full of cigarette smell, go and wash it off, or you won't be allowed to eat." Su Ran ordered.

"I've rinsed my mouth just now, so the smell shouldn't be that strong." Su Ran's words made me a little embarrassed, so I took a breath and smelled it, "It doesn't smell bad, do you have a cleansing habit?"

"Are you going?" Su Ran looked at me.

"Okay, okay, I'll go." I surrendered, went into the bathroom, and suddenly realized at the door of the bathroom that I seemed to have taken my toiletries back, turned around and walked out the door.

"What are you going out for?" Su Ran called to stop me.

"The cup and toothbrush I used to wash my mouth are in the room, go and wash them." I said, "Come back later."

"I have a new toothbrush in the cabinet behind the mirror in my bathroom." Su Ran said.

"When did you buy it? Why don't I know?" After entering the bathroom, I found a new toothbrush in the small cabinet behind the mirror. Could it be that Su Ran bought it for me?
Su Ran didn't reply to me. When I came out of the shower, Su Ran had already changed into her pajamas and was sitting at the dining table. She had already arranged the dishes for me.

"Can't you take the college entrance examination next year?" Su Ran asked me.

"Okay." I said.

"Then why are you like this? If you didn't pass the exam this year, you can just take the exam next year. There's no need to be so depressed." Su Ran said.

"That's not the reason." I shook my head, not knowing how to explain to Su Ran.

"What is that? Is there any secret that I can't tell?" Su Ran looked at me curiously.

I lowered my head to eat, and after a moment of silence, I said, "I have one exam that I didn't take."

"Why? Are uncle and aunt okay, nothing wrong?" Su Ran asked.

I know what Su Ran meant. She probably thought that I didn't take the college entrance examination. Maybe something happened at home, but it had nothing to do with the family: "My parents are fine, there is no problem, this matter has nothing to do with them The relationship is Logan, she called me out before the English test, so I missed the English test."

Su Ran took two mouthfuls of food and seemed to be thinking about the connection. After a while, she looked at me and asked, "Did Logan do this on purpose? Did she call you out on purpose to prevent you from taking the English test?"

I nodded.

"Did you do something to feel sorry for her, that's why she treated you like this." Su Ran asked, "She seems to be your high school classmate, and she seems to have a different relationship with you. How could she deliberately let you participate Can't pass the English test?"

Su Ran is aware of Tang Wan's existence, as well as Tong Wangjun's existence, and has met each other. She would have such a guess, and it's not surprising that Tang Wan and I have a deep relationship.

Su Ran has always been smart.

I told Su Ran what happened in the car accident. I didn't tell Su Ran about some things. I definitely wouldn't tell Su Ran that I had sex with Tang Wan in bed.

Including the fact that Logan's uterus was injured and unable to give birth, I also concealed it and did not explain it to Su Ran.Some secrets can be told, but some secrets I will never tell.

"She must like you very much, but if you leave her to save your ex-wife and children, Logan must be angry. From love to hatred, she hates you." Su Ran concluded.

I sighed and didn't know what to say. I felt more comfortable telling Su Ran about the things hidden in my heart. I was not as bored as before. How to do it, how to choose.No one can help me with such a thing, and I don't know how to do it myself.

I have always wanted to be worthy of my heart, worthy of those who love me, those who like me, and those I care about, but things always backfire.

"But you're not wrong." Su Ran said, "If it were me, I would definitely make the same choice as you, to save my ex-wife and children first, but it doesn't necessarily mean that Tong Wangjun holds more weight in your heart than Tang Wan, but In that situation, the most dangerous person must be rescued first, and Tong Wangjun and the child are in the greatest danger, so there is nothing wrong with you running to them first."

"So everyone is right?" I said.

"It's true that there is nothing wrong, but it doesn't mean that the result will be good if there is no mistake. Don't think too much about it. Maybe Tang Wan will forgive you after a while." Su Ran asked me, "If you take the English test, How much can you score?"

"It shouldn't be a big problem to enter Tsinghua University and Peking University." I said, I still have this confidence, and I know the questions I have done.

"That's really a pity. Maybe Logan will forgive you after knowing the result. If you can't take the exam this year and take it next year, you don't need money for the time being. Taking the college entrance examination is just to fulfill your long-cherished wish. If you want to study, you don't have to go to university. You can also study in private, not to mention losing an opportunity does not mean that you will not have the opportunity to enter the university in the future, and you may be able to get a provincial champion after a year of review next year." Su Ran said with a smile.

I smiled. I didn't explain some things to Su Ran. She thought Logan would forgive me, but I don't think Logan would. As for next year's college entrance examination, I have no idea or decision yet.

I can only take one step at a time. After such a thing happened, the idea of ​​taking the college entrance examination and entering the university has faded a lot. There is no passion, and some are just hesitant.

"Didn't you say you wanted to buy a car a while ago? How are you thinking about it? If you want to buy it, I can take a look with you some time and help you refer to it." Su Ran said.

"Go ahead, but you'll have to wait," I said.

I have long wanted to buy a car. It is really inconvenient to not have a car, but I had another layer of scruples before, worrying that if I go to Tsinghua University or Peking University after buying a car, the car will not be easy to take with me. Wasted, so have not made up my mind.Now that something like this has happened, Tsinghua University and Peking University must be out of business. Even if they take the college entrance examination next year, there is still one year left. If this is the case, they must still buy a car.

But now I'm not in the mood, take it easy, and wait until I feel that way before going to have a look.

"You can sleep in my room at night, don't go back, your room is full of smoke." Su Ran said, "Smoking less in the future, this matter is not a big deal, there is no need to make it look like you can't live It’s like going down. I’m going to take a shower, and you clean up the dishes.”

After clearing away the dishes, I sat on the sofa and watched TV, while Su Ran took a shower in the bathroom.

I occasionally glanced at the beautiful figure in the bathroom glass.

"Why are you still sitting on the sofa, it's getting late, go to bed quickly." Su Ran came out, saw that I was still watching TV on the sofa, and urged me.

"I sleep in your room, sleep with you?" I asked tentatively.

"Otherwise, do you want to sleep on the sofa?" Su Ran asked me back, "If you really want to, I have no objection."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you in the room." I turned off the TV, and I sat on the sofa watching TV just to ask Su Ran this question and ask for her opinion. The bedding in the room I slept in had been moved out , and didn't buy a new one, Su Ran's room is the only one with a bed in her room.

But sleeping with Su Ran requires her consent.

When I got into bed, I took off my clothes and got under the quilt. After a while, Su Ran also came in and got under the quilt.

Although it's not the first time we've been lying on the same bed like this, it's still a little embarrassing.

He didn't speak for a long time.

"Xiaomo didn't come to see you again, did she?" Su Ran told me.

"She called me some times and sent me text messages, but I ignored her." I said, "The last time Mr. Qi came to look for me, I slapped him, shouldn't there be any problem?"

"Try to hold back and don't fight him. I'm not afraid that you won't be able to fight, but I'm afraid that he will suddenly do unpredictable things, which is not worthwhile." Su Ran said.

"I know, and you too, be on guard." I nodded.

(End of this chapter)