sleepless tonight

Chapter 228

I looked at Logan: "This joke is not funny."

"Why, don't you dare, or can't you?" Tang Wan smiled, "Since you dare not dance, then don't say those beautiful words."

I fell silent, looked at Logan, and stared at her: "You really want me to die, you want me to jump, so you can calm down?"

Logan didn't speak.

I walked slowly to the cliff, the mountain is not high, the altitude is only a few hundred meters above sea level, and the relative height is less than a hundred meters, but jumping from this height will definitely kill people.

I was full of anger, looked at the chaotic rocks below, and thought a lot, thinking of my parents, Tong Xiangjun, Su Ran, Chen Ke, Chen Le, and even Shao Siqi.

I let out a breath, looked back at Logan, and slowly closed my eyes.

"You don't have to dance, I don't want to get myself into trouble, this is not a Korean drama, you don't have to die to show your ambitions, and I won't let you do it, the damage you have done to me can't be repaired even if you really dance .” Logan said.

I turned around, Logan had already walked down the mountain, walking very fast, I kept watching her, she didn't turn her head to look at me again.

The car accident seems to have really made Logan give up on me, not just resentment, but even hatred for me.

I don't know if she stopped me from jumping because she didn't want me to die, if she was afraid of getting herself into trouble, or if there was some reason for both, but it was true that she wouldn't forgive me.

Logan's attitude towards me has undergone a 180-degree change.

Even if she destroyed the long-cherished wish that I had been longing for in my heart, she didn't calm down.

She became hate out of love.

I didn't go down the mountain, I sat on a rock, looked at the city not far away, looked at the buildings, looked at the cars passing by, looked at a busy figure, I didn't want to go back, just Want to sit here alone.

The sky was getting dark slowly, the sun was hanging on the west side of the city, covered by the clouds, and only some halos could be seen. I looked at the admission ticket in my hand, 2b pencil, black gel pen, and felt as if there was a stone in my heart. It was very dull.

Holding the admission ticket in my hand and looking at it again and again, looking at the admission ticket number on it, looking at the photos on it, I seemed to have lost the direction of my life and became at a loss.

The phone in my pocket rang a few times, but I didn't take it out. I wanted to isolate myself and not communicate with the outside world.

It was getting darker, and the lights in the city were lit up, but I still didn't want to move.

The phone rang again, someone called me, the ring tone made me a little bored, I took out the phone, it was Liu Yuan who called me, after thinking about it, I didn't hang up, it was connected.

"Chen Jin, why did I hear Mr. Li say that you seem to be missing the English test in the afternoon? Is there such a thing? Is it true?" Liu Yuan asked me.

I am not surprised that Li Zhengjun knew that I was absent from the exam. After all, the college entrance examination is very important. No matter who is absent from the exam, it is a surprising thing. It may even be published in the newspapers. Every year because of losing the admission ticket , There are many people who missed the exam because of sleeping or traffic jams, and there are many people who have been reported in the news.

Missing exams is a big deal.

In a classroom, even in the entire examination room, there would not be many candidates who would be absent from the examination. Afterwards, there would definitely be statistics. It was normal for Li Zhengjun to call and tell Liu Yuan after he found out about this.

"During the English test in the afternoon, I encountered some things that I needed to deal with right away, so I missed the test." I tried my best to speak calmly, not wanting people to know that I missed the test because of Logan.

"What is it that makes you not even have time to take the college entrance examination? There are four exams in total. You didn't get a score of 150 in English. Even if you got a full score in the first three courses, you only got a score of 600. Can you get a score of [-]? Full marks?" Liu Yuan seemed very angry and felt sorry for me.

"No." I shook my head.

"What is the reason why you didn't take the English test? I learned from Li Zhengjun that your test scores before the college entrance examination were very good. According to this trend, the college entrance examination is performing normally. There is still hope for Tsinghua University and Peking University. Such a thing, you say you..." Liu Yuan was so angry that she couldn't speak.

"I'm sorry, Teacher Liu. I really have something to do and I can't take the English test. I'm sorry." I don't know what else to do except apologize.

"Hey, forget it." Liu Yuan sighed, "I know you will definitely not take the English test for no reason, but it is really a pity. Although the college entrance examination is held every year, you can still take it next year, but who can do it in the future? That’s right. Don’t think too much about it. If you miss it, you’ve already missed it. There’s nothing to think about. You’ve worked hard for several months. Take a good rest in the rest of the time. You have business now and can make money. Being able to support yourself does not necessarily require the platform of the college entrance examination, but it is actually good for you to be able to enter the university, learn knowledge systematically, and experience university life. If you want to take the college entrance examination next year, I will help you Tell the school about it."

"Well, thank you, Teacher Liu." I nodded.

Do you still have to take the college entrance examination tomorrow?
I don't know, and I don't want to think about it.

After hanging up the phone, I checked the text messages on my phone again. Tong Xiangjun sent me a message asking me how I was doing in the exam. I replied "okay" to her, and Su Ran also sent me a text message. The message said that she was hurrying to do the work in hand, and asked me not to wait for her, but to go to eat by myself.

I texted her back: "Do it slowly, don't rush."

There is also a strange text message, no contact name, just a string of mobile phone numbers, asking how I am doing in the exam, whether I can enter Tsinghua University and Peking University, and whether I have scored a perfect score of 750 in the exam.

I have saved the contact information of everyone I know. I have never seen this person's phone number, and it feels like he is teasing me. I don't care, and put the phone in my pocket.

Logan didn't send me a message, didn't call me, she wasn't worried that I would get depressed and jump off the cliff.

She really hates me, I'm sure.

The night was already a bit cold, raindrops were falling slowly, there was a dull thunder in the sky, and occasionally one or two thunder snakes rolled under the clouds, I walked down the mountain.

As soon as we went down the mountain, the raindrops became heavier.

This place is relatively remote, there are still some tourists during the day, and there are basically no people at night, and there are not many taxis. I waited for ten minutes and did not meet a taxi.

I took out my mobile phone and wanted to use Didi taxi, but the rain fell on it, and my finger slid, and the program without order jumped out by itself. After a while, the interface of Didi taxi did not go in, which made me upset He was about to drop the mobile phone in his hand to the ground, and finally stopped calling a car and walked slowly towards the house.

The rain fell and crackled, stirring up dust on the ground. The air was filled with a smell of smoke and dust, which made people smell very uncomfortable. When I arrived in the community, I was completely soaked.

After buying a pack of cigarettes, I went upstairs and locked myself in the room. I didn't even bother to change my clothes. I moved a small bench and sat in the bathroom, smoking slowly.

There was a knock on the door, I walked over with a cigarette in my mouth, and opened the door.

"It smells so heavy, how many cigarettes have you smoked?" Su Ran held something in her hand and stepped back, "I bought you something to eat for supper."

"Why are you here? Have you finished your work? It's raining so much, there's no need to come here." I threw the cigarette butt in my hand on the ground, stomped it out, and made way, "Come in and have a seat."

"The smell in your room is too strong, you should sit in my room." Su Ran said disgustedly, "Come out quickly."

Su Ran pulled my clothes: "Why are you wet? What's going on? Did you fail the exam? It doesn't matter. You didn't pass the exam this time. You can take the exam next time. What about your change of clothes? Now, you go to my room to take a shower first, and I will help you get a change of clothes."

Su Ran pushed me and told me to go to her room. She came into my room by herself and helped me find a change of clothes.

I stood at the door and looked inside. Su Ran bent over and took out my change of clothes from the closet.

"What are you still standing there for? Hurry up and take a shower. Your body is already wet like this. If you don't take a shower, you'll catch a cold." Su Ran turned her head and saw that I hadn't moved yet. , making you so depressed, what are you trying to do?"

(End of this chapter)