sleepless tonight

Chapter 58 Gastric Lavage
I don't know how I ran out of the hotel. When I got to the street, I kept walking to the most remote place. I don't know if Logan will come out to chase me, but I don't want to see her, and I don't want her to see me at this moment. Face.

Walking into an alley, I couldn't control the churning in my stomach anymore, I ran to a pile of garbage and vomited it out, one after another, the pain was so severe that my stomach seemed to be rushing out.

But compared to the pain in my stomach, I feel more uncomfortable in my heart.

I thought about it for Logan, blocked the drink for her, and came to accompany the drink for her, but she didn't believe me and questioned me. Everything I did seemed meaningless and superfluous.

The rift between Tang Wan and me widened instantly, and there was another person in the middle, who believed in Liu Chuang more than me.

Squatting on the ground, I spat, feeling dizzy, and the expression Logan looked at me in the hotel kept appearing in my mind, with tears blurring my eyes.

The beauty of high school is really gone, all gone, Logan no longer belongs to me, and the relationship between me and her is weakening, disappearing bit by bit.

Standing up again, I staggered out of the alley. I have to go to Chen Ke's school to meet my daughter.

I suddenly regretted why I went to the hotel after listening to Liu Chuang's words. Logan didn't need me at all. It would be superfluous for me to go. It's ridiculous that I still think I'm returning Logan's favor.

A few taxis passed by me, no one was inside, and the sign on the right front window was on, but none of them stopped.

Another taxi came and stopped beside me.

The driver glanced at me, and started to leave: "Sorry, I can't take it."

There was no more delay, and I knew why the driver didn't want to take me. I took a few steps forward and stopped at the front of the car.

The taxi stopped suddenly, but my legs were still touched. I lay on the hood, ignoring the pain in my legs, moved to the side of the taxi, opened the door and sat in.

"You don't want to die? Don't hurt me if you die." The taxi driver yelled at me with a look of fear.

"Sorry, sorry, please take me to Guoguohu Elementary School, my daughter is there." I rubbed my feet and kept apologizing, and finally stopped a taxi, I didn't want to miss it.

"Go down, I really don't want to take it. If you look like this, if you spit on my car later, it will delay my business." The taxi driver was concerned.

I took out my wallet and took out a red bill from it: "100 yuan, you send me to Guoshuohu Primary School, I'll give you 100 yuan, don't have to change it."

It costs at most 30 yuan to take a taxi from this place to Chen Ke's school, but the taxi driver hesitated.

"Don't worry, I won't vomit, I already vomited just now." My stomach is indeed empty now, and I just vomited out everything I ate.

"Okay, then I'll take you there." The taxi driver finally agreed and didn't take the money in my hand, "You take the money first, I'll still use the meter, and if you don't spit it out later, just pay the meter Pay, I don't want more from you, if you vomit, I will take the 100 yuan."

"No problem, drive quickly, Guoguohu Primary School, don't make any mistakes." I reminded.

"Don't worry, it won't be wrong. I have been running a taxi for ten years, and I can't go wrong with my eyes closed." The taxi driver started the car, and it was like a traffic flow.

I felt at ease, but my head became even more dizzy. I leaned on the seat and looked at the scene outside the window, shaking violently.

"Shall I take you to the hospital?" At the traffic light, the taxi driver looked back at me.

"It's okay, there's nothing wrong with this little wine." I waved my hand, it's just three glasses of liquor, I drank at least six glasses of liquor when I graduated from high school, and the pain gradually healed after a few days, and I can still bear it.

"I'm not talking about that, the car seems to have scratched you just now, do you want me to take you to the hospital?" the taxi driver asked me.

"It's okay, just drive it." I closed my eyes and didn't want to talk much.

"Don't fall asleep, I'll be there later." The driver was worried that I would not wake up if I fell asleep.

I replied vaguely, squinting and looking out the window, my stomach hurts a bit.

In a daze, the car stopped, the taxi driver helped me out of the car, and Guoguohu Primary School arrived.

I stood there for a while before I found my bearings. I walked to the school gate and wanted to go in, but was stopped by the security guard.

"I'm looking for my daughter, my daughter goes to school there." I still remember the parent-child activities that Chen Ke said he wanted me to participate in.

The stomach seems to be hurt by vomiting, and the pain is severe.

"What's your daughter's name?" The security guard seemed to doubt my identity.

"Chen Ke, Liu Shuang is her teacher." I still remember, "They have parent-child activities today, and I'm here to participate in daughter activities, so let me in."

"The event is over long ago, the children are all home from school, did you get the time wrong?" the security guard said to me.

"It's over?" I was stunned, "Why did it end so early?"

"It's still early? You drank too much and don't know the time. It's already 12:30, and it's been more than half an hour since school ended. Go back, don't wait here." The security guard waved his hand.

I glanced at the school, and it was empty, indeed, there was no one there.

My stomach hurt like a wrenching pain, so I walked slowly to a corner and sat down, holding my stomach with one hand, while pulling out my phone, only to find that there were several missed calls on it.

Yang Wendi had one, Liang Fanghong had one, and Tong Wangjun had four.

I called Tong Wangjun back, the phone rang several times before Tong Wangjun answered: "What are you doing calling here at this time?"

"I came out after drinking some wine with a client. Is A Ke with you? Ask her to answer the phone." I want to talk to Chen Ke, I miss my daughter.

"She's asleep, go to sleep if you drink too much." Tong Wangjun said in a bad tone.

"I'm outside A Ke's school, will there be activities in the afternoon?" A sense of guilt surged in my heart, and I wanted to make up for Chen Ke.

"The activity is over, and the school is on holiday in the afternoon. I called you a few times, but you didn't answer any of them. Do you know how disappointed A Ke is? Chen Jin, you have failed too much as a father. Say good things It can change, no matter how busy you are, you should tell me in advance." Tong Wangjun complained to me, "Work is important, but it doesn't matter if my daughter is difficult?"

I was a little annoyed: "I don't work, you say I don't work hard, I work, you say I don't value my daughter, what do you want from me?"

Tong Wangjun's requirements are too high, it seems that everything I do is wrong.

"I also work, but I have time to spend with my daughter." Tong Wangjun said, "Xu Heng is also working, and he can also spare time to spend time with A Ke. I really don't know if you are A Ke's father or Xu Heng. You are doing more of a father's duty."

A resentment welled up in my chest, Tong Wangjun's words made me angry: "Don't you know the reason why he can spare time to accompany A Ke? He just wants to fuck you, can't you see it?"

I almost roared to say this, Tong Wangjun was so harsh on me, compared me with Xu Heng, and even said that I was not worthy of being Chen Ke's father, my fire was ignited.

"You are such a waste, you can say such a thing unexpectedly, what else do you want besides these?" Tong Wangjun despised me.

"Yes, that's right, I'm a waste, I'm nothing in your eyes, go, go and be with Xu Heng." I was hoarse, what is Tong Wangjun's standard?
Naturally, there will be less time after work. Why doesn't she understand this truth?

Tong Wangjun hung up the phone, I curled up into a ball, twitching with stomach pain.

I am required to work hard and strive for success, but can I become a millionaire in a few days, and become a person like Ma Yun?Why doesn't she understand?Why are the demands on me so high?Why do you have to compare me with others?

Isn't it nice to live your own life?

I couldn't stand the pain anymore, it felt like a knife was stabbing my stomach, at this moment I really had a thought, just hurt me to death.

But no, I can't die yet, I have parents, I have a daughter, I want to live on.

Struggling to stand up, I hailed a taxi: "Hospital, take me to the hospital."

I was in so much pain that I couldn't say anything more, I was leaning against the car door, sweating profusely all over my body.

This is the city I have lived in since I was a child, but this society is so far away from me. No one can understand my difficulties and pains, and I was abandoned.

When I arrived at the hospital, I had my stomach washed by myself, tears and snot came out, and I fled the hospital in embarrassment after the medicine was prescribed. I couldn't bear the doctor's persistent questioning of my relatives, and wondered why I came to the hospital alone.

(End of this chapter)