Farmer's Manor Fish and Rice Fragrance

Chapter 119
After thinking about it, Ningshi discussed it with Qiuzhu and Xiaozhe, and finally everyone agreed.

The location was chosen on the Canglan River, and Qianxi carefully made a circle of flowers for Qiongxue. After the relatives saluted, they sent her into the river and watched her drift away.

After the funeral, Basang originally planned to let Chiren stay here for a few days to accompany Qiuzhu, but Qiuzhu refused.Since Qiongxue committed suicide, Qiuzhu has been crying besides crying, she has completely lost her previous arrogance, and she doesn't even say a word.Basang was really worried about her, so he stayed at their house by himself and told Ningshi, Chiren and Qianxi to go back.

From that day on, Chi Ren became taciturn, often sitting alone on a stool in a daze, doing whatever others asked him to do, like a wooden man.It is distressing for a person who used to be alive and kicking to suddenly become like this. Qianxi abandoned her prejudice against him and stayed by his side all the time.

On the way back, Ningshi was still driving the carriage. Qianxi and Chiren sat in the carriage, whispering to him constantly, hoping to help him get out of the haze earlier, but Chiren still didn't say anything, just kept looking out the window .

After returning home like this, because Basang is not around, now Qianxi has become the hostess of the house, and has to take on the housework of cooking and washing, and also has to take care of Chiren, who is depressed.

Whenever she was overworked, Qianxi would complain to Rong Qin in her heart, but he walked away cleanly, and he didn't care about such a big incident at home, leaving everything to her.Ugh.

Ning Shi, who has always kept his fingers away from Yang Chunshui, now, in order to help her, cooks, gathers firewood, and helps her pack clothes from time to time. Although he always has a calm and high-spirited expression on his face, but, The slightly frowning eyebrows more and more represented that he would fall into the mortal world.

Seeing that the family has become like this now, Logan often drinks a few sips of stuffy wine alone, and then disappears for two days as soon as he goes out. The most he talks about is complaining about Basang.If Basang hadn't been "crazy" back then, it wouldn't have led to today's catastrophe.

In fact, Qianxi sometimes thinks, what caused Qiongxue to commit suicide?Did her suicide defend her love, or was it a slap in the face to Marriage Customs?But in any case, ending one's young life is not worth advocating.After all, you are young, and there is only love in your heart.Thinking of the instantly haggard faces of the aunt and his wife, such children are considered unfilial.

However, if Qiongxue succumbs to marriage customs and marries a family she doesn't love, it's fine if the other party treats her well; Overwhelmed by the shackles of the custom, she lived her insignificant life.Maybe she was just afraid of being like this, so she chose to die early and be reborn early.

In the final analysis, Qiongxue is still a too stubborn girl, life is created by herself, maybe she can try to love her future husband, who said there must be no happiness?

Thinking of this, Qianxi would sigh a long time, she said others, what about herself?Aren't you also struggling to resist the family rules?Otherwise, she is also married to Chi Ren?Will she?Women are human too, why can't they have their own will?But she has traveled once, and she is even more greedy for life. She will never solve the problem with death.

Because of such and such things, wave after wave, so many delays, only the tail is left this winter, and the water in the river is warmer. She also took advantage of the laundry time to let her mood relax. Let the wind go.

Light footsteps came from behind, Qianxi thought it was Ningshi who came to help her again, and turned around with a smile on her face, "Ningshi, no need...Huh? Chi Ren?" She stood up in surprise, and looked Chi Ren up and down.

He looked a little energetic today, although his expression was still serious, but his eyes were not so dull, "The water is very cold, let me wash it for you."

"Oh, no, no, the water is not cold now." Qianxi shook her head flattered.

Chi Ren glanced at her hands, "Your hands are red from the cold, and you still say it's not cold." After speaking, he walked forward, knelt down and snatched the clothes from her hands, and started to wash them unskillfully.

He was so strong that the washboard was bent and bent by him. Qianxi was startled, but she didn't remind him.Maybe he just wanted to be busy.

These days, apart from working in the fields, he usually only stays in his room, goes to the kitchen when eating, and goes back after eating, rarely speaking.He seemed to be a different person, more silent than Rong Qin.

Chiren quickly washed the clothes and put them in the basin one by one, but instead of getting up and walking, he sat on the mound of dirt, looked at the clear water of the river, and said, "I want to talk about Qiongxue. , do you want to hear it?"

Qianxi shuddered violently. To be honest, she had wanted to know for a long time.During the funeral, because everyone was silent in pain, no one pursued how Qiongxue died or what happened, or they knew too well and didn't want to say more, so Qianxi didn't dare to ask.Unexpectedly, Chi Ren would take the initiative to tell her today.

"You've been hiding it in your heart, right? If you trust me, I'm more than willing to listen." She's not gossip, she just cares about Chi Ren now, and hopes that he can relieve the knot in his heart.

Chiren's brows gradually tightened, and the pain gradually appeared in his eyes, as if he couldn't bear to recall that scene when he remembered it.

Qianxi sat quietly beside him, quietly reached out and patted his back.

Chi Ren glanced at her lightly, and asked quietly: "If you were Qiongxue, what would you do?"

Qianxi was taken aback, this, she really hadn't thought about it, she was immediately caught in a dilemma, "I don't know... To be honest, it is indeed a difficult choice. However, people may think differently from person to person. According to my personality, First of all, I will not fall in love with my cousin, because I know it is my cousin, no matter how good I am, I will never put my feelings on it, and I am not so stubborn about love. In this world, anyone can live without anyone. I feel that loving myself is the truth.”

"Aren't you obsessed enough with the second brother? It's up to him." Chi Ren said abruptly.

"This is just my view on love. I have been in love with Rong Qin before, so I must put him first, but if it really doesn't work, I can only give up and find another way."

"So you ran away." Chi Ren smiled bitterly, "It would be great if Qiongxue could think like you, it's not a big deal, right?"

"She may... have no way to escape. She feels that she has nowhere to go." Qian Xi sighed with deep regret.

Chiren was silent again, and Qianxi looked at him, seeing that he didn't intend to get up and leave, so she waited silently, even if it was just to accompany him.

Then, Chiren finally spoke again, "After we went back, I persuaded my aunt to withdraw from the marriage. I just wanted to stabilize Qiongxue's mood first, and then slowly enlighten her. Normally, she is fine, but as long as When someone comes to kiss her, she will cry and cry, making a big fuss, so no one comes to kiss her. My aunt and uncle are somewhat unhappy, and when I say something to her occasionally, she is as excited as if she cannibalize me. She, I often take her to the mountains to herd sheep to relax."

(End of this chapter)