Lots of misunderstandings, the president's bride

Chapter 225 Want to hold your hand

An Xi's voice made Ke Muyang instantly aware that something was wrong.

When he rushed to the hospital, he saw An Xi sitting on the bench expressionlessly, her whole body was shaking.

Her lips were pale and bloodless.

"An Xi!"

Ke Muyang walked up to her and knelt down on one knee in front of her, tightly holding her trembling hands, "An Xi, look at me, look at me."

His voice finally gave Anxi a little reaction. She looked at him calmly, without even a tear. She looked at him and said, "They said that my mother died and that she committed suicide, but I I know, there is no reason for this, so, this must not be true, right? Because I met her when I came back from Saipan not long ago, I, I have talked to her, it is less than a month, so , so it's impossible, right?"

Ke Muyang didn't say anything, just hugged her tightly into his arms...

Feeling his warmth, Anxi's whole body trembled even more. She held on to his clothes tightly. Finally, she seemed to feel a sense of reality, and all her peace instantly collapsed, "Impossible...no It is possible, how is it possible, how could mother commit suicide, how could..."

Ke Muyang didn't speak, just hugged Anxi, he looked at Xia Minglang who came out of the emergency room, he glanced at Ke Muyang, his face was calm as if nothing happened, he went straight out go……

Anxi suddenly rushed forward like crazy, and regardless of the obstruction of the people around Xia Minglang, she tightly grabbed his arm, "Tell me! Tell me how my mother died, didn't she always Are they all with you? Tell me, why did she commit suicide? She had no reason to commit suicide, did you, did you kill her! Didn't you!"

Xia Minglang just looked at her, and calmly said, "I'm sorry about this!"

Ke Muyang hugged her tightly, "An Xi, calm down! Calm down!"

"Let me go, my mother won't die, she won't die..." An Xi almost burst into tears...

Xia Minglang didn't say anything else, and resolutely withdrew his hand, and left without looking at her.

An Xi was very emotional, and there were nurses who wanted to give her a sedative, but An Xi didn't let them get close to her at all. Ke Muyang reached out and picked up the needle tube in the nurse's tray, and skillfully pushed the air out of the needle tube. It pierced directly into An Xi's arm vein, the action looked very rude, and the face of the nurse next to him changed.

I probably wondered how could there be such a person.

But of course Ke Muyang would not treat An Xi like this, his action of pushing the needle was extremely gentle.

Anxi finally sat on the ground weeping bitterly, "My mother won't die, she won't..."

She just kept repeating the same sentence...

In a trance, Anxi fell into a state of sleep, she looked at Ke Muyang in a trance, she didn't speak, just looked at him, tears fell heavily like a broken embankment.

Ke Muyang didn't say anything, he just picked her up and led her out of this cold corridor...

In the dream, she vaguely heard her mother singing a beautiful lullaby to her, the voice was very soft, she remembered that it was her mother's voice, and she didn't remember when it was her age, she only remembered that it was her mother's voice... …

In her sleep, her mother's voice was so gentle, but in her memory, her mother was always cold, and she had never really felt her mother's tenderness...

She didn't even think about what would happen to her if she was gone one day?Will she be really sad...

However, when this day really comes, it turns out that she will still be so sad and want to cry bitterly, but she still has no way to interpret her sadness.

She opened her eyes and stared intently at the dazzling lights above her head, but she didn't speak.

"woke up?"

Hearing the sound, An Xi's eyes moved slightly.She turned to look at him.

Anxi was silent for a while, and finally spoke softly: I, I just had a dream, dreaming that my mother died, she committed suicide, and I don't have a mother anymore. "

Ke Muyang sighed softly and said, "An Xi, that's not a dream, it's real." His voice was very calm, and he told her calmly that this was a fact, not a dream.

When An Xi heard this, tears immediately fell down.

Ke Muyang held her cheeks in both hands, and the tears fell on his palms, which were extremely hot.

Anxi didn't seem so excited anymore, maybe the relationship with the sedative hasn't eased, or maybe she accepted the fact.

In short, she just looked at him with tears and said, "I, I want to see her."

Ke Muyang hesitated for a moment and then nodded. This was something she had to face. Even though he couldn't bear it, he still nodded and agreed to leave.

Shani was placed in the hospital morgue.

As soon as you walk in there, you can feel a biting cold.

Her body trembled involuntarily.

Someone opened the door in front, and the doctor in charge of rescuing Xia Ni said, "Ms. Xia's pupils were already dilated when she was sent to the hospital. We also performed blood transfusion and cardiopulmonary resuscitation for her, but it was too late..." Speaking of which, he also sighed a little regretfully.

The doctor pulled off the white sheet covering Xia Ni's body,
An Xi walked over, and she stood by and looked at Xia Ni who was lying there peacefully at this moment.

Xia Ni looked very calm, lying there as if she was just asleep except for her abnormally pale face.

An Xi cautiously reached out and touched Xia Ni's hand, which made her shrink back because of the coldness.

But then she stretched out her hand again and grabbed the hand that had become stiff and cold, and spread Xia Ni's hand. The deep mark on her wrist was shocking.

An Xi bit her lips, and said softly: "I have never held her hand like this since I was a child. She won't let me hold her hand. Every time I want to hold her hand, she refuses." She As she spoke, tears fell from her eye sockets and dripped on the back of Xia Ni's hands, but she could no longer feel the hot tears.

But she still held her hand tightly, turned her head to look at Ke Muyang with tears, and said with a smile: "Look, I grabbed her hand, and she didn't refuse me this time. She didn't push away I."

She said, holding Xia Ni's hand tightly in both hands, placing it on her chest, and gently stroking the wound on her wrist with her fingers, "At that time, her hand must have hurt? It must have hurt..."

She tried to hold back her tears, but she was still powerless and knelt down, crying bitterly, "Why, why did it become like this? Why did it become like this? Didn't mom say that she likes this kind of life very much? She said that she would live a good life. Isn't she living a good life? Why did it become like this? Why..."

Annie's death was finally classified as a suicide by the police, because they found out that Xia Ni had taken drugs before her death, and it may be because of this that she committed suicide.

In short, even though Anxi repeatedly emphasized that her mother was absolutely impossible to commit suicide, she didn't say anything in the face of the forensic report and all the reports provided by the police.

Police officer Wang handed back to her the key to the place where her mother was found, as well as some relics.

Anxi sat in the car holding all her mother's belongings and didn't say a word.

Ke Muyang looked at her and said distressedly: "I'll send you back to rest, leave your mother's funeral to me tomorrow."

"Take me there..." An Xi said softly, "I want to tidy up my mother's things."

"Okay." Ke Muyang nodded...

The car finally stopped in front of the dilapidated building.

She saw a black Mercedes parked outside, it was Xia Minglang's car.

An Xi went upstairs, opened the door and went in. Xia Minglang was sitting on the sofa in the living room, holding a black jade pipe in his hand.

Xia Minglang looked at her, "The door wasn't locked when I came, so I just walked in." After the investigation, the police also removed the cordon, and no one dared to come in here because someone had just died.

"Are you okay?" This was the first time An Xi saw Xia Minglang after that day, he was still the same, he hadn't changed at all, looking at her calmly, with a calm expression.

"These are relics used by your mother, and these jewelry are also hers. I'll take them and give them to you. You can handle them. And..." He said, putting a check on the coffee table, "I won't attend the funeral, but I also hope to do something for her, this money..."

"I'm sorry, I'll accept the things, and I don't need the money. It's just Mr. Xia, I just want to know, did she really say nothing before the accident?"

Xia Minglang took a puff of cigarette, and after a moment of silence, he said: "You are her daughter, since she is gone now, I will take care of you in the future, if you need anything, you can find me. I think this is the only thing I can do for your mother. Let's go first..." As he spoke, he stood up and walked straight out...

"Did you kill my mother?" An Xi asked suddenly.

Xia Minglang stopped suddenly. He stood at the door and looked back at An Xi calmly, "Hahaha...as long as you find evidence, I will bear all the consequences."

An Xi looked at him, but the other party didn't show any displeasure.

After a stalemate for a while, Anxi asked: "Can you tell me that my mother's relatives have a cemetery? Can I bury my mother with them?"

After the Xia family had an accident, it was Xia Minglang who took care of his adoptive father's funeral.

Xia Minglang nodded, "Yes."

After speaking, he went straight downstairs...

An Xi bit her lip and sat down, "Mu Yang, do you also believe that my mother committed suicide?"

Ke Muyang was silent for a while and then said: "After taking drugs, you may have hallucinations and lose your mind, so..."

An Xi's tears fell again, "But she didn't even say a word to me..."

Ke Muyang stepped forward to hold her in his arms, and patted her body, "Cry if you want, it's okay, I'm by your side, don't bear it."

Anxi shook her head, she held his arm tightly, "Mu Yang, I don't have a mother anymore, she is my only relative."

"You still have me, you still have me...don't be afraid, you still have me." Ke Muyang comforted...

Shani's funeral was very simple, so simple that no one offered condolences.

At the deserted funeral, only Ke Muyang was by her side.

An Xi stood in front of her mother's tombstone, silent.

After the pastor left, only she and Ke Muyang were left.

Xia Ni was not buried with Ke Muqing, but beside her parents.

This might be her best home.

An Xi didn't cry anymore, because she finally accepted the fact that her mother was no longer there.

She finished the funeral peacefully, when Ke Muyang took her hand and walked out of the cemetery, he saw Xia Zhan outside.

Seeing them coming out, he stood up a little and looked at An Xi.

He walked up to her directly, "Anxi."

An Xi raised her eyes to look at him, and smiled at him, "Thank you for coming."

"Are you okay?" Xia Zhan asked.

An Xi took a deep breath, "I'm fine, I'm fine." Facing Xia Zhan's concern, An Xi also behaved very calmly, as if she was facing a friend who cared about her.

In fact, she had to keep such a distance from him.

Ke Muyang on the side said: "I'll wait for you in the car first." He wanted to let go of her hand, but An Xi held her back, "Let's go home together."

Ke Muyang was taken aback, he looked at An Xi, it was obvious that An Xi didn't want to be alone with Xia Zhan, so what to say.

Ke Muyang looked at Xia Zhan, then held An Xi's hand tightly, "Sorry, I think she needs to rest, let's go first, thank you An Xi."

Xia Zhan didn't say anything, just looked at Anxi, and then watched her leave...

He looked at their tightly held hands, how he wished that it was him who was holding her hand at this moment, but unfortunately...

Sitting in the car, Ke Muyang fastened his seat belt and said, "I thought you would want to talk to her alone."

It's not jealous, and it doesn't mean anything else, it's just that he thinks so.

Anxi bit her lips and said: "Keep a little distance, it's good for everyone. Besides, I only have you now, I don't want you to let go of my hand, I don't want to be alone anymore, I'm afraid."

Ke Muyang reached out and stroked her head, then pulled her into his arms, "Fool, why am I willing to keep you?"

Anxi seemed to be recovering very quickly. After two days of rest, she also regained her spirits and began to deal with all the things that Xia Ni had before her death.

Ke Muyang originally asked him to handle it, but An Xi refused.

Ke Muyang hesitated for a while and didn't say anything... But he was still worried and insisted on staying by her side, and An Xi didn't refuse either.

It seems that at this moment, Ke Muyang is her spiritual support.

Since mother followed Xia Minglang, she never went back to the dilapidated building where she lived for more than ten years.

After the police withdrew, An Xi also prepared to go back and clean up.

She stood at the door of the room and began to hesitate a little.

She never went into her mother's room.

Perhaps as a daughter, she is not a qualified daughter, she has never really understood her, and her mother has never given her a chance to understand her.

She pushes away.The door, the room is really simple, the light is blocked by the curtains, it looks a bit dim.

Ke Muyang walked in and opened the curtains for her.

Opening the curtains, the light outside was a bit dazzling, probably because it had just snowed.

An Xi squinted her eyes, then turned her head to look at the room.Both familiar and strange feeling.

She grew up so big, and she lived here for so many years, but she never dared to come in.

It's just standing here now, but it's just like this, and it's just like this.

The room was presented in front of her at a glance.

The room is very small, really small, a bed, a desk, a wardrobe...

She opened the closet, and there were several clothes hanging in it.But it's all very old and tired.

Under the closet, An Xi saw a storage box.I thought there would be my mother's clothes inside, but when I opened it, I didn't expect that there were some things inside. A few things wrapped in kraft paper were particularly conspicuous.

She opened the kraft paper curiously, and to her surprise, there were several oil paintings inside.

An Xi couldn't help bursting into tears after taking a closer look.

Seeing this, Ke Muyang immediately stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong?"

An Xi gently slid her fingers over those paintings, "This, this is, it's my father's painting, this is my father's painting!" She looked up at Ke Muyang, "This is my father's painting."

"These paintings..." Ke Muyang didn't know the significance of these paintings to Anxi, "Is there any significance?" He asked.

Anxi hugged those paintings tightly, "This was drawn by him when I was a child, before my fifth birthday, that is, before my father's accident. I remember he told me at that time that it was a birthday present for me. Later After my father’s accident, my mother kept the painting, and I never saw it again after I became sensible. I asked my mother, and she said that she had no money to sell it, so I always thought that the painting had been sold, but it turned out that it was still there. all in..."

Anxi looked at Ke Muyang with tears and smiled like a child, "It turns out that my mother didn't sell the painting, look."

Ke Muyang nodded.

In addition to these paintings and a thick photo album in the storage box, there is nothing else.

After hesitating for a while, Ke Muyang opened the photo album, which contained photos of their whole family.

The photo has been yellowed, and it can be seen that it has been a long, long time ago.

The photos were all of Ke Muqing and Xia Ni together, and there were even a few that seemed to be wedding photos.

At that time they looked so happy.

"Is this you?"

After turning a few pages, Ke Muyang saw a photo of a baby. In the photo, the baby's big black eyes were clear and bright.

She smiled brightly at the camera holding a toy duck in her hand.

The baby is very beautiful, and the pink face makes people's hearts soften.

Apparently, An Xi had never seen and looked at the photo.

Ke Muyang turned the photo over and looked at it: "This should be your hundred-day photo."

Anxi reached out to take the photo, on the back of the photo was written: I hope my baby girl, Xixi, grows up healthy and happy.

The following photos are almost all of Anxi, from a baby to a walker.There are also a few birthday photos inside, because next to the photos are written wishes for the child, and the signatures are always love you father Mu Qing and mother Xia Ni.

Maybe Anxi was still very young at that time, so she hardly had any deep images, but when she looked at the photos, she inexplicably asked softly: "Did Mom really love you so much? Looking at these photos, it's so warm , so happy, but why have I never felt it?"

Yes, these things clearly happened before, but she seems to be far away from her...

In her memory, there is only her mother's indifference, accusation and disgust. She has always known that she is just a burden and a troublesome drag.She even once thought that she was the one who shouldn't exist, maybe she was the one who was hit and killed by the car, not her father.

But at this moment when she looked at these photos, she felt confused...

(End of this chapter)