my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 113 I Owe Her!

Zhao Xiaoning cleared her throat with a few coughs, and said in a low voice, "I went to eat barbecue with my colleagues from Yefeng today, and suddenly heard some gossip about you."

It's a person, and if you know that you are being discussed in private by others, you will feel more or less uncomfortable.What's more, I am worried that the gossip of those old colleagues in the past is not groundless.

I couldn't help clenching my fists, my forehead was covered with fine sweat due to nervousness, and I asked in a deep voice, "What did you say to me?"

Zhao Xiaoning rustled there for a while, and she said cautiously: "Those colleagues said that you lost your virginity just after graduating from high school, that you went to the hospital to have an abortion at a young age, and that you are still messing with your high school boyfriend. , In short, it’s all nonsense and slander. Lin Sisi, I definitely don’t believe these things. I think you have offended someone. Would you like to ask your Brother Hui to help you investigate, or ask him to warn you? Those eight wives?"

Following Zhao Xiaoning's words, I froze there, my forehead was sweating more and more, holding my phone, I was suddenly speechless.

Although these gossips are not all the facts, even if they are both true and false, I can smell that someone is deliberately spreading these news secretly.

When I think about the courier I received today, my heart feels like a big rock is pressing down on it, and I feel so uncomfortable and panicked.

I really don't know how to share my feelings with Zhao Xiaoning at the moment, maybe it's human nature, even if Zhao Xiaoning is indeed my friend, I'm still afraid that she will know about my miserable past.

I pursed my lips and remained silent for a while, and in the end I had no choice but to pretend that nothing happened and relax: "Hey, I thought it was a big deal. Now some people just like to talk nonsense, just ignore it. Xiao Ning, I have something wrong I'm busy, I'll talk to you later!"

After I hung up the phone, I was afraid that Xiao Yan could see something from my face, so I tried my best to adjust my state, and then went downstairs slowly.

Xiao Yan had already finished washing the dishes, and he spread out a big horoscope to occupy the whole big sofa like an old man. After he saw me, he pointed at the coffee table with the remote control hand and said: "Lin Sisi , I just got your courier, and I signed it for you."

Following Xiao Yan's directions, I looked over and saw SF's packing box.

Based on my intuition, I feel that this courier is the same as the courier I received at the company this afternoon, full of malice.

I stood where I was, and suddenly I didn't have the courage to take the package. I took it upstairs and took it apart to see what was inside.

Xiao Yan saw me standing there silently, he pressed the remote control to change a channel, he raised his wrist and looked at his watch, he continued slowly: "It's only two or ten minutes before nine o'clock, it seems that I it's time to go."

After speaking, he got up a little bit, pushed the packing box on the coffee table, and Xiao Yan repeated, "Your express delivery."

Only then did I come back to my senses from the daze, and hurriedly bent down and grabbed the box, holding it in my arms.

Xiao Yan stood up completely, he shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and said to Ada who was squatting lazily beside him, "Ada, I'm leaving."

The moment the elevator door closed, I felt limp all over, and finally closed the door.

With my back against the door, I took a closer look at the delivery note attached to the box in my hand.

The column of the sender was still blank with no clues.

I took a deep breath, trembling fingers, opened the box with my nails, and took a look inside.

It seems that the person who delivered the item was afraid that the item would be crushed during transportation, so he wrapped it with white pearl cotton for many layers, and sealed it tightly with sealing tape.

I tried to pull it off with my hands a few times but couldn't pull it off, so I had to go to the kitchen to find a small knife, pick off the adhesive tape on it, and take out the things inside.

It's a brand new big red MP3, it looks like it's a high-end product.

I looked at the MP3 in a daze, and went to look carefully to see if there was anything else in the box, but found nothing.

So, I brought the MP3 over, found its power button, and turned it on.

I don't know what kind of mentality I have, but I clicked on the photo album first.

However, I just glanced at it. The blood in my whole body kept rising like a flame that was difficult to suppress, but my whole body was as cold as if I had been thrown into an ice cellar. gotta tremble.

In this album, there is not only the photo I saw at Cao Jiaying's house last time, but also a group photo of Yu Minghui, Xiao Yan, and a boy with red hair!It seems that they are very familiar with each other. I saw Yu Minghui and Xiao Yan standing on both sides, while Hongfa stood in the middle.
And this red-haired scumbag is none other than Xiao Xiaozhi, the main culprit who gang-raped me that year!

I can still vividly remember how arrogant his attitude was back then!
What I remember most is that during the confrontation at the police station, he was cynical and careless, with bubble gum still spitting out of his mouth. He first pointed the middle finger at our family, and then made a neck cut at us playfully. action!
Memories surged like tides, and they became more and more intense. I trembled even more. I also missed the MP3 in my hand and dropped it on the dining table.

Even if no one told me personally, all my bad pasts are related to Yu Minghui.Even so, I have to think this way at this moment, Yu Minghui played a particularly bad role in my life two years ago.

As if the lacrimal gland had been punctured, my tears blurred my eyes in an instant.

In the blurred vision, I reached out and fumbled for the MP3 like crazy. I kept pressing the buttons with my hands and turning them around like crazy. Finally, I found an audio file.

I didn't have much strength in my body, I seemed to gather all my strength on my fingers before I pressed the play button.

Mixed with some noise from the machine, I heard Yu Minghui say: "No matter what method you use, you must prevent Xiao Xiaozhi from returning to China and preventing him from appearing in Lin Sisi before I argue with Lin Sisi and before we move out of Zhanjiang. In front of Sisi."

Then came Xiao Yan's voice, he said: "Paper can't wrap fire, Lin Sisi is not that stupid, sometimes she doesn't talk or ask, it's just because that silly girl has one heart for you, she will be careful and cautious." Be careful. In my opinion, you should tell her the truth and let her choose. Instead of you insisting on being an enemy of everyone, marrying her, and promising her a future. This is neither for you nor for her. What a good thing."

Next, there was 2 minutes of silence.

In this dead silence, I clenched my fists, my nails almost pierced into the flesh of my palm, but I didn't feel the pain at all, but desperately held my breath, waiting for the next step.

After another burst of rustling noises, Yu Minghui's voice was full of regret and entanglement. The further he got to the back, the more uncontrollably excited and incoherent he said: "Xiao Yan, I indirectly ruined Lin Lin. Four or four, I was overwhelmed by hatred at that time, because I hated Ding Zhanbo's parents, I vented my anger on the Ding family boy, and wanted to show some color to the Ding family boy, it was I who acquiesced to your little brother Zhi and his classmates went to find fault with Ding Zhanbo and Lin Sisi. If that night, I even felt a little bit of compassion for the unfamiliar Lin Sisi, even if I had even a little bit of compassion to stop, then She didn't have to suffer such inhumane destruction in her life! And after she paid the price, what did we do! In order to protect Xiaozhi, we ordered people to poison us, and even used our relationships to deal with the weak and victimized Lin Sisi's family! Xiao Yan, I ruined Lin Sisi! I ruined her life and her family. Now she can only wander outside her family as an outsider, she has a family I can’t go back! I owe her! She confessed to me that night, after I knew that she was the girl I hurt, I knew that my creditor had come. The debt I owed, I have to return it to her. She was not English when she was studying. I have to let her pick up these things. She is indeed very accomplished and talented in English. She learns more and more easily and her mood is getting better and better. Okay, but the more she behaves like this, the more I feel guilty. I have no other way, except to make it up with my whole life, to make it up with marriage, and to give her a new home, I can't find anything A better way to atone..."

The recording stopped here.

And the MP3 that I once held in my hand fell down at a particularly fast speed, colliding strongly with the cold marble floor, making a dull sound.

These noises were not enough to drag me back from my distraught, I pressed my waist hard against a corner of the dining table to barely stand firm.

I kept thinking about it over and over again in my mind, thinking of the first time I met Yu Minghui, thinking of him being a knight to help me fend off the bite of the golden and silver snake, thinking of him wanting to hear me sing "The Moon Represents" at the Yefeng Bazaar My Heart", I want him to send me flowers to confess to me, I want him to accompany me when I lost my loved ones, I want him to help me get back the ring my grandma gave me, I think of me in contact again and again Delivering wholeheartedly, I thought I had a good relationship, but it turned out to be a nightmare of a bad relationship.

I still think of how I cried and revealed my past to him, how he did not dislike me and held my hand eagerly, and how we had our first skin-to-skin kiss, the starry sky shining that night.Then think about how many times he has expressed his desire to marry me so urgently, he has been so gentle and considerate to me, he has been so affectionate to me, and his affection is uncontrollable, all his kindness to me seems to be still there In front of my eyes, the love words he said to me are still in my ears. He showed me an unbelievably beautiful dream about love, and at this moment I realized that all this is just a redemption and being redeemed cruel game.

It turned out that the person who gave me a nightmare two years ago and ruined the peace and tranquility of my family was Yu Minghui!
It is Yu Minghui who has helped me countless times, it is Yu Minghui who seems to have a chivalrous demeanor, it is Yu Minghui who accompanied me home and promised to take good care of me when my grandmother was dying, it is Yu Minghui who swore to my mother to treat me well Yu Minghui, who gave me countless warmth, seemed to love me to the bottom of my heart, and was also deeply in love with Yu Minghui, who was hard to let go!It is Yu Minghui who I have always felt inferior to him and felt that even if I stood on tiptoe for the rest of my life, I would not be able to stand shoulder to shoulder with him!

I have also thought about what my mother said. My mother said that he is rich and beautiful, and it is easy to find any kind of girl. He knows my past and is still willing to be with me. What.I was blindly optimistic at the time, I felt that love came for no reason and there was no need to be subject to too many rules and regulations, and there was no need to think about matching or not. At that time, I really thought that Yu Minghui loved me deeply, so he would not mind me at all. In the past, he put me on the tip of his heart and held me in love. I thought it was because he loved me!I thought he was in love with me, Lin Sisi, a wretch!I thought he loved me, a lost flower and a lost willow, with all his heart and soul!But I thought, I thought, I thought, it was all I thought!

But in Yu Minghui's view, he owes a debt, atones for his sins, and repays the debt!
I think I'm so fucking sad!
After talking to Ding Zhanbo, after discovering that my past tragedy was not an accident but man-made, I wanted to know the truth countless times, but at this moment, when the truth was unfolded before my eyes, my majestic and magnificent The tears that were pouring down were not for this cruel truth, but because I found out that the man I loved deeply may not love me, but he just owed me to make up for me.

I just discovered that the cruelest thing for me was not because Yu Minghui had destroyed me, but because he might not love me.

I no longer had the strength to support me to stand, and squatted down with my back against the corner of the dining table. I turned around and hugged the dining table and cried loudly.

I sat down so fast that the mobile phone I put in my pocket fell out and was stuck together with the MP3. These two cold electronic products just looked at me with tears streaming down my face indifferently.

At this moment, my mobile phone suddenly beeped sharply.

(End of this chapter)