my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 114 I Never Loved You
Even though my eyes were blurred, I could still see Yu Minghui's name displayed on the flickering screen.

I had looked forward to his call countless times, but now it felt like a nightmare.

In a particularly crashing situation, I made a decision in seconds.

I feel like I can't stay here any longer.

I must get out of here immediately!I must leave Zhanjiang without hesitation!I must leave this man without hesitation!I must not have the slightest bit of soft-heartedness, like a grain of sand, run away far away!I'm going to Shenzhen, I'm going to find my parents and my sister, I'm going to be with them, I'm going to seek their forgiveness, I'm going to start a different life, I'm not going to stay pitifully as a victim anymore In Zhanjiang, waiting for the charity of Yu Minghui's salvation!

I thought that Yu Minghui would be home at ten o'clock, and there was not much time left, so I stood up with the last bit of strength, I grabbed my phone and MP3 in my hand, I rushed to the second floor and pulled out my suitcase, constantly He hurriedly squeezed his clothes into the suitcase, and hurriedly closed the zipper.

When I wobbled down the stairs with the suitcase on my shoulders, Ada clung to me and bit my trousers, but I didn’t even have the strength to say goodbye to Ada. I tore my pants from Ada’s mouth very roughly, and that’s it. Opened the door and went out.

On the bus, Yu Minghui's phone calls kept coming, I chose to watch silently, letting the ringing of the ringing stop abruptly.

I really had no other choice, so I picked up the phone and said to the man: "Yu Minghui, stop fucking acting, I know everything, I don't need your hypocritical redemption and compensation at all, I just need you to take care of yourself Get out of my life like it's never been there!"

If I didn't fall in love with him, I sure would.

But at this moment, my heart was tormented as if someone had dropped the frying pan to fry, and I couldn't spare any strength at all to confront him and confront him.

And Yu Minghui, after calling me five times, didn't call me again.

And I thought, even though in his view, he started with me in a way of redemption, but I came together with him because of love.Even if he doesn't have love for me, I have for him. Since this relationship is the beginning of true love for me, it should have a formal and solemn end.

But I really didn't have the courage to hear his voice again, and I didn't have the energy to say anything to him again. After thinking about it, I numbly edited a text message with my mobile phone and sent it to him.

I said: "Yu Minghui, I have found another way of life. Let's stop here between us, don't call me again, and don't look for me again. I never loved you"

At the end of the last sentence, I didn't even want to type a period.

As for why I added the last sentence, or because of my humble little self-esteem, I don’t want the man who played a cruel game against me to think that Lin Sisi loves him so much and cannot leave him. .

Pretending I didn't like to leave like this, I think this is the only way to retain my last bit of dignity and bottom line.

In the night like water, I held the suitcase between my feet, held my mobile phone in my hand, turned my head and looked through the car window to see the hustle and bustle of Zhanjiang and the low-rise buildings everywhere. Thinking of the liveliness and joy after I met Yu Minghui, the more shocking the comparison, the more I felt that life was too cruel, but sadly, I could no longer shed a tear for it.

I used to think that people who died of heart would tear their hearts and lungs, but now I realize that when their hearts die, they will fall into boundless silence, unwilling to denounce, unwilling to confront, just want to stay away from right and wrong, confounding black and white, even if they can’t tell the past How confused the road is, I don't want to wander in the original state of life at this moment.

After the Line 11 bus stopped at Haitian Station, I dragged a big suitcase, ran to the ticket office and bought a ticket for 75 yuan, and then dragged my suitcase back to the waiting room in a daze.

At this point, there was still a lot of people coming and going in the station. I looked through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and many people were waving goodbye in the blurred night, but I was alone, as if facing the whole world.

Just then, my cell phone rang again, and an unfamiliar number sent me a text message.

"Have you received the two wonderful packages I sent you? Lin Sisi, don't you guess who I am?"

I stared at it for no less than 30 seconds, and finally moved my fingers and replied, "Scum."

After replying, I deleted the text message, and I looked upset.

Five minutes later, the phone rang.

I pick it up.

Sure enough, it was exactly as I guessed in my heart. Cao Jiaying's crisp voice came over mixed with the sound of horns in the busy traffic, and she said, "Lin Sisi, how could you call me a scum. If I wasn't so kind, you would still You were kept in the dark, shouldn't you thank me?"

I held the microphone in silence for a while, I didn't have the urge to speak at all, I answered the phone just to confirm whether my guess was right or not, now that I have confirmed it, so I said: "I have nothing else to do and I hung up. "

However, Cao Jiaying bit the end of my words and said: "If you hang up the phone now, you will definitely not have a chance to know who secretly took the photo of Yu Minghui in your fish pond, and who helped Ding Zhanbo's cell phone. Send a breakup text message, Lin Sisi, don’t you want to know who is the main accomplice besides Yu Minghui and Xiao Yan? Oh, by the way, I guess Yu Minghui didn’t tell you who ordered Wang Mayi to kidnap you Yes. I know the answers to all of these, I don’t know if I’m out of my mind today or something, suddenly want to be a kind person, want to tell you the most comprehensive truth, and you actually want to hang up the phone right now?”

I know that Cao Jiaying is full of malice towards me, but after she can send me photos and MP3s by courier, and then she knows that Ding Zhanbo received the breakup text message, I am sure that she really knows the truth of the whole thing .

Even if I lose all hope at this moment, some hatred in my heart will burn lush, so I put the microphone closer to my ear, and I said, "You say it."

Cao Jiaying giggled for a while, and she said: "Lin Sisi, I sometimes wonder why people like you don't die early. Look at your father and mother, even your cousin. I don't want to see you. She didn't need to take a penny back then to help Xiao Xiaozhi steal your mobile phone and send a message to Ding Zhanbo. She was afraid that the flames would burn on her crush, so she followed behind Yu Minghui She secretly took these photos to leave evidence. She even joined forces with Ding Zhanbo’s family to send Ding Zhanbo away overnight. Wang Mayi has never changed his lust for you, and asked me if I could arrange something so that you can relive your old dreams and have a good time. In short, it would be right to ruin you to death. Lin Sisi, to be honest, I think your cousin is better than you. You are much more interesting, and sometimes I feel ashamed of her ruthlessness. As for your Minghui, he is so powerful, he naturally knows who ordered Wang Mayi to kidnap you, but you Do you know why he doesn't pursue it and make trouble? Because in his heart, I, Cao Jiaying, are much more important than you, Lin Sisi, a bitch. He would rather hide it from you, a fool than you, who is stupid and stupid. Hand it over, do you understand your position in his heart?"

After a pause, Cao Jiaying said again: "Oh, by the way, let me tell you something. A few months ago, the night you and Yu Minghui quarreled and ran away from home, do you know why your brother Hui didn't come to see you that day? ?Because he came to me to drink, and he kissed me crazily when he drank too much, saying that the person he likes in his heart is actually me, that he is only with you for atonement, that every time he wants you, he thinks of you He was once played by Xiao Yan's younger brother Xiao Xiaozhi and Xiao Xiaozhi's classmates. He needed to hold back his nausea. He said that every minute and every second with you was very tiring and life would be better than death. Well, wait a minute I will share with you the photo of your family Minghui kissing me passionately, so stay tuned."

Cao Jiaying put down the phone on the other end.

After more than ten seconds, my mobile phone received a multimedia message.

In the photo, Yu Minghui is looking directly at the camera, his eyes are drunk and blurred, his lips are pressed against Cao Jiaying's lips, and the background of the photo is the hall of Cao Jiaying's home.

I numbly dragged it down. In the lower right corner of the photo, the time was marked in bright red fonts. It was indeed the day when I wandered around with my suitcase in the rain.

I thought I was going to cry, but I just stared at the phone indifferently and calmly until it went completely black, then I slowly turned on the phone, clicked the lock button, and put the stinging pain again The photo of my eyes was deleted.

At this moment, the bus station sounded a reminder to inform passengers to get on the bus. I stood up and dragged the suitcase into the gate, found the car, stored the suitcase, and got on the bus slowly.

I don’t know if it is such a deserted night, no one wants to flee to Shenzhen in such a panic like me, or other passengers are still calmly saying goodbye to the people who saw them off. In short, after I got on the bus, except for the driver, everyone I didn't see the passenger either.

I was afraid that tears would overflow from my eye sockets when the car was driving, and that I would wail and affect other people, so I sat down in the last row of the car by the window in a haggard form.

In the blurred night, a passenger got on the bus and looked at the tall figure, like a man, wearing a peaked cap and big sunglasses, he walked quickly to the seat in front of me with his head down and sat down .

Or there was suddenly one more person in the car, and I suddenly ran out of air, and I felt like I was about to lose my breath, so I tried my best to open the window next to me.

When the wind kept pouring in from the breach and messing with my hair, I reached out to brush my loose hair and rubbed my eyes, which were already swollen like peaches.

At this moment, I suddenly met Yu Minghui's eyes.

Pulled by the hazy street lights, his figure was stretched out, he stood outside the car window, his forehead was still densely covered with sweat, he just raised his head and looked at me, his eyes were still bright. A bottomless lake that is easy to drown in.

He just stared at me without moving, he didn't say a word, and I didn't want to say anything to him first.

We just stared at each other silently at a distance of half a meter, as if there were only the two of us left in the whole world.

Just when the car was about to start, Yu Minghui narrowed his eyes slightly, and said in a deep voice, "Lin Sisi, get out of the car, we need to have a good chat."

(End of this chapter)