my mysterious boyfriend

Chapter 116 I'm Getting Married
I went back and looked at his previous message. Instead of telling him where I was, I quickly typed and asked: "Chen Daowei, who did you hear that I left Zhanjiang?"

Chen Daowei didn't leave to reply me, but after about 10 minutes, he sent a small emoticon slowly, and after sending the emoji, he said: "It seems that your thinking is still clear, but your emotional intelligence is worrying .I just found an excuse to talk to you, and you are so fucking serious. Seeing that you can still surf the Internet, I guess you won’t die for a while. It seems that I am still thinking too much about myself, and I want to be a hero to save the beauty again Deepen the impression. Who knows that you, Lin Sisi, and I are not on the same channel. Okay, let's not say much, get out. A woman like you who has no interest should die alone forever. "

After finishing speaking, Chen Daowei logged off immediately, and his profile picture was blackened all of a sudden.

I was stunned in a daze, and was so upset that I had to search for Lin Shanshan's number in a hurry.

After finally digging it out, I told Lin Shanshan that I had come to Shenzhen, and it was near Luohu International Trade Center. I asked her how to get to Henggang Water Siege by car.

Lin Shanshan didn't call me back for a long time, but I saw that the rain outside had lightened, and I had been on the Internet for an hour. If I continued, I would have to deduct money again, so I got off the plane to return my card, dragged my luggage and continued to look for taxis in the light rain. Multiple stores.

When I walked to the Jincheng Building, I finally found a place where I could make a phone call in the small alley next to it.

With extremely complicated emotions, I dialed Lin Shanshan's mobile phone number.

She might just be playing with her cell phone, and she picks up the phone as soon as it rings.

I just said Lin Shanshan, I’m Lin Sisi, and Lin Shanshan stammered, “Lin Sisi, mom asked me to ask why you came to Shenzhen so well? The place our family rents is too small, without you Where do you live, do you have any other friends in Shenzhen who can let you take refuge temporarily? She said that if you said no, then let me pick you up first, help you find a cheap hotel, and then you can find a house. There is Lin Sisi, there are no good houses near where our house is rented, and Mom told you to rent farther away, what do you think?"

Lin Shanshan's words made me stunned.

It turned out that Lin Shanshan had received my message a long time ago, but she just didn't reply to me.

My hand holding the microphone trembled uncontrollably.

In the past two years, I have endured such encounters countless times, but I have never been so easily overwhelmed and suffocated by endless loneliness like this moment.

I suddenly felt that my impulsive rush to Shenzhen from the very beginning was a decision that could not be made any more mistakes. I held the microphone in silence for a while, tried my best to stabilize my voice, and said, "Oh, I have other friends. In Shenzhen, let me call them later. You don’t have to come to me, I can do it myself, you go ahead, I won’t bother you.”

After I hung up the phone, when I took out money from my pocket to the boss, the money would be against me. The more I reached out to grab it, the more it ran deep into the pocket. When Le Hong became popular, he reluctantly took out a dollar and handed it to the boss.

When the fat and fat proprietress gave me back the forty cents, she looked at me with amusement, and my heart suddenly panicked. I grabbed the coins, carried my luggage, and hurried back .

At the corner of the alley, I walked too fast and didn’t pay attention to the road. I suddenly stepped on a banana peel, my center of gravity was not stable, my thighs moved forward, and the back of my head hit the ground heavily. A close encounter.

When the sound of the impact between the back of my head and the ground kept crashing into my eardrums, I didn't feel any pain in the back of my head. Instead, I felt that my abdomen was in pain.

Subconsciously, I covered my stomach.

But those severe pains became more and more intense, and soon I was in a trance from the pain, and my vision was blurred.

At this moment, I really hope that I can die here, and I also think that I will die like all homeless people, in this strange city, so silently die, so I can't help but die in this strange city. Facing the strange sky, Chengcheng cursed: "Yu Minghui, you bastard, I'll fuck your uncle's bastard!"

But in fact, although dying is a very easy and simple thing, and living must go through hardships, sufferings and baptisms, most people will eventually choose to live with difficulty, rather than die for a moment of ease.

I, Lin Sisi, do not have this exception.

I ended up surviving.

After I came out of the hospital, I dragged my extremely heavy luggage and found a small moss-covered house at the intersection of Longgang Lingnan. I put on flat shoes and walked through many flea markets, bargaining desperately. Add daily necessities little by little, and arrange the 11-square-meter house like that.

At the beginning, relying on my background in working for a salary, and because my English is really good, and because I was originally thin and poorly nourished, as long as I dress looser, I can easily He hid the fact that he was pregnant.I finally found a job as a clerk in a gallery in Dafen. I took orders every day and showed clients paintings when they came over. I could get a salary of 2000 yuan a month, which was not bad.

After work, I can also find some fabrics at the nearby scrap market, and try to sew children's clothes by myself.

I spent three months in that gallery unharmed.

Until one day, when I was at work, an Indian guest kept his eyes on my chest from the moment he entered the door. When I introduced the paintings to him, his eyes were still unbiased. lean on.Although I was looked down upon, I decided to endure it for work, but when he confirmed the order, a young man and I accompanied him to the warehouse to pick up the goods. When the young man went to the warehouse to pick up the goods, the customer's hand pulled He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him. I was caught off guard and staggered, and my stomach almost hit the corner of the table next to me.

I became anxious, and frantically shook off the guest's hand, freeing my hand to protect my stomach.

And that guest, who was not originally a tall man, was thrown by me like this, and he fell down. Not only did he crush a lot of purple clay pots, but he also got several wounds on his back from the porcelain shards.

Li Jing, the proprietress of this store, although she has other jobs, she seldom comes to the store and rarely contacts me, but she may see me as a woman who needs to be poor enough to hide the fact that she is pregnant and come out to work. Guessing that I have reached the point where I can't get rid of the blame, she was sympathetic and compassionate for a while, she didn't deduct a penny from me, but arranged for the finance to settle all the salary to me, and she also left me her mobile phone number, so that I thought I could find her if I needed help.I knew she was being polite, so I thanked her and left with the money.

In this way, I lost my first job after coming to Shenzhen.

With that 1751 yuan salary, I went back to my small nest. After all hope was lost, I took the counterfeit mobile phone that I bought from Huaqiangbei for about [-] yuan and went to QQ.

Not long after I went up, a message from Zhao Xiaoning came over.

In the past three months, after I changed my mobile phone number, Zhao Xiaoning and I didn’t talk on the phone. We chatted occasionally on QQ. Although she didn’t know the reason why Yu Minghui and I broke up, she knew the result. He sighed endlessly, and spared no effort to comfort me many times, encouraging me with warm words so that I would not feel too lonely.

Now, when she asked me if I was there, even though I had just lost my job and was in a particularly bad mood, I still replied quickly and said, "I'm here."

Zhao Xiaoning was silent for a while, and after a while she sent a picture.

My mobile phone is too bad, and the signal is not very good, let alone how good the network is. The photo was rotated on the small mobile phone screen for a long time, but it still couldn't be displayed.

So I asked, "Xiao Ning, what did you post?"

It seemed as long as a century before Zhao Xiaoning's profile picture jumped up slowly. When I clicked on it, several lines of words came into view.

The famous Brother Hui is getting married.The bride is Cao Jiaying who acts like a [-] all day long.Today they came to Yefeng to send wedding invitations together, a pair of sluts, sluts!
I stared at the small mobile phone screen and looked at this sentence over and over again, probably in response to the saying that I was pregnant and stupid for three years. After watching it for nearly 10 minutes, I slowly realized that what Zhao Xiaoning meant was It means that Yu Minghui is going to marry Cao Jiaying.

I thought I would cry, like these days, every time I dreamed back at midnight, I dreamed that he was flying towards me with Ada, but when I woke up, I found that there was nothing in the small room except the silent dust. When I didn’t, I put my hands on my belly so disappointed and helpless and wept, but my eyes were like a desert that hadn’t had a drop of rain in more than ten years, so dry that I couldn’t find any wet eyes. oasis.

Holding my phone and hugging my shoulders, I sat in a corner of the bed in a fixed posture and remained silent for nearly two hours. Then I slowly pressed the unlock button, and I typed a reply to Zhao Xiaoning slowly, and I said: "Don't Mention that person to me again, the story between me and him is over."

I know that I am really worthless, I have bought too many orders for other people's mistakes, and I have paid too much without getting the same feedback. I still look forward to the day when I come back from get off work, that is Yu Minghui The man will appear downstairs in my house, he doesn’t need to lead Ada, he can come by himself, he confessed to me personally, he confessed the big mistake he made when he was young, frivolous and arrogant, he asked my forgiveness, his love I sincerely say that the person he loves is me, or I, Lin Sisi, a coward, this cowardly bun who has been unlucky for most of his life, this poor man who can be completely moved and melted with a little warmth, or I will do it again without hesitation Rushing to him without hesitation, rushing to him as if he had never left before.

I think that even if I occasionally think of the cruelty he committed to me after I went to him, and it will hurt my nerves from time to time, I am willing to compromise against this cruel life for the life in my stomach.

But today I realized that all of this was my delusion.

The story between me and the man with the voice of the sea breeze has become a broken chapter.

Even though he once hugged me like he embraced the whole world, even if his lips once kissed my lips warmly, even if he once said countless hypocritical love words to me, even if he once gave me that we can be together forever The illusion of time and age, even though he once warmed my heart as cold as ice, I still had to lose him with a particularly helpless attitude, watching him go to the front where I would be happier without me.

Yes, the story between me and him is really over.

And even China Unicom's signal is full of mocking malice towards me. I just sent this sentence, and the photo that has been circling just now has been downloaded abruptly. This bright red invitation card is domineering. On the whole screen, I saw the names of Yu Minghui and Cao Jiaying standing side by side. I found it hopeless that their names matched so well. They really should love each other and eliminate harm for the people.

I moved my fingers and deleted this invitation, which looked particularly annoying.

And Zhao Xiaoning didn't send any more messages, or she felt that she hurt me by reporting Yu Minghui's recent situation to me like this. She didn't know how to remedy or comfort me, so she simply kept silent.

And I fell silent.

I sent a message.

Very simple two words, I said: "Blind mind."

A lot of netizens with unfamiliar nicknames commented mockingly below, asking if I am not blind, what is the matter if I am blind.

At the moment when the story between me and Yu Minghui is completely over, I have been tortured by loneliness to the point of going crazy during this period of time, and I have no urge to reply to those netizens at all.

I turned off the phone, closed the broken curtain, and made myself a good-looking soy sauce fried noodles with eggs and lettuce. When I stuffed the noodles into my mouth, I kept pouring boiling water. Way to keep myself warmer, but this summer is getting a bit weird, it is even colder than any winter I have encountered before.

Fortunately, this difficult and cold summer will eventually pass.

Fortunately, all the wounds that were once bloody and bloody will heal one day.

Fortunately, after experiencing too much baptism and devastation of the cruel truth, I was able to become a hard-hearted man.

In the summer of 2012, I finally fulfilled my own blue sea and blue sky with suffering. I was no longer a scoundrel living in the shaky memories of the past, but a person who knows when to be round and when to live. You should be a smooth and smooth woman, even though I am still struggling, I no longer doubt life. I think that although I don’t have the natural power of Kuafu, all I have is flesh and blood, but I can still chase the sun without stopping. I think As long as I am willing to chase after it, the good fortune in life will definitely not let me down again.

However, life is a ruthless thing, it may not understand my Lin Sisi's blind optimism, it is still ups and downs, let me meet Yu Minghui again after four years of peace and tranquility.

And what makes me dumbfounded is that, just like elementary school students writing essays, the Chinese teacher always emphasizes echoing back and forth. The reunion between Yu Minghui and I seemed to respond to this emphasis, and it was also on a night with sporadic light rain. In a night scene full of corruption, luxury, fiery trees, silver flowers, lights, feasting, greenery, and money.

Only this time, he was not a kind person who extended a helping hand to me, he was an old friend and also a guest.

(End of this chapter)