First marriage and love: good morning, my Mr. Feng

Chapter 86 She Said She Wanted To Completely Destroy The Past

Xie Ya opened the door, saw the shoes at the door, his heart skipped a beat, and ran in without even taking off the shoes. Sure enough, he saw Qiao Chenchen was inside, but he was sitting on the ground drinking wine with his head slumped. There was a pack of cigarettes.

Xie Ya was startled and ran over to grab the cigarette on the table, "Are you smoking?"

Qiao Chenchen looked up at Xie Ya, then shook his head lightly, "It's too uncomfortable, I can't smoke..."

As he spoke, he raised his head and poured most of the bottle of wine into his mouth.

Xie Ya stared at her for a while, then suddenly sat down, opened the lid of the beer, and drank heavily.

She knew that Chenchen had always been a good drinker. Today she was looking for her outside all day, and when she came back, she found that this guy was hiding in her home. What should she say?

She may think that Chenchen is scared, afraid to face and unwilling to face all this, but seeing her not crying or fussing, just silently drinking bottle after bottle of wine, she knows that she is uncomfortable, I feel uncomfortable about these things and the helplessness of reality.

That being the case, there is no need to say anything, she just needs to be with her.

Even if she wanted to stay drunk, she would just say, stay with her to the end.

"Ya Ya, do you remember... the last time we were so stupid and only knew how to drink non-stop..." Qiao Chenchen said, smiling, his eyes were a little drunk, but his consciousness was still very clear.

She suddenly bent her legs, and gently hugged her knees with one hand, trying to curl herself into a ball.

The corners of the mouth were obviously raised with great effort, but the sockets of the eyes turned red unsatisfactorily.

When Xie Ya heard her words, his expression was a little dazed, he pursed his lips lightly, and smiled: "I remember, the winter four years ago..." After a pause, he laughed again, "At that time, I drank soju, At the end of the drink, the whole person was like a fire, walking on the street, the street was covered with snow, and for the first time, I felt that winter was very warm..."

After Qiao Chenchen heard this, he also laughed, tears bursting out of his laughter, "That's not true, it's obviously not like this..."

That time, Xie Ya cried in front of her for the first time, and she cried so loudly, she said that she would never meet another person, she said, she would destroy the past completely...

Thus, Xie Ya destroyed himself.

She said it was the first time she felt warm in winter.

Actually no, Xie Ya finally developed a high fever that day, passed out and was hospitalized...

Qiao Chenchen thought about those days when Xie Ya was heartbroken, so he shook his head again, trembling and hugged Xie Ya tightly, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Xie Ya smiled bitterly: "I'm sorry, I know what you're thinking, but it's so far away, who remembers it clearly? If that's the case, let's mention it as a joke."

But Qiao Chenchen cried, "Yaya... you get out of there... can you go away..."

Xie Ya lowered his eyes, his lips moved slightly, and his voice became very soft, "Why did you leave...I'm... used to it."

"I want you to be well, I want you to be happy in the future, I don't want you to spend your whole life in a muddle... just like me now, I have become the laughing stock of the whole Jiangcheng, I can't go back, I can only work hard to move forward... bud Ya, I don't want you to live too hard...I know, if you don't leave for a day, you still can't let go...I want you to let go...I want...to see you smiling happily one day... ..."

(End of this chapter)