The south wind also entered my arms

Chapter 346 The Unexpected Old Love

Postpartum depression?
Nanfeng subconsciously wanted to say that it was impossible, how could Sister Lan's personality be suffering from depression?
But since the birth of Mian Mian, Lan Lan's whole body has become strange, and there is no other explanation except for this reason.

For the first month, she was only irritable and irritable, and recently she has even started to feel a little trance.

When others talked to her, she would either be uninterested in perfunctory responses, or be slow to respond for a while before answering, which was very different from the eloquent sister Lan in the past.

Nanfeng slept with her these few nights, and found that her sleeping condition was also very bad. She could not fall asleep after only two or three hours of sleep. Whenever Mianmian made any movement, she immediately ran to see it, and repeated it all night and all night. toss.

"Some patients with depression are not depressed, miserable and pessimistic like ordinary patients. On the contrary, they look very optimistic and outgoing on the surface, and even very gregarious. But in fact, that is just a mask they put on for themselves. After taking off the mask They are very negative and sad in their hearts.”

Wen Mu took a book from the shelf and handed it to Nanfeng. On the cover it said 'Clinical Manifestations of Depression'.

Nanfeng opened it up and found that the specific manifestations of depression are low mood, slow thinking, insomnia, fatigue, irritability and irritability...all of which Lan Lan has now.

Wen Mu went on to say: "I observed Lan Lan before, and she showed signs of depression in many details. It should be that she became more depressed after giving birth, which made her condition worse, and that's why she became what she is now."

Nanfeng squeezed the book in his hand tightly, feeling a little guilty in his heart.

She kept Lan Lan by her side. She wanted to take care of her, but she was busy with her own affairs and ignored her. She didn't even find out that she had depression.

depression……

She got it from Rongcheng, right?

During that time, she was imprisoned by Lu Chengyu in the Lu Mansion. With her character, she must have blamed herself for not telling her the truth, causing her to be used by Lu Chengyu, and there was no way to save her when something happened.

And later, she was also expelled from the Golden Terrace, lost Fu Yisheng, had an unexpected pregnancy... so many things happened, there was no one around to confide in, no matter how strong the psychological quality was, they couldn't withstand the continuous psychological attacks.

She said it easily, what is it like, "I am born after I am pregnant, and I don't have money to support me", but how hard it is to be pregnant for ten months, if I don't insist on it all the time, how can I hold it?

Nan Feng's mood became very heavy: "I heard that depression cannot be cured by medical means, right?"

"Yes, so I suggest that let her go to a more comfortable and relaxed environment for recuperation, and at the same time accept the guidance of a professional psychologist." Wen Mu put his hands in the pockets of his white coat, and said deeply, "Depression is no more harmful to people than The general illness is minor, and she is fine now, but when she starts to have suicidal tendencies, it will be dangerous."

While they were talking, a male voice suddenly sounded at the door: "How about, let me take her out to relax."

Nan Feng and Wen Mu turned around together and saw Li Zexu standing there.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop on you. I passed by the door and heard you talking about Lan Lan, so..." Li Zexu walked in, pursed his lips and said, "I'll take her out to relax, maybe her mood can better."

Wen Mu agreed: "It's a good idea. If you change to a relaxed environment, it may be easier for her to get out of the predicament."

Li Zexu hesitated again: "But what about Mianmian? She's still so young, Lan Lan can't take care of the child well, and I can't take care of the child either."

Nanfeng immediately said: "Mianmian can leave it to me."

All three of them thought this plan was the most feasible, but Lan Lan refused without hesitation: "I don't want it, Mianmian is so young, I can't leave her."

"I don't have any depression. I'm just a mother for the first time. I don't know how to do many things. I just learn it."

She refused to go, and they couldn't force her to go, they could only put the matter aside temporarily.

But later, instead of getting better, Lan Lan's situation became more and more serious.

Once she was breastfeeding Mianmian, Mianmian refused to open her mouth and suck, and she couldn’t even be coaxed well. For some reason, she suddenly became irritable, unable to control her emotions and behavior, and forced the pacifier into Mianmian’s mouth .

At that moment, she even regretted giving birth to this child. It would be very easy for her without this child... In fact, the child is still so young, it is easy to let her disappear...

Lan Lan stretched out her hand towards Mianmian's neck, such a small child, with such a thin neck, it seems that a little effort can break her...

There was a loud cry.

The cry instantly brought Lan Lan back to her senses. When she saw her hand resting on Mianmian's neck, she was so shocked that she was out of her body. How...how could she have such terrible thoughts about her own daughter...

Nanfeng heard the sound and ran over from the next room, and hugged Mianmian, she looked at Lanlan in disbelief, what did she do to the child?
The cry of her daughter and Nan Feng's eyes made Lan Lan's face pale in an instant. She backed away again and again, and rushed out the door in a hurry.

Li Zexu immediately chased after him: "Lan Lan!"

Lan Lan ran all the way to the square, and there were people of different races everywhere in foreign countries. She looked around blankly, and couldn't even see a familiar face. At that moment, her heart was filled with indescribable pain.

"Lan Lan!" Li Zexu grabbed her hand, Lan Lan threw him away without even thinking: "Don't approach me, I'm a lunatic now, don't approach me..."

Li Zexu hugged her forcefully, feeling extremely distressed: "Lan Lan, don't do this, we all know you didn't do it on purpose, and Mianmian won't blame you, really."

"...how did I become like this..."

Lan Lan hugged her head uncomfortably: "I can't control myself at all, I obviously didn't want to do that, I..."

"Lan Lan, listen to me," Li Zexu held her shoulders, bent down to look her in the eyes, and said seriously, "We know you can't control your emotions because you are sick, Lan Lan, you are sick, you have to Get treatment and get better."

Lan Lan knew that he was talking about depression.

In fact, she knew very well in her heart that her mentality had already collapsed and she was just holding on.

But she really didn't expect that she would hurt Mianmian, and even have such terrible thoughts about Mianmian...

Li Zexu persuaded her: "Your situation can't be delayed any longer, you don't want what happened today to happen again, do you?"

"Can it be cured..."

"Of course."

Lan Lan squatted down weakly, buried her head in her knees, and finally nodded slowly.

She figured it out, before the disease was completely cured, she must not get close to Mianmian again, if she lost control again and did something that hurt Mianmian more seriously, then she would never forgive herself for the rest of her life.

……

Later, Lan Lan entrusted Mianmian to Nanfeng, and went to Rome with Li Zexu herself.

Probably because she stayed away from someone who could hold her spirits up. After leaving, Lan Lan's condition continued to worsen.

Depression is a disease without specific symptoms.

It can induce all negative emotions and pessimistic thoughts in a person. Patients will hate the world and hate themselves for no specific reason. In the worst case, it may even make people have the urge to commit suicide.

Lan Lan sometimes worked very hard to cooperate with the treatment, but when negative emotions came up, she became self-defeating and faced everyone with the most negative attitude.

This situation lasted for a whole year.

Until that day, Li Zexu took her to the Colosseum.

He originally wanted to use this place she had longed for the most to stimulate her positive emotions and cheer her up to continue receiving treatment, but unexpectedly, he met Fu Yisheng who was traveling with his new girlfriend there.

Li Zexu immediately stood in front of Lan Lan and said with a smile, "Let's go over there and have a look."

"I've seen it all, you don't need to block it." Lan Lan smiled faintly, "It's nothing, what are you doing?"

Lan Lan pushed him away and looked directly in Fu Yisheng's direction.

Coincidentally, Fu Yisheng also looked in their direction. The two people who had been separated for two years met unexpectedly in another country.

(End of this chapter)