The south wind also entered my arms

Chapter 347 Their Best Ending
What should I do if I meet my ex-boyfriend on the road?
There are probably only two options -

Either take the 'new love' to say hello, or pretend not to see and go the other way.

Lan Lan considered between the two for three seconds, and finally chose the latter.

It's not that she is cowardly, but that the former is quite boring. It seems that she cares about Fu Yisheng after breaking up with her.

Besides, Li Zexu wasn't her real boyfriend either, so using someone to try to scare him off, this kind of behavior was too tasteless.

Lan Lan withdrew her gaze and turned to look at Li Zexu: "Didn't you just say that there is a 3D movie over there that restores the grand scene of the Colosseum thousands of years ago? Let's go and see it."

Li Zexu looked relieved and smiled: "Okay, I'll take you to see it."

Neither of them looked at Fu Yisheng any more, and left the Colosseum by another road.

After walking for a long time, Lan Lan felt that the man beside her seemed to be still nervous, she paused, and said, "Li Zexu, you don't have to do this, Fu Yisheng doesn't have that much influence on me."

Her depression was related to Fu Yisheng, but it wasn't all because of Fu Yisheng.

She had always known what kind of person Fu Yisheng was, and of course she had long thought of what would happen to her and him in the end, and being separated from him would not be a big blow to her.

The analysis made by Nanfeng before was the real reason for her depression, and Fu Yisheng was only one of the factors.

It's just that meeting him and his new girlfriend here by chance made her feel somewhat uncomfortable.

But on second thought, if he saw her with Li Zexu together, he must also feel uncomfortable.

How could he have been jealous of Li Zexu before, she didn't believe that he would be indifferent when seeing them together now.

Thinking about it this way, she felt a little comfortable.

Seeing a small arc at the corner of her mouth, Li Zexu's eyes lit up, and he hurried to her and saw her expression more clearly: "Did you smile just now? Great, you are finally willing to smile .”

These few days she was unhappy, he tried his best to make her smirk, and almost killed him in a hurry.

"..." Lan Lan really didn't expect her expression to make him have such a big reaction, her mood was a bit complicated, "Li Zexu, you..."

"What's wrong?" Li Zexu touched his face, "Is there anything dirty?"

Lan Lan pursed her lips: "No, I just want to say, thank you for taking care of me this year, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to make it this far."

Depression is really a very unreasonable disease. It makes a person inexplicably negative, inexplicably irritable, inexplicably dying... She even forgot how many times she lost her temper with him. How can ordinary people bear this A kind of mental torture?So she really didn't know where his tolerance came from, and he didn't leave her until now.

……

Li Zexu was quite surprised that she would say such things to him.

This year, her temperament changed drastically, and she often ignored the people around her. He couldn't talk to her much, let alone thank her calmly.

He laughed flatteredly, touched her head, his palm was very warm: "You don't need to thank me, these are all I am willing to do for you."

Willing to do for her... Lan Lan couldn't help but raise her head.

He has said this to her more than once, but why is he willing?
She couldn't figure it out at this point. She never gave him any hope. Could it be that he could stick by her side for so long just because he liked her?Paying so much for her regardless of anything in return?
Probably guessing what she was thinking, a trace of hesitation flashed in Li Zexu's eyes. After a moment of silence, he looked down at her and said, "Actually, I have something to say sorry to you."

"Where do you have it?"

"There is something I have never dared to tell you, for fear that you would be angry if you found out." Li Zexu turned and looked away, as if he was afraid to face her, and his voice lowered, "Actually, I bullied you back then."

The more Lan Lan listened, the more confused she became: "Huh?"

"When I was young, I was ignorant. I heard my classmates call you a monster. I also thought you were a monster. When they bullied you, I also..."

"..."

She was bullied once when she was a child, the time Fu Yisheng rescued her. He meant that he was one of the people who bullied her at that time? ?

No way……

Lan Lan couldn't believe it was such a coincidence: "Are you serious?" It was incredible, "Tell me first, how did you recognize me? I was so fat when I was young..."

"I remember your name," Li Zexu scratched the back of his head embarrassingly, "That was the first time I did something bad, and I can't forget it even if I want to."

"..." Lan Lan didn't know what to say for a while.

"Although your appearance has changed a lot since you were a child, the first time I saw you, I thought you looked familiar. After I found out your name, I became even more sure that you must be the girl I bullied back then."

Li Zexu was born in a scholarly family, and he has been a good boy since he was a child. That was the first time he bullied someone since he grew up.

Later, when he recalled that incident many times, he was very worried that Lan Lan would leave indelible damage because of their bullying.

It wasn't until he met her in university and saw her so cheerful and lively that his heart that had been hanging for nearly ten years was finally let go.

In the past two years, she has suffered from depression. Although he knew it had nothing to do with it when he was a child, he still couldn't stay out of it. She was the person he most hoped to live happily ever after.

Lan Lan held her forehead, not knowing whether to cry or laugh: "Fate is really..."

Unexpectedly, after nine years, she not only met Fu Yisheng who saved her back then, but also met Li Zexu who bullied her back then, and these two men were still entangled with her.

Seeing that she hadn't talked for a long time, Li Zexu couldn't help being nervous: "Are you angry?"

"No, I almost forgot about that incident, I just felt very surprised." Lan Lan looked at him, as if she understood a little bit, "You are guilty of bullying me, so you keep staying by my side?"

Li Zexu nodded in default.

In the beginning, he had feelings of guilt and liking for her, but after more than a year of getting along, the liking has not been as strong as it was at first, but unconsciously, it has transformed into another kind of affection similar to family affection. From the bottom of my heart, I hope that she will get better and return to the old Lanlan.

Or maybe his liking for her from the beginning was not the kind of liking between a man and a woman.

What he really liked was her strength and confidence.

Just imagine, a child who suffered so much malice when he was young, instead of becoming inferior when he grows up, is still so beautiful, confident, unrestrained and unrestrained, it is hard not to be attracted to anyone, right?
In his eyes, Lan Lan was more dazzling than the sun.

Li Zexu held her by the shoulders, bent down, and looked into her eyes: "Lan Lan, you have never easily compromised with fate. When you were young, illness did not defeat you, gossip did not defeat you, classmates bullying did not defeat you, now it is just How can you not be able to fight a small depression? Give yourself a little confidence, okay? We will work together and we will definitely overcome it."

"Don't forget, Mianmian is still waiting for you to go back."

Lan Lan's eyes flashed, and his words finally entered her heart.

Yes, when she was a child, she knew that as long as she survived, she would have a bright future. Why is she so cowardly now?
Besides, she still has Mianmian, and there are many people who care about her. Even for them, she should hold on and come out.

It was as if the big rock that had been weighing on her heart had finally been removed, and Lan Lan suddenly became enlightened.

She smiled and stood on tiptoe, hugging his neck: "Li Zexu, thank you."

"I promise you, if I cooperate with the treatment, I will definitely get better."

……

From this day on, Lan Lan's condition began to improve.

Depression itself depends on whether the patient wants to get better or not. Before Lan Lan was not firm enough, she was always backlashed by demons. Now that she is actively cooperating with the doctor, she will naturally recover quickly.

A year later, the psychiatrist announced that Lan Lan's depression was basically cured, and it would no longer hinder her normal life.

Lan Lan couldn't wait to see Mian Mian, so she contacted Li Nanyan and learned that Nanfeng and Mian Mian were both in Rongcheng, so she immediately booked a ticket back home.

At that time, it was Li Zexu who sent her to the airport - he received a mission from his father to go to country M to discuss a cooperation, so he didn't go back to the country with her.

This is the first time they have separated in more than two years.

Lan Lan originally wanted to say a lot to him, but when she opened her mouth, she turned it into one sentence: "Thank you for being by my side all these years."

Li Zexu smiled: "Didn't it be agreed not to say thank you? If I had to say that, I would also like to thank you. Thank you for always being strong and optimistic. You didn't ruin your life because of those malicious things when you were young. Otherwise, I would definitely have a bad conscience for the rest of my life."

Lan Lan also smiled.

"Okay, it's almost time, you have gone to the security check. If you see Mianmian, give her a couple of kisses for me. I will visit her again when I have a chance." Li Zexu handed her the suitcase, "Go."

Lan Lan pulled the suitcase into the security channel, and they separated.

……

This time we separated, and the next time we will see each other will be two years later.

At that time, Li Zexu already had a very cute girl beside him. He doted on that girl very much, and it was obvious that they were in love with each other.

When they met, Lan Lan introduced herself as Li Zexu's sister, and Li Zexu nodded with a smile: "Yes, that's the sister I mentioned to you before, that sister who can't be defeated by anything."

The girl was very pleasantly surprised: "Ah! So it is you! Zexu told me your story, sister, you are really the strongest woman I have ever seen, I admire you so much."

"Where there is, a hero doesn't mention his bravery back then."

When Lan Lan and Li Zexu met their eyes, they both smiled knowingly.

This is probably the best ending for her and him.

(End of this chapter)