Princess, the lord has come to beg for marriage again!

Chapter 953 It's the most painful thing to love but not get it.

Chapter 953 It's the most painful thing to love but not get it.

Jun Qingchen picked up Dugu Xuejiao from the chair, sat on it by himself, pressed her on his lap, and then spoke slowly.

"Four years ago, because of supporting the fourth prince, Yun Zhonghe's house was confiscated, the male was sent to exile, and the female was sent to the teaching workshop. The good Shangshu Mansion collapsed overnight like a small building.

Yun Zhonghe had three sons and two daughters. Yun Shang's elder sister, concubine Xian, the fourth prince's mother, was hanged in the palace, and Yun Shang entered the teaching workshop.

Yunshang's eldest brother died of illness on the way to exile, and the younger brother was also unbearably tortured. He died as soon as he arrived in exile, and the second brother remained missing. "

When Dugu Xuejiao heard this, she suddenly understood what he meant, and looked at him in disbelief.

"Xie Kun is Yun Shang's second brother?"

Jun Qingchen nodded.

"That's right, I also supported the fourth prince back then, but unfortunately the little emperor has too much power behind him, besides Grand Master Pang and many of his disciple bureaucrats, there is also King An.

You also know that before forcing the palace, the emperor guarded me everywhere and did not give me any power at all. Only the owl and eagle guards who were secretly cultivated, and a small number of generals who were won by fighting on the battlefield in those years, were in the court at all. Can't compete with them.

In the end, the two sides took a step back, Taishi Pang and the others put the little emperor on the throne, and I became the regent, which can be said to be the result of checks and balances between the two sides.

Because of the downfall of the four princes, many courtiers were killed, and many of them used to work with me. Although they were kings and losers, they couldn't bear to see their children be beheaded like this.

As long as they are willing to follow me loyally, I will provide them with a chance, whether it is revenge or revenge.

If you think about it from another angle, it can be regarded as our help. I want to punish the corrupt officials in the court, and I want to remove all the minions of Pang Taishi, and they want to seek revenge from Pang Taishi and others. There is a common enemy. Take what you need.

Xie Kun's original name was Yun Qi, and he was the second son of Yun Zhonghe. His elder brother and younger brother were both dead. He wanted to avenge his family, but he was worried about his only surviving younger sister, so he tried his best to escape.

When he managed to return to Liangjing, he had only half his life left, lying at the back door of the palace. I was the one who rescued him and arranged him in the Xiaoyingwei.

In the first few years when Yun Qi came here, he didn't say a few words except for practicing martial arts and accepting missions. After several years of experience, he became a leader in the Owl Eagle Guard.

I promoted him to be one of the eight little leaders of the Xiaoying Guard, and named him Xie Kun. He is the indifferent and murderous weapon you see now, taciturn and ruthless.

Xie Kun really doesn't have feelings for anyone, even for my master, he never pretends to be polite, only for Yunshang, his only remaining relative, he cares a little more. "

Dugu Xuejiao couldn't help but sigh after hearing this anecdote. It turns out that Xie Kun and Yunshang are brothers and sisters. No wonder he always runs to the Jiaofang Division recently.

After waiting for so many years, he was finally about to attack his enemy Xu Yi'an. He must have guessed that Yun Shang was also plotting secretly, so he ran so frequently.

Over the years, he was afraid that people would find out, so he definitely didn't dare to run to the Jiaofang Division very diligently. In the recent extraordinary period, he should be worried about Yunshang's accident.

Dugu Xuejiao wanted to understand all kinds of reasons, and couldn't help but sigh in her heart.

In the forced palace incident, she only knew that she was killed by a glass of poisoned wine, and thought it was the worst, but she didn't know that there were more murderous intentions hidden in every corner of Liangjing.

The change of imperial power is always accompanied by corpses floating thousands of miles away and blood flowing like rivers.

19 years ago, the first emperor seized the throne, and four years ago, the first emperor forced the palace.

However, Jun Qingchen participated in both incidents.

The first time, he was almost killed, and he survived by fighting on the battlefield by pretending to be stupid and weak, and became the blood-stained long knife in the hands of the late emperor.

The second time, he became the regent. He seemed to have power over the world, but he was murderous at every step, surrounded by wolves, and if he was a little careless, there might be no bones left.

Dugu Xuejiao snuggled into Jun Qingchen's arms, wrapping her arms around his waist, her eyes filled with pain.

Last time, she only participated in half of it and was by Jun Qingchen's side, but she was too weak and could do too little for him, and even became Jun Qingchen's only weakness, being used against him.

This time, she will never hold him back again. Whether it is going up the mountain of swords or going down into the sea of ​​fire, she must walk side by side with him, and never become his weakness.

"Brother Qingchen, thank you for being so strong and able to hold on."

If ordinary people were tortured like that by the first emperor, they might have died a long time ago. In that case, they might not meet each other.

Jun Qingchen hugged her back and kissed her hair on the top of her head.

"Fool, I want to thank you. If you weren't by my side, maybe I would have died in the Beiming battlefield ten years ago."

The two cuddled together, like birds with wet feathers, keeping each other warm.

……

Dugu Xuejiao got up early in the morning, and hurried out after breakfast.

She planned to go and see Yunshang in person.

Compared with Liu Ruyan, Yunshang is much more pitiful, it is the most painful that she cannot love her.

Now she can be sure that Yun Shang and Shen Huaili are in love, and her engagement to Jun Chengzhi back then was definitely not her choice, but Yun Zhonghe's decision.

Even if Yun Zhonghe knew that Yun Shang had a friendship with Shen Huaili, he would not marry her. Shen Huaili is the empress dowager's nephew, and the little emperor still called him cousin.

Under the circumstances at that time, it was impossible to marry Yun Shang to Shen Huaili.

After much deliberation, Yun Zhonghe chose to marry Yun Shang to Jun Chengzhi, hoping to win over Prince An's mansion through marriage and make him stand in the side of the fourth prince.

But he made a mistake in the end, it was just a dispensable marriage, which couldn't compare to the common interests of Prince An's Mansion and Taishi Mansion.

Even if Yunshang really married Jun Chengzhi, he became the son's father-in-law, but Taishi Pang is still the father-in-law of King An, and there have been so many years of sharing weal and woe, how can they be compared? .

If Yun Zhonghe didn't go his own way and promised Yun Shang to Jun Chengzhi, but married Shen Huaili, even if he couldn't pull Shen Huaili into the faction of the fourth prince, at least his daughter would get what she wanted and avoid a disaster, and she wouldn't be killed. Did not join Jiaofang Division.

One wrong step, one wrong step, and even harmed his daughter.

Yun Shang must be deeply in love with Shen Huaili, otherwise she would not take the risk of conceiving his child.

A prostitute who wants to have a child is tantamount to committing suicide.

It is absolutely impossible for official prostitutes to become pregnant. Once they find out, they will be forcibly given abortion pills.

Yunshang could survive for more than a month, and she must have exhausted all means to avoid so many inspections. It can also be seen that she wanted this child very much, even at the expense of her own life.

But who knows, in the end it was still not kept, and I don't know what happened.

The reason why Dugu Xuejiao wanted to meet Yun Shang in person was mainly because she was afraid that Xie Kun would do something irreversible impulsively because of her injury and miscarriage.

There is also Shen Huaili, who was assassinated before, but now the child cannot be saved, and the loved one is injured, if it is really the hands of Xu Yi'an's people, who knows what he will do.

The two of them are irregular gunpowder, and they don't know when it will explode.

Now is the time to close the net, no mistakes can be made.

Jiaofang Secretary, Lihentian.

Dugu Xuejiao led Meteor through several courtyards and came to the place where Yunshang lived. As soon as she entered the courtyard, she felt the tense atmosphere.

She raised her head, and immediately saw Shen Huaili standing in front of the door, looking coldly at the opposite high wall.

Dugu Xuejiao followed his line of sight, and saw Xie Kun squatting on the wall, ready to hide at any time.

The two stood at the door, and the other squatted on a high wall. Even if they were separated by a distance, it didn't affect each other's dislike in the slightest, and the eyes of each were colder than the other.

They just looked at each other, but it was as if they were on the battlefield, with swords shining like swords.

Well, only Li Gen can drive them out and let them stay outside the house obediently.

After Li Gen saw her yesterday, he returned to Lihentian. Yunshang was not out of danger yet, so he had to guard by him. These two days were the most critical time.

In addition to the injuries on her body, Yunshang also has a miscarriage, which needs to be taken care of.

It is definitely not enough to count on two big men, and this is the Jiaofang Secretary. If the news of Yunshang's pregnancy and miscarriage gets out, the consequences will be disastrous.

Doctors outside must not be able to use it, and neither can the imperial physicians in the palace. You can only rely on your own family.

The top priority, two important things, keep secret and save people.

As soon as Dugu Xuejiao walked into the yard, Xie Kun saw it, and looked at her with a rare sense of guilt.

At last there was another expression on that face, and another look in his eyes.

After Dugu Xuejiao looked at him, two thoughts came to mind.

She just nodded lightly and walked towards the main room.

Shen Huaili watched her hesitate to speak, but finally did not say a word.

I've seen her before, with a gentle and jade-like appearance, I always like to wear a professional smirk, this time I don't smile anymore, I'm much haggard, I don't know how long I haven't shaved my beard, I look like I'm several years old, very vicissitudes .

If he didn't know his identity, he would have almost not recognized him when he saw him suddenly.

Dugu Xuejiao greeted and walked in.

Although Shen Huaili was worried that Yun Shang was going to die, but now he had nothing else to do except guard.

Even half a step away, I feel scared.

He is not a fool, Yun Shang is willing to take the risk to conceive a child for herself, so it is definitely impossible to betray herself.

He knew that he had misunderstood Yunshang before, and even though she said she was going to see Jun Chengzhi, it didn't necessarily mean that her love was unfinished.

Shen Huaili has never regretted it so much, but he has been abandoned once, and he has long become suspicious, especially when it comes to Yunshang, he will always be in trouble.

That night, he sat in front of the bed, holding Yun Shang's hand and thinking a lot.

He was assassinated, if it wasn't for the news released by Yunshang, who else could it be?
Apart from him, apart from Yunshang, there is only Ting Nuan left.

Yun Shang trusts Ting Nuan very much, and will tell her almost everything, the master-servant friendship between the two is really extraordinary.

Shen Huaili didn't want to doubt Yun Shang's only trusted maid, but things have come to this point, he has to doubt.

He made a decisive decision and asked his own people to take Ting Nuan away, and everything will be dealt with after Yun Chang wakes up.

In fact, according to his temperament, Ting Nuan was already killed, and he didn't want her to breathe even if he had an extra breath of air.

But if this is the case, Yunshang will definitely hate him to death, and maybe never forgive him again.

Even if Ting Nuan is a traitor, Yun Shang has to deal with it personally.

Shen Huaili put Ting Nuan under house arrest with the fastest speed, and then stayed by Yun Shang's side all the time.

That night he lost his child, and the person he loved the most was dying, and when he was about to die, he was beaten unconscious when he was in pain.

When he woke up, he saw Li Gen standing beside the bed, giving Yunshang acupuncture.

He took a second look and recognized her identity. He knew that she belonged to Dugu Xuejiao, and he had seen her many times before.

Li Gen's medical skills were much better than that of the old doctor before. In less than a day, Yun Chang, who was on the verge of death, got better and her breathing returned to normal.

Shen Huaili silently accepted Li Gen's existence, but he is not a big-hearted person, he will think twice about everything.

Why did Li Gen come to rescue Yunshang?How did she know that Yun Shang was injured?
In order to survive, the old doctor must not dare to say more, so the rest is left to listen.

But Ting Nuan was put under house arrest by him early in the morning, and it is even more impossible for her to say it.

No, there are still people who know about this, the black-clothed assassin who stabbed Yun Shang.

Things became clearer and clearer. He remembered that Yunshang was abnormal that night. He was obviously dying of pain, and he hugged him desperately to let the man in black leave. This can only explain one problem. Yunshang recognized The man in black is gone, and he doesn't want anything to happen to him.

After Shen Huaili wanted to understand this question, he began to struggle again.

What is the relationship between that man in black and Yun Shang?Why did you come to the house and kill yourself?

Thinking about the situation before and after, you can quickly understand that the man in black came out at first to protect Yunshang, and then forced away another man in black who really wanted to assassinate.

As for assassinating him later, he must have felt that he had hurt Yunshang, but he didn't expect Yunshang to block the sword for him.

No wonder the black-clothed assassin would take back his sword halfway, preferring the sword's force to bite back and make him vomit blood, obviously because he didn't want to hurt Yunshang.

After Shen Huaili figured it out, he was even more angry, who is the black-clothed assassin, and why did he love Yun Shang so much?Didn't her family all die long ago?

Yun Chang only looked into the eyes of the man in black and recognized him, which shows that the two have a close relationship and must meet often in private.

Where did this guy come from?What if you are a rival in love?
While worrying about Yun Shang's injury, Shen Huaili was annoyed at the man in black who couldn't see his head and tail, and tortured himself so that he didn't look like a human being.

Just this morning, he was kicked out of the house by Li Gen, saying that he would delay the treatment if he stayed inside.

He reluctantly stood at the door, and then saw the looming man on the wall.

Perhaps it was the aura of the natural enemy, the two recognized each other after only looking at each other.

Shen Huaili was sure that the man was the black-clothed assassin, and after thinking about it, Li Gen must have been found by him.

Although he was very grateful to Li Gen for saving Yun Shang, he still had resistance to this man and didn't have any good feelings for him.

If eyes could kill, this person would have been killed long ago.

Shen Huaili thought of this, and shot the cold eyes like a sword from the air.

All those who want to take Yun Shang away, no matter men or women, are his enemies.

Xie Kun, who was squatting on the top of the wall, glanced at him expressionlessly, not hiding his disdain at all.

(End of this chapter)