Princess, the lord has come to beg for marriage again!

Chapter 954 Yun Shang's long-cherished wish.

Chapter 954 Yun Shang's long-cherished wish.

Outside the house, Shen Huaili and Xie Kun looked at each other with disgust, the air was filled with invisible gunpowder smoke, and the atmosphere inside the house was much better.

When Dugu Xuejiao entered, Li Gen had just given Yunshang acupuncture and was feeding her nourishing medicinal food.

Looking at that pale face, it looks so haggard, it's true that people are thinner than Huang Hua.

But after all, she is a beauty. Looking at her like this, she will not feel ugly, but will only make people feel pity.

Meteor followed Dugu Xuejiao, with teary eyes, almost crying.

Although she didn't know why, she obviously hadn't met a few times.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Li Gen turned his head to take a look, paused in his hands, and was about to get up when Dugu Xuejiao stopped him.

She raised her hand, walked to the bed, and spoke softly.

"Go ahead and leave me alone."

Li Gen nodded, turned around, and continued to feed Yun Shang the medicinal food.

Yun Chang sat halfway on the head of the bed, with a white gauze wrapped around her forehead. Xu just had acupuncture and ate hot medicinal food, and her exposed skin was covered with hot sweat.

Because of the half-sitting posture, the skirt in front of the body was opened a small opening, and the white cloth wrapped around the shoulders could be vaguely seen.

She had just experienced a near-death experience, and walked around in front of the gate of the King of Hell, and finally woke up. In addition, the child was gone, and her spirits were not very good.

At this moment, she looked like a rag doll, letting Li Gen feed her the medicinal food, and just mechanically opened her mouth to eat it.

Dugu Xuejiao took a deep look at Yun Chang, as if she could understand those dull eyes.

If it wasn't for the unrevenge, she wouldn't have supported so hard.

Eating medicinal food and nourishing the body are all for survival and revenge.

Incense was wafting in the room, but it couldn't hide the strong smell of medicine, mixed with a trace of blood.

Several people didn't speak, and after finally waiting for Li Gen to finish feeding a bowl of medicinal food, Dugu Xuejiao waved to the two of them.

Li Gen walked out with Meteor, and there were only two people left in the room.

Dugu Xuejiao sat in front of the bed and helped Yun Chang pull the corner of the quilt.

"I know it's hard, but I'm just holding on. If you want to cry, don't hold back. It's not good for your health."

Yun Chang's whole body was shrouded in sadness. Hearing her words, he raised his drooping head slowly, his eyes full of confusion.

Now she is completely different from the charming and cunning she was when we first met, like a rag doll whose core has been hollowed out, without a trace of life.

Dugu Xuejiao looked at her and guessed what she was thinking.

"Do you want to ask, you have no friendship with me, nor are you a close friend, why should I come to see you, and why should I say these things to you, don't you?"

Yun Shang's calm and unwavering eyes finally had a slight wave, and his long eyelashes blinked.

Dugu Xuejiao looked at the disheartened girl in front of her, as if she saw herself once trapped in Yong'an Courtyard, hurt by love, lost everything, all supported by the belief of revenge.

She couldn't help feeling pity, and held Yun Shang's hand with an indescribably soft voice.

"You may not believe it when you say it. I was once like you. I have experienced pain that ordinary people can't imagine. It is only through the only belief of revenge that I survived."

In comparison, she is really worse than Yunshang. After death, she became a spirit body, trapped in a courtyard, unable to go anywhere, and no one knew her existence. She drifted around every day for five years. .

And at that time, because she was poisoned to death, she misunderstood Jun Qingchen, thinking that he didn't love her at all, and got into a dead end. The deep sense of betrayal tortured her every day, and she really couldn't bear to live.

At least Yunshang doesn't have to live in pain and struggle for five years. As long as she can stand up now, when Xu Yi'an dies and her revenge is avenged, she can still live happily.

Just now seeing Shen Huaili's sloppy look at the door, he knew that he must be extremely remorseful, there must be some misunderstanding between him and Yun Shang.

With the death of a child between them, it may be difficult to get back together, but it is not impossible, after all, they really love each other.

All that needs to be done now is to let Yun Shang untangle her heart.

But in Yunshang's eyes, Dugu Xuejiao is just a 15-year-old girl who has been pampered since she was a child, like pearls and jade. No one in Liangjing is happier than her. How could she have experienced any pain? , is simply talking nonsense.

Her eyes said it all.

Dugu Xuejiao sighed faintly, and did not intend to explain to her.

"I know it's hard for you to believe it, after all, even I find it hard to believe it, and it took me a long time to accept it.

But there is one thing I really want to tell you, if there is any misunderstanding between two people who love each other, they must solve it in time, otherwise they will definitely regret it.

Your child is gone, but it's not your fault, don't feel so guilty, and blame yourself for all the mistakes, it's just that you didn't have a relationship with that child, and he came at the wrong time.

Think about it from another angle, when you get your revenge and find a way to leave the Jiaofang Division, you can be with the person you like unscrupulously.

At that time, it must be very happy to be pregnant again. Whether it is for you or for the child, it will be better than now, isn't it?
If you are pregnant with a child now, you will have concerns no matter what you do, and there is a risk of being discovered, it is simply a gamble of your life, it is not worth it. "

It has been a long time since Dugu Xuejiao persuaded others with all her heart and soul. After her rebirth, she always maintained a somewhat indifferent attitude towards strangers.

But when she saw Yunshang, she couldn't help thinking of herself, and she didn't want her to go back to her old path, so she said so much.

After Yun Chang listened to her words, tears blurred her eyes, dripped down, and stained her temples, but she never made a sound, and shed tears silently in such a sad way.

She didn't dare to cry loudly, perhaps because she was afraid that Shen Huaili outside the door would hear it, even at this moment, she was still thinking about not making Shen Huaili feel more uncomfortable, which shows that she loves to the bone.

Seeing the thin shoulders gathered together, trembling slightly with her movements, made people's hearts involuntarily gripped.

Dugu Xuejiao didn't speak anymore, she just sat quietly by the bed, silently accompanying her.

Even if you don't cry aloud, as long as you don't suppress yourself, don't be so lifeless, and can vent your anger, that's fine.

Yun Chang cried for a long time, then suddenly grabbed Dugu Xuejiao's hand with her backhand, and looked at her with dim eyes.

"Miss Dugu, when we met for the first time, we were obviously strangers, but you stepped forward to rescue me and saved my life.

You are like a fairy, with white light shining all over your body, and your heart is so kind, I liked you very much at that time.

Unexpectedly, when I was in despair, you came to persuade me again. I really don't know how to thank you for helping me so much.

Although my life has only passed 20 years, it can be called ups and downs. I fell from the clouds to the mud, but I survived.

I originally thought that living like mud was just for revenge. As for love, I have already ruined it with my own hands.

But I met him again. At the beginning, I avoided him, avoided him, and kept my heart on guard, but in the end I failed because I could deceive everyone, but I couldn't deceive my heart.

He is my Jie, as long as he is there, I can't let him go.

On the one hand, I am eager to reconnect with him, want to go back to my youth, and want to be selfish for myself. He said that as long as I think about it, he will take me out of this quagmire immediately. I am so moved.

On the other hand, I clearly know my current status, I am not good enough for him, I hurt him so badly, my heart is full of guilt, and I want to take revenge, I have endured for so many years, how can I say give up Just give up.

My heart seems to be torn in two, and I live in torment every day.

People will really become more and more greedy. At first, I just thought that it would be good to see him. Slowly, I began to think that as long as I get revenge, I will go with him. Be selfish, we can still be together of.

Originally, I was relying on this extravagant hope to paralyze myself and let myself pretend to be strong to live, but, but he said he wanted to give up, he said he was tired, woo woo woo, he doesn't want me anymore, so how can I persist? .

Even if I got my revenge, without him, I'm just a living corpse, still struggling in this quagmire, still dying of pain, maybe I really won't be able to survive.

Miss Dugu, tell me, is it because I was too greedy that I suffered such retribution?I want him and I want revenge, why is it so difficult? "

Dugu Xuejiao listened patiently, stroking her hair from time to time, but when she finished speaking the last sentence, her wrist felt hot.

Her heart skipped a beat, and her eyes flashed in disbelief.

Taking advantage of Yunshang covering her eyes and crying bitterly, she quickly raised the sleeve of her right hand and saw the petals lit up on her wrist.

Counting it, it has been five months since I got the petals in Shangluocheng last time, and the manshushahua on my wrist finally moved again.

In the past few months, every time she looked at the pitiful petals on her wrist, she was terrified, for fear that she would never get new petals.

As Yunshang said, people are always greedy, and after rebirth, she also became a greedy person.

Now besides revenge, she has a family who loves her, protects her and dotes on her, recognizes her lover, and has more things that cannot be given up, so she can't help but want to live a few more years.

Dugu Xuejiao looked at the sixth shimmering petal on her wrist, and almost cried out of excitement.

After waiting for five months, it finally arrived.

She couldn't help sighing in her heart, thanks to her kind thoughts, she wanted to pull Yun Chang to receive this petal.

If she didn't come today, if she didn't try so hard to persuade Yun Shang, I don't know when this belated petal will be received.

Sure enough, it is better to be kind, to do good every day, and there will always be blessings.

She didn't think about this problem before, but after becoming the messenger of hell, she came into contact with various people, experienced various stories, and fulfilled various long-cherished wishes for different people. , has changed her.

I am very happy to receive the petals, but how can I achieve Yunshang's long-cherished wish?
(End of this chapter)