Getting married by mistake: Wife, it’s not easy to hug

Chapter 182 I Never Betrayed You ([-])

Thinking about the shocking mystery just revealed, thinking about the nonsense he uttered just now, thinking about what he did, Fu Yuting's heart instantly became shattered:

Between them, how many misunderstandings he didn't know about, and how many truths he thought he was right about!At this moment, looking at Pan'er, Fu Yuting couldn't say a word.

"I never betrayed you. If you really changed that memory card, you should know that I didn't betray you! No matter what you do to me, no matter whether your business is legal or not in my opinion Going against my conscience, no matter how Feng Lingyue stands guard by my side every day and brainwashes my ears, I still choose to stand on the same front with you! Even if one day, I may have to go to jail with you, I am the same...willingly It's just that I never knew that in your heart, from the beginning to the end, no matter what I did, you always thought that I was a bad woman who was greedy for vanity and did anything for money! I have been with you for so long, I didn't ask You want a penny, you don't ask for a thing, you know why no matter how much you bully me, I never give up my job, because I need money, because I want to live, because my house is dying every month I have a loan to repay, I can’t be unemployed, I can’t afford it! So no matter how hard it is, even if I have to go to the hospital to take care of you day and night, I still have to take care of both! Remember why you hate noodles? I cook every night The noodles boil until your stomach is sick, not because I am lazy, not because I love to eat, but because I need money, I have no money... I can only eat noodles..."

Looking at Fu Yuting faintly, Pan'er recalled the past, and spoke lightly, but her tone was unusually gentle and calm, even the tears were silent, Pan'er said all the sad things in the past lightly, even like It's telling about other people's sufferings, without even the slightest bit of complaint, but everyone present is crying and heart-wrenching!
"Pan'er..."

She never knew that she had such a difficult life, and she never knew that she was so hateful. Thinking of that sweet and sad past, she burst into tears. At this moment, Fu Yuting's heart seemed to be chopped to pieces, with mixed feelings and indescribable.

"You're right. The biggest mistake I made in my life was that I shouldn't have attended that banquet... and even repaired that film! It turns out that from the beginning to the end, you hated me! From the beginning to the end, you treated me , What I want is beauty, but what I give is punishment! I finally understand that there are some mistakes. If I make a mistake, it will be irreparable in this life! Once, my best friend used a layer of film to pry away my boyfriend who has been in love for many years. And I was actually destroyed by this layer of unreliable things..."

Blinking her eyes lightly, big tears flowed down her cheeks, but Pan'er slightly raised the corners of her lips:

"Maybe it's because of this hypocrisy that disgusts you and even myself... I will tolerate your hurt again and again... Maybe it's because I long for marriage so much... You're right, I do it for money, for I only repaired it after staying with you! I don’t want to say how noble I am...But one thing, grandpa is right, what I take is what I should take! Maybe I don’t deserve love, so every thorn is There are so many twists and turns... But I still want to tell you that, except for the "first time" when I was cheated and robbed of sex in the Famous World, I have only had you as a man... Unfortunately, the regret I least want in my life is I can't be sealed forever! Now, it's not important to say these things... Between us, even the last trace of connection is broken, that's fine, it's clean, and we don't have to worry about it anymore..."

Stretching out her hand to touch her empty belly, Pan'er wiped away her tears, looked at all the people present with a smile, then turned around and walked into the house with a limp.

That smile is poignant and desperate, helpless and lonely, but also full of bitterness.

"Pan'er! Yu Ting, look, what good deeds have you done! You are torturing a good girl like this..."

"..."

Looking at the white shadow that disappeared at the inner door, the shock in his eyes is self-evident, and Fu Yuting is also in pain:

'what does she say?Prosperity... Famous Canon?Defrauding money... robbing sex?the first time?The man that day was clearly... What's going on here?At first, he was resentful, but he fell in love with her a long time ago, and he was sincere to her every bit...'

Mother Ren beat herself resentfully, Fu Yuting was absent-minded for a long time, and then walked into the house in a daze.

"Hey, look here..."

"Give them some time and let them solve it by themselves! Didn't you see that Ting'er has become decadent and self-blaming, and is in pain! It seems that the relationship between them is not that simple! Let's... wait and see what happens! Dad, what do you mean? "

"Hey…"

Sighing for a long time, everyone could only look at each other in blank dismay, shrouded in an atmosphere of endless sadness.

Walking into the room, seeing that Pan'er was dragging her weak body, she had staggered back to the bed, just about to lie down, then Fu Yuting gently closed the door, moved a chair and sat on the side of the bed.

'I didn't expect that the misunderstanding between them...would be so deep, and the pimple would be so big, and I didn't expect that after suffering so many grievances, she would be so calm in the end...so calm that it made him despair--fear! '

"Pan'er..."

"Don't call me by my name! I don't want to hear you... I have nothing to say, please get out, I want to rest!"

Glancing at Fu Yuting, Pan'er's weak voice could not hide her stubbornness. After speaking, she slowly moved her body and waded down with his back on her back.

Bitter water boiled in his throat, and after a long silence, Fu Yuting spoke slowly:

"Pan'er, do you know? There has never been a woman... who can influence my decision! But from the moment you appeared at the blind date party, intentionally or unintentionally, my eyes can never leave you! From the beginning, I really I hated you so much, so I didn't pursue the cause at all. At first, I really didn't want to treat you kindly, I just regarded you as a free lover, but I don't know when it started, I care more and more about you, I Began to be jealous of the man who appeared next to you, I go home every day to occupy you, but because of Gu Xinhe’s lessons learned, there have been too many coincidences and accidents... But do you believe it? I still fall in love with you unconsciously! I thought I loved you very much Gu Xinhe, after all, I have loved her for so many years. When she came back, my mood was turbulent for a while, and I even wanted to divorce you... But that is just human instinct, you can say it is a true reflection of my heart, but that It was just a momentary impulse... In the end, I still couldn't bear to let you go! Pan'er... Ever since I decided not to divorce... I have already recognized you!"

Staring at the slender whiteness on the bed, Fu Yuting muttered to himself, but his voice couldn't help but choke:
"But when I woke up in the hospital, the first person I saw when I opened my eyes was not you. You know how disappointed I am! It's because I always thought that the person who took care of me without sleep for more than a month was Gu Xinhe, so I will I felt guilty for her again, so I couldn't bear to refuse her simple request! I never dared to ask where you were that month, because I just woke up and saw you crying in the corridor hugging other men, and Gu Xinhe is taking care of me wholeheartedly. I'm afraid to know that you don't care about me at all. I'm afraid that I will be hit and despaired... So when I wake up, I insist on going home to recuperate, and even force you to stay at home and take care of me. I just want to I want your care, your love... It's just that I never thought about it, it's not like this at all..."

Painfully recalling the past, Fu Yuting opened his heart for the first time.Thinking of those days, he clearly felt her soft heart and caring, but he didn't ask anything, and took the opportunity to bully her like that, he regretted it to death. Thinking of it, Fu Yuting felt that he was an asshole and inhuman.

Many people told him that her 'wife', a beautiful woman, takes care of him tirelessly, which is enviable, but no one has ever named Pan'er's name, and he is self-righteous... He actually identified that woman as Gu Xinhe!

It turned out that everything was wrong, wrong...

Sitting up suddenly, Pan'er couldn't help but burst into tears:

"Then have you ever wondered why I hugged Feng Lingyue in the corridor... I lost my composure like that! It was because I saw the man I had worked so hard to serve for more than a month, and when he woke up, he turned to his first love tenderly. Lover, say 'you've lost weight'...how do you think I'd feel then? I'm totally broken! I passed out in the hospital, you know? But when I woke up...I was the first to go to see you, but Even leaving...you didn't even notify me? When I was alone facing the cold ward, how do you think I felt! But because of your injury, I knew everything, but I didn't dare to ask anything...I'm afraid You are angry, I am afraid that your old illness will relapse, I am afraid that you will not be able to sleep again... I care about you!"

(End of this chapter)