Getting married by mistake: Wife, it’s not easy to hug

Chapter 183 I Never Betrayed You ([-])

"Pan'er, I misunderstood! I really don't know the truth of the matter. I have been kept in the dark, and I still think I am right. Because of this incident, I changed my mind about Xinhe, even because she hurt you again and again. I really deserve to die! Pan'er, I know... I deserve everything, I am unforgivable! But, all this is a misunderstanding! You have to believe me, I never thought of hurting you, let alone hurting you... Our child, I know that you won't believe what I say now, Pan'er, I'm sorry, give me another chance, forgive me once, and let me make up for what I owe you with the love of the rest of my life, okay!"

Standing up, Fu Yuting reached out to wipe the tears off Pan'er's face, but she twisted and avoided it.

Seeing her undisguised resistance, Fu Yuting's hands froze in the air.

"Pan'er, no, it's not, actually..."

Wanting to explain her 'first time', wanting to explain the previous misunderstanding, Fu Yuting hadn't finished speaking, but was cut off by the once excited Pan'er:

"This bracelet is the first gift you gave me. Since I put it on, I rarely take it off, but you don't know, I don't like bracelets, and I don't like bracelets, and I don't know this... So, Little Pig is Gu Xinhe's favorite, it's her nickname! As you said, I'm as stupid as a pig, and I cherish gifts like my life with gifts prepared for others!"

Pulling it off, Pan'er raised her hand and slammed it on Fu Yuting's body.

"Pan'er, it's not like this! Who are you listening to nonsense! I admit that since I was a child, I have always been able to do whatever I want. Knowing that the woman I have cared for for many years and the brother I love is a big blow to me. I have even had a lump in my heart for many years, and I can’t let go of it for a long time! I admit that my wandering about feelings hurt you, but do you know? Your appearance is another accident that is no longer under my control! Grandpa’s blind date , I’m dealing with it, but it’s my sincerity to choose you... It’s just that I didn’t expect it, because your eagerness to withdraw money made me feel disgusted, and you... that’s why I hate you, but after getting along with you slowly, I want to hold you more and more, want to monopolize you more and more. To you, even I can't explain how it feels. So, when I know your relationship with Qiu Leiyang, your past with Feng Lingyue , when I saw you together, when I saw you hanging his mobile phone with a chain, I was jealous, angry, and angry, and I couldn't accept that I was moved by a woman who betrayed me, because you are different from Gu Xinhe, you are me My wife is the future I want, but I just want to find you and ask you clearly. I hate myself for not being able to do anything to you, but I can't let go, so I just came out of the police station, and I lost my mind. I rushed to your company! I saw you beat your heart and misunderstood everything you did to me. I was so angry. I really didn't push you on purpose, and I didn't expect you to have my child...Maybe This is God's punishment for me. Pan'er, you still love me, don't you? All this between us is caused by misunderstanding, give me one last chance, and forgive me this time, Pan'er..."

Regret is like vicious pythons circling the bottom of his heart, entangled Fu Yuting's helpless heart, nervously grabbed Pan'er's hand, Fu Yuting only longed for the last chance to make up, he didn't want to miss the love of this life because of a misunderstanding, let alone the happiness of this life ruin in their own hands.

Looking at Fu Yuting silently for a long time, Pan'er's eyes were as gloomy as a dry well, as quiet as stagnant water. After a long silence, she still gently pushed away the tightly clenched palms in her hands, and also took the heart out of her heart. The man I love has launched my own world.

Looking at the hands that were pushed away in horror, Fu Yuting's heart fell to the bottom instantly, and he suddenly raised his head to look at Pan'er, but only endless coldness and indifference responded to him.

th.At this moment, all Fu Yuting saw in Pan'er was closed protection and isolated despair.Between the two, it seemed that a cold and hard wall of copper and iron had suddenly been built, and he could no longer feel her warmth.

"Everything has a cause and then an effect. I will never pity anyone, including myself, because a poor person must have something to hate. Today, I have to blame myself! If I had seen the study When you were about to give Gu Xinhe the ring in the middle of the day, I let it go decisively, maybe there would be no such thing today. So...you don't need to ask me to forgive, because I will never hate you, hate is also a kind of feeling... If you really feel sorry and guilty towards me, please let go...let me go!"

Youyou raised her eyes to look at Fu Yuting, Pan'er calmly made people despair.The kind of magnanimity that seemed to see through the world and let go of everything was like a sharp sword that killed people without blood, stabbing Fu Yuting's heart fiercely.

"Pan'er, you really hate me so much... Do you want to cut off your love for me? The ring in the study is only marked with my hurt past. I keep it. Even if I can't let it go, it's just a memory! For you , I can let go of all the love and hatred in the past, not to mention just a ring! Do you know that I have customized the Eternal Ring for you, but I didn’t expect that this time, it was as coincidental as it was many years ago, my We have come to this point before we got the ring back..."

I didn't expect that Pan'er was so decisive this time, if letting her go, wouldn't it mean that he would lose her forever!Rushing forward, holding Pan'er tightly, Fu Yuting's voice was choked up several times and he couldn't speak, and the strength of holding her was even tighter, as if he wanted to rub her into his bones.

"Do you know? For a long time, all I want is a man who can protect me, love me, and won't give up on me or betray me easily, but men will never understand that not only weak women are women, no Only a weak woman can be hurt! Not only the love of a pure woman is love! I strive so hard for excellence because I think only an excellent woman can match an excellent man, and I want to be the best ...But in the end, my strength became an excuse for men to give up on me without feeling guilty. Qiu Leiyang ruined my sincerity because of my appearance, and made me change from a lively girl to a calm and restrained girl; Feng Lingyue , talked with me for many years, but I cheated on my best friend when I was on a business trip. And my efforts for many years seem to be worthless! Gao Wei, you are not a man at all! And you, the same , denying me and abandoning me for Gu Xinhe time and time again, in your eyes, in the same situation, she will always be the woman who is more vulnerable than me and needs protection more than me! Did you ever think that you care about the weak woman She would also come to me, threaten me, and beat me first... No matter how strong I am or how old I am, I am just an ordinary woman who needs love and care. Unfortunately, you never understand, or don’t want to understand at all …I’m tired, really tired. If you try your best every time, but keep falling in the same place again and again, no matter how strong you are, you will be afraid! I don’t want to try again , I don’t have the courage and strength to try again, love, for me, may have always been a luxury...I can’t afford it, and I can’t afford to lose it..."

(End of this chapter)