Getting married by mistake: Wife, it’s not easy to hug

Chapter 184
Pushing the man away with her hand, Pan'er gently wiped away the tears on her face, and there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, that smile was erratic and lonely, resentful of loneliness, but also relaxed in letting go.

"Pan'er..."

With the clear memories of the past in his mind, Fu Yuting realized how much damage his neglect had caused her.At this moment, why not for him?Regret is no longer enough to describe Fu Yuting's mixed feelings. He wanted to stay, he wanted to explain, he wanted to lobby, but in the end, he couldn't find half a suitable word. It was he who killed all her hopes and love with his own hands. , personally cut off all the entanglements between them.

"I'm tired and want to rest..."

After finishing what should be said, Pan'er didn't want to continue, she glanced at Fu Yuting lightly, and then slowly supported her body, wading down, her intention of chasing guests couldn't be more obvious.

If there is no extravagant hope, she will not be hurt again. If the lesson this time can make her fully awake and free her from now on, all the sufferings she has suffered will be worth it.Now that she has decided to let go, Pan'er does not intend to let the past hatred hold her back. Just like before, when she chose to give up Feng Lingyue, she also did not blame or even take revenge on the person she hated so much.

Because that was what she was eager to get rid of, even if it was hatred, it would only bring her more involvement.The best way to retaliate against the enemy is never 'to die together', but to 'live better'!
Although she didn't think so much, everything she did was not so magnanimous. To put it bluntly, there was only one thing, that is, selfishly wanting to live a better life for herself.

Ever since she let go of the past with Qiu Leiyang, she understood that dwelling on the past would only make herself unhappy. Since nothing can be changed, what difference does it make to hate or not hate?
Love, once you give it, you can't take it back, her innocence, if you lose it, you can't get it back, her child, no matter how painful it is, you will lose it, everything is a regret that no amount of hard work can make up for.

That being the case, she will learn to 'let go', no longer involved, no more memories, no more pain, both of them can be relieved, maybe, her future... will be better.

Closing her eyes, Pan'er, who was overtired and exhausted, fell into a sleepy dream under the hypnotic effect of the medicine. A sad tear rolled down her eyes, washing away the lead of the past, washing away all sins, all love and hatred hatred.

Looking at the scarred beauty on the bed motionlessly, the two people's meeting, acquaintance, love, misunderstandings, twists and turns, her emotions, her frowns and smiles, and her love emerged in her mind. The devotion, his desolation and injury, every scene is as clear as engraved in his mind, Fu Yuting can't help but burst into tears, but the corner of his mouth also raises a clearly relieved smile...

It turned out that he remembered everything about her, even unforgettable!
No matter how many things he couldn't let go of in the past, but how many plans he had not implemented in the past, at this moment, Fu Yuting seemed to see the morning sun through the rain and fog, and clearly understood his heart!
Tears blurred his eyes, Fu Yuting stared straight at the sleeping beauty under him for a long, long time, gently wiped away the wet tears on her cheeks, pulled the quilt gently for her, then turned around and walked out quietly.

When Pan'er was hospitalized for more than a month, Fu Yuting came to see her every day, whether she ignored him or whether she had something to say to him, whether he was free or not, he spent as much time as possible in the hospital.

In this miscarriage accident, almost all of the Fu family, old and young, turned against each other. No one sympathized with Fu Yuting, and of course no one stood by his side.

So many times, the Fu family came to visit Pan'er, and everyone chatted enthusiastically, but he was often the only one who was always excluded from the outside world, isolated and standing alone at the farthest place, looking at her eagerly, Guarding her, from the person closest to her to the most distant one.

Pan'er didn't deliberately ignore him, nor did she deliberately avoid him, but she never took the initiative to talk to him, and never cared about what he was doing, as if this man was just a stranger who had nothing to do with her. Relationship, she is really too tired, and can no longer bear the slightest ripple in her heart, even the slightest.

But this kind of indifference and indifference attitude, which is stranger than strangers, and almost even "hate" is an extravagant hope, is the cruelest and cruelest torture to Fu Yuting, which seems to mean that the relationship between him and Pan'er The two closely overlapping straight lines on the right become parallel and distant, and... never meet again.

This feeling made him panic.

The Fu family saw the relationship between the two, and they were anxious in their hearts, but they seemed unable to speak, because Pan'er had sacrificed his life to love him more than once, and they had witnessed the devotion without complaint or regret; similarly, They also experienced the scene of Fu Yuting's negative feelings and hurt; no one has the power, and they can't bear to let a hurt person make concessions or even promises.

After a month of recuperation, Pan'er has basically recovered under the care of the doctor and Fu's family, except for her heart.

After her health recovered, Pan'er couldn't stand it any longer.

These days, she has seen Fu Yuting's performance, but she has chosen to ignore it.But she couldn't help but be moved by the performance of this family. It has always been her desire to have such father-in-law, mother-in-law, grandfather, and relatives. It's a pity that the truth can't be both. Such a beautiful family is still the same as her... There is no reason.

Pushing open the window, looking at the green trees and jungle in the courtyard, smelling the fragrance of green flowers, Pan'er suddenly found that the sun is everywhere, warm and cozy.

Suddenly, a rustling sound disturbed Pan'er who was in deep thought. Turning around, she saw that Fu Yuting had packed her luggage and brought it to the bedside. , If you get along, you will get together, and if you don't get along, you will be separated. This is very good, isn't it!
Although thinking about it, her heart still aches, but she still believes that everything will pass!
After going through so much and letting go of so much, she doesn't think there is anything she can't bear or let go of!
The only thing that made her feel guilty was that when she was sick and longed for love and warmth, she dared not tell her parents, nor did she dare to let her younger brother come to see her, for she was afraid that they would be sad...

"Pan'er, no matter what you want or want to do, I promise, except...divorce! This is my only insistence, Pan'er, I have always betrayed you, whether you believe it or not, I still want to tell you , I love you, unimaginable love! I didn't realize it before, I didn't say it...but... this moment, I think you understand! I won't give up on you, I will use my life to make up for you, wait until you are willing Forgive me... until you are willing to give me a chance, marry me, and come back to me!"

Walking to Pan'er's side, Fu Yuting put his hands tightly on both sides of Pan'er's shoulders, forcing her to look him squarely, hoping she could see the sincerity and seriousness in his eyes.

"Why are you doing this! Since I chose to put it down, I will never pick it up again in this life! Even if I would pick it up, I don't want to go back and repeat the same thing! Now, everything returns to the original point, and you don't What a loss, isn't it? Your Song of Songs hasn't come back yet, our marriage, there is no wedding, and very few people know about it... I don't think it will affect you at all, if my appearance is a mistake, if I I really owe you, and now, everything should be paid off—”

Looking at Fu Yuting, Pan'er's words were plain, but she still couldn't erase the traces of hidden, faint and helpless hatred. She paid for his loss, who would pay for her misfortune!
This world has never been fair, but her misfortune will always be the unlucky one.

"No! Being able to have you is the greatest gift God has given me in this life! You have never owed me, I have always failed you! No matter who it is, no matter what the original plan is, it has become a thing of the past! Now I only I know, the only woman I want is my wife—Yun Pan'er! Pan'er, everything between us...I hope to start all over again! This time, I will never let you down again! Give me three years Time, if for three years, I can't let you turn back, or let you down again, I promise to sign with you and set you free forever..."

Embracing Pan'er tightly, Fu Yuting begged bitterly, but secretly swore in his heart that he must win back her love in three years. If he still couldn't get her back in three years, then he would rather she kill him than marry her. He will never sign a divorce with her. In this life, he doesn't want to let her go!

"You, let me go—"

Frightened by Fu Yuting's insistence, Pan'er didn't know how to answer him for a while, and gently pushed and beat him, trying to get out of his almost suffocating embrace.

"Ting'er, what are you doing! Don't let go! Go, move your luggage to the car!"

As soon as she entered the door, Mother Fu saw that her son seemed to be violent against his wife again, so she rushed up in shock, pulled the two of them away, glared fiercely at the impulsive son, and threw him out with a wink, and then took Pan With his son's hand, he carefully helped her to sit on the sofa resting on one side:
"Pan'er, you are a good girl. Yu Ting hurt you. It was his fault. He didn't know how to cherish it. It was him... who didn't have such a blessing! However, my mother-in-law really likes you, and selfishly, I sincerely hope that I can be with you." To continue this relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law! I know that Yu Ting has done a lot of things that I've done to you and hurt your heart, and I don't have the face to beg you to give him another chance. My kindness, okay? Dad... Grandpa, the old man actually likes you very much. He only recognizes you as his granddaughter-in-law. He asked me to come and talk to you... Of course, it’s also what I mean, whether you will or not in the future. Will choose to be with Yu Ting again, we all hope that your relationship with the Fu family...can be maintained! You are really a very kind and sincere girl! Promise me, think carefully, and don't rush to divorce Ting'er, okay? it is good!"

Patting Pan'er's hand comfortingly, Mama Fu's tone was gentle and loving. Whether it was for her father's entrustment or for the happiness of her beloved son, Mama Fu tried her best to keep Pan'er.

(End of this chapter)