within Temptation

Chapter 184
Chatting and walking all the way, before we knew it, Tang Xiaoru and I had walked more than 100 meters along the embankment.Although summer has long passed, the weather has cooled down.But in this riverside park, there are still many people who come here for a walk or play.

Of course, most of the people who came here at this time were couples in pairs.This kind of park and riverside is definitely the best place to talk about love.Now it's night again, through the darkness, those lovers who are deeply in love can express their passion and love without any scruples.

No, just in front of me walking with Tang Xiaoru, there was a young couple sitting by the river embankment.I don't know if it was just a moment of vows, they stared at each other affectionately, and soon, the two faces came together and kissed like no one else was there.

I didn't laugh at them, but rather envied their feelings.It can be seen that the young couple love each other deeply.At the moment they kissed, there was no one else in this world except them.

I turned my head to look at Tang Xiaoru beside me, and found that she also saw the young couple kissing.Dazed for a moment, she hurriedly turned her head away, as if it wasn't the young couple who should be shy, but herself.

I smiled softly. At this moment, I suddenly wanted to stop, like that couple, hug her into my arms, tell her I love you, and then kiss her deeply.

It's just that my mind tells me that I must be crazy if I do this.Tang Xiaoru will definitely give me a big slap, and then push me into the nearby Shuangxi River.

I don't know which lucky man in this world can fall in love with her and kiss her.A man who can get Tang Xiaoru's attention must be an excellent person who is outstanding in all aspects, and I can't match him, right?I really regret that I didn't study hard at the beginning, so that now I am such a worthless person.Even if he loves this woman so much in his heart, he feels ashamed and doesn't have the courage to pursue her.

Turning my head and looking at the young couple who were still kissing affectionately, I couldn't help but sighed softly.It's hard to be Tang Xiaoru's friend, it's already a blessing I cultivated in my previous life.Don't be dissatisfied, so that you don't even have to be friends in the end.

I will bury my love for her deep in my heart in the future.

In order not to disturb the young couple, Tang Xiaoru and I both walked lightly and passed them quickly.After we were about 20 meters away from them, we resumed our original speed.I turned my head to look at Tang Xiaoru again, and found that she happened to be looking at me too.When our eyes met, she and I both smiled,
Under the moonlight, Tang Xiaoru's smile bloomed like a flower in the epiphyllum, which made people's hearts flutter.

Seemingly wanting to get back on topic, Tang Xiaoru walked a few steps, and suddenly asked me softly: "Dai Yong, I just heard from Wenwen that at the concert that day, you... saw Fei Leina also come?"

I was stunned for a while, and then I answered truthfully: "Yes, that day we were at the gate of the gymnasium and saw her and a few people watching the concert together."

"Wenwen...how do you know her surname is Fei? Have you talked to her?"

"Well, there were a few students from the University of K with us, and Fei Leina knew them all, so she came over to say hello. I also know Fei Leina, and when she came, I also met with them. I chatted a few words."

"Didn't she see me with you that day? She seemed very angry. I don't know what she said to you when I met you?"

I smiled and said, "I didn't say anything, there were so many people present, it's impossible for Fei Leina to have a fit on the spot, right?"

"Oh, that's true. After that... did you meet her again?"

Now I know what Tang Xiaoru is worried about, probably feeling uneasy and suspicious about Fei Leina going to Zhang Wen's clothing store?

Although, I am a person who does not like to lie.But in order not to worry Tang Xiaoru too much, I decided to hide from her that I met Feleina during this period.

"After that? I haven't seen it, what's the matter?"

"No... nothing, just... just ask."

I deliberately smiled and said, "Are you feeling scared? Feleina was also there at the concert that day. Fortunately, she didn't see you."

Tang Xiaoru stopped suddenly, looked at me angrily and said, "What? Do you still suspect that I have an affair with Fei Leina's father?"

I also hurriedly stopped, thinking that Tang Xiaoru is too sensitive, just as I said that, she thought I still suspected that she had an affair with Fei Jiahui.

I had no choice but to restrain my smile and say seriously: "No, I'm just worried about you. Fortunately, Fei Leina didn't see you that day. If I saw you, you wouldn't be able to clean up even if you jumped into the Yellow River, wouldn't you? Mr. Tang, I I really don’t want to see you being suspected and misinterpreted by others, and I don’t want to hear those ugly gossips again. If you don’t have feelings for Fei Jiahui, don’t take the risk of meeting again, okay?”

Tang Xiaoru bit her little mouth, remained silent, and did not respond to my topic for a long time.After a while, she sighed softly and said, "There are some things that I can't explain to you. I know that if I don't explain clearly, you will always have doubts in your heart. But... I have my The difficulties between me and Mr. Fei, I... I swore that I would never tell anyone about it. Dai Yong, believe me, Mr. Fei and I are definitely not the kind of relationship you think, okay? ?”

Seeing Tang Xiaoru's sad and eager expression made me even more suspicious.Tang Xiaoru and Fei Jiahui have three relationships, either they are lovers, or they are subordinates, or they are friends.Since Tang Xiaoru resolutely denies that it is a lover relationship, no matter which of the remaining two relationships, it seems that there is no need to swear not to be so serious to others, right?

What oath did Tang Xiaoru swear?Who did you swear to?What is the relationship between her and Fei Jiahui?
With so many questions, if Tang Xiaoru doesn't say anything, I can't figure it out even if I think about it.In desperation, I could only give a wry smile, and said, "Mr. Tang, I've said it before, and I believe in you. Because you are my friend, you won't lie to me, right?"

"En!" Tang Xiaoru nodded vigorously, with an excited expression, as if feeling inexplicably.She stared deeply for a long time, then suddenly took a step, her body was almost close to mine.

Such a close distance immediately made my heart beat violently, and for a moment, I thought, is she going to throw herself into my arms?

Immediately afterwards, I smelled a fragrance like orchid and musk in my nose.Tang Xiaoru didn't snuggle into my arms, but lightly pressed her forehead on my shoulder, once and for all, as if she was sobbing.

I was stunned for a while, and said in surprise, "Mr. Tang, what's the matter with you?"

"I want to cry, let me cry against you for a while, okay?"

She wants to cry?In my impression, the strong female boss also has such a fragile side?
Immediately, I understood again.No matter how Tang Xiaoru was, she was still a girl.Being suspected by almost everyone of having an affair with a married man, how could she not feel sad and painful.Moreover, for some unknown reason, she still couldn't explain, couldn't clarify, how could she bear this kind of grievance as an innocent woman?
Tang Xiaoru is already very strong, she bears those rumors and doubts silently by herself.But also face the blame and humiliation from Fei Jiahui's family.Not only did it not collapse, but it continued to live and work tenaciously.What kind of courage and perseverance is needed for a woman.But who can know the pain in her heart?And who can understand?
At this moment, Tang Xiaoru finally vented out, because I said I believed her.The grievance that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time, she could no longer bear it.

Hearing Tang Xiaoru sobbing softly and feeling her body trembling slightly, my heart was suddenly filled with tenderness.For a moment, I forgot that she was my boss, and I also forgot who I was.By coincidence, I stretched out both hands, gently hugged her body with one hand, supported her head with the other hand, and slowly moved it from my shoulder to my arms.

"Cry, cry out, and you will feel better."

Tang Xiaoru's body froze slightly, but immediately, she relaxed again.With a twist of my neck, I buried my face in my chin and started crying loudly.

With a smile on my face, I gently stroked her hair, comforting this woman I love deeply with my embrace and tenderness.

A dark cloud floated from nowhere and covered the moon in the sky.Between the sky and the earth, it suddenly became darker.The Shuangxi River behind him was still flowing silently, as if what was taken away were the tears of everyone in the world.

Just like that, after an unknown amount of time, the beloved woman in her arms was still crying, but gradually, her voice became quieter.Suddenly, I heard a slight vibration in my jacket pocket.

My voice is very familiar to me. It should be that my mobile phone has received a short message from someone.But at this moment, I don't want to bother with it at all.The woman in my arms is everything to me, nothing is more important than her.

However, Tang Xiaoru seemed to have heard this voice as well.After sobbing, she whispered, "You have a text message."

I was still stroking her hair lightly, smiled, and said, "I know!"

"Then why don't you take a look?"

"Not in a hurry."

"I... I'm fine, I don't want to cry anymore."

"Really? Then you... are you in a better mood? If not, I don't mind... Let you wait a little longer..."

Tang Xiaoru suddenly raised her face and looked at me with a strange expression.Feeling guilty for a while, I hurriedly looked up at the sky, not daring to make eye contact with her.

After about two seconds, Tang Xiaoru said softly: "Not yet, then... let me wait a little longer..."

There was heat in my neck and I felt her bury her face in again.I don't know why, I suddenly lost the peace and tranquility I had just now, and I just felt my heart start beating violently.

Plop!Plop!Plop!poof...

(End of this chapter)