once i loved you

Chapter 35

She looked at the watch, and it was a little strange. It showed that it was ten past five, so she only slept for an hour, but when she woke up, the sky looked like seven o'clock. "Could it be that the watch is running slowly?"

"The watch is fine. It was raining just now, and the sun was covered by dark clouds." He shook the umbrella in his hand, and a few drops of water dripped down the tip of the umbrella to the ground. "The rain didn't wake you up. Didn't sleep well last night?"

"No." Her eyes dodged, but she didn't want to be seen by him.

"Really?" He suddenly laughed, "Could it be that there are other little wild cats that don't sleep in the middle of the night, crawled into the house along the window, and sneaked up to me again?"

It turned out that he knew all about it.

Cen Xiao listened in a daze, and went down the steps without paying attention to the ground. He stepped into a small puddle with his sandals, slipped and almost fell, but luckily he caught it in time.

"Be careful." Gu Weiye helped Cen Xiao to the flat ground without water, took out a pack of tissue paper, knelt down and helped her wipe the water off her feet little by little.

She froze for two seconds, then squatted down, blushing and said, "I'll do it myself."

"It's okay, I'll come." He rolled up the paper in his hand, took out another piece, and buried his head again, "Would you like to tell me again what you said when you lay next to me yesterday?"

"Did you see it?" He couldn't help covering his mouth.

He deliberately didn't open his eyes completely, just to see what she was going to do, but it seemed that he missed an important part, so he regretted, "I didn't see clearly."

Cen Xiao let out a long breath and patted himself on the chest.

Noticing her expression, Gu Weiye smiled, "Why does it look like she said something bad about me, afraid of being seen by me?"

"It's not a bad word." She muttered, seeing that he didn't ask any more questions, but instead his expression faded, she was actually a little disappointed.She panicked, "You don't believe it?"

"I don't believe it." Stand up and throw the paper into the trash can, wrap her arms around her waist and walk towards the exit of the park, "Unless you tell me what you said."

In the past few months, in many ways, they have gotten to know each other well enough.Gu Weiye knew about Cen Xiao's personality, for some things, she would rather not tell or choose to lie.

She hesitated to think, once she said it this time, she would be absolutely sure it was him.The hesitation in the past will never happen again from now on.

She tugged on his shirt, stopped in her tracks, her eyes were calm, "Gu Weiye, I want to tell you about the things you have been brooding about all this time."

After stopping his pace, he looked at her intently, "All ears."

Apart from them, there are almost no other people in the Caotang Park at this moment. The green trees are like thick curtains, and the atmosphere is very peaceful. Only her serious voice:

"Whether it was that time in Hengdian or last night, you always denied me. But the fact is that I need to think about it many times. You only need to think about it. But I don't think you are happy. Or my slowness will affect the essence of the matter. I love you very much too, even if I say it now, it will not damage its effectiveness and truth." She finished the above words in one breath, seeing that he didn't respond, her hands were on the He shook his eyes and asked again: "Do you understand what I mean?"

I understand, but the first time I heard her say that she loves him, but I can't see her expression clearly, if I take out the aftertaste in the days to come, the aftertaste will be vague, and he feels sorry for this.

Yet he still feels grateful.If it were not for his disappointment and disappointment, there would be no such indescribable joy now.

He kissed her between the eyebrows very lightly, then rubbed his lips against her ear again, and said sorry to her.

On the drive back, Cen Xiao looked up at the sky outside the window, maintaining a thoughtful state.

The blue-black clouds covered a large area of ​​the sky, and the sun could not be seen, only the faint light seeped down along the crooked gaps, as if the gods had imprinted their fingerprints on it.

She looked away, smiled and flattered him and said, "As Ken, you not only won the first place in Hongbai's newcomer assessment, but also won international awards for the test paper you handed in. Gu Weiye, you are so amazing! I Shouldn’t it be used properly so as not to be wasted?”

"I'm very serious." Gu Weiye said with a smile, "Even if it's my girlfriend, I can't help her cheat. You just obediently think for yourself, this is more meaningful."

"But this time is very special. You will never guess what our topic is this time!" She turned to him who was driving, and complained bitterly, "Mu Ziyue wrote three words, heaven, earth, and people. One person draws a character, but I draw the most difficult word "Heaven"."

"It's following the trend of the times and developing a harmonious society." He teased while suppressing a smile.

"You are still in the mood to joke with me." She looked away unhappily.

"Okay," Gu Weiye patted her leg lightly, and said, "The reason why you feel that your topic is too big and there is too little room for development is because your thinking is too rigid."

She was confused, "What do you mean?"

"What I mean is, you might as well take a gamble. You don't have to worry about what elements to add to enrich the connotation. You can simply keep it simple and just shoot the sky."

"Hey! Then I'm doomed." Depressed, she turned her gaze out of the window again helplessly, but unexpectedly found that the small gap just now had stretched out without knowing when, and there was a large gap that seemed to be miraculous. Blue-yellow rays of light leaked down in patches.

"I haven't tried it yet, how do I know I'm going to lose? And believe it or not, Cen Xiao, if you can touch yourself first, then you can surely touch others too. Use your own eyes and heart as the criteria for judging, don't be unconfident, Don't throw in the towel too soon."

Perhaps inspired by his words, Cen Xiao, who was looking out the window, suddenly thought of something, and said happily: "I know what to shoot!"

Gu Weiye pursed one corner of his mouth, although what he saw through the front window of the car was not clear, but he and she were lovers after all, almost without thinking too much, he could guess that what she wanted to shoot should be - the light of Jesus.The grand scene that can only be encountered when the air is full of dust or water droplets.

Cen Xiao smiled and kissed his right cheek, and said contentedly, "Thank you."

In fact, it’s not just the enlightenment I want to thank this time. When her eyes were in chaos and she couldn’t see the future clearly, he shone into her life like a piece of Jesus’ light. There is no distance.

On the way back driving, she kept putting forward her own ideas, but Gu Weiye just put forward corrections according to her ideas, and did not express too many subjective opinions.

It was already past seven o'clock in the evening when we returned to Su Lilan's house outside the city.Su Lilan had the habit of eating breakfast, so she didn't wait for them to eat, but specially reserved some of Uncle Qin's special dishes for Cen Xiao and Gu Weiye.After briefly asking the two of them what they were doing today, Su Lilan went upstairs to rest.

There were only the two of them left on the rectangular table in the room, and Gu Weiye ate every bite without interruption.Cen Xiao still had no appetite, and kept using his chopsticks to pestle the small half bowl of rice in the white porcelain bowl.

"Still worried about where to go to take pictures?" He put a kale into her bowl, and she couldn't help his kindness, so she could only put her mouth to the side of the bowl, support it with chopsticks, and take each section like a rabbit. eat it.

"I was troubled when I didn't have a clue, but now that I have it, I don't feel so relaxed." Cen Xiao simply put his chopsticks on the bowl and stopped eating, glanced at him, and an inspiration suddenly appeared in his mind, "Huh? Otherwise, you will give me Would you like to be a model?"

"I'm fine. But according to your thoughts in the afternoon, don't you want to find a cliff as the foreground extended in the picture? I have to go back to the set as soon as possible after I finish my work in Chengdu, so my dear, I'm sorry, I I really can't help you." Gu Weiye smiled and stretched out his hand to wipe off a grain of rice sticking to the corner of her lips, and continued: "And the image of a man may not match the towering cliff, you can find a woman as a model. It might be better to be soft."

Cen Xiao shook her head, "But I just want you to take the picture." In her heart, the inspiration for this theme came from him. It is not impossible to find other female models, but it is contrary to the innermost thoughts, which is tantamount to superfluous.

"Then we don't need models anymore." She said angrily.

"Actually, I can give you a suggestion." He put down his chopsticks and took out a tissue from the tin tissue box to wipe his mouth.

Cen Xiao, who was in distress, begged him to speak out quickly, but Gu Weiye pointed at her bowl with a smile, and said to her, "I'll tell you when you finish your meal."

She was stunned for a moment, looked down at a bowl of rice, rubbed her belly, looked up at him, saw that there was no room for change, so she frowned, picked up the chopsticks again, and stuffed food into her mouth little by little.

After eating, Cen Xiao took a shower and returned to the room, and saw Gu Weiye sitting behind the desk, doodling on a piece of paper.

"What are you drawing?" She stood behind him and looked, and found that the scene depicted by the lines on the paper was actually the one they met by chance at Chiang Mai University, but it was just recording her expression at that time from his perspective and action.

"Do you still remember what color skirt you were wearing when we met this time?"

"White?" She guessed wildly.

He didn't draw his eyes yet, but only sketched her slanted braid, "No, think again!"

"It's green?" Cen Xiao couldn't remember it at all.She has the most green clothes, so she should have the greatest chance of saying that green is right.

"Wrong again." There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's lotus leaf sleeves, a small skirt with a narrow hem, and a diagonal braid hanging down from the right side, wearing a light gold chain, and a pair of hands. There's a worn bracelet."

She was stunned and speechless, she didn't expect him to remember so clearly.

Gu Weiye threw away the pen, hugged her to his lap, and wrapped his arms around her waist, "You have photographed so many strangers and traveled to many places, but you always miss yourself."

"what do you mean……?"

He nodded to make sure she didn't express her thoughts, and smiled, "I'm very happy that you must find a model, but if I can't, you might as well consider doing it yourself." Pushing the wet hair behind her ear, Gu Weiye leaned against her The bun line at the back of the neck was kissed a little bit, and the hot breath quickly infected her.

"Take a selfie, that's my suggestion." He clasped her tightly and said.

(End of this chapter)