who moved my abandoned queen

Chapter 61

Steam was rising from the wooden barrel, and a young servant girl carried a basket of plum blossoms, sprinkled the petals into the clear water, and said softly to Yaoguang, "Girl, please let Forsythia take your bath."

Yaoguang sniffed the plum fragrance, nodded lightly, stretched out her hands, and let Lianqiao take off her jewelry and clothes for her.

The layered clothes were taken off, she stepped into the barrel, the warm water only covered her shoulder blades, half of her loosely curled hair was in the water, the plum blossom petals rippled in circles because of her entry, but Spread evenly in no time.She lightly scooped up a handful of water and let it slip from between her fingers. The sound of running water was as sweet as silver bells. She smiled and continued to hold a handful of water. She raised her head slightly, and the water splashed all over her face. It flowed down and drenched her beautiful neck, a strand of hair was completely soaked because of her teasing, stuck to her delicate neck, meandering down to her heart, a little trace of light color proved that it was once Injured.

After taking a bath, Lian Qiao changed her clothes, and when she was straightening the front of her chest, she obviously paused. Yaoguang followed her gaze and lowered her head, and saw the trace. Which woman is willing to have flaws in her body, but this also proves what Qing Deng said, that she was indeed desperate for Su Jiuge. This is the evidence of her love for Su Jiuge, and it is all her sweet delusions.

Now, he has also responded to her expectations four years ago...

Yaoguang suddenly felt a little restlessness in his heart. He didn't know the reason, but he always felt that there was something wrong, something that he had ignored, but... what was it?
When Su Jiuge came in, the flutter light had already been taken care of properly, but at night, there was no need to tie up her hair, and Lianqiao just combed her hair smoothly, then ordered the servants to remove the wooden barrel, and left by herself.Because I was afraid of the cold, I put a few more heaters in the room, but it was not good if there were too many, the smoke made me drowsy, and I was even more afraid to go out.Su Jiuge held a little fox in his arms, snow-white and snow-white, with a very comfortable expression, but he opened his eyes immediately after seeing the fluttering light, and threw himself into her arms with a "owwow", licking her palm Heart.

Yaoguang tilted her mouth, avoiding or avoiding, she really, really hates the saliva of animals——!
"Susu..." She couldn't help opening her mouth softly, hoping that he would hug her away.

But Su Jiuge made up his mind to watch her joke this time, and stood beside her without moving, with... even a smile in his eyes?Su Jiuge has always been cool and cold, such a smile is like turning a cold pond into spring water, very rippling, Yaoguang instantly felt his heart soften like mud, and let the little fox make a fuss.

The little fox groaned in her arms with "owoo", "owoo", suddenly, it kicked off the ground and ran away.

"Chicken wings—" she called it involuntarily.

The little fox turned around, with snow-white fur, amber pupils, and a sparrow in its mouth. A line of dark red blood slid down its chin. The sparrow's feathers were fluffy, and it had obviously—been dead for a long time—

Yaoguang took a step back in shock, but broke into a warm embrace, turned around suddenly, and stopped in shock before saying the three words "Su Jiuge"—it wasn't Su Jiuge, but a strange man's. face, who is it?

She could clearly hear his heartbeat.

"It's okay, don't be afraid." His voice was like a spring breeze, but it made Yaoguang shudder: "I will definitely cure you, Yaoguang."

Push him off — push him off —

This is what Yaoguang thought in her heart, the person she loves is Su Jiuge, she would rather die for him, how could she fall into the arms of others.However, her hand was uncontrollable—in response to his embrace—

"what--"

Yaoguang finally woke up struggling from the dream, his back was covered with sweat.She was panting heavily, her eyes were messy and unfocused.She just...had a dream...

Her fingers gradually bent, and she grabbed the quilt on the bed almost ruthlessly—she had to forget it, this was just a dream, not...

Memories of the past.

Just, how could you forget?The more you want to forget, the clearer the imprint will be.Yaoguang stayed up almost all night, relying on that dream, trying to see if she could recall other things, but no matter how hard she tried to recall, there was still nothing.

Who is that man?Why do you want to cure her?Did she...was she feeling unwell at that time?Why, would she respond to his hug?Are you moved?Still... like him?Because there are so many turns in my heart, Yaoguang No. 20 days is absent-minded no matter what I do. When I am with Su Jiuge, it is him who asks and she responds. I don’t know why Su Jiuge is talking. Grabbing her wrist suddenly, she exclaimed and opened his hand without hesitation.It wasn't until he met Su Jiuge's astonished eyes that he realized what he had done.

"Yes, I'm sorry...I..." Yaoguang said awkwardly, she spurned herself secretly, but it was just a fragment that flashed in her mind, nothing could be proved, she pushed Su Jiuge's hand away despite her random guessing.Taking a deep breath, Yaoguang held Su Jiuge's palm instead, "I had a nightmare yesterday, and now... well, what are you holding my hand for?" At the end of the sentence, there was already a bit of playfulness.

Su Jiuge stared at her deeply, until Yaoguang was flustered by him, then looked away, and said lightly: "Your nails are a little long, let me fix them for you."

"……what?"

Nails?Isn't this what servants should do?
... Yaoguang obviously underestimated how much Su Jiuge loved her, and ordered Lian Qiao to bring in a file, then held her hand, and trimmed her long nails finger by finger.The file is very delicate, the front section is frosted and staggered, the back is a smooth handle, and a five-color tassel is tied on the end of the handle, and a blood-red emerald bead is tied on the tassel.Yaoguang suddenly discovered that Su Jiuge loved jadeites very much, and the room she lived in was also decorated with jadeite ornaments everywhere, and the hairpins that the maidservant put in for her hair were also jadeites, and even the fringes of the palace lanterns hanging outside were all made of jadeites, but ...But there is a very simple peace amulet tied around his waist. It has been around for a long time, the color is old, and even the word "Ping An" has been worn out seven or eight times.

Who gave it to him?Yaoguang pursed her lips and thought, it can't be...it's me?If so, she really wants to laugh...

Yaoguang looked at Su Jiuge with drooping eyelashes, grinding for herself gently and carefully, as if she was very proficient, could it be... "Could it be that you did all these things for me during the four years of coma?" She couldn't help asking asked.

Su Jiuge seemed to enjoy it very much, with gentle eyes and a smile on the corner of his mouth, but he didn't answer.

The more he remained silent, the more Yaoguang scratched his heart and lungs, and she finally breathed a sigh of relief after repairing both hands. This kind of intimate contact is definitely considered "sweet torture" among lovers, but before she has it With every movement, Su Jiuge actually grabbed her ankle... Yaoguang only felt a "boom--", his cheeks were burning hot, his head was dizzy, and he almost smoked!
Yao Guang's eyes were dull, and he looked at Su Jiuge holding her ankle—then—peeling off the shoes and socks layer by layer—holding her toes and continuing to repair—

What a nightmare, what a strange man, she has no thoughts in her mind now, only the warm touch from her feet is so clear.A woman's feet are a more private place than her hands. If the touching of ten fingers just now was already an itchy and sweet torture, now it is even worse.

"……All right."

At some point, the toes were all repaired, Yaoguang watched Su Jiuge put her down, carefully tidy up the debris, complex ripples flashed in his eyes.Su Jiuge, oh Su Jiuge, why, you can do this for me?Am I really... that good?Unknowingly, Yaoguang let the sweet panic flow in her heart - if she just woke up, her liking for Su Jiuge was only because of the past, then now, she is completely at her own free will!
Qingdeng said that Su Jiuge is a man who is not good at expressing, so four years ago, she let her crush fall in love with her to death, and regretted not doing so at the beginning, so now, she should take the initiative.She hypnotized herself in the dark, "Luoguang, reserve or something, go to the ends of the earth! With beauty, you are a fool who doesn't know how to enjoy it!"... Mmmm!It makes more sense the more you say it!

"Su Jiuge—"

Now that you have made up your mind, you should act now!

Su Jiuge raised her head in surprise, but felt a heat on her lips, but she was bullied by Yaoguang. She seemed to be very shy, and she didn't aim at her eyes. his cheeks.

...What, no response?Fluctlight became more and more embarrassed, stiffly maintaining a kiss-inviting posture, what, what to do!

"Yaoguang..." Finally, Su Jiuge took a step back, avoiding her frivolity, and said dumbly, "You don't need to be like this..."

"What, what is this?" She still raised her head and looked at Su Jiuge stutteringly. Why do you say that, isn't it normal for lovers to be intimate?He won't take the initiative to change her!

Su Jiuge's eyes darkened for a moment: "If, you are just grateful—"

gratitude?Fluctlight only felt that the last thread in his mind called "reason" was broken——

She likes him!Not grateful!

Yaoguang blinked, and then remembered that after waking up, she had never said that she liked him.She just passively absorbed and digested Qing Deng's story, enjoying his admiration, as a matter of course, but... never said a word of liking to him.Su Jiuge has always liked her, and even when he was asleep, he was still by her side. She forgot everything, so he was naturally nervous, so...cautious and refused to get close?
——Just as I have always suspected that he is kind to himself because he feels guilty about sacrificing his life for him.

Because of this cognition, Yaoguang's heart jumped for joy, and his blush was even worse than before.

"Su Jiuge..." Her heart was full of knots, her words were softer than before, and she looked at Su Jiuge with bright eyes: "I...haven't told you anything since I woke up."

"...What?" Su Jiuge pursed his lips, his eyes still dark as night.

"My mind has never changed." Yaoguang took a deep breath and said, "I like you."

Su Jiuge looked at her in astonishment.

Yaoguang continued: "Actually... when I said these words, my heart beat very fast. I like you, although I don't know why I liked you before, but now I really like you," her expression Shy and sweet, "So, what I did just now was not because I was grateful, but because I liked it, so I wanted to kiss you skin to skin..." She lowered her head in embarrassment, a strand of hair hanging on her heart: "And there is... I'm also a little flustered." Her tone sped up slightly: "I don't know anything, I'm useless except my appearance, how can I be worthy of you, I kiss you, just to make sure you like me."

Yaoguang didn't dare to raise his head, and he didn't know what Su Jiuge's expression was now—but at least he knew from his reaction just now: he also liked her, so much that he was afraid that her feelings for him were just gratitude, not her random imagination guilt.

Alas, this plot is really the third-rate of the third-rate, Yaoguang sighed, forget it, anyway, the most third-rate plot happened four years ago, now the bloody point is the bloody point.She was ruthless, and said again: "Now that I have expressed my heart to you, should you respond to me..."

There was silence in the room.

Just when Yaoguang's heart was getting heavier and heavier, Su Jiuge opened his mouth. His voice was hoarse than before, as if he had experienced a serious illness: "Do you really... like me?"

She nodded, "Yeah."

Su Jiuge suddenly smiled, it was a very weird smile, very inappropriate, but Yaoguang couldn't tell what was wrong.

"I've always liked you too..." Su Jiuge's voice floated in the air, deep and hoarse, but with indescribably lingering affection: "I liked you a long time ago, even before you liked before me."

Eight years ago, beside the lotus pond, the woman in disheveled clothes rested her hand on the piano, she fell asleep peacefully, she didn't know what dream she had, and there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth—it was always like that, engraved in his heart, lingering. go……

This must be God's punishment for him - she finally fell in love with him, under his deliberate deception.

Without Jun Wudu, without Lu Yunchen, without anyone—she finally fell in love with him.

Su Jiuge hugged Yaoguang slowly, held her in his arms, smelled the plum fragrance emanating from her body, and endured the sweetest torture in the world.

——Su Jiuge, I like you.

(End of this chapter)