who moved my abandoned queen

Chapter 63

Back in the room, Forsythia was already there, with an anxious expression on her face: "Girl, girl, where have you been? You scared me to death. I saw that the medicine you put on the table hadn't been taken yet, so I thought something happened to you. If If you don't come back, I have no choice but to find the young master..."

Son?Yaoguang shuddered suddenly, Su Jiuge, Su Jiuge...no, I can't be seen by Su Jiuge in this state, she...wasn't ready to face him at all.

You can't let him see yourself in such a distraught state.

She managed to pull herself together, and smiled at Lianqiao: "It's okay, I just went outside for a walk, I... I haven't taken the medicine yet, you go and warm up the medicine, and bring some candied fruit. Candied fruit for me to eat as a snack."

"Yes."

It wasn't until Lianqiao went out that Yaoguang breathed a sigh of relief and slumped on the chair.

As soon as she closed her eyes, the scene of her being embraced by that strange man in the flower lanterns flashed in her mind again.

is it him?Was it him that she once loved?So she would dream of him, even if she lost her memory, she would still dream of him, dreaming that she was embraced by him.

She shook her shoulders and tried to suppress her crying, but tears fell from her eyes one by one and fell on the scar on her heart.

Drop by drop, it burned the skin on her chest like wax oil.

Why did things become like this, why, did they become like this?It turned out that she didn't become like this to save Su Jiuge, she did it to save others.

Forget him, forget him!She covered her head with her hands and hypnotized herself over and over again. The person she loves now is Su Jiuge.

Isn't that what stories are all about?

No matter how much she loved in the past, if she forgets, she forgets, and if she doesn't love, she doesn't love anymore. She should grasp the present happiness.

And Su Jiuge is her current happiness.

That man is just a stranger.

But... how could she forget.

If she used to really love that person so much that she was willing to die for him, how could she give up because of amnesia.

Old love and new love, what a cliché plot.

It's just that she never thought that one day, such a difficult choice would befall her.

That night, Yaoguang developed a high fever, her eyes were closed tightly, her cheeks and body were extremely hot, as if there was a flame of despair burning her will, no matter how Su Jiuge held her and talked in her ear, she I can't hear them all, occasionally babbling, and the brows are full of painful struggles.

"Son..."

Lianqiao handed the washed handkerchief to Su Jiuge's hand, and Su Jiuge took it over, hugged Yaoguang with one hand, and wiped the sweat from her forehead with the other.

Seeing the appearance of the two cuddling each other, Lianqiao felt all kinds of feelings in her heart.

It's all because of her negligence, she gave Yaoguang a chance to go out, and she didn't know what happened to her, and when she came back, her face was pale and her whole body was cold.When she came back with hot medicine, the other party also drank it in a daze.After falling asleep, it was even more like falling into an unprovoked nightmare, grabbing the silk quilt with both hands and starting to babble.

Lianqiao didn't dare to be negligent, and hurriedly reported the matter to Su Jiuge, feeling very flustered in her heart, why did she become like this after not seeing her for a while.

Even in a coma, Yaoguang kept calling Su Jiuge's name over and over again, piercing his heart.

"Su Jiuge...Su Jiuge..."

Su Jiuge grabbed her frantic arm and pressed her into his arms: "Well, I'm here."

Suddenly, Yaoguang started to cry, but she didn't let go, bit her lip even though she was in extreme pain, sobbed without making a sound, but the tears fell one by one, and she couldn't wipe them away.

"Why did you lie to me...why...you lied to me..."

Su Jiuge's eyes instantly dimmed like night, but he still said softly, "Because I like you and want to be with you, I lied to you."

"Why did you lie to me...why did you lie to me..."

But Yaoguang couldn't hear it, she still kept crying and asking, many scenes flashed in her mind like a horse watching flowers, but those scenes were like pictures that lost their color, blurred.

Strange places, faces of strange people, even myself are strange.

It's better, so be it.

Anyway, he has been asleep for four years, so what's wrong with continuing to sleep.What did she wake up for? No parents, no memory, nothing, only relying on Su Jiuge... Su Jiuge... Thinking of this name, Yaoguang suddenly felt like a knife was twisting his heart, and slowly opened his eyes .

As if she had experienced such a scene before, she was sleeping in his arms, her eyes filled with his reflection...

For some reason, Yaoguang just slowly stretched out her hand and caressed his cheek, which was as beautiful as an epiphyllum, with a little tiredness.

"You're awake." Su Jiuge said, his voice was extremely hoarse, as if he hadn't rested for a long time.

Yaoguang was still pillowed on his lap in a daze, his hands were not put down, and his heart was as silent as falling snow.However, when those vague memories came back to her mind, she suddenly withdrew her hand as if being scalded, struggled out of his arms, shrank to the corner of the bed and remained silent.

"You, remember?" Su Jiuge said bitterly.

Shakelight shook his head.

Nothing but scattered pictures.

The atmosphere between the two of them was suddenly awkward, and Yaoguang didn't dare to look at Su Jiuge, until his hands and feet became colder and colder, and he sneezed hard.

Su Jiuge sighed: "I asked Forsythia to come in and wash you up. You had a fever last night and your body was still weak. I'll cook a bowl of rice porridge for you."

Rice porridge... The memory of waking up at the beginning made Yaoguang's nose sore, Su Jiuge, why do you pretend to be gentle, it's just deceiving others and yourself.

"No need." Yaoguang said, but found that his voice was hoarse than Su Jiuge's, "I..." I'm not hungry, but she couldn't say it anyway. It took her a long time to say "I" slowly. "I want to eat noodles."

Yaoguang hated himself for being indecisive, since he knew that his relationship with Su Jiuge was not like that before, he should cut it off now, but he was greedy for his tenderness.

Seeing Yaoguang's blushing face, Su Jiuge was taken aback, "Okay."

The moment he turned and left her, Yaoguang even had an urge to keep him, but... so what if he kept him, telling him to let us forget yesterday's accident and pretend nothing happened?I have forgotten most of what I overheard last night, but there is one sentence that is very clear: emotional matters cannot be solved with a single worry, and forgetting cannot be treated as if it never happened.

It was only after Lian Qiao changed her clothes and combed her hair that Yaoguang came to his senses from his contemplation: "Why is the hairpin different today?" It wasn't the usual pale jadeite, but the complicated steps of carving flowers. Shake and gold leaf, the rouge on the lips is also redder.

"Ah, this one..." Lian Qiao pursed her lips and smiled: "Young Master brought this back from the town yesterday. He said that you probably don't like too simple and elegant dresses, so he brought you some sexy clothes while going out." Rouge and jewelry." After finishing speaking, he blinked his eyes: "But I guess it's not a piggyback, I bought it specially for you girl, son, he seldom went out before, especially after you woke up, he was even more inseparable."

"...Is it on purpose?" She really doesn't like jadeite very much. Although it is priceless, it is too dignified. But he unexpectedly found out... Yaoguang's heart suddenly felt filled with emotions.

... Was it yesterday?
If he wasn't there yesterday, if he wasn't around to feed her medicine, she wouldn't...wouldn't have gone to Baiyue's to find candied fruit, and wouldn't have heard those words...

"Miss," Lian Qiao suddenly knelt down to Yaoguang, "Miss, can you listen to me?"

Yaoguang was taken aback, "What are you doing, get up quickly, why did you kneel down properly, this problem needs to be corrected."

"Girl, I know that there are some conflicts between you and the young master. You said some nonsense last night, and I listened to it..."

"Forsythia..."

"Girl, listen to me." Lian Qiao held Yaoguang's hand and said, "You've only been awake for less than a month, so you don't know many things, but how did you live the past four years, my lord? I've been watching it all the time.

""Four years ago...you were brought back suddenly. No one actually knew who you were. Even now I can't figure it out. You were brought back so suddenly. Even Mr. Bai and Sister Qingdeng kept secrets." Mo Shen's appearance..." "At that time, everyone thought that you were just seriously injured and kept awake, and you would be fine after a while, but I didn't expect... I didn't expect it to be like this for one day, one month, one year, two years... Young Master, he is becoming more and more silent because of you, but even so, Young Master, he still comes to see you every day, and he was the first to find you passed out on the ground. At that time, you don't know how flustered his expression is. It’s been years, and I’ve never seen him expose his emotions on the surface like that…” “Actually, everyone was very dissatisfied with you at first, because you made the young master’s temperament change drastically, but... after you woke up, the young master changed again.” He became the same as four years ago, the way he smiled at you gently, even I couldn't help but feel happy when I saw it, so...so everyone acquiesced in the story that Sister Qingdeng made up about you, and even cooperated to make you happy. You believe that you and the son used to be a couple. "Girl, I don't know what you think of, but that's in the past, isn't it?"Don't you also like the son now?Have you ever looked in the mirror at the way you smiled at him?You like the young master, and the young master likes you too, isn't it good for you to be together?Why do you have to be awkward, why do you want to pursue past memories?Doesn't your heart hurt when you hurt my son like this? "

Yaoguang wanted to interject several times, but was stopped by Lianqiao. It was not until she had finished speaking that Yaoguang said, "What did I say last night?" Although she knew that she must have said nonsense, but I can't remember anything.

Lian Qiao hesitated to speak: "You... you asked Young Master... why did you lie to you, and you still cried and said..."

"What are you crying about?"

"Tell... say that the person I like is not you..."

Yaoguang's face suddenly turned extremely pale!Did she really say such hurtful things?She to Su Jiuge...she to him..."What else? What else did you say?"

Lianqiao carefully looked at her face, "And said..."

"No! Stop talking!" Yaoguang waved his hand to stop Lian Qiao from continuing, "Stop talking, you can go out..."

"girl……"

"Get out—!" Yaoguang closed his eyes fiercely, and stopped looking at Lianqiao.

She still remembered the way he asked her if she was awake, the way he said he would cook rice porridge for her, the way he nodded when she said she wanted noodles, the way he turned around——

After she hurt him with words like that last night.

(End of this chapter)