who moved my abandoned queen

Chapter 64

Qingdeng said: "Yaoguang, I was obsessed with ghosts back then, and lied to you when I saw you lost your memory, but this has nothing to do with Su Jiuge, so don't blame him."

"It's me, I heard that you lost your memory, so I made up those stories. At the beginning, Susu was very angry, but after you heard my story... your attitude towards him changed drastically. He, he Unconsciously, unconsciously...you know how much he likes you...so...became like that..."

"But I didn't expect you to recover your memory so quickly... It's because I was not good at learning the arts. I would have known that I had read a few more medical books carefully, and knew that your amnesia was only temporary... I wouldn't have made up those ridiculous things out of my imagination. The story...is still..."

"But those stories all happened for real. Except for the fact that you love Susu to death, everything else is true...Our friendship is not fake. I really liked you in the past..."

Qingdeng came with Bai Yue, Yaoguang thought that he was careful and didn't get caught eavesdropping, but the footprints on the snow were indelible evidence.

She thought it was ridiculous, Qing Deng said, except that she loved Su Jiuge to the death, the other stories she told were all past events that really happened—but she would rather all the past events never happened in exchange for her love for Su Jiuge .Aside from being ridiculous, she also felt guilty. The child in her womb was already eight months old, and it was time to take a good rest, but she was worried about herself and Su Jiuge. I'm afraid Bai Yue had already cut her into pieces. Ten thousand times.

She gently took Qing Deng's hand, and said to her: "I understand." She never blamed her, she understood that she was also for Su Jiuge.

"Yaoguang, can't you be with Susu? You two are clearly in love now, aren't you? Just like me, I used to like Susu to death, but now I'm not on good terms with Bai Yue? What happened in the past , it has already passed, four years have passed, Mr. Lu... he will change, and he will not be the same Mr. Lu before, wouldn't it be good to be with Susu?" Qingdeng's tears were about to fall out.

But Yaoguang was only silent, and answered after a while: "I understand." Then he smiled at Qingdeng: "Next time, don't try to use Wangyou or something on me, I don't need it."

Not only the eye sockets, but even the cheeks of the green lamp were flushed, and he couldn't help but nod with guilt.

"I was... panicked... Later, Bai Yue stopped me, who knows..."

Who knew that he had heard it.

Flutterlight sighed inwardly.

The gathering of so many coincidences can only be said to be God's will.

When the blue lantern is over, it will be the white moon.

Bai Yue looked at her with burning eyes: "You are very calm."

Bai Yue is not as perfunctory as Qing Deng, so Yaoguang was taken aback for a moment: "Could it be a normal reaction to cry and lose your temper?" She did indeed do that last night, but it hurt Su Jiuge in the end. ache.

"Still remember nothing?"

"No."

Bai Yue's eyes suddenly became deep: "You are running away."

"I really can't remember it." She was vaguely having a dream last night, with chaotic images, but she couldn't integrate them, as if she couldn't see clearly through the mist.Looking at Bai Yue, Yaoguang said in a strange tone: "Why do you say I'm running away?"

Bai Yue ignored her question, and continued: "Escaping cannot solve the problem, and one day you will think about it."

Fluctuate silently.

"Actually, I always thought you were not good enough for Ah Jiu." Bai Yue laughed at herself after finishing speaking: "But he just likes you, and I just let him go." "I thought you would stay awake, so I let him go." Take care of you. The word love is too depressing, since he has already spent so much love and hate for you, it is better to continue to spend it, it is worse than meeting another one, hurting it again, but..."

"But I didn't expect that I woke up and hurt him again..." Yaoguang stopped Bai Yue's words and continued: "Perhaps it would be better if I didn't lose my memory. I made it clear from the beginning, but I actually forgot everything and fell in love with him." killed him."

"you……"

"I really don't deserve him." Yao Guang said, "You're right, I really don't deserve him."

"However, I still hope that you will choose to be with him." Bai Yue glanced at Yaoguang, she seemed surprised by his words, her eyes flashed with confusion, she had to say, it was really beautiful.When I saw this woman for the first time, I didn't deny her beauty, but it was just beauty, which couldn't arouse emotions, and was so bland and tasteless.How could such a woman who was worthless except for her looks and cared about others make Su Jiuge obsessed for nearly eight years?He really doesn't understand.

but--

"He doesn't know in his heart that you like someone else, why doesn't he know that this love in exchange for deception will not last long, even so, he still chooses to love you, you feel very uncomfortable being deceived, how do you know that he will not be more than you?" Are you more uncomfortable?"

"I finally understand that you, Chen Yaoguang, are a thorn in Su Jiuge's heart. It hurts with you, and it hurts without you. I can't pull it out. I just hope you will torture him less."

"Don't let him down again." His tone was never solemn, "Otherwise, I will make you pay the price—"

Yaoguang trembled all over, opened his mouth, but could no longer speak.

In the past, did she do anything too much to him?In fact, since she woke up, she has noticed Bai Yue's hostility, just because she believed in Qing Deng's story, and she didn't go into it. Anyway, she is already married and has children, so although she is indifferent to herself, it is considered polite, so it would be meaningless to pursue further.

But now, there is no way to whitewash the peace.

After a while, three people came to persuade her.

Lianqiao said, what happened in the past is already in the past, hurting Su Jiuge, won't your heart hurt?
Qing Deng said, I used to like Su Jiuge too, but now, it's not like I'm on good terms with Bai Yue either.

Bai Yue said, I have always felt that you are not worthy of Ah Jiu, but I still hope that you will choose to be with him.

Everyone wants her to be with Su Jiuge, everyone.

In fact, it's not that I want her to be with Su Jiuge, but because Su Jiuge likes her, if it were another woman, they would say the same thing.

Because the person they care about is Su Jiuge.

Therefore, Lu Yunchen should be abandoned without hesitation!
Yaoguang didn't know what she was struggling with. She even, until now, hadn't seen the legendary Mr. Lu—what kind of man was she who loved him so much that she was willing to die for him?In fact, she knew very well that even if she left Su Jiuge, nothing would happen to her and Lu Yunchen, but...why couldn't they make a happy ending? Being so stiff was obviously not good for everyone... She just couldn't make up her mind!

It's as if...it's as if...my former self lost something very important because of a frivolous decision...

For several days in a row, Su Jiuge only treated her as if she was ill, and said nothing, as if she was trying to escape. His attitude made Yaoguang extremely painful.

She finally broke out one night, exposing all the undercurrents to the surface, "Why, why do you still treat me so well, why don't you give up?" If it were her, she would have...

What happened earlier, I felt confused again for a while.

Su Jiuge smiled, his eyes were clear and calm: "I'm afraid I will regret it in the future."

Seeing that she was still confused, Su Jiuge explained: "Although I feel pain now, you are always by my side. If I voluntarily give up and lose you, I will regret it one day. At that time, I will never get you again." gone."

Yaoguang felt stunned in his heart, and couldn't help asking: "Who taught you this truth?"

Su Jiuge was startled, and replied, "My mother."

Fluctlight lowered his eyelashes and didn't ask any more questions.It's just a guess, what kind of unforgettable and heart-wrenching past is it that makes a person come to such a conclusion.

Don't want to regret yourself...?

Even though, she used to love someone else.

It's that kind of pain again, vaguely, stuffy in my heart, extremely distressed, but I can't cry out, it's so sour.

The more gentle he is and the more he gives indifferently, the more uncomfortable she will feel.

"Qingdeng, she used Wangyou for you?"

"……Yes."

"You, did you almost go mad because you didn't want to forget me?"

"……Yes."

Yaoguang laughed suddenly, but with a smile, tears fell down.

She thought that she was different, but in the end, she was still the same——

When she knew what Su Jiuge had done for her, she couldn't bear to hurt the man who loved her so much.

The story of new love and old love, she is always worthless for the old love.

For example, Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty favored Wei Zifu and abandoned Chen Ajiao.When liking someone, it should be a whole-hearted, life-long love that can be easily changed, how can it be called love.It only defiles the sanctity of love.

Therefore, no matter what Lianqiao Qingdeng and Bai Yue said, she still had a trace of resentment, how could she let her throw away her old love so easily without hesitation.

So she should take back her feelings and go find Lu Yunchen's...

Chen Yaoguang didn't want to be a heartless person.

But facing Su Jiuge——faced with Su Jiuge like this, she knew it was immoral, and knew that she loved someone else before, but now her heart was still full of Su Jiuge, and there was no one else at all. Shelter.

Even the word "Lu Yunchen" is a kind of panic to her.

Love the new and dislike the old, see the difference and think about changing.

After all, she became the kind of person she hated the most.

Bai Yue thought that choosing Su Jiuge was the best for him, but it was not like that - because her existence itself was a kind of harm to Su Jiuge.

She knew that no matter what everyone said, she should leave him.

Just like when a person is injured, new ones will grow only if the damaged flesh is cut off, otherwise, it will never be healed.

She stayed by his side all the time, even in deep sleep, she stayed by his side, restraining him and preventing him from falling in love with others.

She was the carrion from his wounds.

Tormented him for four full years.

Already enough.

but--

"Then let's be together."

Under Su Jiuge's surprised gaze, Yaoguang spoke with a hoarse voice.

In the past two days, she cried miserably, her eyes were swollen, not only not ugly, but more cowardly, just after being washed with tears, it was as clear as lake water.

She held Su Jiuge's hand, and his hand was cold, which made her heart ache again. This pain and guilt were entangled together, and it almost made her cry again!

But she can't cry now.

"Even if I regain my memory in the future, I will try my best to forget Mr. Lu, and I will not regret my choice today." Yaoguang took a deep breath and forced himself to smile at him: "I don't struggle anymore, please forgive me Is self-willedness for two days good?"

Su Jiuge looked at her smile and was slightly absent-minded.

She said she was willful...

But... is there anyone more willful than him?

She only saw his admiration for her, why didn't she see the filthy selfishness behind this admiration—she never thought about why she would wake up next to him since she loved someone else at the beginning, so that he could take advantage of it .

She only knew that Qing Deng was lying, but she didn't know that he was actually the one who lied in the first place.

Four years ago, in Dali Temple, he said indifferently to the blood-covered man with frantic eyes: "Yaoguang is dead, and it was too late when she was sent back, she died."

So, she wakes up from him.

Ask him: "Who are you?"

(End of this chapter)