Chapter 13 Nightmare
Even though there was warmth, what he felt was cold, and his lowered eyes were full of indifference, staring at Lian Qinru's hand that was resting on his own.

It's these hands, how many things I have done to myself, and forced myself to that point of despair, it is these hands that took away my own flesh and blood.

It seemed that he wanted to freeze these hands and make them disappear.

Gently shaking his hand, Lian Jin came back to his senses, hid the emotion in his eyes, raised them calmly, and nodded, "I want to go back and change my clothes."

Faintly revealing his intention to leave and the reason he should, Xiao Hao couldn't refuse, but handed the bamboo basket to Lian Jin.

She didn't reach out to pick it up for a long time, but she was rather cautious, Lian Qinru took it as Lian Jin's shyness, and then smiled, "Second Prince, let's take our leave first."

Xiao Hao made a gesture of invitation, but did not stop them. Looking at the backs of the two leaving, his gaze was unclear.

If he felt right, Lian Jin was avoiding himself.

The first time he saw Lian Jin floated leisurely in his mind, with a gentle smile on the corners of his lips.

Lian Qinru didn't mind carrying the bamboo basket, while Lian Jin held the lotus in his hand. As long as he could make some progress, such a little sacrifice didn't matter.

"What's my sister's impression of the second prince this time? You two must have had a good time, right?"

Can't wait to ask, Lian Qinru still wants to know if her sacrifice is meaningful, in such a hot weather, it should be a good time for a maid to fan the wind, reclining comfortably on the soft couch, drinking ice porridge and tea .

But still come out and walk for such a long time, where is it comfortable to stay at home.

Lian Jin bit her lips lightly, and said in a low voice, "If my sister was with me, I would be happy, but my sister is seasick." With a slightly regretful tone, his eyes lit up in an instant, "I picked so many lotus seeds, I can survive when I go back The lotus seed soup must be delicious."

Pretending to understand something, he changed the topic, with a determined and joyful look, his eyes were as clear as lake water, and he did not hide his emotions at all.

Lian Qinru sighed slightly and shook her head, her younger sister really doesn't understand anything, she really has an elm head, but it doesn't matter, she is different from Lian Jin.

He echoed: "When you get home, tell the servant girl to do it. Drink more, it will definitely be very sweet."

There was something implied in the words, and the smile on his face never fell, but it was more meaningful.

Back in the room, Su Su who greeted her took the lotus in Lian Jin's hand, and said pleasantly, "Miss, this flower blooms so beautifully. Put it in a vase and keep it in water. It will definitely bloom for a few more days."

Originally, Lian Jin wanted to stop it. What's the use of a useless thing, no matter how beautiful it is, it is destined to be annihilated, so what if it stays for a few more days?
But seeing the high spirits on Lian Jin's face, it's not easy to stop her by force, so let her go.

Putting on a simple dress, Lian Jin's eyes fell on the forehead, cold and indifferent, he smiled self-deprecatingly, and most of all he felt helpless and lonely.

Unfaithful, unrighteous, and unfilial, in the end, he will be charged with crimes and despair.

Facing the bronze mirror and looking at himself inside, in a trance, what emerged was that horrible face, feeling sick for a while.

The obsession is too deep, and I am always alert to myself in case I make another mistake.

I don't know how long it has passed, Susu dare not disturb this kind of Lianjin, Qiner and Qier naturally don't care about it, the hot breath is also cooling down a little bit.

"Second Miss, it's time to eat."

In the end, it was Qin'er who hesitated and broke the frozen time. Naturally, she knew what was more important than offending Lian Jin or offending his wife.

There was no trace of respect, but rather impolite. Lian Jin automatically ignored the tone, restrained his thoughts, and responded softly.

The moment he stood up, he felt a little dizzy, and had to hold on to the table to barely hold on. Lian Jin frowned slightly, and slowly closed his eyes.

Try to calm yourself down in such a sudden state. "Miss, is there something wrong, do you want to call a doctor?" The subtle movements fell into the eyes of Su Su who had just entered the room, and hurried over to hold Lian Jin's arm, asking nervously, wanting to let Lian Jin Sit down first, don't push yourself up.

With no experience, she was suddenly at a loss.

After regaining his strength, Lian Jin calmly shook his head and said softly, "I'm fine, let's go."

It was just a moment of dizziness, probably because of thinking too much, Lian Jin didn't care.

Shen Shulian had a gloomy face, and the smiling Lian Qinru was already sitting there waiting, and in the middle of the table was a pot of lotus seed soup.

Seeing Shen Shulian's displeasure, Lian Jin obediently bowed and said, "Ma'am."

"Mother, my younger sister and the second prince picked these lotus seeds together. My younger sister has worked so hard and the rest is late. Mother, don't blame my younger sister."

When she spoke at the right time, Lian Qin seemed to be helping Lian Jin to say good things, and intentionally or unintentionally, she seemed to be reminding Lian Jin of something, and at the same time there was some blame.

Qiaoxiaoqianxi, the soft and beautiful facial features are harmonious on that face, gentle and graceful.

However, Shen Shulian's face was able to calm down a little at this time, she no longer cared about anything for the sake of her daughter, and ate quietly.

Intentionally or seemingly unintentionally, after a meal, Lian Jin drank the most soup, with Lian Qinru's seemingly inadvertent help.

In the end, Shen Shulian's complexion was no longer as ugly as before, but she still put on the air of being the mistress, "Lian Jin, you are the second lady of the mansion, your honor and disgrace are one with the mansion's honor and disgrace, understand?" ?”

As long as Lian Jin is obedient, she can tolerate Lian Jin's existence without affecting her own interests. She can be magnanimous, and even allow Lian Jin to marry into the royal family and enjoy the glory and wealth.

But if she finds that Lian Jin is hindering her, she can also get rid of her at all costs, just like she got rid of Lian Jin's mother.

The same thing can happen a second time.

There was a hint of sternness in the tone, it seemed to be a reminder, but it was actually a warning.

Lian Jin with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes said in a low voice: "Understood."

The cowardly appearance was just a faux pas, to prevent Shen Shulian from noticing her strangeness.

At this time, Lian Qinru gracefully wiped the corners of her mouth with a white handkerchief, obediently with a hint of coquettishness, "Mother, don't scare my sister, my sister must understand in her heart that she is tired today, so I should let you Sister, go back and rest."

Hearing such words, Shen Shulian responded lightly, raised her chin, and signaled that Lian Jin could leave. She didn't want to see Lian Jin all the time, which would always cause her displeasure.

The same is true for Lian Qinru, who hates Lian Jin's face, which is [-]% similar to her own, but is always able to hide her disgust very well and not let it out.

Lian Jin just let their mother and daughter sing together, and it is the most correct for him not to say a word, just listen to it casually, don't worry about it.

Then she stood up and left here. Similarly, she didn't want to see them either.

The mutual dislike resides in each other's hearts.

Lying on the stiff bed, Lian Jin slowly closed his eyes, and his mother's face, gentle smile, and affectionate care appeared in his mind, followed by the hatred in Han'er's eyes, and the cry of his little daughter. Crying, all the intricate things crumpled up and attacked her, unstoppable.

He suddenly opened his eyes, it was pitch black, his forehead was covered with thick sweat, Lian Jin sat up, panting heavily, calming his mind.

It's always like this, the nightmares are inevitable, and at this time, her obsessions and demons cannot be let go, and they naturally exist.

Moonlight poured in through the half-opened carved windows, a slight gleam in the darkness.

Lian Jin got out of bed, relying on his familiarity with the room and the meager moonlight, he leaned against the window sill and quietly raised his eyes to look at the bright moon in the black sky that was shining with clear light.

The cool night breeze blew across Lian Jin's face, and the corners of her clothes fluttered lightly. The coolness took away the tiredness on her face, and she suddenly became sober.

The slightly sunken face is not as sunny as it should be at this age, but sad and vicissitudes instead.

He raised his head, his neck was slightly sore, but he didn't want to let it go, and a hazy light appeared, full of stubbornness.

In the silent night, all subtle sounds are amplified infinitely at such moments.

When his ears caught some small voices, Lian Jin raised his vigilance, and quickly pulled off the strong clothes that Su Su had neatly folded aside, and put them on in a blink of an eye, his deep eyes were like night.

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