When my cousin was disfigured and lost a hand

Chapter 6
I have never seen such a fragile side of my cousin. He hugged me tightly, as if he was grabbing a piece of driftwood in the sea. My mood was indescribably strange, and it was the first time I had such a strange feeling. experience.

In my ear again, he said in a hoarse voice: "Qingqing, don't marry someone else."

I suddenly remembered that he and I were no longer husband and wife. Whether I marry or not is naturally up to me to decide. How can he control me whether I marry or not?Thinking of this, I pushed him away, and he staggered a step, but still grabbed my hand and refused to let go.

I didn't know that one day he would actually grab my hand, but it was unacceptable. I looked at him unhappy, "If other people see you and me like this, then what should I do?" How to marry into a good family?"

My cousin was stiff all over and his face was ashen.

I didn't understand why he suddenly became like he was dead, but I was really worried, I was afraid that my aunt would be sad, so I shook his hand and asked: "Is there something wrong with you? Then I'll call the doctor."

I wanted to call the imperial doctor, but he was holding on to my wrist tightly and refused to let go. I felt pain, and I felt more and more in my heart whether there was something wrong with him that I didn't know, or, He wants to spend time with me here, just to avoid seeing the empress, also, he thinks that he is no longer what he used to be, and he doesn't want to expose his embarrassment to his sweetheart.

In the past, I looked at my mother who was dressing up. My mother said that a woman is the one who pleases herself. Every woman wants to appear in front of the person she likes. She is the most beautiful appearance. This sentence should also be suitable for men. .

My cousin didn't dare to see the empress, but I've seen him no matter how embarrassed and miserable he looked, which really proves that he doesn't care about me.

I yelled, "It hurts."

He seems to have come to his senses, his beautiful left eye is no longer distracted, but fixedly looking at me, I feel a little out of breath from his lifeless eyes.

But he still didn't let go of my hand, I had to compromise, and called out weakly: "Cousin..."

His expression was slightly moved.

"My hand hurts from being scratched by you."

Cousin finally eased some strength, the corners of his lips moved, and said softly: "Qingqing, come back with me, okay?"

It was the first time I heard my cousin talk to me so gently, as if he was afraid of being rejected, but I felt that I misunderstood, how could he be afraid of rejection?So, I thought for a while and said: "I have no reason to go to Yongwang's Mansion yet. When my aunt's birthday comes, I will naturally go to celebrate her birthday."

The cousin's eyes became more and more scorching, "I want you to go back with me, I want you to be my princess, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want...I want you to be by my side..."

His final voice trembled slightly, and I couldn't help but tighten my heart. It's not because of anything else, it's just a headache. I have served him for three months, and I have seen the most embarrassing side of him. I'm afraid he is The pot has been broken long ago, instead of letting other people see his physical deformities again, it is better to let me, the "old man", come.

I can only promise him, "You have to trust my aunt, she will find you a careful and meticulous person to serve you, and I can also swear to you, whether I marry or not in the future, if I criticize you behind my back, I was struck by lightning."

He didn't speak.

I was even more unsure if I guessed wrong, pursed my lips, and I said: "So you really don't have to worry too much, and I never thought of getting into trouble for you, so...so can you not worry about it in the future?" Did you come to see me?"

Of course, I can also swear that what I said was very sincere and very careful, and I definitely didn't mean to offend him at all. Maybe he felt my sincerity, and he finally let go of my hand.

I just felt that he seemed to be depressed because of something, but considering that he might grab me again, I immediately stepped back a few steps, and finally just turned around and ran away with my skirt in my hands. I only looked back at him in a hurry At a glance, he was still standing there, his figure was thin, and I couldn't see his expression clearly because he was too far away in the night, but I felt like there was a wall around him, and he was the only one inside the wall.

After the death of the little cat I raised when I was young, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart after a long absence.

When I returned to the banquet hall, my mother and sister-in-law saw that I was sweating, and asked me what happened. I just said that I got hot from a walk. My sister-in-law didn't ask any more questions, but my mother gave me an extra look.

I saw the daughter of the Lan family again, but she is now the empress sitting next to the new emperor. In fact, I don't like her, not because of my cousin, but because of the emperor in Jiangbei and the empress sitting here. The war between the new emperors started because of her, and the other wives and ladies all envied the story of becoming a concubine in anger, but I heard my brother say that so many people died in the war, so I don’t like such stories anymore .

On the day of the palace change, the new emperor could have killed the old emperor, but Lan Li stopped the new emperor, so the old emperor went to Jiangbei alive. Lan Li liked the new emperor, but because he inherited the goodness of the old emperor, he could not bear to watch His death has created the current situation where the two emperors appear together, and the old emperor also said that one day he will come back and take back what he should have taken back.

In other words, there will be wars.

I don't like wars, but I'm just a walk-on, and I don't have the ability to change the situation. Besides, my cousin, he is neither the hero nor the second. Thinking of the neighboring countries, there are emperors and princes, and there are knights in this dynasty. I like Lanli, and I don't know how much my cousin can be called a male number. What is certain is that he and I are just little people.

With his current appearance, at best, he can only make Lan Li feel guilty and grateful for a while, but it is absolutely impossible for Lan Li to fall in love with him. I sighed in my heart, thinking that my cousin is really stupid, stupid, and pitiful.

But what surprised me was that during this palace banquet, the new emperor suddenly praised me for being virtuous and virtuous, which made me the focus again. .

On the way back, I saw a beautiful woman, it was very late, this woman was sitting in a pavilion in a plain dress, she seemed to be looking at the moon in the sky, and also seemed to be looking at the world outside the palace wall.

I recognize her, she is the wife of the old emperor, and also the former queen empress. A woman is not favored by her husband, even when she is queen, she is not close to him.

She was originally a magnanimous woman, and I have heard more than once that she managed the harem in an orderly manner, but after Lan Li appeared, this gentle and generous woman targeted Lan Li like crazy, and used All kinds of vicious schemes were just to drive Lanli away from her husband. Of course, none of her schemes succeeded.

Lan Li is indeed a person who doesn't care about past suspicions. She prevented the new emperor from killing the former empress. Although the former empress lived deep in the palace and was no longer an empress, she was treated similarly to the women in the cold palace. Her status is embarrassing, and now everyone only calls her Mrs.

After I married my cousin, I also entered the palace several times. This lady treated Lan Li badly, but she was kind to me, but my mother refused to let me say hello to her, so she dragged me away in a hurry.

I looked back at the woman admiring the moon in the pavilion, and suddenly thought of her younger sister. Her younger sister was also the daughter of the prime minister's mansion. When the new emperor was Prince Rui, she was his fiancée. I have met this daughter of the prime minister's mansion a few times. Once, she was beautiful and had a sweet smile, but she was like her elder sister. After Lan Li appeared, she wished that Lan Li would be ruined and die. After the new emperor ascended the throne, she was imprisoned in a nunnery. Forced to spend their lives in poverty.

I suddenly realized, if I didn't know that I was just playing a trick, would I also go crazy like these women and want Lan Li to die?If I really had such thoughts... I shook my head. Fortunately, I recognized my identity. Although I was divorced by my cousin, at least I did not end up in any miserable situation.

I stayed at home for three days, my mother chased me and asked if there was a young master I liked, I was helpless, and when I was about to report the name of Young Master Jiang, my aunt came.

My aunt's eyes were red, and she couldn't help crying when she saw me holding my hand again, "Qingqing, auntie, please go and see your cousin, if he continues like this, he will die soon."

(End of this chapter)