When my cousin was disfigured and lost a hand

Chapter 7
I had no choice but to step into the Yongwang Mansion under the silence of my parents. I never thought that I would enter the Yongwang Mansion again in such a short period of time, and I felt an indescribable feeling.

The housekeeper stood in front of my cousin's room, and when he saw me coming, he lowered his head deeply, "Wang...Miss Cousin."

I nodded at him, not blaming him for a momentary slip of the tongue, my aunt just sent me to the door of the room, I entered my cousin's room alone, the moment I opened the door, there was a strong smell of alcohol Come, I walked in, in this dim room, the air pressure was low and it was difficult for me to breathe.

"go out!"

A wine jar was smashed at my feet. Hearing the man's groaning, I stopped for a moment and didn't know whether I should move on.

My cousin was sitting in the corner, surrounded by wine jars, the strong smell of alcohol in the room was coming from here, my cousin lowered his head, I couldn’t see his expression clearly, he used to drink but not Alcoholism, my aunt said, since he came back from the palace, he hasn't been out of the house. If he goes on like this all day long, he will only play with this hard-won life.

I thought of my crying aunt, so I walked forward, avoiding the wine jar on the ground, I walked up to him and squatted down, he grabbed the wine jar with one hand and was about to throw it towards me again, "Get out ..."

When he looked up to see me, he froze.

I finally saw his face, he didn't wear a mask, the burn on his right face has become a scar and remained on his face forever, and his intact left face has no blood on it, it is sick Pale, I thought, and I finally understood why my aunt said that he would die soon.

"Qingqing..."

He called my name and pulled me into his arms. He was holding me too hard, and I felt a little uncomfortable, but thinking of his fragile body now, I was afraid that if I pushed him away, he would It will fall apart. After thinking about it, I still gave up the idea of ​​pushing him away.

"Qingqing... Qingqing..."

He whispered my name over and over again, and buried his head into my neck. I was not used to it, but I have always had good endurance, so I endured it. At this time, my eyes fell On the wall, in fact, when I walked into this room, I discovered that the walls in the room were covered with words, and those words were all the characters "Qing".

It seems that he has learned to write with his left hand, at least the words on the wall are no longer crooked.

"Why are you unhappy?" I asked, "Is it because the people in the palace didn't take good care of you?"

He froze all over, and after a long time, he said in a muffled voice: "Mother gave those women a sum of money, and they all left."

Cousin is now in a state of walking corpses, and has no longer the glamor of the past. Even if those women stay in the palace, they can't see hope, and they should leave.

I hesitated for a while and asked, "Are you upset because your aunt let them go?"

"I let them go."

"Then...you're tired of them, and now you can't find anything that satisfies you, so you're unhappy?"

Cousin buried in my neck and laughed, smiling, but I felt that it sounded like a mournful cry. I was a little uneasy, saying that I am not smart, and some things are hard to understand , Maybe it's because my parents have considered everything for me since I was a child, so I don't know how to use my brain.

Cousin was quiet for a long time again, then he suddenly tightened the hand holding my waist, and said softly: "Qingqing, look, I can't hold you tightly even if I want to hug you now."

(End of this chapter)