Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 11

At that time, she valued her self-esteem more than her life, and she never wanted to tell him about the nightmare she had at night.

And somehow, he noticed it carefully. Since then, he would read the documents at the desk in her room with the lamp on every night, and didn't leave until she was soundly asleep.

A big man, reading documents under the pink HelloKitty cat lamp, how strange is the scene.But she was lying on the bed, looking over in a daze, but felt that the warm orange light of the desk lamp seemed to have been shining into her heart, illuminating those dark corners.

Maybe from then on, she decided to follow him for the rest of her life.

But she forgot to ask him if she still needs to follow him.

Just as she was recalling, she suddenly felt something strange, and when she looked up, she was shocked to see that Shen Shengnian had woken up at some point, and was looking at her with bright star-like eyes.

Seeing that her hand was still being held by him, Qin Hongyan felt a little embarrassed, and hurriedly wanted to take it out.

But Shen Shengnian didn't let go no matter what, his fever has subsided, but his hands seem to be hotter than when he had a high fever.

Qin Hongyan was about to get angry, but she heard Shen Shengnian talking like a dream: "Sister Qin, I just had a dream. I dreamed that you left and said that you would never see me again. I was very scared. But when I woke up, I found that you were still there. Now, it's really... great."

Qin Hongyan still pulled out her fingers one by one from his grip, and said, "Eat some porridge, I'll serve it for you."

Shen Shengnian's beautiful eyes that lit up just now cast dust all over the sky in an instant: "Sister Qin, do you hate me?"

"Also... not bad." Qin Hongyan swore that this was the least hurtful language she could say.

Shen Shengnian's beautiful face was so sad that it was about to drip water: "Uncle said, you don't want to teach me anymore, and asked me if I said something or did something to make you angry. When I heard it, it really felt like a bolt from the blue Same, I asked him for your address, and said that I wanted to apologize to you, but I just met you and felt uncomfortable. After I helped you to sleep, I wanted to leave, but I was afraid that you would wake up in the middle of the night and get worse, so I just sat on the sofa Sitting, who knows, fell asleep. Sister Qin, I'm sorry, I didn't sleep at your house on purpose, so don't blame me. "

His attitude was down to earth, even if Qin Hongyan claimed to be hard-hearted, she couldn't help but feel sad.

Shen Shengnian lowered his head, like a child who did something wrong: "I know that I'm clinging to you, which must annoy you, but... I can't help it. I promise you, I will be obedient and stay quietly in the future, as long as I stay away It's good to watch you from a distance. So, Sister Qin, please don't stay thousands of miles away from me, okay?"

Yes, the most poignant words in the world are "no way".

Even if you know that the other party is annoying, even if you lose your self-esteem, you still want to look at the other party from a distance.

Because there is no way.

There is no way to control myself.

There is no way to restrain your emotions.

There is no way to forget each other.

Qin Hongyan looked at Shen Shengnian, as if she saw herself in him.

In the end, Qin Hongyan agreed to continue to be Shen Shengnian's spoken language teacher.

From then on, Shen Shengnian did as promised, every time he met, he just focused on practicing his spoken English with her, and knew how to keep a distance, so he never had any physical contact with her.

Qin Hongyan gradually let go of her guard, and her relationship with Shen Shengnian also improved from a freezing point.I don't know if it was a coincidence or other reasons, Shen Ang decided to redecorate his new home and rented a room in a hotel, so Qin Hongyan could only change the teaching location to her own home.

In fact, with Shen Shengnian's company every week, the nights are much better, at least not so lonely; at least when teaching, she can temporarily stop thinking about him and get time to breathe.

These days, she hasn't received his call, as if this person disappeared in her life.

It was the first and last time that I took the initiative to call her.

Although her dependence on him can make her give up her self-esteem, it doesn't mean that she can also give up her self-esteem in front of other women.She didn't have the courage to hear another woman say to herself, "Hi, he's in the bathroom, I'll ask him to get back to you later."

The confrontation between the two women was really ugly.

Time passed like this, and soon it was November.While practicing oral English that day, Shen Shengnian suddenly asked: "Sister Qin, do you have something to do tomorrow?"

"What's wrong?" She asked without raising her head.

"It's nothing special, just...just..." Shen Shengnian lingered for a rare moment, as if mustering up his courage, he said: "Tomorrow is my birthday, can you spend it with me?"

his birthday?

In other words, the next day is also her birthday?
Qin Hongyan hurriedly checked the calendar, and sure enough, the next day was November 11th.

Her heart fluttered.

Every year on her birthday, even if she is far away in the United States, no matter how busy he is, he will take a dozen-hour flight and show up at her rented apartment on time.

This is the case every year.

What about this year?Will he still come as promised when he has a girlfriend?

Memories made her forget the people and affairs around her, Shen Shengnian asked her several times before she came back to her senses: "What?"

"Let me ask, do you have time to celebrate my birthday with me tomorrow?" Shen Shengnian looked at her fixedly: "Sister Qin, do you have something on your mind?"

"No." Qin Hongyan turned her head and looked in the direction of the shoe cabinet. There were eight pairs of high-heeled shoes in the top row, all of which were his shadow.

It's like him, always on top of his heart.

So, even if he doesn't come, she has to wait.

Qin Hongyan sighed deep in her heart, and said, "I have an appointment with someone tomorrow."

Chances are, of course, the person on the date won't come.

Under the light, Shen Shengnian's eyes flickered, and after a while, he regained his composure: "Oh, that's a pity."

Throughout the next day, Qin Hongyan's expression was uncertain, she was not in the mood to work and eat, and kept her mobile phone by her side all the time, checking for text messages or calls from time to time.

However, every time he failed until he got off work, there was no news from him.

This year, he really won't show up.

The late autumn night fell very early, and the sky was overcast, as if tears would be shed at any moment.Qin Hongyan was walking home alone. The new BURBERRY windbreaker was worn on her body, showing a slender waist, and at the same time showing a depressed atmosphere.

He once told her that girls in their teens and early 20s can dress indiscriminately by virtue of their youth.But once you are over 25, you must wear high-quality brand-name clothes, so as to show the texture of a woman.

She kept his words in mind, and from then on, she tried her best to keep as few clothes as possible.

Not only this sentence, she remembered every word he said.

Qin Hongyan turned on the phone again and found that the screen was clean, but there was still no message from him.

Disappointed like mud made her breathless, Qin Hongyan came to the winery, bought a few bottles of red wine, and took them home.

Without his birthday, she couldn't spend it sober, she could only get herself drunk.

With that in mind, she started drinking for the purpose of getting drunk after returning home.Perhaps because she was in a bad mood, she also lost her ladylike behavior and drank directly from the bottle after opening the bottle.

The fine red wine has a mellow taste and a pleasant aroma. She gradually became a little drunk and felt much more relaxed.

Qin Hongyan turned on the music, and the sexy and deep female voice echoed in the room, and her emotions hit her heart.She opened the closet, took out the eight pairs of high heels, and tried them on one by one.

Perhaps these high heels were all she could have about him.

She put on Balenciaga's peach red pointed-toed thin-soled high heels, and put on a pink dress, and looked at it in front of the mirror.

At this moment, her cheeks were flushed, her eyes were blurred, and the pink shoes and dress released all the sexiness in her body.

Any man who sees it will praise "Stunning" from the bottom of his heart.

However, no one else in the room could see it but herself.

Qin Hongyan thought, only herself alone.

In the distance, the doorbell sounded, and it sounded unreal to her slightly drunk ears.

Stepping on her high heels, Qin Hongyan staggered to the door, and opened the door without asking.

It doesn't matter who comes, she really longs for company tonight.

And outside the door, stood a man in a suit.

Qin Hongyan has seen many men, but no one can wear a suit so well.He has slender eyebrows and eyes, handsome and elegant, with a gentleman's atmosphere lingering around him, and his eyes are warm, making people let go of all their guards at the first sight.

Somehow, she staggered back a step.

He reached out to support her, and took her into his arms. He wore a string of Buddhist beads on his wrist, and the familiar sandalwood scent instantly filled her nostrils.

It was like returning to that night many years ago, when he took off his suit jacket and put it on her body, her whole body was covered with his sandalwood fragrance, which lasted for many years.

Qin Hongyan leaned in his arms, whispering his name softly in her heart: "Xi Huan, Xi Huan, Xi Huan."

"You are so beautifully dressed, are you waiting for me, or the person next to you?" His voice was clear and gentle, just like on the phone.

"I thought you wouldn't come." Qin Hongyan's voice was low, and she still felt that this scene was like a dream.

"As long as it's your birthday, I have to come even if the volcano erupts." He said half jokingly and half seriously.

Next, they maintained this posture, like a lover's hug.

She greedily sniffed the sandalwood scent on his body, as if to make sure this was not a dream.

And he also sniffed the unknown fragrance emanating from her hair, and closed his eyes slightly.

After a long time, he finally let her go, held up the bag in the book and said, "Come and see your birthday present this year."

It was a pair of AlexanderMcQueen black and white two-color mosaic high heels, black on the outside and white on the inside.Like night and day, heaven and hell.

"These high heels are very similar to your temperament, come and try."

Xi Huan asked Qin Hongyan to sit on the sofa while he knelt down on one knee, took off her pair of pink high heels, and put on new ones for her.

His movements are gentle and elegant, like a born nobleman.

His fingers touched her feet, and each touch set off an explosion inside her.

After helping her put it on, he raised his head and looked at her, his eyes sparkled with small flames in the depths: "Look, how beautiful it is."

She didn't know whether he was talking about the high heels or herself.

He didn't get up, but maintained a half-kneeling posture, gradually leaning his body towards her.

Qin Hongyan stared blankly at his approaching face, but couldn't react.

In front of him, she will always be that young and helpless girl.

His lips pressed against her cheek softly, as soft as petals, and his voice was like the wind: "Happy birthday."

He said.

Even though it was a night in late autumn, she instantly seemed to be in the spring when everything was revived, and the blood vessels in her body were filled with small cherry blossoms.

(End of this chapter)