Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 15

She was in his arms, like cherry blossom petals in his palm, squeezing out the juice.

She was imprisoned in a golden cage, imprisoned in his body.

On the way home, Qin Hongyan's mind was in a daze. Those dark memories were like hands with rotten flesh showing bones, grabbing her neck, making her breathless.The rough breath full of desire, the bloody smell full of copper rust, all turned into fear crawling on her back.

After getting off the taxi, Qin Hongyan almost flew into the elevator.

She just wanted to go home quickly, curl up in bed, and drown herself unconscious.She just wants to be so drunk that she can't think, she just wants to be so drunk that she forgets the past.

She was the only one in the elevator, Qin Hongyan leaned against the elevator wall, the metal skin passed through her clothes to the skin, and the coolness spread to her nerve endings.The lights in the elevator were dimly white, reflecting ghostly shadows in the entire elevator car.

In fact, Qin Hongyan is most afraid of sitting in a confined space like an elevator. There is no escape, no escape, and it can easily arouse the fear in people's hearts.

As he was thinking wildly, the elevator stopped suddenly, the white light above his head went out, and the entire carriage only had the dim yellow light of the emergency light.

The darkness fell again, and the elevator at this moment was like a time machine, allowing her to return to many years ago in an instant.

She has no parents since she was a child, and has lived with a grandmother named Lin since she can remember.Grandma Lin is an indifferent person, her wrinkled eyes are full of ice all year round.Grandma Lin didn't have much affection for her, she just tried her best to keep her from starving or freezing, and refused to say a single word to her that was unnecessary.Over time, Qin Hongyan also learned to be silent.

They live in a village on the outskirts of the city, where the environment is noisy and dirty, and the neighbors are all poor and lower-class people, coolies, prostitutes, and drug addicts.It seems that the filth of the whole city is concentrated here. There is no sunshine all year round, and only the smell of garbage is transpiring in the air.

The life here is humble, but the more humble it is, the more tenacious it is, like weeds, which can easily spread into pieces.The children here are the same, they are born very easily, one, two, three, without a plan, and they are thrown away at will after birth.The streets are full of children covered in mud and snot. They imitate their parents, swearing, bullying and repeating the stories of the previous generation.

The young Qin Hongyan was often bullied by them, without any reason, just because her thinness made them feel the pleasure of abuse.They stoned her, spat on her, and called her an orphan without parents, a scum, and a loser.

Children are not all angels, and children without moral standards are often more terrifying than demons.

The leader of the group of children was nicknamed Welding Head, only two or three years older than Qin Hongyan, but he was very big, with a hideous burn on his arm. It is said that his drug-addicted father went crazy when he was addicted to drugs. He pressed his arm against the mark left by the soldering iron.

Welding Tou lived next door to Qin Hongyan's house. His mother was a prostitute, and she asked Granny Lin to help guard the door when she was doing business.

Perhaps it was for this reason that Welding Head hated Qin Hongyan very much, and always led his men down to bully her.

But although Qin Hongyan is young, she has an unyielding temperament in her bones.When the welding head slapped her, she would bite his hand tightly, and let the people around her ruthlessly kick her and never let go.

In the end, she was beaten badly and passed out.But Welding Head's hand was also bitten bloody, and the ring of teeth imprinted on it permanently.

When she woke up, she found herself lying on a dilapidated wooden bed. The roof was full of cobwebs, densely packed, and it was shocking to look at.

She woke up watching this scene every day for ten years.

Granny Lin gave her medicine, and sighed, "Your temper, why are you as stubborn as your mother, even if you are beaten to death, you won't beg for mercy."

She opened her mouth, but this action caused the wound at the corner of her mouth to open again, and the smell of blood spread from the tip of her tongue: "Who is my mother? Grandma, do you know who my parents are?"

Grandma Lin turned her head, her coldness returned, and she stopped talking.

This was the only sentence Qin Hongyan heard about her mother from Granny Lin.

She knew she had no answers, and over time she lost hope.

She thought, if her parents love her, they are absolutely unwilling to let herself suffer here. The only explanation is that they have died unexpectedly and cannot look for her to take care of her; if they deliberately abandoned her, then why should she suffer? What about tracking down the whereabouts of the irresponsible parents?

Since the tooth marks were left on Welding Tou's hands, no one dared to bully her anymore. Although she was weak, she was like a small beast when fighting, fighting back desperately, and would not let go without seeing blood.Bullying such a person is too costly.

What's more, even adults would be terrified when they saw her cold eyes.

From then on, when Welding Tou met her on the street, he just spat at her from a distance, cursed and left.

She thought that she would grow up peacefully in the suburban village from now on, but when she was 11 years old, Grandma Lin died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage.

11-year-old Qin Hongyan was taken to an orphanage.

On the day she left, she saw Welding Tou hiding by the door and watching her secretly, and she saw a trace of nostalgia in his complicated eyes.

Strange, shouldn't he hate himself?

Qin Hongyan didn't have time to understand Weldou's emotions, so she left the suburban village where she had lived for 11 years.

An orphanage is not a better place than a suburban village.

The children here are extremely insecure. In order to compete for favor and attention, they frame each other and plot against each other.

Qin Hongyan doesn't know how to sweet talk to please her teacher, so her basic necessities are the poorest.

Here, her only friend is Qiao Qiao, they are all quiet children.

The biggest dream of the children in the orphanage is to be adopted and live a life without worry.Although Qin Hongyan was beautiful in appearance, but because her eyes were as indifferent as an adult's, and she would not try to please her, no one was willing to adopt her for two years.

Until she was 13 years old, a couple came to the orphanage and took her away.

The couple came from an ordinary family, had not had children for many years, and often quarreled.In order to save their marriage, they decided to adopt a child.To them, Qin Hongyan is just a tool, so their attitude towards her is also lukewarm.

Qin Hongyan's arrival did not save their marriage. Two years later, her adoptive mother had an affair and eloped with her lover.Since then, her adoptive father has been devastated and began to drink alcohol all day long.

(End of this chapter)