Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 30

Qin Hongyan looked down at Xi Huan's hand, and the warmth came from the small piece of her skin that was in contact with his body.

Over the years, they have kissed and hugged, and there have been many ambiguous actions between men and women.The love that Qin Hongyan craves and enjoys so much is derived from these actions.

She is like a cactus in the desert, relying on those small loves to survive in the harsh environment.

Xi Huan asked her if she believed he loved her.

In fact, Qin Hongyan doesn't really know what it should be like to love someone. She grew up in a lack of love and people who have never been loved, how can they understand love?

The only thing she was sure of was that she loved Xi Huan.And when she loves him, she just thinks about him wholeheartedly, only wants to stay with him all day long, and will never get engaged to another man.

However, these performances did not appear in Xi Huan.

So she doesn't believe that he loves herself.

Qin Hongyan didn't say what she said, she just smiled lightly, and the smile didn't reach her eyes.

Looking at the meaningless smile on Qin Hongyan's mouth, Xi Huan suddenly became irritable.He made a quick move and held Qin Hongyan in his arms.He hugged her so tightly that there was no gap between them.

"You never knew that there were many times when I wanted to have you desperately." Xi Huan buried his nose in Qin Hongyan's hair, inhaling deeply the fragrance of Ruolan on her body.

His voice was hoarse with a bit of desire, like an anesthetic piercing into a blood vessel, making one's bones numb.

Yes, Qin Hongyan never knew, and had never seen Xi Huan with such a manly aggressiveness.Although he didn't make the next move, his breath showed that he was enduring a kind of patience that belonged to men.It seemed that as long as his will collapsed, she would be hard to escape.

Xi Huan never showed his possessive desire for her in front of Qin Hongyan. In his subconscious mind, he always thought that Qin Hongyan was his exclusive property, and she would always wait for him at the same place.Although Qin Hongyan's beauty has attracted many men, she dismissed them and stayed quietly at home every day waiting for him.

It was like this when I lived with him before, and it was still like this when I went to the United States.

This kind of experience made Xi Huan feel at ease. He thought that Qin Hongyan would always be waiting, waiting for him to complete the most important thing in his life.

But accidents often occur when the consciousness is the most relaxed. The boy named Shen Shengnian slowly ate Qin Hongyan's life, and almost took her body away.

Xi Huan has never touched Qin Hongyan's body, the reason is that he respects and cherishes her.However, that young man secretly watched those unsightly videos and blasphemed Qin Hongyan with his imagination.

This made Xi Huan feel angry.

What made Xi Huan panic was that Qin Hongyan's attitude towards that boy was that she let him go just like that.

Xi Huan understood Qin Hongyan, she didn't love that boy, but she had feelings.

Originally thought that Qin Hongyan could only have herself in Qin Hongyan's world, but the appearance of Shen Shengnian made Xi Huan understand that any possibility will appear.

Maybe one day, Qin Hongyan will fall in love with someone else and leave.

This imagination was like a big hand scratching Xi Huan's heart, and when the dream came back in the middle of the night, he was terrified.

"I want you very much, but I am worried that one day in the future you will find that I am not as good as you imagined. I am afraid that you will hate me. I know that the matter between me and Fu Yu makes you sad, but I Nothing happened and will never happen with her. The one I love has always been you, and I am with her for revenge... I will tell you about these things later. For now, I just want you to give me Give me some time to take care of everything." Xi Huan's lips pressed against Qin Hongyan's hair, and every time he said a word, he spewed a little bit of heat, and the heat gathered was enough to make Qin Hongyan intoxicated.

He finally spoke his mind.

He actually loves her too!
Her long wait has become a reality, and the future has become clear again.For many years, she seemed to be floating in the dark sea, with no goal and end, and her heart was full of confusion.But now, Xi Huan's promise is like a lighthouse on the sea, illuminating the way forward.

What he gave her was not only a promise, but also a lamp to light her future path.

She will wait for him.

Even if he is a demon, she will fall with him.

Ever since she became clear about Xi Huan's feelings for her, Qin Hongyan felt that the flowers of the whole world were blooming in an instant. This was the first time she felt that the world was so beautiful, and she could write off all the cruelty that fate had given her in the past.

As long as she can be with Xi Huan.

Qin Hongyan couldn't wait to ask Qiao Qiao to meet at the "Sense and Sensibility" coffee shop, and told her about it.However, Qiao Qiao's expression was very subtle. Instead of being happy for her, she frowned worriedly: "Hong Yan, don't you think Xi Huan's promise is too vague? If he can't get what he wants before marriage Yes, then will he continue to marry Fu Yu?"

Of course Qin Hongyan knew that Xi Huan hadn't given her enough guarantees, and also knew that the road ahead for them was still very difficult.But she believed in him, more than she believed in herself.

"I think it's better for you to be more cautious." Qiao quietly advised.

Qin Hongyan stirred the coffee with a small spoon, and finally asked a question that she had been puzzled for a long time: "Qiao, why do you have such a bad impression of Xi Huan? Could it be that you knew something and didn't tell me?"

Hearing this, Qiao Qiao's eyes flashed dark, but soon she lowered her eyes.Her eyelashes are thin and thick, covering the flowing light in her eyes: "I have always stayed by Kong Li's side, and occasionally heard something about Xi Huan. Although he looks elegant, his methods are more sophisticated than Kong Li's." Ruthless, I'm afraid you will suffer."

Qin Hongyan comforted: "No, he has always been very kind to me."

Qin Hongyan trusts Xi Huan unconditionally. If she doesn't even trust him, who else can she trust?

Although Qiao Qiao didn't speak anymore, the worry about Qin Hongyan and Xi Huan's future was evident on her face.

Qin Hongyan originally wanted to share this joy with Qiao Qiao and get her blessing, but when Qiao heard it, she looked very worried, which made Qin Hongyan feel like a heavy stone was stuck in her heart.

After coming out of the coffee shop, Qin Hongyan walked on the street alone.The cold wind in early winter is bleak, and it can make people feel gloomy for no reason.

Qin Hongyan knew that Qiao Qiao's words still had some influence on her.

Since Xi Huan made her promise, Xi Huan didn't spend much time at Qin Hongyan's house. They couldn't stay together like a normal couple, they couldn't go shopping or watch movies, and they couldn't appear in front of everyone openly.Of course, in Qin Hongyan's view, these are trivial matters, as long as she can be with Xi Huan, it doesn't matter.

But the only thing that made her uncomfortable was hearing the news about Xi Huan and Fu Yu.

During the lunch break, Qin Hongyan would always hear some gossiping staff talking about the marriage of the two.Everyone knew that the parents of the Fu family did not approve of this marriage and tried their best to obstruct it.So various versions appeared one after another: some said that they could no longer resist the pressure to break up;

Every time Qin Hongyan listened to it, and imagined the intimacy between Xi Huan and Fu Yu, she couldn't bear the pain.

Although Qin Hongyan trusts Xi Huan, she is a woman after all and cannot escape the interference of jealousy.

She is jealous of Fu Yu.

Just as she was thinking wildly, someone suddenly stood in front of her.Qin Hongyan raised her head and saw Shen Shengnian's gloomy eyes at a glance.

She took a step back subconsciously, every cell in her body chose to escape.But then he realized that it was broad daylight and the place was on the street, so he didn't dare to do anything.

Qin Hongyan put her hands on her chest and made a gesture of isolation: "It must not be a coincidence that you appear here?"

To her surprise, Shen Shengnian was honest.

"Sister Qin, I miss you very much." He said.

His tone was very calm, like the surface of a lake without waves.He was always like this, always expressing his feelings for her in a very calm voice.But the calmer it is, the more real it is.

If it was Xi Huan who said these words, Qin Hongyan would be moved.But for Shen Shengnian, she has complicated feelings.

She knew he liked her, but that kind of like made her afraid.

"I won't be with you." Qin Hongyan said directly: "I don't like you, and it's impossible for me to like you."

Shen Shengnian didn't care at all: "It doesn't matter, I love you, this is enough, you just need to stay by my side and enjoy my love."

Qin Hongyan remembered what Shen Shengnian said when they were in class for the first time: He likes fish the most, and the way he likes it is to eat it.

And the way he loves her is not to make her happy, but to trap her by his side.

Qin Hongyan thought that she might not be able to communicate with Shen Shengnian for the rest of her life.

"If you say, I don't want to be with you, what are you going to do?" Qin Hongyan asked, "Kidnap me? Imprison me? Or..."

"I won't do these things that hurt you." Shen Shengnian interrupted Qin Hongyan's imagination: "I just want you to give me a chance, and I want you to see that living with me is not such a bad thing."

Shen Shengnian looked at Qin Hongyan with deep eyes, as if looking into her heart instantly: "Sister Qin, I understand you, there is no second person in the world who understands you better than me. You don't want material things, you don't want power, you just want I want love, lots and lots of love. And I can give you lots and lots of love, only I can give you unblemished and single-minded love.”

Shen Shengnian's confession was still in an extremely calm and sincere tone.

She couldn't doubt his words.His parents had left the country, he never made friends, his life consisted of going to school, leaving school, and being with her.

The love he gave her was indeed terrifying and pure.

And he really does understand her, understands her inner desire: to get a lot of love, to make up for his childhood shortcomings.

In a way, the teenager suited her well.But unfortunately, he is not Xi Huan.

Qin Hongyan only wants Xi Huan's love.

She said it straight: "I have other people in my heart, so it's impossible to be with you."

"Is it Lawyer Xi Huan?" Shen Shengnian suddenly mentioned that name, which caught Qin Hongyan off guard.

"It's okay, I'll wait." Shen Shengnian smiled, that smile was very kind, and He Xi was out of tune with the desertedness of this early winter: "I will wait for him to marry Fu Yu, and for you to be disappointed in him. Sister Qin, At that time, please remember that I will be there anytime, anywhere."

(End of this chapter)