Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 33

Now that things have turned out like this, Qin Hongyan will not naively think that Shen Ang is still not clear about the entanglement between herself and Shen Shengnian.She was even ready to be taught a lesson by Shen Ang. After all, although this kind of thing is consensual, she is an adult after all, and she has the responsibility to stop before doing something wrong.

The reason why she didn't blame Shen Shengnian too much was because Qin Hongyan knew Shen Shengnian's admiration for her from the beginning.But she was greedy for his company and didn't stay away from the restraint, which caused everything that happened later.

But now, it caused Shen Shengnian's injury.

She didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of her.Qin Hongyan felt guilty.She stood still in front of Shen Ang, straightened her chest, ready to meet his severe criticism.However, Shen Ang just sighed lightly: "Miss Qin, that child in Shengnian is very stubborn, his liking is not a whim, but a long-term liking."

Shen Ang said it very implicitly, but Qin Hongyan understood everything, her eyes closed away from the coldness of the past, and only helplessness remained: "Even if he likes one thing again, he has to ask what he likes about it." Who."

"Ordinary people understand this truth, but that child..." Shen Ang looked at the hospital corridor, as if talking to the air: "That child has been different from ordinary people since he was a child. He is withdrawn and has few friends. He is good at everything. But nothing, I thought he would grow old like this, until he saw you... I know he is a kind of trouble to you, as his elder, I really feel sorry for you. "

Qin Hongyan was prepared to be scolded, but she didn't expect to get an apology in the end.

If it was scolding, at least she would feel better in her heart, but this apology only deepened her sense of guilt.

And when Qin Hongyan pushed open the door of the ward and saw Shen Shengnian who was almost dying lying on the hospital bed, the guilt in her heart doubled even more.

Shen Shengnian's eyes were closed tightly on the hospital bed, his face was covered with bruises, his whole body was covered with bandages, and there was hardly a single spot that was intact.

It seems that Xi Huan has played a cruel hand.

Shen Shengnian heard the footsteps, and said impatiently: "I said before, I don't want to eat anything, so don't ask any more."

His voice was rougher than usual.

After finishing speaking, Shen Shengnian opened his eyes without hearing a response.When she saw it was Qin Hongyan, her eyes lit up: "Sister Qin? You're here!"

Qin Hongyan couldn't face his eyes full of surprise, so she could only move her eyes away, and asked in a hard voice: "Why don't you eat, do you want to starve to death, and make me feel guilty? If so, I think Your calculations are wrong."

Although Qin Hongyan knew Xi Huan's viciousness towards the enemy, but at the same time, she would not forget that Shen Shengnian was not a cheap lamp either.Before, Shen Shengnian had repeatedly used bitter tricks to soften Qin Hongyan's heart, so she always reminded herself not to believe in his pretense.

Shen Shengnian bowed his head, stopped talking, and made no excuses.

"I guessed it?" Qin Hongyan thought of his many schemes in the past, felt disgusted, couldn't help but said coldly: "I will not be responsible for your life, so don't even think about using these bitter schemes in front of me in the future .I've seen you clearly, so even if you starve to death, I won't feel half guilty."

Qin Hongyan didn't know why things turned out like this, obviously she came to visit Shen Shengnian, but when she thought of the previous events, an unknown fire rose in her heart, and she couldn't help but vent it out.

Shen Shengnian still hung his head, his teeth biting his lips until they turned white.

When the atmosphere was embarrassing, the nurse came in with a dressing cart to change Shen Shengnian's dressing.When she took off the white bandage on Shen Shengnian's neck, Qin Hongyan couldn't help feeling numb, and her scalp was tight Inside, like a rope of carrion tightly bound, the circle of flesh is inflamed and festering, just looking at it seems to smell the rotten smell, it looks shocking!

Qin Hongyan stared blankly, forgetting to think.

And when the nurse finished changing the medicine and walked out of the ward, Shen Shengnian said in a low voice: "I don't eat, not because I want to show you, but because...it hurts."

Yes, the scars on the neck and neck are so horrible on the outside, and the throat must also be seriously injured, whether it is talking, eating or even drinking, it will be unbearably painful.

After realizing it, Qin Hongyan deeply regretted her unkind words just now.

She wanted to apologize, but didn't know how to say it.After lingering for a long time, what I finally said was related to another man: "I heard that he hurt you, I'm sorry, I didn't handle these things well."

Shen Shengnian's throat was injured, his voice was hoarse and unpleasant, completely different from his appearance, it sounded weird: "It's just an injury, for you, I'm willing to die."

This is not love talk, it is fact.

However, these words are a burden to those who cannot accept them. Qin Hongyan said with a warning tone: "We really don't want to meet again in the future, otherwise he won't let you go."

"Are you worried about me?" Shen Shengnian asked with a dazzling light in his eyes.

Qin Hongyan just looked at Lily on the hospital bed cabinet, tried her best to remove the emotion in her voice, making her voice cold and heartless: "You think too much, I just don't want to cause him trouble because of you."

Hearing this, the dazzling light in Shen Shengnian's eyes shattered and fell like dust.

He covered his eyes, and it took him a while to utter a syllable "Oh."

Even though Qin Hongyan knew that Shen Shengnian was good at disguising, she still couldn't help but soften her heart every time he made such an appearance.

It's no use talking any more, it's time to leave.Qin Hongyan looked at the watch on her wrist and said, "It's getting late, I have to go back."

Shen Shengnian asked the last question at this moment: "I heard that he sent someone to monitor you."

"Are you trying to say that he didn't really love me by making me lose my freedom like this? If you really want to say this, then you don't need to waste your time talking. He did that just to protect me. Besides," Qin Hongyan sneered : "The surveillance you conducted back then was much more vile than his."

There was a kind of cold irony in her voice, which hit people's hearts without reservation.

And Shen Shengnian seemed to be stabbed, and it took him a long time to recover, and he said quietly: "At the beginning, when I was watching you, in addition to satisfying my love, I also wanted to be able to accurately detect when you were lonely, and then go to accompany you. You always Being alone in such a big room, being careless, falling and getting drunk, I just want to make sure I can show up when it's most critical."

Qin Hongyan couldn't deny that during that period of time, whenever something happened to her, Shen Shengnian did come to save her in distress.

"I was just thinking, if he watches you like this, he must know that you are lonely, but why does he never show up when you are lonely?" Shen Shengnian asked Xi Huan, and also Qin Hongyan.

Qin Hongyan didn't answer, but turned and left.

She couldn't answer, any answer would be bad for Xi Huan.

Yes, Xi Huan must know her loneliness.The reason why he didn't come to accompany him was because there were some things in his world that were more important than her.Moreover, he firmly believes that she is strong and can resist those loneliness.

But the truth is, both he and she think highly of her.

She couldn't resist, that's why she fell.

Qin Hongyan left quickly.

What she didn't hear was a conversation between several nurses

"Why hasn't that handsome guy in the VIP ward's injury healed for so many days? The doctor prescribed the best anti-inflammatory medicine."

"Of course it won't get better. I accidentally found out that he didn't take medicine, and he deliberately soaked the wound with water every day."

"Is he crazy? Why would he do that?"

"Who knows."

What she didn't see were Shen Shengnian's eyes in the silent ward.

There was a mysterious and indescribable light in those eyes.

When Qin Hongyan returned home, she was still escorted by Shen Ang, avoiding Xi Huan's eyes and ears, and returned home safely and secretly.When she got home, she didn't turn on the light, but just sat on the sofa, letting the lights come on and the darkness soaking her body.

Qin Hongyan's mood was in a mess, like a ball of wool pulled by a cat, with knots everywhere.

She couldn't tell Xi Huan about meeting Shen Shengnian today, because it would mean betraying her. She never thought that one day she would join hands with others to hide Xi Huan.

For some reason, she always felt that today's incident was not the end, but the beginning.

Shen Shengnian quietly asked Qin Hongyan why Xi Huan knew she was lonely but refused to come to accompany her.

This question kept echoing in Qin Hongyan's mind, hitting her, making her irritable and desolate.

In fact, in the past, Xi Huan would appease her anxiety and loneliness.

I remember that she was still young at that time and did not go to the United States.And he is in full bloom, young and handsome, and understands women's minds, so he naturally attracts many women's likes.Among them is a mixed-race model named Rose, who is very beautiful, as the name suggests, like a rose with thorns.In fact, in retrospect, that rose and Qin Hongyan looked three points similar, and their faces were both aggressive and beautiful.

At that time, Xi Huan never brought women home, but that woman was an exception, she could enter and leave Xi Huan's house at will.Not only that, but that woman was hostile towards Qin Hongyan, and treated her like a little maid, ordering her to do this and that, Qin Hongyan often had disputes with her.

Xi Huan seems to treat Rose differently than he treats other women. One day, Qin Hongyan saw them kissing in the car in front of the door.

That was the first time she tasted jealousy. The next day, when Rose came to order her again, Qin Hongyan directly poured a glass of boiling water on Rose.

Amidst Rose's screams, Qin Hongyan thought that she might be driven away.

She even packed her luggage before going to bed and thought about where to buy the train ticket.But even so, in her sleep, she couldn't help crying miserably.

After Xi Huan returned home, what he saw was Qin Hongyan, who was neatly dressed, lying on the bed and ready to leave when he heard his order to evict guests.

(End of this chapter)