Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 48

Shen Shengnian thought it would be quite simple to get pregnant, but it was very difficult to actually implement it.

Although Qin Hongyan has no experience in matters of men and women, she is a mature woman with a higher education after all, so she can always think of good ways to avoid accidents.The previous few times, because of emergencies, they didn't prepare in advance, so Qin Hongyan went to buy the after-event contraceptive pill and took it within the effective time.After that, Qin Hongyan took long-term contraceptive pills on time every day, and put the pills in the inner layer of her leather bag, and marked them so that Shen Shengnian couldn't change them.

Shen Shengnian felt that Qin Hongyan was so on guard that he was suffering from delusions of persecution, even though he really wanted to harm her.

He even secretly wondered whether Qin Hongyan had heard the conversation between himself and Shen Ang, but when he checked her eyebrows carefully, it didn't look like that.

Of course Qin Hongyan didn't overhear their conversation, she was just very afraid of having children.Qin Hongyan knew that she was abandoned by her parents since she was a child. She has never felt the love of a father or mother, and she is colder than other women in childbearing.Even during the best time between her and Xi Huan, she never thought that she would have a child for him.

From the beginning, she made up her mind that she would never give birth in this life, so she was more careful to guard against it. After all, the fetus is also life, and she didn't want to be a murderer.

The matter of contraception would naturally not become a problem under Qin Hongyan's strict precautions. The only thing that bothered Qin Hongyan was Shen Shengnian's boundless energy.

Of course she knew that at Shen Shengnian's age, he was just young and strong. In addition, they had just been together, so it was fresh enough, so it was normal to want it every night.

However, spiritual understanding is one thing, and physical cooperation is another.Qin Hongyan was already busy at work, and just as she was about to take a break when she got home at night, Shen Shengnian came over and fiddled with her, and within a few minutes put her on the bed.Because she felt ashamed in her heart, as long as Shen Shengnian was not too much, Qin Hongyan would usually still stick to him.

Qin Hongyan had made up her mind from the very beginning, thinking that doing this with Shen Shengnian was a kind of compensation and reward, so every time she did it, she imagined herself as a statue or a corpse, and even asked Shen Shengnian to only take care of his own. Feelings leave her senses alone.But maybe Qin Hongyan had insulted Shen Shengnian's soul twice, so he worked extra hard on the bed.

Qin Hongyan lied, Shen Shengnian's skills were not bad, he was patient and gentle, which made her fall.

Qin Hongyan felt that his enthusiasm for her body was equivalent to that of a doctor for bones and skin. If he were to become a forensic doctor, he might become a leader among them.

Qin Hongyan didn't have any close friends around her, and the only friend left was Qiao Qiao.In fact, Qin Hongyan went to look for Qiao Qiao immediately after she got out of danger, but found that both Kong Li and Qiao Qiao were missing.Qin Hongyan was originally very anxious, but one day Qiao Qiao took the initiative to contact her on the Internet, saying that she had escaped and lived in a safe place, so Qin Hongyan should not worry.

Although we can't meet each other, at least my friend is finally out of Kong Li's clutches, and Qin Hongyan is really happy for her from the bottom of her heart.

Qiao Qiao works part-time in a cafe, and only has time to chat with Qin Hongyan at night.Because the video tool was used and the phone was not used, Kong Li would not be aware of it.

Qin Hongyan encountered the same trouble again this day, so she couldn't help complaining to Qiao Qiao.

"I don't feel like my body is my own anymore. Every time I start, I warn myself to hold back and not to fall into it, but I fail every time."

Qin Hongyan thought that when she was most excited last night, she bit her lip and finally suppressed the ambiguous voice from escaping.

Shen Shengnian was very excited, like a general who broke through a city, he hugged her and kissed her.

Qiao Qiao's reassurance came from the computer: "In fact, this kind of thing is quite normal, just like being hungry, it is human instinct, how can you fight against instinct?"

"That's right, and as the saying goes, women are like wolves at thirty, and I'm almost at the age of wolves, so it's normal to fall." Qin Hongyan laughed at herself.

"I forgot to ask you, how does it feel to be a little boy?" Maybe it was because she was in a state of physical and mental freedom, Qiao Qiao was in a happy mood, and couldn't help but joke.

"It's not good." Qin Hongyan's mouth was stiff, but after a few seconds of hardening, she decided to tell the truth: "Well, I can only say that it's nice to be young."

It's really good to be young, Shen Shengnian's skin and muscles are in the best condition, every time she puts it on, she can feel the breath of vitality and vitality.No wonder those middle-aged successful men with successful careers will invariably look for young girls in order to absorb their increasingly lost life and vitality from their bodies.

Qiao asked quietly: "How long do you plan to maintain this ambiguous relationship now, or do you decide to spend your whole life with the boy?"

Although she knew Qiao Qiao couldn't see, Qin Hongyan couldn't help but sigh in front of the computer: "After Xi Huan got married, I have no goals in life, and now I can only take one step at a time."

"After Xi Huan got married, have you met him again, and has he come to pester you?" Qiao asked quietly.

"No, he was sent to an overseas company for meritorious service," Qin Hongyan said.

Fu Lei wanted to entrust Xi Huan with a heavy responsibility, but if he stayed in the original company and was given a high position directly, it would definitely cause dissatisfaction among the old heroes and be said to be nepotism.So he decided to send Xi Huan to the overseas branch company, because the branch company was newly established, and it was easy to get promoted. After a year or so, he returned from meritorious service and was transferred to the original company, which was justified.

Not long after the marriage, Xi Huan was transferred to the branch office, which saved Qin Hongyan from the pain of staring at him all day long.

In fact, Qin Hongyan lied, and they met before Xi Huan was transferred away.

That day, Xi Huan came to the company's HR department to prepare for his transfer. When he opened the elevator, he happened to meet Qin Hongyan who was about to go downstairs.

Seeing each other, both of them were stunned for a moment, their eyes met, and many emotions burst out, but after a moment of bursting, they all turned into debris, fluttering in the ocean, falling to the ground, and annihilated silently.

After waiting for too long, the elevator doors closed slowly, separating them.Seeing the elevator door, Qin Hongyan deeply felt that this door seemed to be fate, destined to separate them.

However, just before the elevator doors were about to close tightly, Xi Huan stretched out his palm to block between the two elevator doors.The elevator reopened and he stepped in.There were only the two of them in the elevator, and the elevator itself had a large space, which should be more than spacious, but Qin Hongyan felt cramped.Countless complicated emotions and countless past memories swarmed in, squeezing her to the point of being breathless.

She stared at the elevator floor display, sometimes wanting the elevator to reach the first floor quickly, and sometimes wanting the elevator to stop when something goes wrong.Emotionally, she really wanted to be with Xi Huan again.Intellectually, she had to stay away from other people's husbands.

Qin Hongyan really wanted to get another hug from Xi Huan, just like he did countless times when she was sad, he hugged herself.

"I want to hug you very much now." Xi Huan said suddenly.

His words made Qin Hongyan's eyelids twitch, thinking that she had accidentally said what was in her heart.

They took a sightseeing elevator, and Xi Huan's eyes were always looking at the vehicles and people below, so insignificant, like ants, he couldn't help himself.

"But I dare not... because I'm no longer qualified." Xi Huan's voice was lower than ever.

"I know that I am despicable and not worthy of your love. I also know my current situation, and I shouldn't make you wait any longer. But I am selfish, and I can't let you go."

"I will come back. When I come back, no matter who you are with, whether you marry him or have children, I will desperately take you back."

"I'm sorry, Jayne, I will never let you go.

After Xi Huan finished speaking, the elevator happened to reach the first floor, and he stepped out without looking at Qin Hongyan again.

Qin Hongyan didn't dare to look at Xi Huan, not even his back, she was afraid that she would cry out.

Breaking away from the memories, Qin Hongyan felt exhausted, so she whispered goodnight to Qiao and disconnected from the internet.

Qiao Qiao knew that Xi Huan was still a demon to Qin Hongyan, so she stopped talking about it.

Qiao Qiao sat in front of the computer with a black screen for a long time, thinking about Qin Hongyan's words.

In fact, it is not only Qin Hongyan, she is also the same, although she feels fear and resistance from the bottom of her heart when she is close to Kong Li, but she can't help but sink into love affairs under his teasing.

Qiao Qiao remembered when they were at the beginning, she was afraid that he would faint from fear, so he locked the two of them in the room for half a month, hugging and kissing her every day to let her get used to his body.After Qiao Qiao no longer resented his closeness, she took another month to take off her clothes, gradually caressed her, and did everything except the last step.Then, on a certain night when she was drunk, he tried his best to make her distraught, and finally captured her in one fell swoop.

I have to say that even Qiao Qiao was surprised by Kong Li's patience.

As long as Kongli is not angry, he is considerate but passionate in bed.Qiao Qiao felt that she had been drawn into the abyss of love by him. These days, she dreamed of making love with him every night. The dream was so real that even her limbs felt sore when she woke up.

Qiao Qiao was ashamed of this.

(End of this chapter)