Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 51

Qin Hongyan walked home alone.

When I opened the door, the house was dark, cold and lonely.Fingers touched the switch on the wall, and with a "click", the light turned on.The lights in her house have always been high in wattage, and when turned on, they are so bright that they dazzle the eyes.

After closing her eyes for a while to get used to the glaring, Qin Hongyan stood by the door for a long time, as if waiting for someone to come with a smile and a pair of comfortable soft slippers, and take the bag in her hand.

After waiting for a long time, there was no movement in the room, and Qin Hongyan suddenly realized that that person had already left just now.

Habits are indeed terrible things. Two people have been together for a long time, and now there is only one left, so she began to worry about it.

Gathering up those broken thoughts, and quickly finished washing, Qin Hongyan changed into her pajamas and lay down on the bedding.But as soon as he entered, he felt the heavy icy cold from the bedding, and shivered all over his body.She is afraid of the cold, and after winter, Shen Shengnian would always step into the bedding before her, and use his body temperature to warm the bedding for Qin Hongyan.When she went in again, she felt that the temperature was suitable and her body was comfortable.

But the unmanned bedding has absorbed the cold all day long and needs to be warmed with human body heat. Shen Shengnian would shake his teeth and joke every time he lay in it: "In ancient times, I was the room-warming girl who warmed the bed, and you were the one who could warm the bed." The young master who messed around with me."

Guessing that the bedding was warm, he blinked at Qin Hongyan again, and said in an ambiguous tone: "Come on, you're welcome."

At that time, Qin Hongyan felt dumbfounded, but now that she thinks about it, she feels a little nostalgic.

The room after turning off the lights was so quiet that she could even hear her own breathing clearly.Qin Hongyan couldn't sleep, her mind was full of memories.

All the reflections are about Shen Shengnian's figure in this room.

Habits are indeed a terrible thing, she thought.

It happened to be the end of the year when Shen Shengnian left, and there was a lot of work to be done in the company, Qin Hongyan was so busy that she was dizzy.She was very grateful that the busy time during this time could at least make her temporarily forget about Shen Shengnian's departure.However, it is safe to go to work, but when she comes home after get off work, there is always Shen Shengnian's figure inside: he is wearing an apron cooking in the kitchen, he is squatting on the living room floor and playing with the computer, and he is helping her while she is working. Massage the soles of your feet.

All kinds of things like this kept appearing in Qin Hongyan's mind.

Xi Huan has left her life, Qiao Qiao is far away, and the only person Qin Hongyan can rely on spiritually is Shen Shengnian.But now, even he was gone, Qin Hongyan felt the loneliness completely.

Although the former Qin Hongyan really wanted to expel Shen Shengnian from her life, subconsciously she always felt that he would not leave her.People are contradictory and cheap. Although Shen Shengnian's entanglement made Qin Hongyan feel terribly troubled, on the other hand it gave her a certain sense of security. Deep in her heart she was convinced that this person is not will leave myself.

After careful calculation, Shen Shengnian has not contacted her for half a month since the breakup at KTV.Although they had been separated for a longer time before, it was Qin Hongyan who drove him away at that time.

But this time, he took the initiative to leave.

Qin Hongyan understood Shen Shengnian's mind. He began to say that he wanted the two of them to be together without any relationship and without any responsibility, but he just followed her wishes, and he always had a thought in his heart that he wanted to be with her, which was justified.

So he wanted to explore step by step, and wanted to bring their relationship closer.

However, Qin Hongyan has been avoiding, because she still has the shadow of Xi Huan in her heart, and also because of the age gap between her and Shen Shengnian.

Qin Hongyan knew that she was selfish, so she always reminded Shen Shengnian about the irresponsible relationship between the two, and never concealed her miss for Xi Huan from him.She thought that she could enjoy Shen Shengnian's care and company with peace of mind without any responsibility.

But over time, Shen Shengnian became dissatisfied with her attitude.He expected more, but she was unwilling to give, so there was a dispute between them.

Hongyan originally thought that she would be able to let go of Shen Shengnian after this period of time, but she seemed to have overestimated herself.Once there is someone in your life, and then you take that person out, your heart will always be empty, and you can hear the sound of the wind passing through your heart every night.

She is lonelier.

How did things get to this point? Qin Hongyan felt deeply troubled.

Time flies, and it is the eve of the Spring Festival in a blink of an eye. The work is over and the company is officially on holiday.On this day, most of the company's employees got off work early and went home for the holidays, but Qin Hongyan checked the work carefully again in a calm manner.

She really doesn't need to worry, because there is no family waiting for her in this city, or even in this world.

Shen Shengnian, the only one who accompanied her, has left and there is no news so far.

It's not that Qin Hongyan didn't want to go to find Shen Shengnian, but she knew what Shen Shengnian meant. If she wanted him back, then she had to acquiesce that their relationship would be closer.Maybe they are not lovers, but at least they can't casually miss their former lovers in front of each other.

Although it was only a small step, Qin Hongyan raised her foot, but still dared not take it.She is very clear that as long as the principle is broken, how their relationship will develop is beyond her control.

Qin Hongyan understood Shen Shengnian's determination to win, and she was afraid that things would get out of hand.

Her thoughts fluttered, so that the movements of her hands were slow. When she came back to her senses, Qin Hongyan realized that the whole company was too quiet, and she seemed to be the only one left.

Qin Hongyan felt that she deserved the nickname "Workaholic", but other people in the company called her "Master Qin" in private.Because of her ruthlessness and boring private life.They even suspected that she had a psychological problem. Otherwise, how could it be possible for her to come home after get off work after working in the company for so many years, never go to nightclubs, and never see her boyfriend pick her up?
Qin Hongyan thought, if they knew that they had raised such a strong, young and delicate wolf dog as Shen Shengnian at home, they would give her another nickname.

Thinking of this, Qin Hongyan walked to the front of the company.It has been snowing in the whole city for nearly three days. At this moment, light snow is falling like flying catkins. The whole world is covered in silver and has a kind of cold and enchanting.

Qin Hongyan was engrossed in watching, but she didn't expect someone approaching beside her.It wasn't until the man cleared his throat that Qin Hongyan came back to his senses.

Looking sideways, it turned out to be the little wolf dog's uncle.

Shen Ang looked at the snowy scenery all over the sky, and said with a smile, "Assistant Qin hasn't left yet?"

Shen Ang's attitude towards Qin Hongyan has always been polite and alienated. Over the years, he has never given her any trust.But at the same time, he didn't embarrass her.

In fact, Qin Hongyan was also very curious sometimes. Shen Ang's assistants never stayed by his side for long, because he knew very well that Fu Lei controlled the personnel department, and the people who found him were basically there to monitor him.So Shen Ang never trusted these people, and would force them to leave automatically after a certain period of time.But Qin Hongyan is an exception. Although Shen Ang also doesn't trust her, she always maintains an attitude of not interfering with her when working with her, which enables her to stay in the company for a long time.

Qin Hongyan would sometimes secretly guess that Shen Ang didn't force her away because she was still conscientious, or because of Shen Shengnian?
At this moment, Qin Hongyan didn't have time to think about the answer, so she just replied indifferently: "Isn't Manager Shen the same before leaving now?"

"With such heavy snow, the road is very slippery. Let me take you back." Shen Ang looked at the snow falling from the sky, and his eyes never fell on Qin Hongyan.

Qin Hongyan wanted to refuse at first, but after thinking about it, Shen Ang was not a social person either.In doing so, he must have something to say to himself.Qin Hongyan knew that the topic of discussion between him and her would always be Shen Shengnian.Qin Hongyan has always been unwilling to let Shen Ang participate in their relationship, but she also knows that Shen Ang, a fox, must have clearly understood what happened between herself and Shen Shengnian, so there is no need to lie to her.

She pondered for a moment, then agreed, and followed Shen Ang into his car.

There was snowmelt on the road and water stains everywhere, Shen Ang was always steady, so he drove the car extremely slowly.

Qin Hongyan turned her head to look at the snow scene outside the window, and only one sentence came into her mind, "The vast white land is so clean".

Just as he was thinking, Shen Ang suddenly asked: "Have you seen Shengnian recently?"

Knowing that he would mention this name, Qin Hongyan was not surprised, and simply replied: "No."

Other than that, he didn't say a single word.

Shen Ang didn't care about her indifference, and continued: "He is a child who is really weird and sometimes unpleasant. But one thing is good. If you treat him well, he will treat you ten times better."

Qin Hongyan thought about it carefully, and found that she seemed to have never done anything for Shen Shengnian.The only time I bought him a birthday present, but because I learned that he had installed a miniature camera in her house, I was so angry that I dropped the notebook.

She didn't treat him well at all, but even slapped him in the face when she was annoyed.According to what Shen Ang meant, he didn't get her favor for a long time, and he left after accumulating disappointment?
Shen Ang seemed to have the ability to read minds, and he could understand Qin Hongyan's thoughts, and continued to add: "Of course, the definition of the so-called 'good' is different from others in his thinking. The so-called 'good' of ordinary people is considerate in life Care, material assistance, or emotional greetings. But in his world, it is not."

Shen Ang seemed to have half-spoken on purpose, and stopped here.

Of course Qin Hongyan understood Shen Ang's thoughts, he wanted her to ask her out.

But Qin Hongyan just didn't ask, why can their uncle and nephew control her over and over again?
Shen Ang didn't mean to argue with Qin Hongyan either. When he passed a traffic light again, he took the initiative to explain: "Sheng Nian's so-called 'good' means that as long as he loves someone, he will think about him in his heart. Even if that person Don’t do it either, as long as you have his place, as long as you understand his heart, that’s good for him.”

Because the car stopped before the traffic light, the snow scene outside the window stopped moving suddenly.At the same time, the picture scroll of Qin Hongyan's memories unfolded.

Yes, that's what Shen Shengnian wanted, but she was unwilling to give it to him anyway.

He wanted her heart, a place in her heart.But Qin Hongyan was afraid, not to mention that Xi Huan had been stationed in that position, even if Xi Huan left, she would not dare to let anyone in.

Because waiting until the relationship dies and the world changes, and then pull that person out, it will definitely be painful.She doesn't want to get hurt again, so she would rather not start again.

After Shen Ang said these words, he became quiet, and he didn't say a single word until Qin Hongyan was delivered to the door. He had already finished what he wanted to say, and left Qin Hongyan to think about the rest.

It was not evening when Qin Hongyan returned home, but because it was winter and it got dark early, the house was already dark at this time.

She didn't turn on the light, just sat on the sofa drinking red wine.The red wine was ice-cold, poured into the stomach, and the cold flowed into the blood along the stomach, and directly passed to the limbs and bones.Although the heating was turned on in the room, she was still so cold that her teeth chattered.

Qin Hongyan understood that it was a lonely cold that spread from the bottom of her heart to her body, and she needed someone to accompany her.It has been nearly a month since Shen Shengnian left, that is to say, she has endured a month of loneliness.

Qin Hongyan once experienced longer periods of loneliness when she was in the United States, but at that time, she had the dependence of Xi Huan in her heart, so she could bear it.But now, without Xi Huan, that kind of loneliness without dependence makes her like a lost traveler in the desert, who will eventually be buried by the sand of despair.

It is said that wine gets warmer the more you drink it, but Qin Hongyan gets colder the more you drink it. Even if you turn on the heater to the maximum, you can't resist the cold.

Qin Hongyan clasped her arms tightly. The darkness, coldness and loneliness put her in purgatory, and a terrible longing arose in her heart.

She longs for a hug.

She longed for someone to hold her tightly, with strong arms and a warm chest.

For this, she would rather sell her soul to the devil.

Qin Hongyan finally made up her mind, she put down her wine glass, and dialed the familiar number with slightly trembling hands.

"Where are you...?" she asked.

Recently, Fu Lingzi couldn't understand Shen Shengnian more and more.

Last time in KTV, although Qin Hongyan came and gave herself a lot of embarrassment, she and Shen Shengnian had an argument for some reason, and Shen Shengnian turned around and left on the street.After that, Shen Shengnian never returned to Qin Hongyan's house. Judging by the appearance, the two should have officially broken up.Fu Lingzi followed them all the time, seeing everything in her eyes, and was very relieved to see them break up.In the following month, she seized the opportunity and worked hard to get close to Shen Shengnian.But every time he called, Shen Shengnian either didn't answer, or said that he was not free.However, as it was approaching New Year's Eve, he didn't know whether it was on a whim or for some reason, he organized his classmates to go to the hot springs in Beishan, and said that he was very generous as a treat.But a group of more than ten students arrived at Beishan Hot Spring Scenic Area, but he fell headlong into the hotel room, not interested in hot springs at all.

Shen Shengnian's eccentric approach made Fu Lingzi puzzled, and at the same time made her more interested in Shen Shengnian.

Fu Lingzi manipulated the location of the room, so she was able to live next to Shen Shengnian's room, which was convenient for her to get close to.That night, Shen Shengnian suddenly called her and asked her to go to his room.Fu Lingzi was overjoyed, thinking that Shen Shengnian was interested in her, so she quickly dressed up and ran to his room.

But after Fu Lingzi left, Shen Shengnian asked her to sit in the seat and watch a movie with him.The movie is a bloody war film Saving Private Ryan, which tells the story of the Normandy landings during World War II.The cannonballs fly across the screen, full of stumps and blood, which can't arouse even half a daydream.And whenever Fu Lingzi wanted to deliberately stand up and move to Shen Shengnian's side to seduce him, Shen Shengnian would push her back to her original position and let her sit properly.

Fu Lingzi was completely at a loss, unable to understand Shen Shengnian's intentions at all.And Shen Shengnian didn't seem to watch the movie seriously, but looked at the clock all the time, as if waiting for something.When the movie was halfway through, Shen Shengnian suddenly said that he wanted to take a bath and go to bed, and asked Fu Lingzi to go back to the room.

Fu Lingzi was so confused that she couldn't figure out what kind of medicine Shen Shengnian was selling in the gourd.However, after thinking about it, this Shen Shengnian has always been weird, and he does things casually, so he no longer takes it to heart.Besides, his willingness to be alone with himself is already an improvement in their relationship.

Thinking of this, Fu Lingzi thoughtfully told Shen Shengnian to go to bed early, and then reluctantly walked out of his room.However, as soon as the door was closed, Fu Lingzi's joy and excitement were shattered when she saw the tall and slender figure gradually approaching here in the corridor.

It's Qin Hongyan!

Two hours ago, Qin Hongyan couldn't hold back after all, she called Shen Shengnian and asked where he was.Shen Shengnian's voice was very calm, not surprised, as if he knew she would call, he directly told her the address and room number.

Qin Hongyan didn't bother to think too much, she came here by taxi, but happened to see Fu Lingzi coming out of Shen Shengnian's room.Although Qin Hongyan was taken aback for a moment, she didn't stop on her feet and passed her directly.

Fu Lingzi froze in place, watching Qin Hongyan knock on the door of Shen Shengnian's room.As soon as the knock was over, the door opened.Then a hand stretched out, and directly pulled Qin Hongyan in.

Then, the door was slammed shut, cutting off all of Fu Lingzi's sight.

Fu Lingzi stayed where she was, and the scene that happened just now was like an invisible hammer, knocking her head into a daze.She didn't know how long it took before she came back to her senses.Then, the whole body began to tremble, like fallen leaves in the autumn wind.

It turned out that the reason why Shen Shengnian invited her to watch a movie in his room, the reason why he checked the time from time to time, and the reason why he drove her away halfway through, was all because Qin Hongyan caught her coming out of his room.Shen Shengnian wanted Qin Hongyan to think that something happened between him and himself, he wanted to make Qin Hongyan jealous!
She actually became their pawn in flirting and playing love games!

She is just a pawn!
The proud daughter of heaven, who was surrounded by thousands of dotes on her since she was a child, turned out to be a pawn!Fu Lingzi was still trembling, and every time she trembled, her anger and hatred increased.

Fu Lingzi clenched her fists tightly, her eyes glowing with hatred.

She must, must take revenge!

Shen Shengnian pulled Qin Hongyan into the room.

Qin Hongyan rushed all the way through the wind and snow, her hands were frozen stiff.But Shen Shengnian's hand was warm, and there was even a tide oozing out of his palm due to excitement.

He was really excited. After holding back for a month, he finally saw her again!

During this month, Shen Shengnian wanted to go back to Qin Hongyan's house countless times, wanted to hug her, and wanted to make love with her.But he restrained his desire with amazing endurance, he couldn't go, once he went, he would lose, and he lost completely, so that he had no capital to win her heart.

Shen Shengnian understood that to deal with Qin Hongyan's stubborn temper, he had to be careful at every step and take a slanted lead.He deliberately separated from her for a month, allowing her to taste loneliness again in a month.

Only by letting her taste loneliness can she understand how important she is to him.

During this month, Shen Shengnian's longing for Qin Hongyan was simply scratching his heart and lungs. It was an inhuman torture, but fortunately he survived it.Today, he instructed Shen Ang to talk to Qin Hongyan to break the last barrier in her heart.Finally, he waited for her call.Afterwards, he deliberately called Fu Lingzi to his room, and took the time to let Fu Lingzi go out. He wanted Qin Hongyan to watch Fu Lingzi go out of his room with his own eyes.

After not seeing each other for a month, Qin Hongyan's face became lighter and her face became smaller, making her shining eyes even more attractive.She was wearing a black tight dress under her coat, showing her tall breasts, slender waist, and long legs, which made him want to fiddle with her body immediately.

But he still had to be patient, and he couldn't give up all his previous efforts because of this last moment.

After Shen Shengnian pulled Qin Hongyan into the room, he didn't touch her in a hurry as usual.Instead, he let her sit by the bed, turned around and poured hot water for her.

Qin Hongyan held the glass full of boiling water in both hands. Her frozen hands were gradually softened by the hot water, but she still felt cold.

What she needs is not heating, hot water, but a hug.

Or, an intense love affair.

But Shen Shengnian was far away from her. He leaned against the TV cabinet and asked softly, "Did you see Fu Lingzi go out of my room just now?"

Qin Hongyan didn't expect him to ask this, and didn't think much about it, she just nodded.

"But you're not jealous." Shen Shengnian pointed out: "You don't care if I have sex with another woman."

Qin Hongyan didn't want to look into his eyes, she just lowered her head to look at the hot water cup in her hand, and said softly, "You asked Fu Lingzi to come here on purpose."

Qin Hongyan is not stupid, of course she knows that all of this is Shen Shengnian's scheme.

During the month he left, Shen Ang came to say a few words, Fu Lingzi walked out of his room, it was all his tricks.

Qin Hongyan knew Shen Shengnian, so she knew it very well.

Shen Shengnian did not deny it: "Yes, I planned this all. I just want to see if you will be jealous. I just want to see if you have a little bit of me in your heart."

As he spoke, he walked to Qin Hongyan's feet, squatted down, and locked her eyes firmly.

Qin Hongyan could only look at him helplessly: "Don't involve other people, okay? She just likes you and shouldn't be treated like this. Let's settle the matter between us, and don't involve innocent people."

Qin Hongyan doesn't sympathize with Fu Lingzi, she just sympathizes with all those who are not loved.

including herself.

Shen Shengnian listened casually to Qin Hongyan's words. When she finished speaking, he suddenly burst into a bright smile that could make the world pale. Then he swooped and pushed her down on the bed.

(End of this chapter)