Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 61

Qin Hongyan has officially turned 30 years old.

For her, thirty is a watershed for women, basically all rosy fantasies can be terminated at the age of 30.

Not only is love not omnipotent, it may be absolutely impossible; there is a prince charming, but that is all other people's reasons, and such things are automatically understood by women who are over thirty.

Qin Hongyan's face is well maintained and has never aged, but her heart is as calm as water, and her life is more peaceful than that of the elderly.

She thought that her life could go on peacefully, but recently, she always felt hairy on her back, as if invisible eyes were staring at her.However, whenever she turned around to watch sensitively, she found nothing.

Qin Hongyan began to wonder if she had a nervous breakdown.

She went online to check the most famous psychiatrist in the city, and decided to go for treatment.

The psychiatrist's surname is Gong Mingyi, and his appearance is gentle and delicate. Anyone who sees him can think of the word "handsome" at the first sight.His facial features are not outstanding when viewed separately, his double eyelids are inner, his nose is too pointed, and his lips are a little purple because of his heart.However, it is the combination of these facial features that is surprisingly harmonious on one face, which is pleasing to the eye.

Qin Hongyan went there once, and felt that after chatting with this doctor Gong, her mood would suddenly become brighter, so she decided to go there regularly.She believes that most urbanites now have mental illnesses, and it is a normal need to see a psychiatrist.

After the third chat, Dr. Gong invited her to dinner.

Qin Hongyan agreed, Doctor Gong is a person who can make her feel calm and stable, and what she needs now is such a person.

On their first date, they went to a nice western restaurant and watched a movie. Doctor Gong sent Qin Hongyan upstairs, and said goodbye at the door.

He didn't offer to come into her house, he was a gentleman.

However, the gentleman was not rewarded. When Dr. Gong went downstairs, he found that the car he parked in front of Qin Hongyan's house was maliciously scratched with a sharp weapon. The whole car was terrible.

Qin Hongyan found it strange that the security of their community was quite good, and such a situation had never happened before.She went to the property management office to adjust the surveillance, but was told that the surveillance camera malfunctioned that night and nothing was captured.

Qin Hongyan could only give up looking for the culprit, but since then, the hairy feeling on her back has become more obvious.

Dr. Gong was open-minded and didn't care, and proposed a second date.

This time they went to the Grand Theater to watch the performance of the orchestra. When they returned home, Dr. Gong parked the car in the paid garage of the community, and went upstairs to Qin Hongyan's house for a sit down.After drinking tea and chatting for a while, Doctor Gong carried forward the spirit of a gentleman, and left without even touching Qin Hongyan's little hand.

However, the gentleman's spirit is still not rewarded well, and the car that Dr. Gong just finished repainting was once again treated cruelly and the body was scratched horribly.

Like last time, the monitoring magically failed again.

According to the garage toll collector, he seemed to see a young guy standing next to the car. He thought it was the owner of the car, so he didn't pay much attention to it, and didn't remember the guy's appearance, only vaguely thought he looked good.

In other words, the suspect is a good-looking young male.This range is so vast that there is no limit, Doctor Gong and Qin Hongyan can only accept it.

When returning home from the third appointment, Dr. Gong smiled and said, "I still won't go up. If the car is scratched again, the insurance company will not dare to sell my insurance again next year."

Qin Hongyan didn't force her, she didn't get out of the car immediately, but asked, "Gong Yi, do you want to get married? Why don't we make a decision."

Although they had only dated three times, Qin Hongyan felt that they hit it off pretty well.She is tired of talking about those unforgettable love affairs, and she just wants a stable and peaceful life, so she wants to settle down as soon as possible.There doesn't seem to be a strong relationship between her and Gong Yi, but because of the right temperament, marriage is also suitable.

More importantly, she could tell that Gong Yi was also a person with a story, and there was another person in his heart.Qin Hongyan didn't know the story, but guessed that he was heartbroken in that story.He asked her for a date, but he thought she was suitable for marriage.

Since they all think so, it is better to book it.

Qin Hongyan originally thought that Gong Yi would agree, but he lowered his eyes and said after a long time, "I'm sorry."

They are all mature adults, Qin Hongyan can fully understand with just this one sentence, he still decides to respect his own heart, and he doesn't want to marry anyone casually and succumb to his own life.

"I thought I could forget that person, but I didn't expect that I would not be able to forget that person in the end." Gong Yi smiled bitterly: "Maybe I will never be able to get rid of her demon in this lifetime."

"You don't need to say I'm sorry, you didn't deceive me. And you can wait bravely, which is what I admire." Qin Hongyan said frankly.

It is good to have no feelings, and there is no need to feel half sad.

"What about you? What are your plans for the future?" Gong Yi asked.

Although they can't be lovers, they can be friends.

Qin Hongyan shrugged: "If you meet someone who is suitable for marriage, you will get married, if you don't, you will be single."

Gong Yi sat up straight, and said seriously: "Hong Yan, believe me, you will be happy, because you are worth it."

"When did the psychiatrist also work as an inspirational master?" Qin Hongyan got out of the car, smiled and waved: "Okay, you don't have to worry about being scratched anymore from now on."

After ending her not-so-love relationship with Gong Yi, Qin Hongyan walked home in a calm mood without any disturbance.

That's the beauty of being in a relationship with an adult.

Get the keys, open the door, turn on the lights, change shoes, turn on the TV, go to the kitchen to get mineral water, sit on the sofa and watch TV.

This is Qin Hongyan's standard procedure when she goes home every day, but tonight she only did two things: get the key and open the door, and then she was stunned at the door. The light in the room was turned on, and there was a familiar yet unfamiliar person sitting on the sofa.

"Is dating fun?" the man asked with a smile.

That face was very familiar, as it was when we first met, with deep dimples, harmless and dazzling.But if you look carefully, you feel strange again, those childishness seems to be completely gone in the washing of time, replaced by a manly breath.

That was, Shen Shengnian who had been away for nearly a year.

Qin Hongyan quickly recovered from the turbulent memories, took out the mobile phone in her bag, and started making calls.

I haven't seen him for a year, but Shen Shengnian seems to be much more agile. One second he was still on the sofa, and the next second he rushed to Qin Hongyan and snatched her cell phone.

"Who do you want to call?" Shen Shengnian stared at her with a smile.

"Report to the police that someone broke into the residence illegally." Qin Hongyan said coldly, there was no half-joke on her face.

"Then I have to report to the police." Shen Shengnian forced Qin Hongyan into a corner of the shoe cabinet, with a smile on his mouth, but his eyes were cold: "I want to sue you for killing my child."

These words successfully made Qin Hongyan's face change color, and in an instant, she recalled that little man again.No matter what, it was a wound in her heart.She tried her best to cover it up, and only licked it alone in the dead of night, but as soon as Shen Shengnian came back, she directly peeled off her wound, causing a little blood to ooze from the wound.

Shen Shengnian hated Qin Hongyan, he hated her for wanting to kill his child, and if she hadn't gone to buy medicine that day, she wouldn't have been in danger.

Shen Shengnian hates himself even more, he hates himself for being unable to let go of her like this, thinking about her tossing and turning day and night.

A flash of lightning flashed in Qin Hongyan's mind, and she suddenly figured out all the strange things that happened recently, and she couldn't help but blurt out: "You've been spying on me recently? Did you drive Gong Yi's car?"

Qin Hongyan's guesses were all correct.

After Shen Shengnian returned to China, he lived in the residential building opposite Qin Hongyan's house. The window of his bedroom was facing the living room of Qin Hongyan's house. He would use a telescope to observe her every move in the house every day.What made him jealous was that Qin Hongyan actually started dating a psychiatrist. Although they didn't even hold hands, Shen Shengnian was still furious, so he went to row the car with that little boy as revenge.

"He should be thankful that he didn't do anything intimate with you, otherwise his car wouldn't be the only one that got into trouble." Shen Shengnian didn't intend to hide his actions.

Qin Hongyan rubbed her forehead and felt a headache: "What exactly do you want? Aren't you gone? Aren't you with Fu Lingzi? Why do you want to come back and break my life?"

"I'm not with her, I just want to avenge our children."

Then, Shen Shengnian told the whole story in the quietest tone.

After listening, Qin Hongyan stood there in a daze, as if she had lost the ability to think.She held her hand on the sharp corner of the shoe cabinet, and the palm was stabbed by the sharp corner, but she didn't feel the slightest pain.

It was just a few minutes, but it felt like a lifetime to her.

Finally, Qin Hongyan came back to her senses, and let out a long and tired breath: "Let's end the matter like this. The only innocent child is gone. All of us are guilty. Don't blame anyone."

Shen Shengnian sneered: "Of course, anyway, you don't love that child at all, so you can make such an understatement."

Bitterness crept into Qin Hongyan's heart little by little.

If she didn't love that child, how could she cry bitterly when she thought of him in the dead of night?If she didn't love that child, how could she visit the master everywhere to rescue him; if she didn't love that child, how could she still preserve the B-ultrasound picture intact.

Sometimes it is the understatement of the deepest sadness.

Qin Hongyan was already tired, she didn't want to explain anymore, she just said: "You can say whatever you want, for me, the child has already left, and I have nothing to do with you, please don't bother me again in the future, I just want a peaceful life."

After finishing speaking, Qin Hongyan wanted to push Shen Shengnian away, but he seemed to be made of steel, motionless.

He trapped her in the gap between the shoe cabinet and the door, and quietly said: "There will never be an end between us."

(End of this chapter)