Miss Yu, come to my bowl

Chapter 69

Qin Hongyan was startled at first, but she calmed down quickly, and asked in a deep voice, "Do you know what you are doing?"

"Someone is following us." Xi Huan explained.

Sure enough, from the rearview mirror, Qin Hongyan saw a black off-road vehicle following them, the distance was not too far, and if Xi Huan hadn't been careful, she wouldn't have been able to tell that the other party was following them.

Xi Huan seemed to have gotten used to this kind of stalking, and immediately drove onto the street with the heaviest traffic, heading for densely packed traffic lights. After a few traffic lights, he finally got rid of the off-road vehicle behind him.

"Who is following you? Fu Yu? Or Tang Wanyu?" Qin Hongyan calmed down and asked.

"It's not them, and... I suspect that they are not following me, but you." Xi Huan showed some doubts on his brows, and recalled: "Actually, I noticed that car when I arrived, and it was parked at your house The community is not far away, and it seems to be watching you all the time."

"Maybe it's your mother-in-law Tang Wanyu. She came to see me recently and told me not to contact you again." Qin Hongyan said lightly.

Hearing this, Xi Huan's eyes flashed a dark light, and then he asked, "Apart from that, did she say anything else?"

"She said, you are not as good as I thought."

Qin Hongyan only felt that this sentence was very familiar, as if Qiao Qiao had said similar words before.

Qin Hongyan found it really strange that everyone around could see her thoughts clearly and she still thought that Xi Huan was very good.

Qin Hongyan never thought that Xi Huan was having a hard time, he just made the decision that suits him best, that's all.

"You agreed to her request? Never see me again?" Xi Huan raised an eyebrow.

"No, losing is not losing, how could I give in to her? It's just..." Qin Hongyan looked down at her palm, which had mysterious palm prints that mortals couldn't decipher no matter what, she said softly : "It's just that I personally think she's right. We really shouldn't meet."

After saying this, she fell silent.There was silence in the car, and the atmosphere even became a little stiff.Xi Huan turned on the stereo, and there was a sad female voice whispering in it
"It's just that a woman tends to be deeply in love, always trapped in love, and finally gets deeper and deeper. But a woman's love is her soul, and she can dedicate her life to the person she loves."

The singing voice carried the vicissitudes unique to those who have been hurt by love, penetrating to the bone and marrow.

When the car drove on the bridge, the steam was steaming, and a thin mist rose from the road surface of the bridge. It looked unreal, making people feel like they were traveling through some kind of time tunnel.

In such a chaotic time, Xi Huan suddenly said: "Jayne, I miss you every day in the past."

His voice shattered time and dragged Qin Hongyan back to the past. At that time, he was her heaven and earth, her god and demon.

How happy they were at that time.

Before Qin Hongyan's memories could unfold, the car drove out of the bridge, the fog cleared, and so did the memories, and they returned to the cold real world.

Qin Hongyan sighed inaudibly, and said in a firm tone: "Find a place to put me down, and I will go back by myself, otherwise it will cause a lot of trouble."

"Would you like to go and see our home together?" Xi Huan asked.

At first hearing the words "our home", Qin Hongyan was in a daze, and it took a while to realize that Xi Huan was referring to the house she lived with him before going abroad.Qin Hongyan lived there for nearly three years, but after she went abroad, Xi Huan moved out of that room, which made Qin Hongyan secretly uncomfortable for a long time.She originally thought that Xi Huan had sold that house a long time ago, but she didn't expect him to keep it until now?
In doubt, the car stopped in front of that familiar but unfamiliar house. It was a small courtyard with a single family. The nearest neighbor also lived a few hundred meters away, so it was very secretive.It was only later that Qin Hongyan gradually understood why Xi Huan chose to live here with her, just to avoid people's eyes.

Maybe she just couldn't see the light from the beginning.

Qin Hongyan entered the room, and the room seemed to be no different from what she remembered, all the furnishings remained the same as when she left.And it looks spotless, very clean, it seems that someone cleans it regularly.

Qin Hongyan sat on the sofa, and a large section of memories flashed before her eyes in an instant.

In the living room, they watched the World Cup together and cheered for their favorite teams.

In the kitchen, she read and studied until late at night, and he would accompany her and cook supper for her.

In the study room, they each held a book and read it for several hours. When she occasionally raised her head, she found that he was looking at her intently.

All kinds of things appeared in front of my eyes in an instant.

With too many memories, Qin Hongyan closed her eyes tiredly, overwhelmed.

Xi Huan's voice rang in her ears, and Qin Hongyan couldn't tell whether the voice belonged to memory or reality: "I moved out after you left, but you never asked me the reason for moving."

"At that time, I felt that I was not qualified to ask, so I would rather feel uncomfortable than ask." Qin Hongyan murmured.

In front of him, she has always had a sense of inferiority.

Maybe when people face what they love, they will have a sense of inferiority.

"The reason why I don't want to live here is because there are too many memories between you and me." Xi Huan picked up a ceramic vase on the table and rubbed it gently with his fingers.

It was made by Qin Hongyan in ceramic handicraft class, and it was given to him as a New Year's gift.Because Qin Hongyan was a novice, the vase was made rough, but Xi Huan liked it very much and kept it in a conspicuous place in the living room.

What he said at the time was: "What matters is the mind, not the object."

"After you left the country, I stayed in this room alone, and those memories about you tortured me every second. If I don't move out again, maybe I will go crazy." Xi Huan smiled miserably.

It took so long for them to tell this old story.

Qin Hongyan thought, if she had spoken out earlier, would the result have been different?

No, both of them are introverted and not good at expressing, so they are bound to have many suspicions.

Most importantly, no amount of deep affection could match his ambition.

"I've hired someone to clean it every week, and I always feel like one day we'll be living here again."

Xi Huan's voice was close at hand, and Qin Hongyan came back to her senses, only to realize that he had sat beside her at some point.

Xi Huan's eyes were like the deep sea, like the night sky, deep and vast, he held her hand, as if swearing with his life: "I haven't had any entertainment this year, and I can't even guarantee my sleep time. Every second is spent on work. Whenever I can't make it through, I will think of you, thinking about gritting my teeth and making it through so that I can meet you earlier. It is because of this kind of thought that I can live until now. Jayne, I have almost succeeded, and on that day, I will dedicate all of myself to you, my time, my feelings, and my life, everything will be dedicated to you."

His oath was very sincere, and Qin Hongyan never had any doubts.but

Qin Hongyan said quietly: "You are already someone else's husband."

He is already someone else's husband, so even the best love words are just irony to her ears.

"From the moment you became someone else's husband, it was impossible for us."

Qin Hongyan stood up, picked up the ceramic vase on the coffee table, and then let it go, the vase fell to the ground, and with a "pop", it shattered into several petals.

"Our relationship is like this piece of porcelain, which has been broken. Even if you use superb technology to glue it together, there will still be traces. You can recall the broken past with just one glance." Qin Hongyan raised her jaw slightly, Plainly stated the truth: "We have gone through so much, we can never go back to the past."

That night, when Qin Hongyan returned home, she thought she would suffer from insomnia, but she fell asleep next to the bed.

She dreamed of that room, she and Xi Huan were having breakfast at the dining table, the sun was soft and enveloped the two of them, adding a sense of dreaminess.

But even in a dream, she knew that it was a dream.

The dream didn't have any plot, they laughed at each other, chatted gossip, and it ended like that.

When Qin Hongyan woke up, she felt lost.Reluctance is inevitable, after all, it is a relationship of many years.

And what she said last night was also correct, although after saying that, Xi Huan's expression was broken like porcelain.

But Qin Hongyan knew that doing so would be good for everyone.

They really shouldn't see each other again.

Before leaving, Xi Huan handed her a bunch of keys, which were the keys to that house. He said that the house belonged to her and she could go back anytime.

Seeing his firm attitude, Qin Hongyan didn't bother to continue to entangle with him, so she accepted it, but after returning home, she locked it in the study cabinet and put it together with the string of Buddhist beads.

Maybe it will never be opened again in this life.

Xi Huan sent her home last night. Before getting off the car, Qin Hongyan explained her attitude to Xi Huan: "I will stay in the company and continue to help you, but this is all based on your kindness in adopting and helping me before. I hope that in the future we will All the topics revolve around business affairs, if you continue to pester me, I think I can only choose to leave."

Xi Huan looked at her with peaceful eyes, but he had this kind of magical power, which made Qin Hongyan feel as if he was being scorched by fire.

He made a promise: "You are right, I am indeed not qualified to pursue you now. Jayne, I promise you, until I succeed, until I am qualified to propose to you, I will never pester you emotionally again .But please also promise me..."

Speaking of this, Xi Huan looked at Qin Hongyan firmly, and said seriously: "Please promise, stay by my side to help me support me, and watch me succeed."

Qin Hongyan agreed.

She set a time for herself in her heart, after Xi Huan succeeded, it was also the time for her to leave.He got what he wanted, and she reciprocated his kindness.

The two don't owe each other, and it's time to part.

(End of this chapter)