Chapter 236 Hidden Worry ([-])

Yanran and I walked on the stone path in the imperial garden, neither of us spoke, the cold wind that was no longer gentle was in our ears.I gathered my shirt and couldn't help sneezing.

"Don't try to be brave, you are the one who hurts your body and suffers." Yan Ran's voice seemed very warm in this bleak autumn wind.

"I didn't try to be brave. I was bored in the Qianqing Palace. I felt like a frog in a well. I couldn't think of anyone or see anyone except him. From day to night, you know how painful it is!" I sighed, Taking a mouthful of cold wind, I looked at Yanran and said, "I don't want to live in fear like this. When he treats me well, I feel uneasy and afraid that happiness will slip away. When he ignores me, I wait quietly. Yanran, I look down on myself, really!"

Yanran didn't speak anymore, she walked quietly with me on this icy stone road.

"Your Majesty is serious. I just read a few more books and learned a few more characters in my free time. How can I stand shoulder to shoulder with talented women like Wen Daoyun and Li Qingzhao?" The woman in the gazebo not far away is like a spring. I was taken aback by the oriole-like smile, and boundless uneasiness and pain hit me.

I stood where I was, unable to move. The bright yellow and the elegant and tranquil lavender in the gazebo belonged to Fulin and Dong Erongyue.They seem like a match made in heaven, whether it's temperament or talent, the two stand together in an indescribable harmony.

"Hahaha, you are self-effacing. The poems you wrote that day were really unexpected to you. If you were not a talented woman, Wen and Li would be ashamed to call themselves talented women!" Fulin was in a good mood. Such an appreciation.They seem to talk about everything, from Wen Daoyun to Li Qingzhao, from Tao Yuanming to Qin Guan.I thought back to the scene where Fulin was with me. I chatted endlessly and said unnutritious words, but he listened quietly. He never showed such a talkative side in front of me.

During the time of a cup of tea, their laughter made me numb. This day finally came. He finally discovered the beauty of Dong E's family. Did they hate seeing each other late?
The atmosphere in the pavilion has become more ambiguous, although they are far away, but Dong E's affectionate eyes fell on Fulin, and Fulin did not dodge.

"Your Majesty, the day before yesterday I was too strict. I said something I shouldn't have said. I just wanted to stay by your side. I..." Dong E's face was already red, and her voice trembled a little: "Why, why? Keep me here."

Dong E's affectionate eyes looked at Fulin infatuatedly, with no complaints or regrets, his love was as deep as the sea.

I actually laughed, she spoke very well, no matter how emotional she was, after listening to those words, Fulin would definitely think of who was the first to say that to him.

Fulin's eyes flickered with struggle, his smile faltered, and he replied with silence.

Dong Eshi did not wait for the answer she wanted, she looked at the lake in the distance and said: "Your Majesty, look, the lake water today is very similar to Liu Yuxi's sentence, the lake light and the autumn moon know each other, and the lake surface has no wind mirror. "

It was almost dusk, and the moon actually appeared on the other side of the sky.

Dong E's temperament is gentle and considerate, and it is pleasant to get along with her. Time passed in peace, and Fulin resumed the chatting and laughing just now.

Yan Ran put her hand on my shoulder, and I smiled at her and said, "If I just leave like this, am I being too kind?"

There was some worry in Yan Ran's eyes: "What do you want?"

"Go back, I remember there is a piece of wet mud on the embankment along the road, if you step on it, you should fall into the lake!" I said that I felt that I was crazy to the point of no cure, but how could I give in willingly.Just because I don't want to hurt her doesn't mean I can't hurt myself.

"You..." Yan Ran stared at me blankly, not knowing how crazy I am in her eyes.

"I want her to know that as long as I show up, she is nothing." I concealed my bitterness, and no matter what I am suffering now, I have to make her feel twice as much. She is a good person, but it is a pity that she is my enemy.

Yanran and I returned along the road. I walked all the way in the mud under the cobblestone road. Why don't you die and you won't die? Why ask for trouble? In the lake, the smell of the mud around the lake makes me sick.I know how to swim, the kind of test taker, but when I entered the water, endless water poured in from my nose, the soreness in my nose, intolerable, and the smell of rotting leaves in the lake made me almost unable to thump.

Through the indistinct lake water, Yan Ran's face was pale, her indifferent expression had been replaced by anxiety, she took off her coat and twisted it into a rope and threw it towards me while shouting.

I grabbed the wet and slippery weeds on the bank. The grass was so sharp and slippery that my hands gradually became unable to grasp it. The tingling sensation of cutting through the flesh was left with a strong smell of blood and dazzling red under the strong desire to survive. There is only one thought in my heart, this is a big game.

I tried my best to step on the water to ups and downs in the lake, and there was a bright yellow color on the shore, and when I barely caught the rope thrown by Yanran, my body was already surrounded by Fulin, who made Yanran wrap the rope around the tree. He pulled the rope and dragged me ashore.

My consciousness is clear, I have to cough up water from my lungs, and the unbearable soreness and discomfort at the tip of my nose occupy all my feelings.I didn't stop coughing until the pain in my hand gradually became clear and the emotion in my heart was brewed.

I raised my eyes and buried the bitterness in my eyes, pretending to be relaxed and said: "I really have a troubled physique, and I can fall into the lake even if I am walking, and I have hurt the emperor."

Yan Ran tore the hem of the skirt, tore it into strips of cloth, and wrapped it around my hand, helplessly, the wound was too deep and too big, blood gushed out, and every broken step was stained red with blood.Yan Ran took pains to bandage layer by layer, and my hands were swollen into bear's claws so I couldn't see the blood.

Fulin glanced at the muddy ground where I fell into, and looked at the footprints of different shades along the way, he should be able to figure out the truth.

His dark eyes seemed to be filled with turbulent waves. He held me in his arms so tightly that I couldn't breathe.

"Your Majesty, what's going on!" At this moment, Dong Eshi arrived panting, and when her footsteps settled down, the end of her voice would also stop.She looked at me and Fulin in a daze on the spot.

Fulin's arm froze, and I saw fear and anxiety in his dark eyes.Before he was about to explain, I lowered my eyelids in a panic, and covered my sorrow with my eyelashes which were not so thick, and I tried my best to calmly say: "It turns out that the emperor is with the young master, I'm the one who bothered you."

Sour, very sour, and the sour taste of the lake in my mouth made me want to vomit.

"Things happen for a reason, don't think too much." Fulin's voice was as gentle as a feather, but his explanation was feeble.

Fulin didn't say a word to Mrs. Dong E, he carried me back to Qianqing Palace, I leaned on his chest, this time I kept him, I used tricks and more affection, what about next time?
(End of this chapter)

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