Raiders of the favorite concubine of Qing Dynasty

Chapter 237 Don't Explode In Silence Or Be Abnormal In Silence

The lake water was very cold, and the cold and drenched clothes and the evening wind made me shiver. Fulin hugged me and walked faster and faster, and Yanran trotted all the way to barely keep up.

I had a splitting headache and my whole body seemed to be submerged in ice water. I hugged Fulin tightly and hugged him with all my strength, so that I could be closer to his heart and he wouldn't stray away.

"I'll be there soon, I won't let you have anything to do." Fulin's clothes were also wet, but his sweat dripped down on my body.

The night at the end of autumn always gets dark very quickly, it was still bright just now, but it was already dark when we arrived at the Xinxin Pavilion.

It was Yanran who entered the room, and I heard Shui Ling scream: "Sister Yanran, there are robbers in this palace? Where are your clothes?"

Yanran said something in a low voice, the water in my ears was swaying and I couldn't hear clearly.

Perhaps it was because my appearance was too messy, the servants in the room all stared wide-eyed when I entered.

"Auntie, what's wrong with you? I told you not to go out, and you insisted on doing some exercise, what should you do now?" Shui Ling and Yan Ran quickly took Fulin to the bathroom, and the four of them were stuck in the room, The atmosphere was a little awkward.

"Your Majesty, your body is also wet. Your body is critical. Hurry up and change it. Auntie will take care of it." Fulin didn't know what to think, but he was still unmoved. He hugged me tightly, He stood for a while and whispered in my ear, "I'll wait for you outside."

I stared at him blankly, the heartache and self-blame in his eyes made me dazed.

I was lying in the bathtub, the hot water made my skin reddish, and the white mist lingered in the air, isolating me alone.

Am I wrong, is this considered deception, "hiss" suddenly felt a tingling pain in her palm, Yan Ran unwrapped the wrapped cloth strips, sticking the wound.

Shui Ling gasped and said, "Auntie, your hand."

I took a look, the blood was sticky across the wound, and the wound was still bleeding, Yan Ran took some cotton and dipped it in something, looked at me and said, "Hold it, it will hurt a little."

When I was still thinking about how painful the pain in Yanran's mouth was, a burst of tingling pain made my head buzz and made me want to roll on the spot.I have always been unable to bear the pain, I screamed with tears and snot.

"What's the matter?" Fulin pushed the door open and entered, his clothes were still wet, and he was really waiting for me.

I forgot that I was naked in the clear water basin until Shui Ling stood in front of me.The hot feeling crawled to the root of my ear, I coughed twice to ease the embarrassment,
"Master, go and change your clothes first. If you are sick, I will not hinder you from working hard for the people." My voice was subconsciously alienated.

I very much hope that my life can really forget the past 25 years of life, what monogamy, what Jiang Jinyue, all of them are completely forgotten, can I just accept that I have to be with the people in this palace? The fact that thousands of beauties share a man's heart.Can I just stay quietly in such a small corner he gave me, waiting, guarding?

Why do you just want to be by his side, fart, all I think is that I am the only one in his heart and eyes.Thinking of the way he talked and laughed with Dong E Rongyue today, I feel that my jealousy can turn me into a vicious second female.

"Do you really want me to go?" Fulin's hoarse voice was unclear, and I sneered, and I let him go, hum.I was so angry that I couldn't help clenching my fists, and the blood fell into the bath soup drop by drop. The pain didn't make me more awake but stimulated my emotions. Anger was irrational.

I took the cloak on the side and wrapped it around, stood up and said to him: "When did I say to let you go? You can go if you want! Oh, I let you go, I let you come, why don't you come?" Ah? Let me tell you, what kind of concubine Chun, what kind of mess do you think I care about?"

"What did you say?" Fulin grabbed my hand, because the wound on the palm of the hand was cracked, the arm was bright red, and the room was filled with a strong smell of blood.Fulin frowned, put down my hand, and said with restraint: "Take good care of your wounds, I'll pretend I've never heard what you said."

The moment he turned around, I grabbed his corner, and I will not take back the words: "Don't pretend that you haven't heard it, I just said it, and I have to make it clear and explain it clearly! Listen, today After that, you can kill or cut as you please, oh, I have a gold medal, and I can barely save my life."

Fulin's voice became tired, and when he turned to look at me, there was more pain and patience in his eyes: "You are hurt, and I can act as if nothing happened when I get emotional for a while."

"But it has already happened!" As I said, I broke free from Fulin's hand, and I took a step back and fell into the bathtub, "You are the emperor, you are the most honorable man in the world, you come as you come, you go Just go, every woman is just a scenery, a passer-by for you, but I don't want to. You know, I haven't slept peacefully for a night. When you come, I am always worried that you will leave, and I won't allow you to stay. When you go, I will always wait for you, wait until I lose hope, deceive myself, comfort myself."

Fulin froze, he stroked my face lightly and wiped away my tears.

"I know you like Dong E's family. I knew it from the first time you saw her. For you, I secretly helped her and stood up for her because you like her. How can I see her being raped by Aiwujiwu? Framed, bullied? But I was wrong, I am far less open-minded and great than I thought, why not let her be killed! From today, I will regard her as an enemy, the biggest enemy, if you like her, Just drive me out of the palace, whether it is Wutai Mountain or White Horse Temple, I will pray for you, and wish you a speedy end!" I said very loudly, there is no way out, before I become a vicious woman whom I hate , Let it all end like this, the main character is on the stage, and the female supporting role should also step down.

I exhausted the last of my strength, and when I finished venting the anger in my heart, my consciousness had gradually peeled off.

Obviously I can exchange my injury for Fulin's guilt, and I can take advantage of my advantage to compete with Dong E Rongyue, why, in the end, I still flinched without any hope, and didn't even have the courage to fight?
My head hurts, my heart hurts, and my whole body seems to have fallen into endless pain, and I can't break free.

It was like a very long dream, there was no plane crash in the dream, in the dream Jiang Jinyue and I had a grand wedding, living a warm and ordinary life.

In the past ten years, I have dreamed of Jiang Jinyue countless times, but I always search for him. It is him but not him. I am timid and cowardly. I will always stand in the dark admiring his demeanor, wanting to really hold him Oftentimes he disappears.Perhaps subconsciously, he is the dream that I followed but couldn't.

But now I really feel that happiness is in my hands and he is by my side.

But it seemed that he was lost again.

(End of this chapter)