Second marriage itch

Chapter 135 Did I Change or You Changed

The scene of me getting off Jiang Feng's car fell into Xue Duyun's eyes.

Jiang Feng raised his head from the car window and looked at Xue Duyun from afar.The hand resting on the car window was beating the beat comfortably, and there was a hint of provocation in the faint smile.

I didn't look up to see Xue Duyun's expression, the feeling at the moment is really terrible.

He didn't tell me he would be back today.

I walked quickly towards the villa, and Jiang Feng was still saying goodbye to me behind me.

I didn't look back, I just quickened my pace.

When I entered the villa, I heard the sound of a car roaring away.

Xue Duyun was still standing on the balcony on the second floor, looking out with his hands on the railing, as if his posture hadn't moved.

"When did you come back?" I asked standing behind him.

He didn't look back, only a faint voice came.

"Did I come back too early?"

My heart stopped, and I stared at his tall and straight back.

"What do you mean?"

Xue Duyun turned his head slowly, leaning his back against the railing, lowered his head and lit a cigarette in his mouth, his eyes drooping silently.

After a while, he took off the cigarette, and when he rested his hand on the railing, half of the ash floated down.

"Did I tell you to stay away from him?" Although his tone was calm.

"I said so." I suddenly smiled, it was a sad smile.

He frowned, and finally looked up at me.

"What are you laughing at?"

I resisted the urge to bite my lips, looked at him and asked, trying to keep my tone steady.

"Before you question me, tell me, where did you go on this business trip?"

Xue Duyun looked at me and didn't speak for a long time.

His silence stabbed me, and I smiled wryly.

"I can't tell, can I? I don't think I have done anything to apologize to you, what about you? Do you really have a clear conscience? Or do you always treat me like a fool, thinking that I am easy to deceive and don't know anything ?”

Xue Duyun lowered his head slightly, his brows raised, his thin lips were drawn into a line, and his handsome face was full of melancholy at the moment.

It took him a long time to raise his head and look at the sky in a blink of an eye.

"Shen Yu, do you feel that there has been a change between us? We were not like this before. When I was away from home, I actually missed this home very much, but after I came back, I suddenly felt that home was different. Did I change or Have you changed, or have we all changed?"

His words cut through my heart calmly like a knife.

I clearly remember when he took me home for the first time, he said that there was a woman cooking in the kitchen, which made him feel at home suddenly.It must have felt like no home now.

"You went to see Nan Bei, right?" I asked him looking straight into his eyes.

He looked at me without looking away.

No denial, it's the default.

I nodded bleakly, "So she's making you feel more at home now, right?"

I turned my head and walked away. As soon as I reached the stairs, my hand was grabbed.

I looked back at him, his brows were deeply furrowed, exhaustion was written all over his face.

I was expecting him to explain about going to see Nanbei, but in the end he just rolled his Adam's apple and spit out a few words.

"Don't go, I'll go."

Letting go of my hand, he walked downstairs, and his figure quickly disappeared at the door.

Hearing the sound of the car starting to leave, I bent my legs and fell down on the stairs.

In fact, I know that there are many problems that I have never faced directly, for example, we were not united because of love.I know I shouldn't care too much, but I do.Just because he expressly hinted to me again and again that he has me in his heart, just because he said he is firm.

In the eyes of others, our marriage seems to be happy and perfect, but in fact it is full of loopholes, but I have been avoiding it instinctively.

But I can't keep escaping. This time the quarrel is not a joke. Maybe we should all calm down.

I went back to the room, packed up the simple things, saw the review materials on the coffee table when I went downstairs, packed them up, and dragged the suitcase and left the villa.

I can't go back to the old house, I can't go to Li Luo's place, I should go to a place where he can't find me, so that I can completely calm down.

After much deliberation, I thought of a place.

Dragging my suitcase, I came to the bus station, there was the last bus to Qingping, and there was a last ticket.

Maybe it's all God's will.

After more than four hours of driving, it was six o'clock when we got off the bus, and it was already dark.

But I quickly remembered a serious problem.

I don't know the exact location where Grandpa Xue lives. Xue Duyun drove here last time, and I don't remember the route.I only know that my grandfather lives in the country, but I don't know which country.

At the gate of the station, many taxi drivers came to ask me if I could go. Some of them came to drag my luggage directly in order to snatch customers.

It is especially cold at night in winter, and the people who come out of a bus are almost gone soon.

Not familiar with the place, I stood at the gate of the station, watching the people coming and going, not knowing where to go.

Of course I couldn't call Xue Duyun to ask for the address. After much deliberation, I thought of someone.

I dialed Xu Yafei's phone number, and when I heard the beeping sound, I was a little anxious, a little worried that he didn't have his mobile phone with him or didn't hear it.

Fortunately, after a few seconds, he picked it up.

"Shen Yu?"

There was some noise on the other end of the phone, and I seemed to hear Zhuo Fan's voice calling Du Yun.

I squeezed my phone and said, "Can you find a quiet place?"

"Okay, wait a minute."

After a while, the opposite side became quiet, and Xu Yafei asked me, "What's wrong?"

I licked my dry lips, "Yafei, can you tell me your grandfather's address?"

"Where are you?"

"I'm at Qingping Bus Station." After I finished speaking, I added, "Don't tell Duyun."

Xu Yafei didn't ask me why I was here, but quickly said, "It's too cold, you go to the waiting room and wait, I'll be right over."

There was no one in Nuoda's waiting room, but it was warmer than outside anyway.

I thought it would be at least ten o'clock, but just as the clock on the wall pointed to nine, Xu Yafei appeared at the door of the waiting room.

Without saying a word, he took off his wool coat and put it on me.

I said, "Did you fly the plane? So fast?"

He smiled faintly, "Good technique!"

Sitting in his car, he turned on the air conditioner, and it became much warmer in an instant, and I took off his coat again.

"What? Did you quarrel with Duyun?" On the way, he asked me.

After thinking about it, I said, "I just think I need to calm down."

Xu Yafei said, "I don't think Duyun is in the right mood today, and he didn't listen to my advice to stop drinking. I was about to call you, but I didn't expect to receive your call first."

My heart suddenly tightened.

I suddenly realized that after hearing what Xu Yafei had said, the first thing I thought of was his stomach.

Half an hour later, I arrived at the door of Grandpa Xue's house.

Grandpa had already fallen asleep, and was awakened by our knocking on the door again, and came to open the door for us.

Grandpa was surprised to see us, "Shen Yu, Ah Fei, you?"

"Grandpa, it's cold outside, let's talk after we go in." Xu Yafei reminded.

Grandpa let us in quickly.

I told my grandfather that I called Xu Yafei when I couldn't find my way at Qingping bus station, and hoped that he would not tell Xue Duyun about my being here.

After all, grandpa is old and hot, so he saw the problem at a glance, and said with a smile, "Did the young couple quarrel?"

I didn't say a word, grandpa said, "Don't worry, I won't tell him, you can live here at ease, as a vacation, let that stinky boy rush to find someone."

Will he find it?I'm not so sure.

I don't know how important I am in his heart. He said that he is not afraid of me doing stupid things, because I can't, so he should not be as worried about me as he is about Beinan.

Of course, the purpose of my leaving was not to make him worry, I just wanted to be quiet.

A lot of things have happened during this period, it seems that every day is very busy, I don't have time to think, in fact, the relationship between Xue Duyun and me has been slowly changing since the North and South appeared.

My marriage with him is like a wall that is not strong at all, and it will easily collapse when the wind blows.

Grandpa put me in the same room I slept in the last time we were here.

Thinking of that night, in fact, I still had great longing for this marriage at that time, so I couldn't help but surrendered myself.But things often don't go as expected.

I turned off the phone and cut off all contact.

The next day, I saw that Xu Yafei had no intention of leaving, so I asked him.

"Aren't you going to work?"

Xu Yafei was holding a broom to help his grandfather clean the yard. When he heard my question, he stopped and raised his head, and said with a smile, "I am taking a break. Humans are not machines, and they need to be adjusted. I just took this opportunity to take a good rest."

When I was free, I took out the review materials. It happened that both grandpa and Xu Yafei were doctors, so I could ask them for advice if I didn’t understand.

People say that in today's society, people will die without mobile phones.

I practiced it a bit, no one will die without a mobile phone, I review every day, and when I am tired, I will take care of the flowers and plants with my grandfather, listen to my grandfather talk about the habits of each plant, watch my grandfather play chess with Xu Yafei, I think this kind of life is very good Yes, it’s very primitive, there is no internet, and the pace is slow. In fact, life can become very simple.

Grandpa's love for Xu Yafei is all on his face, unlike Xue Duyun, who is sometimes very strict.

In fact, this is very normal. The elders like good children. Xu Yafei is so gentle and refined. The most important thing is that he obeyed his grandfather's wishes to study medicine and made achievements. Of course, his grandfather is proud of him.

As for Xue Duyun, I think he must have been like an untamable horse when he was young. Although he was smart, he was a headache.

On the morning of the fifth day in Qingping, I opened my eyes and found a vast expanse of whiteness outside the window.

It turned out to be snowing!
Although snow can be seen every winter, the first snow of each year is still very exciting.

Grandpa proposed to eat hot pot in such weather, and Xu Yafei and I both agreed.

It's best to eat hot pot in winter, and it will keep you warm when you sweat.

Xu Yafei and I prepared the ingredients for the hot pot together. We wanted to go out and buy some, but the snowy weather was not easy, so grandpa said he would call later and have someone deliver it.

Home delivery is popular in the countryside now?

Xu Yafei was preparing the bottom of the pot, and I was washing the vegetables. When I was about to finish washing, I heard a knock on the door. Grandpa sat on the chair and listened to the radio. He said that it must be the deliveryman and asked me to open the door.

Opening the door, I froze.

It is true that the food delivery guy is here, but this delivery boy is very handsome.

(End of this chapter)