Second marriage itch

Chapter 180 Why Can't You Stay?

I nervously pushed Jiang Feng's hand away and ran upstairs.

"I'm going to bed first."

He didn't catch up, but just asked my back in a nonchalant way.

"You don't watch TV anymore?"

I ignored him, went upstairs and pushed open a room to get in. After the door closed, I leaned against the door, feeling very panicked.

After looking at the room, I think it's not right. This seems to be the room where Jiang Feng took a bath and changed clothes last time. It should be his bedroom.

I turned around and opened the door, but Jiang Feng was leaning against the door.

I swallowed in embarrassment, and asked in a low voice, "Which room do I sleep in?"

With one hand propped on the door frame, leaning his body, he smiled carelessly, "Now you are staying in my room, if you want to sleep here, of course it's no problem, I will let you half of my bed. "

I rolled my eyes at him, "Don't make trouble!"

He smiled, but didn't continue joking, and opened the door of the opposite room after getting out of the way.

"Sleep here."

I immediately got into the room, Jiang Feng seemed to be the last step to step in, so I closed the door first.

There was a knock on the door soon, "Hey, I haven't finished talking yet."

Gritting my teeth secretly, I opened the door a little more and looked at him angrily.

He folded his hands and looked at me with a half-smile.

"Actually, I want to say, if you are afraid of the dark, ghosts, or nightmares at night, my door is always open, and you are welcome to fall into my arms at any time."

"Get out!" I slammed the door shut.

His laughter came from outside, and the sound of his footsteps gradually walking away.

I locked the door, walked into the bathroom, and took out the pregnancy test stick I bought at the pharmacy just now from my pocket.

Putting the test strip into the container and watching the liquid soak up quickly, my mood is complicated.

I don't know if it's nervousness, anticipation or fear, probably all of them, or a little sad.

When the two red lines clearly appeared in front of my eyes, I leaned against the cold wall of the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, feeling extremely sad.

Everything seemed to be a trick of God, and this child came at the worst time.

Lying on the bed, I didn't turn on the light, stared at the dark ceiling with wide eyes, and stroked my abdomen involuntarily with my hands.

If Xue Duyun knew that I was pregnant with his child, would he have made a different choice at that time?

In fact, when I began to suspect that I might be pregnant, I had already made a decision.

Even if Xue Duyun and I part ways from now on, I will keep this child. He is my spiritual pillar and the reason why I work hard to live!
It may be that I slept too much during the day, and I changed to a strange environment, and I had too many things on my mind, so I was a little insomnia.

I never heard Jiang Feng come upstairs again.

In the middle of the night, I don't know what time it is, and I still haven't fallen asleep, but I heard movement downstairs.

I got out of bed and walked to the window, and saw Jiang Feng driving out in the car.

It's so late, where is he going?
I went downstairs to try to find out, but found that the door was locked.

Is he afraid that I will sneak away while he is not around?

So I went back into the room again and lay down on the bed.

Then I fell asleep vaguely, and when I awoke it was daylight.

A text message came to the phone, it was from Jiang Feng.

"Are you awake? I brought you a new set of toiletries. I didn't want to disturb your sleep, so I left it at the door. You can take it yourself when you wake up."

I got out of bed and opened the door, and sure enough, I saw a cup on the ground at the door, with toothpaste, toothbrush and towel in the cup.

I picked it up and walked into the bathroom, washed up and went downstairs.

There was no one in the living room, and there was movement in the kitchen, so I walked towards the kitchen.

Walking to the door, I saw Jiang Feng who was making breakfast.

It is not uncommon for men to cook. I have seen many men cook, such as Xu Yafei and Xue Duyun. They are all good at cooking.

But Jiang Feng is different. He doesn't look like a person who often goes to the kitchen. He is still looking at his phone while cooking, studying very seriously, and he didn't even notice that I went in.

"How to make an omelette tender and smooth?" I read out the title he was searching on his phone.

He was startled, turned around and saw that it was me, and hurriedly put away his phone.

"Fuck, there's no sound when you walk?"

He even blushed a little.

I knew that he was using this displeased tone to cover up his embarrassment.

I shrugged, "There's a voice, it's because you're too absorbed in watching."

He stared at me with puffed cheeks, the embarrassment on his face was still there, as if he was thinking about something to say.

I raised my finger and pointed into the pot, "If you don't scoop it up, it won't be tender or slippery."

Hearing this, he quickly turned off the fire and filled the eggs with a spatula.

Seeing him flustered, I suddenly wanted to laugh, but I held back.

Looking at the ugly fried eggs on the plate, he scratched his hair in embarrassment.

"This, the level is limited, just eat it."

The oil on the egg made me shake my head, "It's too greasy."

He pointed to the rice cooker and said, "There is porridge. That day I saw that you could still eat some porridge, so I made some."

Porridge, eggs, and steamed buns were served on the table.

Jiang Feng said that he bought the buns and steamed buns from outside early in the morning.

He pushed the eggs he fried by himself in front of me, and I thought that if I didn’t eat them, it would dampen his thirst for learning and make him lose interest in the kitchen, so I took it.

Eating porridge with eggs is not so greasy at all.

"Is it delicious?" he asked me expectantly.

I swallowed the stuff in my mouth with difficulty, and said against my will, "It's pretty good."

After being praised, Jiang Tongxie was very happy, and he was ready to taste the delicious food made by himself.

As soon as the chopsticks were imported, he took a sip, frowned and said, "It's unpalatable."

I laughed.

He reached out and took the egg in front of me, and handed me a steamed bun.

"Eat this."

I took it, brewing in my heart while eating.

Halfway through the meal, I cleared my throat.

"Well, can you let me go?"

Jiang Feng's chewing movements froze.

"No!" he said firmly.

I felt a little suffocated, "You have no right to limit my freedom."

Jiang Feng gnawed a mouthful of steamed buns as if nothing had happened, chewed for a long time, and asked me without looking up.

"Why can't you stay?"

I stirred the porridge in the bowl, "Why did you stay?"

He suddenly put down the steamed bun and looked at me with a gloomy expression.

I thought he was going to get angry, but I didn't expect him to suddenly hook his lips, get up and come around me, his tall body pressed down from behind me, and his hands were on my sides.

The sudden move made me a little nervous.

His lips were close to my ear, and the heat from his breath made my ears feel hot.

"Do you remember? At the wine table, my dad asked your dad to reserve you as his daughter-in-law?"

When he mentioned it like this, I remembered such an episode, but it was already very far away, far enough to be forgotten.

Avoiding his hot breath, I pretended to be calm and said, "Everything I said while drinking was a joke, my dad didn't take it seriously."

Jiang Feng disagreed, "Obviously your father also took a fancy to me as a son-in-law at that time, okay? Said that I seem to be a hardworking and down-to-earth person who is worth relying on."

I pushed away his hands on both sides of me and gave him a white look.

"You can't see my dad who bullied me now, can you?"

He curled his lips into a smile, and sat back in his seat again, but the smile on his face quickly faded away.

He picked up the steamed buns he hadn't finished eating just now, but he didn't eat them for a long time.

"Are you going back to Xue Duyun's side?" He asked.

I lied and said "um", and then added.

"I can totally understand the decision he made that day."

"You really care about him that much?" He strengthened his tone, his eyes were gloomy.

I forced a smile on my face, "Yes, I care a lot, and the child also needs a father."

Jiang Feng suddenly raised his head and looked at me, with a flash of pain in his eyes.

For a moment, he lowered his eyes and said cruelly.

"But he doesn't care about you at all."

I smiled lightly, "It's okay, I just care about him."

Jiang Feng suddenly threw the half steamed bun on the table.

"It's really unpalatable. Next time, I'll buy it from another store."

I know, maybe in his heart I am a cowardly and cheap woman.

After a while, his tone suddenly became very peaceful.

"Will you hate me if I don't let you go?"

I looked into his eyes and answered seriously.

"I will hate it very much."

He turned his face away, bit his lip, and raised his brows very high.

"I'll send you off after eating." He seemed to be having a hard time saying this.

He didn't eat much of this meal, and I only ate half of my bowl of porridge.

After he washed the dishes, he sent me out.

When I was changing shoes at the door, I saw a new pair of ladies slippers on the shoe rack without even taking off the tag.

I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

In this world, we will be kind to many people, and we will be treated kindly by many people. However, we cannot respond to every kindness one by one. Sometimes, harm is unavoidable.

I didn't ask him to send me to the gate of the villa, but I asked him to stop by the side of the road not far after entering the city, where there was a small shopping mall.

"I'll go buy some of his favorite dishes and cook him a big dinner when I get home."

I deliberately made my tone sound bright and happy.

I got off the car, and Jiang Feng got off too.

"Thank you for sending me." I turned and left.

"Shen Yu." He stopped me.

When I turned around, he was opening his arms and pursing his lips unrulyly.

"Wouldn't you like a parting hug?"

He is always so unprincipled, I ignored him and was about to turn around and leave.

He grabbed my hand, pulled me into his arms, and hugged me tightly.

He hugged him so tightly that it was hard for me to breathe.

"If Xue Duyun bullies you, you can come back to me." He whispered in my ear.

I broke away from him, turned and left in a hurry without responding to his words.

I walked around the mall and didn't buy anything. When I left the mall, Jiang Feng's car had already left.

I walked along the road, actually very dazed.

Of course I will not go back to Xue Duyun's place. In some respects, I also have my arrogance.

Between two people, I may be able to bow my head, but it will be different with a third person. I have endured too much, this time, I would rather leave proudly.

I didn't know how far I had gone, when suddenly there was a creak, and a car stopped beside me.

I stopped and saw the back door opened, and it was Xue Duyun who got out of the car.

This time, without any hesitation, I turned around and ran.

He caught up with me in two or three steps, picked me up horizontally, ignored my struggle, and put me into the car.

(End of this chapter)