Second marriage itch

Chapter 179 If You Don't Eat, I'll Eat You

I tried desperately to push him away, but after all, my strength couldn't compete with him.

He ignored my protests at all.

He kissed very angrily and very hard, my lips seemed to be bitten, it hurt so much.

He tried to cock my teeth, and I clenched my teeth so I wouldn't give him a chance.

Unexpectedly, he suddenly pinched my chin, and I relaxed in pain, and he took advantage of it.

I was humiliated by the strange smell and strange touch.

I know that no matter how I resist, I will be the fish on my back, and I can only let it be slaughtered.

While tears were falling, I gave up struggling.

Jiang Feng stopped instead, let go of my lips, and looked at me panting.

I tried my best to hold back my tears, but the tears still rolled out unsatisfactorily.

He bit his lower lip with his teeth, and I seemed to see a flash of remorse in his eyes.

At this moment, his impulsive energy has passed, and he has calmed down a lot.

He reached out to wipe away my tears, his movements were very gentle, but his tone was very domineering.

"If you don't eat, I will eat you."

After he finished speaking, he helped me up and handed the bowl and chopsticks to my hand.

"Eat quickly."

His tone and eyes seemed to threaten me.

I took the bowl and chopsticks, walked to the table and sat down, and slowly put the rice into my mouth mouthful.

Jiang Feng moved the plate of braised pork in front of me, "Eat vegetables."

Looking at the slices of braised pork with oil, my stomach suddenly churned.

I put down the bowl and rushed to the trash can on the side, and I just vomited.

I didn't eat for several meals, and I couldn't vomit anything at all. All I vomited out was acid water, but I just wanted to vomit.

Jiang Feng was a little at a loss, "What's the matter? It doesn't suit your taste?"

I didn't speak, my stomach felt extremely uncomfortable, as if something was pumping the contents of my stomach up.

He handed me water, and I rinsed my mouth with water, and after a while I straightened up.

He poured me another glass of warm water to drink.

"You are in this situation, can't you have it?"

Hearing what he said, I choked on a sip of water and coughed violently.

He hurriedly patted my back, "You can choke on saliva, you are really good."

Putting down the water glass, I was very confused.

Counting the days, my period is indeed overdue and I haven't come yet. I dream of having a baby. If I really have a baby, I should be happy, but I can't be happy right now.

It shouldn't be such a coincidence, maybe it's just a protest from an empty stomach,

"Then what do you want to eat? You can't eat anything." Jiang Feng was quite worried.

I shook my head, I really don't think I have anything to eat right now.

Later, Jiang Feng gave me a box of milk, "Drink the milk if you don't eat, and sleep after drinking it."

After he exited the room, I forced myself to drink the milk.

Seeing my bag on the table, I took it and found out my phone.

After a moment of hesitation, I turned on the phone.

There were several text message notifications for missed calls, but the time was at six or seven o'clock last night.

In other words, since Xue Duyun took Nanbei away, he never called me again.

I felt a little sad, but after thinking about it, why do I care about these things?What is more sad than his sentence "release the north and the south"?
Putting down the phone, I felt exhausted, so I lay down on the bed for a while, but I didn't fall asleep.

My mind was in a mess, with many fragments intertwined and flashed in my mind.

I even think of the night when I first met Xue Duyun.

If he hadn't heard my cry and turned back that day, maybe there wouldn't be all the stories behind it.

So what would happen to me who was extremely embarrassed and couldn't get a taxi that day?
Maybe when He Xu catches up, I will still be there, maybe I will follow him back with humility, accept all his unequal treaties with humiliation, and finally be kicked out like a bereaved dog.

The acquaintance with Xue Duyun made me hold my head high and feel happy in the confrontation with He Xu.

Yes, he doesn't owe me anything, I owe him everything from the beginning to the end.

For dinner, Jiang Feng cooked vegetable porridge, which was not oily, but I still ate a bowl.

When the sunset was over and the twilight was falling, he said he would take me out for a walk.

He drove the car out of the village, and the last place he stopped was the field next to Feishi Village.

I remember that I also came at night when I was looking for Beinan. At that time, Feishizhai was brightly lit, but now it is dark, as if there is no one there.

By the moonlight, the ruins next to Feishizhai appeared in front of my eyes.

Jiang Feng walked towards the ruins, and I followed.

He walked a few steps, then came back and took my hand.

I instinctively wanted to shake it off, but he held it tight.

He led me in step by step and stopped in a small open space.

He let me go, found a relatively flat stone and blew it clean for me to sit on, and then found another stone to clean and sit on.

I don't understand why he brought me here, but I'm really curious about his tomb here.

"Who is this tomb?"

"It's my dad."

In the past, when I mentioned this tomb, he would answer evasively, but today he answered very frankly and straightforwardly.

Aware of his confession, I sat down.

He picked up a branch and drew circles on the open space at his feet, and the dust on the ground was drawn into ripples.

"Did you know? Feishizhai was not Feishizhai before. Xue Borong started his business with a quarry."

I heard from Xu Yafei about this.

Jiang Feng continued, "My dad worked in his quarry for about three or four years. That winter, on a very cold day, my brother and I came home from school and saw my grandma paralyzed on the bed. My mother sat on the threshold and wept. A neighbor told me that my father had died, but I didn’t believe it at all. He was fine this morning, and when we were at school, he told us to listen carefully and not to desert. That kind of mood, People who haven't experienced it can't understand."

"I understand." I said.

I fully understand his mood at that time, just like when the two police uncles took me to the scene of the car accident, I couldn't believe it when I saw my father lying on the snow, I really hoped it was a dream.

Hearing what I said, Jiang Feng curled his lips as if he had received a little comfort.

"They all said that my dad was killed by falling stones when he was fired from the mountain, but I have always suspected that my dad's death was more than that simple."

"why?"

"Because when we went to the funeral parlor and saw my dad's body, he was missing a leg. If he was smashed to death, he might have been smashed to death, but it's impossible for him to be missing an arm or a leg."

I have to admit that he analyzed
"Then how do you think you died?"

Jiang Feng tilted his head, as if lost in thought.

"I don't know. I suspect that he was killed by Kaishan's cannon. His legs were blown off. In fact, I didn't feel scared at all when my father died. I even took my younger brother to find the whole stone factory. I searched all over, but I couldn’t find my dad’s legs. I’ve always dreamed about him all these years, and when I wake up, I always feel his soul is beside me. I don’t know if it’s because he has no legs, so his soul has been refusing to leave. .So I had to bury him where his accident happened, maybe his legs were under there, and he could go there with peace of mind if he found it.”

Thinking about it, it must have happened many years ago, and now Jiang Feng is very calm when he talks about these things again.But the hatred in his heart can still be heard from his words.

I said, "Maybe it was really an accident. You don't have to hate the Xue family all the time. I think any boss doesn't want his workers to have accidents."

Jiang Feng snorted coldly, "Yes, of course he doesn't want workers to have accidents. If an accident occurs, he needs to settle the compensation. Xue Borong doesn't take away a penny. At least the person who worked for him for several years dies in his stone factory. I refused to give it. My mother was disheartened and committed suicide by drinking pesticide after returning home.”

I looked at him in surprise, and I suddenly felt that I felt sympathetic with him.

"Let him go about the past."

"I can't make it through." Jiang Feng's eyes turned cold.

"Originally I got this land and built this tomb. I planned to let it pass, but now I can't make it through. My dad's tomb was blown up. After hearing about it, my grandma didn't bring it up, so she went."

"I don't believe Duyun did it," I said.

Jiang Feng gritted his teeth and said, "It's not him, it's his father. Explosives are not available to anyone. Old man Xue opened a stone factory back then and had approval documents. Even if he doesn't open it later, it's not unusual to keep it. "

I bowed my head and had nothing to say.

The moonlight was very bright tonight, and my eyes swept across the messy scene, with broken tombstones scattered on the ground, but my eyes suddenly settled on the photo of the tombstone.

I got up and walked over, picked up the piece and dusted it off, and looked carefully.

This photo looks so familiar, I think I am very impressed.

I thought about it carefully, and suddenly my eyes lit up.

"Uncle Jiang?"

I looked back at Jiang Feng, "Are you Uncle Jiang's son?"

Jiang Feng looked at me with a smile, without denying it.

When I was very young, my father had a good friend named Jiang, and my father asked me to call him Uncle Jiang.

Dad often invites Uncle Jiang to my house to drink. At that time, Uncle Jiang always wore a small tail. Uncle Jiang called him Xiaofeng. Looking back now, it should be Jiang Feng.

I have forgotten what he looked like at that time, but compared with then, it must have changed a lot now.Not only the appearance, but also the personality has changed a lot.

At that time, Jiang Feng was reticent and not very gregarious. Ever since I took the initiative to play with us, every time my father said, "Why don't you bring Xiaofeng to play together", I had no choice but to pull him out to play together.

When playing with everyone, he is not very talkative, he is quite honest, we play whatever we want, and we never have any objections.

It has been 20 years, and now I can't connect the suave and sometimes glib Jiang Feng with the dull and timid Xiao Feng back then.

Let's say he is timid, but sometimes he is very courageous.

One thing left a deep impression on me, and the picture is still very clear in retrospect.

At that time, Xu Fei, Xiaofeng, and a few other children in the alley were playing together at the back of the alley. I didn’t know who it was, and suddenly yelled “There’s a snake.” Our children were scared out of their wits. Feng didn't escape, he picked up a brick and threw it towards the snake's seven inches, and then stepped on the brick with his foot, the snake wriggled under the brick, but couldn't escape, just in time an adult came over and gave the snake Caught up.

Since then, Xiaofeng's image has grown a lot in our hearts, because of our collective worship, he has gradually integrated into us.

Thinking of the bits and pieces of my childhood, I couldn't help laughing.

"What are you laughing at?"

I smiled and said, "From a stuffy gourd to a sleek fox, how did you do it?"

Hearing what I said, he laughed too, and then he stopped laughing.

"Forced!" he said.

Two words, so that I can not laugh out slowly.

Yes, growing up is a process of falling down and standing up, wiping away tears and moving forward with heavy loads. Some changes are really forced.

"Now I have to ask Xue's family to rebuild this tomb for me, and Xue Borong must offer the first stick of incense." Before leaving, Jiang Feng said this.

We left after that, drove back, passed the pharmacy, and I asked him to stop.

"What's wrong?" he asked me.

"I don't have a good appetite recently, I want to buy some appetizers." I said.

"I'll help you buy it." He said and was about to get out of the car.

I grabbed him, "No, I'll go by myself."

He didn't insist anymore, saying he was waiting for me in the car.

After buying the medicine, I went back to the car.

Jiang Feng didn't drive back to his grandma's house, but to his villa halfway up the mountain.

When he opened the door, he said, "There is TV and Internet here, so you won't be bored."

I stood at the door without moving.

"Come in." Seeing that I was not moving, he called me back.

"It's not right for me to live here with you." I said seriously.

He dragged me in and closed the door.

"Xue Duyun doesn't want you anymore, you don't live here, are you going to hide somewhere and cry?"

He took out a pair of slippers, "I usually don't have women here, only men's slippers, I just forgot when I passed by the mall, I'll go buy a pair tomorrow."

After speaking, he walked in, took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, then picked up the remote control and turned on the TV.

I changed my slippers and walked in without sitting down.

He adjusted the stage with his legs crossed, looked at me, suddenly the corners of his lips curled up, and he got up and walked towards me.

Although after knowing that Jiang Feng is Xiaofeng, the distance between me and him has been much closer.But he was smiling ambiguously at the moment, and I couldn't help but step back.

Until my back hit the railing of the stairs, there was no way I could retreat.

Jiang Feng put his hands on both sides of my body and leaned his head.

"Why hide, afraid that I will hurt you?"

(End of this chapter)