Second marriage itch

Chapter 182 There Is No Naturally Suitable Person

Xue Duyun's uninjured hand suddenly grabbed me. When I lay down on the bed, he turned over and pressed me under him.

His hands were on both sides of my body, and the white gauze on his arms was soaked red soon.

"Your injury." I exclaimed.

Xue Duyun didn't pay attention, just stared at me for a moment, his stubborn and profound eyes seemed to see through me.

"I won't divorce, I don't agree." He said firmly.

Seeing the blood stains on his wound continue to expand, I don't want to admit it, but my distress is so clear.

"Can you lie down? I refuse to communicate with you anymore." I tried my best not to show that distress.

Xue Duyun pursed her lips and looked at me a little aggrieved.

"Okay, you lie down with me."

He is like a child committing a little stubbornness at the moment, I don't agree with him, so I continue to maintain this posture, and no matter how much blood is bleeding from my wound, he threatens me by punishing my body.

It was me who finally surrendered, and I said helplessly, "Okay, but you can't touch your feet."

The corners of Xue Duyun's lips curled up in satisfaction, and he nodded in assurance.

"I'll just hold you and promise not to move."

I still lay down, and he lay beside me and hugged me, using the most natural posture he was used to before.

I sighed helplessly at him.

"Xue Duyun, don't you think? We are not suitable."

Xue Duyun hugged me tightly, and the heat of talking was on my neck.

"There is no one who is born suitable, and both love and marriage need constant grinding."

I shook my head, "We have been running in for a long time, and I thought we could get in a good state, but it turns out that it is not suitable."

"I say it's suitable." He suddenly played a rogue.

I was blocked for a while and had nothing to say.

Then he said imploringly, "Honey, don't disappoint me in a hurry, give me a few days, I will give you a big surprise, I only need a few days, okay?"

I can only sigh silently.

Actually, I thought about it, the marriage with Xue Duyun is completely different from the marriage with He Xu.

At the end with He Xu, I only hated him, but unlike Xue Duyun, he really treated me well and gave me happiness and happiness. Although it also brought me pressure and pain at the same time, I don’t hate him. He, even if he made that choice that day, I have nothing but disappointment and no hatred.

After all, he didn't marry me because he loves me, so he found that I was not the most important in his heart and there is nothing to blame. I don't hate, I really hope to get together with him well.

only……

Thinking of the child in my stomach, I felt very desolate again.

But at this time, I can't use the child to tie him and influence his decision.

"Xue Duyun, there is often a gap between ideals and reality. Even if the ideal is small, sometimes it is still too far away."

He stroked my hair with his chin and said, "Don't be afraid of the distance, you go step by step towards the direction of your dreams, and one day you will reach them."

I smiled bitterly, and at the same time remembered a past event.

"I remember when I was in school, Luoluo liked to eat soup dumplings from Lin's shop the most in the morning, but his shop was very expensive, other people's buns sold for [-] cents each, and his house sold them for two yuan each. Once Luoluo Gave me one, and after I ate it, I found that the two-dollar buns were really different from the fifty-cent buns, so I always missed that taste. But that bun was a luxury for me at the time. My family was poor at the time, It’s impossible to spend two yuan to buy a steamed stuffed bun. It’s like this a lot of times in life, thinking is one thing, and reality is another.”

Xue Duyun shook hands with me, "Honey, it was different then and now, now you have me."

However, I no longer dare to rely on him too much.

Xue Duyun took up the topic of steamed stuffed buns again and said, "This stuffed stuffed bun is now on the market. It was made from a bun shop of a few square meters. At that time, he must have never imagined that he would be as big as it is today. .So you can have dreams, as long as you work hard, you can realize them.”

"I can't tell you." I said helplessly.

He chuckled, "Okay, don't think about everything so hard, what is your dream, what kind of life do you expect, you can think about these, we still have a long life, we can take it easy Go slowly, and one day you will reach your destination."

After what happened that night, I didn't even think that I could still lie down and chat with him calmly, and it's incredible to think about it.

I don't know when the topic ended, and then he fell asleep.

I probed his forehead and it was no longer burning.

Last night at Jiang Feng's house, I almost couldn't sleep all night, and now I also feel sleepy.

In a familiar room, on a familiar bed, in the arms of a familiar person, the sense of steadfastness overwhelms me like a tide. I can no longer enjoy this kind of steadfastness, and I am afraid of indulging again, but I still can't bear this steadfastness. Drowsiness, fell asleep.

Later, I was awakened by the sound of thunder, and subconsciously reached out to touch it, but there was nothing around me.

It was raining heavily outside, accompanied by thunder.

I got out of bed and walked out of the room. I almost searched the entire villa, but I couldn't find Xue Duyun.

Opening the door of the villa, the damp coolness rushed in.

His car is not in the yard, he went out?
He is still injured, where will he go?
I took out my cell phone to make a call, but the phone rang upstairs.

Walking upstairs, I searched for the sound and found his cell phone under the pillow.

He didn't bring his mobile phone, which means that he should be back soon after going out.

But he walked quietly, as if deliberately hiding it from me.

He is really like a mystery, a mystery that I will never understand.

Facing such a mystery, I am really tired.

The rain was louder outside, so I walked out of the balcony.

Standing on the balcony, I feel the damp moisture rushing towards me, it's cool.

You can't see the rain in the night clearly, but you can tell how heavy the rain is just by the sound.

At this moment I am more awake than ever.

I thought back to my hospital check-up a few months ago, when my desire for a baby was very strong.

Now the child finally came, because it was not at the right time, so I didn't have the kind of ecstasy I imagined.

I slowly stroked my upper abdomen with my hands, and there were countless entanglements in my heart.

Tell yourself secretly, give each other another chance, and give the child a chance to have a father's love, the last chance.

After about half an hour, I finally heard the sound of the car.

I stood on the balcony without moving.

In the past, I would have rushed downstairs and opened the door to meet him.

But I don't want to be like this anymore, I don't want to be a woman who only has him in my life.There are only men in life, and women who only have love are very sad. Once lost, everything is lost.

"Shen Yu."

After he entered the room, he probably saw that I was not there, and he called me very nervously.

I turned and walked into the house, he breathed a sigh of relief, strode towards me, and took me into his arms with one hand.

His clothes were wet and his hair was a little wet.

"Honey, I thought you were gone." He didn't hide the panic in his tone.

"It's raining so much, where have you been? The doctor said that the wound should not get wet." I said lightly.

He let go of me, a smile spread across his handsome face.

"It's not wet, it's just that the outer layer of clothes is a little wet."

"You're injured, how do you drive?" I asked,
He still smiled, "It can be done with one hand, besides, this little injury is nothing."

After speaking, he lifted the thing in his hand.

"I'm going to buy this."

The signboard of Linjia Shop is prominently displayed on the handbag.

"As long as you want, no matter the wind or rain, I will help you realize it." He said emotionally.

These words are beautiful!I couldn't help my heart beat faster.

He handed me the bag, "Try it, it still doesn't taste like it did back then."

I think he braved the wind and rain to buy it back, and I have to eat some.

But as soon as the steamed stuffed bun overflowed into my mouth, I couldn't help but vomited into the trash can.

"What's the matter? Is it so unpalatable?" Xue Duyun hurriedly handed me water and patted my back.

After I recovered, I said hesitantly, "I feel sick to my stomach."

"Then shall I take you to the hospital?"

I shook my head, "No need."

Xue Duyun said, "If you don't want to eat, don't eat it, don't force it."

I looked at him and pointed at the bun.

"Then you eat, eat up!"

He was taken aback, and I said, "I bought it so far away, so I can't waste it."

After a while, he raised his lips and smiled, "Okay, I'll eat."

I went to wash up while he was eating, and when I came out of the bathroom, he really ate up the buns.

I was going to sleep in the guest room, Xue Duyun stepped over to block the door with a stern face.

"Just sleep here."

He and I are still in a husband and wife relationship. If he was too persistent and seemed hypocritical, I would just get under the covers without saying anything.

Xue Duyun can still finish brushing his teeth and washing his face with one hand.

I face inward, sideways.

After a while, Xue Duyun came out of the bathroom, the quilt was lifted, the bed behind him sank, and then one arm naturally hugged me.

I remained motionless and pretended to be asleep.

He seemed to be kissing my hair, and slowly moved towards my face, the hand around me trying to straighten my body.

"I'm tired." I said.

He didn't go any further, he lay down behind me, felt for my hand to hold it, and then said reassuringly, "Go to sleep when you're tired."

In fact, I was really tired, but the thunderstorm was so loud that I couldn't fall asleep.

When the doorbell rang, I didn't know what time it was, it rang very quickly.

Xue Duyun let go of the hand that was holding me, and took out his mobile phone to open the access control system.

I turned around and looked at his phone screen.

Although it was said that the person at the door was soaked in water, I still recognized it.

I got up and got out of bed faster than Xue Duyun, and ran downstairs.

(End of this chapter)