Second marriage itch

Chapter 216 Marrying You Is My Greatest Folly
His silhouette was shrouded in a faint halo, as if separated by a layer of brown glass, looking hazy and distant.

I subconsciously grasped the quilt tightly, and the pain in my heart slowly came to life, and the pain became more and more intense.

Xue Duyun raised his head and found that I was awake, so he put down the diary in his hand, got up and walked towards me, and sat down by the bed.

I looked at him without blinking, and a hot and humid quickly rose into my eye sockets.

This is the man I love, I love him so much I can't help myself.But at this moment, how much I hope that everything that happened with him in the past two years is just a dream.

"Did you already know?"

I sat up and looked into his eyes.

He didn't dodge, and looked at me calmly.

"Yes."

My aching heart was trembling.

"Then why did you marry me?"

Xue Duyun looked at me with a hint of helplessness in his eyes.He hasn't answered me yet, but my heart has hit rock bottom.

"Xue Duyun, I found out that marrying you is my greatest stupidity!"

I was so emotional that my words trembled.

Xue Duyun hugged me, no matter how hard I struggled, he would not let go.

"Shen Yu, I know you're very excited now, and you can't listen to anything. Don't talk about it now, okay? You've got heat stroke. We'll talk again when you recover and calm down."

I cried wildly in his arms.

"Xue Duyun, if I could turn back time, I really wish I never knew you."

His body froze, and he slowly let go of me, looking at me with hurt eyes, more helpless.

"Shen Yu, you are angry and irrational now. I won't take anything you say seriously. You should have a good rest."

Xue Duyun left the room, I lay back on the bed, stared blankly at the ceiling, tears rolled down the corners of my eyes one by one.

I haven't felt this vulnerable in a long time.

Since I have Yu Zhuang, I have reached the pinnacle of my life. I am no longer underestimated and looked down upon, and I am respected and flattered by many people.I am not proud, but there will inevitably be some changes in my mentality. My position and identity require me to have a certain ability to resist pressure, and I am not allowed to be weak anymore.

But the sudden cruel truth made me collapse in an instant. I admit that I can't bear such a truth.

I know that people make irrational decisions when they are too emotional, so I am trying to calm myself down.But I found that I couldn't calm down at all. After knowing the truth, my heart was filled with hatred, and the mentality of impatient revenge made me irrational at all.

Although Xu Yafei no longer works in the hospital, he will come to see me every day and change my medicine. He didn't say anything, but just advised me to have a good rest.He should also know what happened, and understand that I can't listen to what I say at this time.

I didn't get out of bed for two days, and sometimes I heard the cry of the child, and I was indifferent.

In the past two days, I always think of my childhood and my parents. I haven't missed them so strongly for a long time.As a daughter, I am incompetent. I didn't know that the accident was not an accident for so many years. My father died very wrongly.Thinking of this, the guilt almost swallowed me up.

Xue Duyun didn't go anywhere in the past two days, he brought out the food himself every meal, and he brought down the cold ones as they were.

Looking at those dishes, I know that he made them himself, and they are all my favorite things.

But sadness, hatred, and guilt filled my mouth, and I didn't feel hungry at all.

The next night, when dinner was served, I still hadn't touched a bite.

Xue Duyun didn't rush to take it away, but sat down beside the bed.

"Shen Yu, so you regard me as your enemy now, don't you?" He asked suddenly.

I looked at him sadly and bewilderedly.

Have it?Yes!Otherwise, how could I feel pain when I think about my experience with him?
Xue Duyun hooked his lips dismally.

"If you regard me as your enemy, then you should be stronger, not like you are now. A hunger strike is just a pain for your loved ones, and fast for your enemies. How can you take revenge if you starve yourself to death?"

He used such language to provoke me, but I was not inspired by him, but I suddenly felt very sad.

Xue Duyun took away the cold food again.

When night fell, Xu Yafei came.

In fact, I have almost recovered. He took out the needle on the back of my hand for me. After taking my temperature, he sat down on the stool beside the bed.

"Shen Yu, a ten-year-old child, has many things beyond his control, just like when you faced that kind of tragedy back then, you could only choose to accept it, but could not change it. Duyun is innocent !"

I looked at him slowly, seeing the sincerity in his eyes,
In fact, after these two days, I have calmed down a lot.

After Xu Yafei left, I got out of bed, opened the door and walked out.

There was crying downstairs, and I walked towards the stairs.

"Hey, stop making trouble. Mom is not feeling well. Don't disturb her to rest, okay?"

Xue Duyun was walking around the living room with Nianyin in his arms, Sister Zhang was holding Nianfeng, and Sister Luo was cleaning.

But the two children didn't know what was going on today, and kept crying.

"Give it to me." I have already walked behind him.

Xue Duyun turned his head, surprised and relieved.

He handed the chanting into my hands, and I hugged her and coaxed her while walking for a while, and she stopped crying.

After a while, the two children were coaxed to sleep, and Xue Duyun asked the nanny to carry the two children to sleep.

It was just me and him in the living room.

I was sitting on the couch and he came over and sat next to me.

"Wife, are you calm now?" he asked me.

I looked at him and said, "I'm calm."

He nodded, "Then let's talk calmly."

I said yes.

"I know, once you know this, it will be difficult to accept, you will hate my dad, even hate me, and even feel that I have been deceiving you all the time. But, wife, this matter cannot be blamed on me , I didn't participate, not to mention that I was only a teenager at the time, but when I knew the truth, it was after the incident had already happened, and I couldn't stop it or change it. So, wife, can you be rational One point, don't take your anger out on me?"

I took a deep breath.

"I know, I shouldn't blame you, but there is a hurdle in my heart. My father died unjustly, and my mother became a vegetable. Since that accident, what kind of life have I lived? Now that I know the truth, what do I do? Can I live happily with the son of the person who killed my parents?"

Xue Duyun stretched out his hand to wrap my shoulders cautiously, and seeing that I didn't resist, he let me lean into his arms.

"Honey, it's not fair, you still haven't calmed down."

Thinking about everything that happened that year, thinking about that night that completely changed the trajectory of my life, I gritted my teeth with hatred.

I pushed him away, stared at the coffee table in front of me and said, "I can't let the perpetrator go unpunished."

After I finished speaking, I looked at him, "Although he is your father, it's wrong for you to shield him."

Xue Duyun rubbed my shoulders with his hands, trying to appease my sudden agitation.

"Shen Yu, I just don't want to make grandpa feel sad, and let him send a white-haired man to a black-haired man. Now, grandpa's time is running out, please don't let grandpa leave sadly? I promise you, I will pay you back Fair."

Thinking of Grandpa makes me less tough.

I know that even if grandpa doesn't like Xue Borong any more, they are still father and son. If he learns that his son has done such a thing, or even sees him in prison, he will be sad.

I acquiesced to his statement.

The next day was Teacher Yu's memorial service. The great feat of Teacher Yu's sacrifice to save the students in the earthquake was reported by the media, so his memorial service was very grand.

The government, the school, the media, and the students taught by Mr. Yu all came, and many people spontaneously came to see Mr. Yu off.

I was dressed in solemn black and went to the memorial service, and I saw Yu Qian at a glance.

She had no tears and was relatively calm.

She stood on the side of the mourning hall and bowed to everyone who came to pay respects.

The two students who were rescued by Teacher Yu and their parents also came. They wore mourning for Teacher Yu and held flowers.

At this time, Teacher Yu has become the ashes on the altar.

The scene of mourning and music sounded, and everyone lined up solemnly to enter and pay homage one by one.

I bowed three times to Teacher Yu, turned my head, and saw the person walking in from the door, and my body was shocked suddenly.

At this time, wearing plain black and wearing big sunglasses, the person who was walking in from the entrance of the mourning hall was Wen Biru.

And Xue Li followed her, and when he came in, his eyes were already red.

My eyes were fixed on Wen Biru, and I saw her lower her head and walk in slowly along the flow of people.She is wearing big sunglasses, so she probably just doesn't want to be recognized, but how can I not recognize her?

Especially after reading Teacher Yu's diary and knowing the truth, I really hated her.

Not only is she vicious, she's also vile!

My clenched fists trembled faintly, Xue Duyun probably sensed it, afraid that I would be too emotional, so he put his arms around my shoulders and pulled me aside.

I try my best to restrain myself, I know, this is Teacher Yu's mourning hall, at least here and now, it's not the time for me to settle accounts with them.What's more, there is Yu Qian, who received such bad news when she just went abroad, she must not be able to accept more cruelty.

Xue Li took the initiative to wear sackcloth and filial piety for Teacher Yu. Although he didn't cry like the day when Teacher Yu was dug out, his eyes were always red, and his sadness was palpable.

It can be seen that his father-son relationship with the teacher is true.

Wen Biru didn't stay at the scene for a long time, so she quietly exited toward the door.

Because I have been paying attention to her, her movements have not escaped my eyes.

I followed closely and walked out of the mourning hall.

She walked quickly to a black car on the side of the road, opened the co-pilot and got in.

When she opened the door, I saw a person sitting in the cab.

I rushed up immediately and grabbed the door handle before he could start the car.

(End of this chapter)