Second marriage itch

Chapter 240 Xue Duyun (4)

I forced myself to look away, unscrew the drink from my hand and drink it to hide my embarrassment.

A girl suddenly rushed to me excitedly and asked me.

"Xue Duyun, is this drink good?"

I glanced at the drink in my hand and realized it was probably the one she had just handed me.

His eyes glanced at her breasts inadvertently. She was wearing a T-shirt that was more fitted than the school uniform, and her bust was a circle larger than that of the girl.But I didn't have the feeling of blushing and heartbeat at all, so I quickly moved my eyes away.

"Thank you! It's delicious!" I said.

I didn't play in the second half, but we still won. The girl stomped her feet, and I couldn't help laughing at her annoyed look.

After the basketball game, there was a 3000-meter race, and I saw her on the starting line.

She actually participated in the 3000-meter endurance race, which surprised me. I stood on the sidelines of the field and wanted to see how her small body completed the 3000-meter race.

At the beginning of the race, many people overtook her, but she was not in a hurry at all, and kept her own rhythm and ran very steadily.

Slowly, she surpassed one after another, and in the last two laps, she couldn't hold on anymore, and her face was flushed from running.I couldn't help sweating for her, and cheered for her in my heart.

When she crossed the finish line, she finally couldn't hold on anymore and fell limply to the ground.

At that moment, I rushed over without any hesitation, picked her up and rushed towards the infirmary.

Several teachers and classmates who were present also gathered around. The teacher asked me to hand her over to them, but I did not let go.There is only one thought in her mind, she can't have anything to do, she must have nothing to do.

Until she was carried into the infirmary and placed on the bed in the infirmary.

She wasn't in a complete coma, she was still slightly conscious, her eyes were half-closed, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't have the strength to say it.

The doctor immediately examined her and said that she was exhausted, so she immediately fed her sugar water and prescribed medicine for IV drip.

She was probably too tired and finally fell asleep.

I stood by the bed, looking at her peaceful sleeping face.

Her long eyelashes drooped, and she trembled slightly occasionally, as if she was having an unpleasant dream.

Her hand with the needle stuck outside the quilt was really pitifully thin. Looking at her like this, my compassion also grew quietly.

I didn't leave until the drip was almost finished and she moved, as if she was about to wake up, so I hurried out of the infirmary.

Standing outside the window, I stopped, looked in through the window, saw her opened her eyes, and then I left.

The next morning, I was waiting across the alley, and saw her come out of the alley with her schoolbag on her back, and she seemed to have recovered.

I followed her all the way to the school gate. She said hello to every teacher and classmate she met. The teacher there handed her milk and eggs, and she smiled and said thank you.

Her politeness is very touching!

Not long after this incident passed, I suffered a major blow.

In class that day, the class teacher called me out suddenly.When I rushed to the hospital from school, my mother was already dying.She opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something to me, but in the end she didn't say a word, the only expression was the tears flowing from the corners of her eyes.

She doesn't give up, she doesn't worry about me.I read it all in her eyes and tears.

Mother left with great concern.

Although I have both parents, in fact, it is my mother who has been with me and cared about me.She had been in poor health for sure, but I didn't think it was going to kill her, so the departure was still sudden to me.

I reluctantly looked at my father who was standing in front of the hospital bed with a calm face.

I don't know what mood he was in at the time, did he feel a little heartache?Or, did he think it was a relief?He has been looking forward to this day for a long time, he has had enough of having a sick child at home, and has heard enough of his mother coughing day and night?
For me, without my mother, this family has no meaning.

During the two days when I held the funeral for my mother, I heard from my neighbor that on the day my mother passed away, my father brought the woman into the house. Not long after, my mother was directly sent to the hospital.

I suddenly realized that my mother's death might not be so simple.I asked my father and he denied it.When I asked him anxiously, he said that it was my mother who suddenly fell ill, so he didn't bring it up in one breath.Afterwards, I heard from my grandfather that my mother's bronchial atrophy was the main cause of her sudden suffocation.But I think the reason must be that the father openly brought the third son to the door, which angered the mother.

I think grandpa is very clear in his heart, so since his mother passed away, grandpa has become more and more indifferent to his father.

I was so disappointed in my father that I ran away from home in a fit of anger.

I went to Internet cafes, played cards, drank, and fought with a few classmates who often played truant.At that time, I no longer wanted to be a good student with both good character and learning, it was too tiring.

That scum-like father, that broken home that has lost the last trace of warmth made me feel disheartened.I just want to fall, fall completely.

After all, my dad came to find me and dragged me back home, who was so drunk at the time.

When I woke up, I realized that I was back in my room, and my father was sitting by my bed.

Unusually, he didn't get angry, and communicated with me sincerely for the first time.He said that he understood my sadness of losing my mother, that he would fulfill his responsibilities as a father, and that he would quit drugs.

He was so sincere at the time, I really believed him.

But a month later, before his mother's bones were cold, he led the woman and child in, and announced to me that the boy was his own, and had changed his name to Xue Li.

He not only robbed my father, but also occupied my home.

And now, I am an outsider.

That boy really thinks this is his home, and always makes a mess of the house.

That day, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I had an argument with him in the living room. Unexpectedly, he picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table and stabbed me.I thought he didn't dare to really stab it, but it was just a show, but I didn't expect that he really stabbed me in the stomach.

Both the father and the woman were at home at the time, and they were also terrified to see this scene.My father was in a hurry to send me to the hospital. At that time, I could still see a trace of worry in my father's eyes.

But his worry didn't heal the wound in my heart, I just pushed away, covered the wound and ran out.

I found grandpa.In fact, I don't want to go to grandpa, I don't want him to worry.However, my grandfather is the only family member in this world who loves me dearly. Apart from him, I don't know who to turn to.

Grandpa helped me heal my injury, and scolded my father and his son.Afterwards, I was worried that he took me directly to his side, and the home where I lived for more than ten years was completely given over to them.

Since I was with my grandpa, I finally found a little bit of happiness that I should have at that age.

My first guitar was bought by my grandfather. Although he didn't support me in doing these things, it still fulfilled my wish.

At that time, I felt that my outlook on life was distorted.Since my father can live so chicly at the age when he should be responsible, why should I live so rigorously and tiringly at this age when he should be chic?
So since then, my temperament has changed a lot. I play music, grow long hair, go crazy with a bunch of guys, and act like a lunatic all day long.

During the long vacation, my father would occasionally come to my grandfather’s house to pick me up to stay for a few days, probably because he couldn’t bear the pressure of public opinion. After all, if my mother left, if my son didn’t want me, what would others say about him?

I don't want to go back, but I can't be truly heartless, after all, blood and family ties are endless.

That woman is very good at disguising, she pretends to be a good wife and mother in front of her father, and she treats me very well on the surface.Xue Li also became very tactful, and would call me brother in front of his father, probably because of that woman who taught him.

I know, even if I refuse to admit it, he is also my half-brother, and he accepts all this passively like me.

After I gradually matured, I also understood that I shouldn't put my hatred on him.

In the past, when my mother was around, my father didn't take care of me very much, but now he takes care of me instead.He said that I was not doing my job properly by making music, the more he said that, the more I contradicted him and wanted to do it, make it lively and make it big.

At that young and frivolous age, I met a bunch of brothers, and I did everything he thought was inappropriate. It was my revenge to make him angry.

Thinking about it afterwards, what I did at the time was also very naive, but at that time I was serious, taking revenge on my father in this naive way.

I didn't want to accept his guidance and arrangements, so I just wanted to go my own way.Because of the absurd things he did, he has already lost his prestige in front of me.I think there are problems with his values ​​and outlook on life. The direction he guided me may not necessarily be correct, and what he thinks is wrong may not necessarily be wrong.

I formed a band with my brothers, and my cousin Xu Yafei was the drummer.

He has become very busy since he went to college, and he also uses his spare time to work part-time. Not only does he work as a waiter in a coffee shop, but he also takes on several tutoring jobs.

I know, he's helping that girl.

He has a gentle and unassuming personality, and does everything in silence.Although he didn't say anything, I understand what's on his mind. He should like her, right?Otherwise, why were you crying and clamoring and refusing to move?
I am the least qualified person to appear in front of that girl.So, I try not to see him, and even try to accept the pursuit of other girls.

During that period of time, I was probably like a prodigal son in the eyes of people. I dated several girls, all kinds of girls.But I know for myself, I don't have that heartbeat feeling with them.

On the basketball court that day, the feeling of blushing and heartbeat when I saw that girl, I will never forget it for a long, long time, and I have never returned to that feeling when I came into contact with so many girls.

In the eyes of others, I am very chic and casual every day.In fact, I was like a bird flying non-stop in the air. I was very tired and wanted to find a place to rest, but I couldn't find a place to stay.

So I fell in love with cycling. I like to carry a guitar, ride a bicycle to the suburbs, go to the mountains, find a secluded place, and play and sing alone.

One time later, I met Nanxi.

(End of this chapter)