Second marriage itch

Chapter 241 Xue Duyun (5)

On the top of the mountain in late autumn, yellow leaves spread all over the ground.

The back view of a girl sitting on a rock holding a guitar and singing, with a beautiful voice that seems to be singing with her soul.

I don't know what a girl with such a beautiful voice looks like, I can only see that she has long hair with a shawl.

After singing a song, I couldn't help applauding standing behind her, and she turned her head back as if she was frightened.

That was the first time I saw Nanxi.

It is undeniable that she is a very beautiful girl.There are also long eyelashes, big eyes, overlapping with the features of the girl I remember.

Hey, even she looks a little like Chu Chu.

She glanced at me, seemed a little uneasy and nervous, and hurried away on her small bicycle with her guitar on her back.

Looking at the back of her running away, I actually found it very interesting.

Did I frighten her by looking at her bluntly?Or do I look like a bad guy?
When I came to the top of the mountain, I wanted to stay quietly for a long time, but I didn't know what kind of wind was blowing at that time, so I turned the car around and chased after it.

She looked back and saw that I was following, riding faster.

Oh, do you really think of me as a bad guy?

Ben was going downhill, and the speed was getting faster and faster, and I could see that she was about to lose control.

Her tires are a bit smaller than mine, so she couldn't outrun me, so I just overtook her to save her from going too fast and getting into an accident.

When I got to a bridge at the foot of the mountain, I stopped to rest for a while, and smoked a cigarette by the way.

Smoking was learned during the period when I completely let myself go. Since I want to degenerate, smoking, drinking, fighting and picking up girls, these things are of course indispensable.

After about 5 minutes, the girl appeared on a bicycle.

At this time, I was leaning against the bridge pier and puffing. I guess she had already marked me as a dangerous person. As soon as she saw me, she immediately accelerated her speed, as if she was afraid that I would rush out suddenly and intercept her.

However, by coincidence, her bicycle suddenly stopped walking before she got on the bridge.

I saw the problem at a glance, the chain fell off.

She got out of the car to check and found that the chain had fallen off, so she was at a loss.

That day, I helped her fix the chain, and she probably had a good impression of me.

Seeing that my hands were all black from repairing the chain, she took out a tissue from her bag and handed it to me, and thanked me.

I don't know why, but I suddenly remembered that rainy day, when the girl said thank you to me.Just like she is at this moment, the tissue is handed to me, but her eyes are a little afraid to look at me.

The second time I met her was in a bar. Only then did I know that she was the resident singer of that bar, named Nanxi.

That day, a drunken guest rushed to the stage to tease her. I probably drank too much, and I also felt that it was fate to meet this girl for the second time, so I helped him out.

The fight was hearty, and I suffered a little injury, just a little skin trauma. I didn't think it was necessary to go to the hospital, so Nanxi asked for a medicine box from the bar owner and gave me medicine.

She squatted in front of me with her head bowed, her long eyelashes cast two shadows under her eyes.

She carefully applied the ointment to my wound, then blew gently, the cool breath sweeping over my skin.

At this moment, her gentle and serious appearance really touched me.

She looks gentle, but her singing voice is particularly tense and infectious.She is obviously a small girl, but she seems to have experienced many things, and her singing voice is particularly vicissitudes.

For some reason, every time I see her, I can't help but associate her with another girl.Apart from the fact that they also have long eyelashes, they are actually not alike, but the soft yet strong temperament that emerges from their bones is indeed very similar.

Is it probably this aura that attracts me?

After we dated, she was very kind to me, the best woman to me besides my mother.After my mother died, few people treated me with such tenderness.So in the face of her tenderness and kindness, I simply cannot resist.

We have common hobbies, and we are all people who lack love. It seems so logical to come together to keep each other warm.

She joined our band and we put out a record.

We get along like lovers, I give her the protection of a man, and she brings me the warmth of motherhood.

Over the past year or so, I have almost slowly forgotten all the pain I have experienced.

But after my father learned about my affair with Nanxi, he jumped out to object. What he cared about was the identity of the singer in the Nanxi bar.

It is impossible for me to obey his will, and I don't know why my rebellious period is so long, the more he opposes something, the more I will do it.

At that time, I really felt that Nanxi was the right person for me.

Occupation does not distinguish between high and low, what happened to singing?Eat on your own terms.He looks down on singers, I want to be a singer, and I want to marry a singer.

That summer, my father said that while we were all on summer vacation, we would go to a resort together for vacation.I didn't want to go at first, but thinking of my father's strong opposition to Nanxi and me, I decided to take Nanxi with me.

Unfortunately, I waited for a long time at the agreed place, but I couldn't wait for Nanxi.

She promised me to go before, but she never came.

I can actually vaguely guess why.After all, she knows about my father's opposition to us, and I can feel that she feels a little inferior in front of me.

In my opinion, I am equal to her, but she is always worried about gains and losses. Is it her problem, or do I not give her a sense of security enough?
Although I used to let myself go and play in the world, I was very serious when facing Nanxi. I could feel her feelings for me. Although I knew it very well in my heart, I couldn't say how much I loved him, but I Enjoy the warmth and comfort of being with her, I don't want to let down such a serious and gentle girl.

I still went on that vacation.

I thought it was a boring trip, but I didn't expect to have a major discovery.

That day, when we settled in the resort and were about to take a lunch break, my father went out alone.I don't know why I followed him at the time, maybe I sensed something hidden in his expression, maybe it was out of my sixth sense that this vacation was not pure.

My father walked into a small forest, looking around cautiously as he walked, I followed carefully all the way, and saw him finally stop at a hidden place deep in the woods.

I climbed up a bit and stood behind a landscape rock where I could just see where he was.

After a while, another man walked over mysteriously and met his father.When I saw that person, he first gave his father a cigarette, and then handed him a package of things. After seeing it, his father seemed to have given him a wad of money.

After a brief exchange, the man took a cigarette in his mouth, looked around vigilantly, and left.

I followed the man up the hill and saw him walking towards a van.

The window of the van was open, and there was a man sitting inside. The man turned his head and talked to him, and I could see his face clearly.He has a square face, high hairline, dark skin, and very recognizable facial features. I think I will recognize him if I see him next time.

Then I went back to my room at the resort, and my dad asked me where I had been, and I lied about going around.

I didn't ask where my father went just now, and what he traded with that person, I think I already knew it in my heart.

After returning from the resort, I visited my mother at the cemetery.

It is impossible to know exactly what happened on the day my mother died.But in the final analysis, the father has an unshirkable responsibility.

Thinking back carefully, since his father started to touch drugs, he has changed. The will was consumed by drugs, and he became irresponsible and psychologically distorted.I can even describe him as evil.

Therefore, I have always hated poisonous things.If there is no such thing, perhaps the ending of many things will be different.

That night I went to the bar to find Nanxi, she happened to be singing on stage, and she was wearing heavy makeup.

In the past, she would not wear such heavy makeup, because he did not need to use cosmetics to modify himself.Now that she puts on heavy makeup, she looks like a different person.

She looked downcast and had a particularly sad voice.Although this is her characteristic, I can still feel that she was different that day.

She knew I was coming, and after singing the song, she walked towards me and asked the waiter to bring the wine.

She is actually young, but she looks more mature than girls of the same age, probably because of her experience.Her life experience is also very poor, her father died young, her mother was sick in bed, she gave up her studies for her younger sister, and now works in a bar, suffering from people's eyes and bullying.

"Why didn't you come that day?" I asked her.

After she drank a glass of wine, her face was slightly rosy. She pushed back her black hair and poured a glass of wine to respect me.

After drinking another glass, she said, "Duyun, love without the blessing of relatives will not last long!"

Such an abrupt sentence has already made me understand what she meant, because of my father's objection, she wanted to back down.

I admit that I was not the best me at that time. As a boyfriend, I may not have done well enough. It was because I was young and energetic, and I didn't give her enough sense of security when she was worried about gains and losses.

I said, "You don't have to care about anyone else, my life is up to me."

Nan Xi suddenly smiled softly, with tears in her eyes.

"Duyun, when you think about it carefully, I don't seem to love you much. I don't even know if my feelings for you are love. Maybe it's more appropriate to say that we are two partners with similar interests. We care about each other. We sing together, this is a normal way of getting along between partners, I think we all need to reflect on it, is it really love between us?"

I don't know what true love is, and I don't think anyone can give an exact answer.

(End of this chapter)